多加的见证—我属灵生命的突破 / Breakthrough of my Spiritual life

几天前早上醒来,心中有一个感动,于是我知道主要我写下这些见证。

3月22日当我们从吉隆坡出发到马六甲参加CKRM,我的心充满渴慕与兴奋。我没有想到这一次的参加,是主引领我进入他的属灵世界以及启发我的属灵恩赐的开始。我更没有想到,神在去年12月藉着一位先知向我们(我与我的先生)所发的预言已经应验,就是神会预备一个男士和一个女士拉着我们的手,帮助我们。

第一次参加CKRM的时候,神一开始就触摸我,神藉着以斯贴牧师开启我心中关闭的、不为人知的心门。在那时候,我听见好久没听到的神的话,就是神知道我的一切,我走过的路他都看见,而最重要的是,他爱我,也知道我爱他,渴慕他等等。神也再次透过牧师们重申与坚固并且启动祂已赐给我的预言的恩赐,从那一天起,我的属灵生命有了一个突破。

从CKRM回来后,我发现我的属灵感官敏锐了。晚上睡觉的时候,我开始发异梦,有些是神的启示和属灵的更新,当我醒来时,我整个人舒畅,好像从瀑布洗过澡后喝下一杯凉水一样的更新。而当我为别人祷告以及有一次我和朋友电话交谈时,突然间我会看到异象,看到对方的状况。另外,就是我比较能清楚听见以及分辨圣灵的声音,有时候我会听见自己的灵在唱歌或祷告。有一次当我在祷告中唱一首歌时,当我唱到一段我不会的部分时,突然我听见我的灵接下去唱,而后来经过查验后证明那歌词是正确的。还有昨天,我清楚的在家中听到美妙技巧的钢琴声 盘旋在我耳边以及嗅到浓郁的香味,我的心顿时充满喜乐,知道这是神的同在。另外,有两次神带领我进入他的内心:一次是使我从他的心里去感受祂是多么喜乐与乐意的心去赦免与忘记人所犯的罪;另外一次是当我在与罪挣扎时,突然间我发现我在祂里面,我的一切已经结束、已经死去,而祂的一切全是属于我的,祂无穷尽的圣洁、仁爱、饶恕、喜乐、平安、得胜全是属于我的,我不需要靠自己来胜过罪,只要完全降服在祂里面、安息在祂里面。这一些的真理我早已知道,但却从未如此真实的去经历,就好象从一本书读到一些旅游胜地,与真实去到那地方旅游的不同。

从第一次参加CKRM到今天,神每天都在对付与洁净我的罪,祂带领我悔改,引领我过圣洁的生活,祂要我把生命分别为圣,单单献给祂。而在4月11日(星期六)出发到马六甲的CKRM之前,我在祷告的时候,神告诉我,雅各已经成为过去了,祂要赐我以色列新的名字。就在那天星期六4月11日,以斯贴牧师告诉我,她领受到神给我一个新的名字—叫“多加”,我以前的一切已经成为过去,神已经为我掀开新的生命的一章。我相信这不过是进入新的属灵生命的开始,接下来还有更多的事会发生,最重要的是,更接近的认识耶稣…我所深爱的那一位。

我深深的感谢神开始在我的生命中装备我来服事他。神永远不会忘记祂的应许,祂是奇妙信实的神。我感谢神预备马六甲CKRM这一个谦卑但有祂的能力以及祂同在的地方,我感谢神带领祂的仆人保罗牧师以及以斯贴牧师来到马六甲,使这里凡是灵里饥渴贫穷的人蒙福。我深深的无尽的感谢神,因神纪念马来西亚,我相信神要藉着祂的仆人,为这里点燃复兴之火。啊们!


邱 多加
吉隆坡
April 2009

Breakthrough of my spiritual life

Few days ago, when I woke up in the morning, there was a prompting in my heart. Hence, I knew that God wanted me to note down these testimonies.

On 22nd March 2009, when we departed from Kuala Lumpur and was heading towards Malacca to attend the Saturday’s “Power and Prophetic Ministry” at CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd, my heart was filled with hunger and excitement. I did not expect this trip to CKRM was actually God’s will, that He began to lead me, entering into His spiritual world and to activate the gifts of the Spirit within me.

This was a prophecy given to us (my husband & me) that God would lead us to a man & a woman to revive our spiritual lives. Hence, the prophecy has come to pass.

While attending the meeting at CKRM for the first time, God used Ps. Esther to open up my hardened and hidden heart that was not known to anyone. At that moment, I heard the Word of God which I had not heard it for quite some time. God knows everything about me and every step that I had gone through. More importantly, He loves me and He knows that I do love Him and hunger for Him. The Lord also used the pastors to restore and strengthen me, and activated the prophetic gift which the Lord has previously given to me. From that day on, there was a breakthrough in my spiritual life.

After attended the meeting at CKRM, I realised my spiritual senses began to be more sensitive. During my sleep at night, I began to have dreams and some of them were revelation from the Lord and spiritual renewal. When I woke up from the sleep, my whole body was very refreshed, as if I had just taken a fresh shower over at the waterfall. While I was praying for others and talking to my friend over the phone, all of a sudden I would see visions regarding their situations. Besides, I could listen clearer to the voice of the Holy Spirit and to discern them. Sometimes, I would hear my spirit singing or praying. There was once while I was singing a song, I stopped at the latter part of the song as I do not know the lyric, I then heard my spirit continued singing. After verifying, it was confirmed that the lyric sang was correct.

Furthermore on yesterday, I clearly heard beautiful melody of a piano at my home, and I could smell a thick fragrance. My heart was filled with joy and I know that was the presence of God. There were also two experiences where the Lord let me feel His heartbeat, showing me that He is joyful and willing to show mercy and forget our sins. While I was struggling with sins, suddenly I realised I was in Him, my past was already been put to death and everything He has given me everything He has; the unlimited purity, love, forgiveness, joy, peace, and victory. I need not depend on my strength to overcome sins but to only surrender to God and rest in Him. I had already known all this truth, but I had yet to personally experience it. It was just so real. The difference is like between reading a book about some tourist attractions, and to actually visit them in reality.

Ever since our first visit to CKRM till now, God has been dealing with my sins and sanctifying me, leading me to repentance and to live a holy life. It is His heartbeat that my life is to be consecrated and only belongs to Him. On 11th April 2009 (Saturday), before we departed to go to CKRM at Melaka, during my prayer, God told me that Jacob has passed and He wants to give me a new name of Israel. On that particular Saturday (11th April), Pastor Esther told me she received that the Lord gives me a new name called “Dorcas”, my old has passed away, and God has already opened a new chapter in my life. I believe that this is only the beginning of entering into a new spiritual life; there will be more things to come in the future. Most importantly, it is to draw me closer to Jesus and knowing Him better.

Deep in my heart, I thank God that He began to prepare and equip me, in order for me to serve Him. God will never forget His promise. He is a miraculous and faithful God. I thank God for raising up CKRM Melaka, a ministry that is humble yet full of God’s power. I thank God for leading His servants, Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther to Melaka, so that those in Melaka, who are spiritually hungry and thirst, could be blessed. I also thank God, for remembering Malaysia and I believe through His servants, God is going to light up the fire of revival over here. Amen!

Dorcas
Kuala Lumpur
April 2009


Blessed beyond measure in just one session at CKRM Malacca - Jane Then / 出席一次在马六甲CKRM的特会,领受了难於估计的祝福

It was truly a divine appointment for me to be at CKRM Malacca’s official opening on the 14 March 2009. I went because my friend was invited and I was blessed beyond measure in just this one session.

Sometime last year, my friend told me about CKRM Singapore, but I never desired to go. Before going to CKRM Malacca, the Lord in His supremacy & grace revealed the followings to me:

· I will begin to see Miracles, Signs & Wonders,
· A picture of the Lion & the Lamb.

All these happened at CKRM Malacca. So when I saw the manifestations during demonstration time, I was speechless but at the same time I was excited & I wanted to experience it.

So, when Ps Paul called us (the first timers) to go out to the front, I was really eager to see what would happen to me? First, he prayed for the fire of God to come upon us & then later he asked if I wanted to receive the arrows of God. Yes of course I wanted it. He then shot 3 arrows at me from a distance of about 5 meters and I fell onto the floor.

As we were about to leave after the session, Ps Paul prayed to empower me, simply by pointing his finger on my hand from a distance. WOH! I went down on the floor again, this time screaming & then laughing. O it was just awesome. I have never seen or experienced anything like this before.

We stayed on and we received anointing after anointing through Ps Paul & his team.

I received the Lion of Judah’s roar, spiritual wine, fireball, prophecy wine, & many more. At one point, I asked Ps Paul, is it possible to receive so many anointing in one session and he responded “Our God is the God of the impossible!” Oh! That really whets our appetite to want to receive ‘More’.

After we were activated & empowered, the Lord gave us opportunities to minister in Petaling Jaya & to put into practice what we have received.

The days that followed after the empowerment were simply awesome. When the anointing of the Holy Spirit came upon us, He will lead us and do what He wants for that session. Never before have had I experienced such awesome manifestations like playing the Guzhen, the drum for deliverance under the anointing (never played these instruments before in my life) and hosting the Presence of God & many more.

Even after returning to Singapore, the Lord gave us assignments to impart & empower some ladies back home. It was simply amazing! This verse that says: For My yoke is easy & My burden is light – Mt 11:30 became a Rhema Word to me.

We were so hungry for more, that shortly after, we flew to Kuala Lumpur again to attend a teaching seminar conducted by Ps Paul & Ps Esther at Jubilee Initiative Malaysia and also at Portals of His Glory. Here we witnessed the Mighty & Awesome Power of God at work again.

Ps Paul invited us to CKRM Singapore and here we were blessed with even more. I am so grateful & blessed by all of you. Thank you.

Indeed God rewards those who earnestly seek Him and He never fails to bless us each time we take that step of faith to trust in Him.

All Glory to our Lord God Almighty! Hallelujah!
Jane Then - 23 April 2009

出席一次在马六甲CKRM的特会,领受了难於估计的祝福

是神的旨意与安排, 让我能够参加马六甲CKRM超自然事工训练学校在2009年三月十四号的第一个聚会。 因着我的朋友有被邀请出席,我便和她一同参加这个聚会。神就在这一堂聚会里,超过我所求所想的祝福了我。

在去年的时候,我的朋友曾经和我分享过关于在新加坡CKRM的事工, 但是,我没想要去那里参加聚会。 在我还没去马六甲CKRM超自然事工训练学校之前, 感谢主的怜悯和恩典,祂向我显明我将会开始看见神迹奇事和一幅犹大狮子与羔羊的图案。神向我显明的,就在我来到马六甲 CKRM超自然事工训练学校时,这启示给成就了。 当牧师在示范圣灵的能力时,我看见了,惊讶地说不出话来。我也同时感到兴奋,也很想能亲自经历到圣灵的能力。

当保罗牧师邀请新来的朋友到前面被祷告时,我急着的想看看会有什么事情要发生在我身上。首先,保罗牧师祷告神的火降临在我身上。然后,他问我是否想要领受神的箭。我当然想要领受。他便从大约五米外的距离,向我射了三枝箭,我就被击倒在地上。

聚会结束后,当我们要离开时,保罗牧师再次为我们祷告得着圣灵的能力。他只是用他的手指从一个距离指向着我的手,我立刻被击倒在地上,先是喊叫然后便喜乐地笑。这太棒了。我从未看见或经厉过这些现象。我们便逗留下来,并且继续透过保罗牧师和他的团队,领受了一波又一波的恩膏。

我本身领受了犹大狮子吼叫的恩膏,属灵的酒,火球,先知启示性的酒,和其他等等的恩膏。有一个时刻,我问保罗牧师,“我真的能够在一堂聚会内,领受这么多的恩膏吗?他便回答我说,“在我们的神凡事都能!”这使到我们更加的渴慕和想要得着更多的祝福。

当我们的属灵恩赐被启动和得着了圣灵的能力之后,主便给我们机会去马来西亚的八打灵再也服侍和操练我们所领受的属灵恩赐。当圣灵降在我们身上时,在聚会中,祂会引导我们去做某些事情,如:弹属灵古筝,在恩膏下打鼓使到会众得释放,和邀请神的同在等等。在我一生中,我从未曾玩过这些乐器。

当我们回到新加坡之后,主给了我们任务去传递恩膏给一些姐妹,让她们得着圣灵的能力。这好极了!马太福音11:30“因为我的轭是容易的,我的担子是轻省的”也就成为了我瑞马的话语。我们都好渴慕,想要领受更多圣灵的能力。不久过后,我们乘着飞机到吉隆坡去参加保罗牧师和以斯帖牧师在禧福训练中心的教导以及在Portals of Glory祈祷院的聚会。在那里,我们再次见证了神的大能在当中运行。保罗牧师也邀请我们到新加坡的CKRM去。在那里,我们得到更多的祝福。 我心中真正充满了感恩。

确实, 神奖赏那些认真去寻求祂的人。祂是信实的,并且当我们踏出信心的脚步来信靠祂时,祂必定赐福于我们。

我将一切的荣耀归于我们的神!哈利路亚!

Jane 姐妹
2009年 四月 二十三号


Anointing of the Lion of Judah's Roar & Jesus' Whip made me more sensitive to the move of God - Sharon / 犹大狮子吼叫的恩膏和耶稣的鞭子使到我对神的带领更加敏锐。

Email from Sharon

Well Pastor Paul, I missed your session during Chinese New Year time as I was away hometown and when I came back and heard of all the things that God did and what happened in Portals of Glory and also from Gina and also reading your blogspot and the various testimonies I was very eager to experience for myself for it is nothing like seeing and experience it for yourself.

When you finally agree to come to Portals of Glory on 15 April 2009, I came early from office and did not go back home in Subang as I did not want to be caught in the traffic jam and we started early and worship before the rest arrived.

When you called me for to be prayed for the anointing of the ‘Roar’ of the Lion of Judah, yes I was a bit sceptical at first as I have never done it before and yes I have seen the manifestations before.

When the anointing was released to me, I felt like something within my body and sometimes it is so hard to describe I just know something is different and it just makes me want to just let go and I could not control it. I have always been a back bencher and observe and that day I just let the Lord use me and it was my first experience.

I can’t believe myself roaring in front of people ...that is not me ...anyway....!!!! When you called me for the second time to be prayed again, I felt more comfortable and was able to receive more. Praise God!!!

Again the whip is very different, the fact that you don’t literally see the whip and when it is released, I felt so much power, fire, and I don’t know,,,very strong anointing, entirely different from the first and it was yes very very strong.

As a result, I am now even more sensitive to the move of God when I am in the presence of God and just wanting more of God..., spending more time in worship and the word.

Praise God and all glory to Jesus for what He has done!!!!


Sharon

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A Reader's Research on the Lion's Roar.

Our Mission to the Klang Valley

犹大狮子吼叫的恩膏和耶稣的鞭子使到我对神的带领更加敏锐。

Sharon 姐妹的电邮

保罗牧师,因着我回了家乡,很可惜的,我错过了在农历新年时的聚会。当我回来的时候,我听到好多神奇妙的作为,以及在Portals of Glory祈祷院所发生的一切事。除了Gina姐妹的分享,我也上网到你的部落格读了许多的见证。我好渴慕,很想自己也能亲身经历到神的能力。

当你答应在2009年四月十五号来Portals of Glory 祈祷院 时,为了避免遇到交通阻塞, 就提早从办公室离开到祈祷院去。在其他人还没到达之前,我们就开始在那儿敬拜。 我虽然曾经见过犹大狮子吼叫的彰显, 但是,当你要为我祷告领受犹大狮子吼叫的恩膏时,我起初有点怀疑,因为我从未吼叫过。当那恩膏浇灌 在我身上时,我觉得我身体里有一股力量(有时就是不知怎样用言语来形容,只知道在我体内跟平时是不一样的), 这股力量使到我无法控制,那感觉就是想要释放出来。

一直以来,我都是时时坐在后排观看。却在当天,我降服於神,让祂使用我。那就是我第一次的经历。我真不敢相信,自己会在众人面前那么的吼叫。无论如何,那可不是我。。。。当你再次为我祷告时,我感觉舒服多了,也能够更多的去领受。赞美神!

此外,耶稣的鞭子果然也很不同。虽然我的肉眼看不到鞭子,但是,当你用鞭子释放在我身上时,我感觉到极大的能力,很多的圣火,和很强的恩膏在我的身上。这与我第一次所经历的狮子吼叫恩膏,是完全不一样的,而且那恩膏是非常非常的强。

四月十五日的奇妙经厉,改变了我的属灵生命,现在我对于神的带领更加敏锐。当我在神的同在中,我只想要更多的得着祂,更多的敬拜祂,和在祂话语上花更多的时间。
赞美神!一切荣耀都归于祂!

Sharon 姐妹


Pastor Esther Chow -- Co-Founder of CKRM & my ministering partner / 以斯帖牧师 -- CKRM的共同创办人和我的事工伙伴

I would never imagine that being English educated and westernized, God would call me to serve in the Chinese speaking ministry. More shockingly so, to pair me with a very traditional, Chinese educated woman, who’s married with 2 adult children. It’s simply beyond human comprehension.

Though it’s neither logical nor easy to team up with someone who has very different lifestyle, views, educational and cultural background; God’s command surpasses all of these.

It is the Lord’s command to pair the two of us in the power & prophetic ministry, which are also the Lion and the Lamb ministry. Our mission is to empower the body of Christ, under anointing of Holy Spirit, to empower (1 Corinthians 12: 8-10), prepare and equip the body of Christ for their ministries, to break the power of darkness, and prepare for the Lord’s return.

A man of God wrote in his book, "Whatever He calls you to do, many a times His word to you will collide with the world's notion of logic and good sense. Other people will tell you that it’s foolish and not feasible. Even you will say that it’s illogical. But if you believe you heard God’s voice and very certain that it’s from Him, and then does what He tells you to do. For what He wants to bless you is beyond measure."

The Bible is full of examples of people who were willing to follow God’s word instead of logic and were blessed beyond measure because of it.

In early 2006, on several occasions, the Lord revealed and ordered us to pair as ministering partners. In the beginning, Ps Esther struggled to obey God’s command, until the Lord used someone to give her a stern warning that she would lose the calling if she was reluctant to obey His command.

In end 2003 & beginning of 2005, Ps Esther and I were led by the Lord to Singapore Christian Prayer House (SCPH) for the final preparation. In 2007, CKRM was set up.

Following are links to the some articles, on how the Lord called us to our ministry, and our willingness to obey God’s command and suffer for His name:

The Season for me to be at Singapore Christian Prayer House

在新加坡祈祷院的日子公义和冠冕 (Crown & Righteousness)

During the period of our struggle to obey His voice, God prompted me to read 1 Samuel 15. To the people of the world, the command to put to death women, children & infants is a great sin. In the present world, it would be considered genocide & madness to kill innocent people. However, it was not a sin when the Lord commanded Saul to do it. Disobedience to God's voice is a sin. Disobedience is rebellion.

And in 1 Samuel 15:22-23, "Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. For rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance likes the evil of idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the LORD, he has rejected you as king."

When Saul did not obey God’s command fully, the anointing left Saul, and he lost his calling. This is the consequences for not obeying God’s command.

Though the Spirit of God left him, Saul still remained as king. Today, there are many pastors and ministers who are like Saul. Because of their disobedience, the glory of God has left them, without them knowing. Some of the ministries remain stagnant while some have been dismantled.

Ps Esther is called to be my ministering partner and translator. I am called to move in power, while she moves in the prophetic. When both of us are ministering from the pulpit, we will be listening to the voice of God to discern what He wants us to do. Very often, the Lord would give me one part of the revelation while the other part to Ps Esther.

As it is written in Isaiah 29:13-14 the Lord says, "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men. Therefore once more I will astound these people with wonder upon wonder; the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish."

April 16, 2009 was the 2nd Anniversary of CKRM Christian Centre Ltd, Singapore. It is just amazing and beyond human understanding how just a Saturday Power Ministry could grow so rapidly to include 3 Sundays Church Services in such a short period. Besides the ministry being blessed with very healthy & strong cash reserve, the Lord has led many co-workers to CKRM. The co-workers are being raised up in CKRM and they have been blessed with their spiritual life revived drawing them closer to God and grow to be very sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit.

Our oldest co-worker is a 78 years old woman. She came in a wheelchair and now without having the need of a wheelchair, she is now serving CKRM Church as an usher. Our youngest co-worker is an 8 years old girl. She works on the computer during worship and despite working on the computer, she would also be singing with her hands moving & responding to the worship song.

Now that CKRM is in Malacca, we also see God’s hand at work (can view many awesome testimonies posted in http://www.ckrm.org/. )At this point, I recalled there was a vibrant ministry. However, the pastor went against God’s decision and using the time to criticize CKRM. Within 1-2 years, I witnessed the ministry being dismantled.

We have all sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). Paul taught in Philippians 2:12, "we should continue to work out for our own salvation with fear & trembling." If we seriously take Paul's teaching and work out for our own salvation with fear & trembling, we would be so busy repenting that we would not have really the time to be critical or judging others.

As it is written, if the Spirit of the Lord rest on a person with Spirit of wisdom, understanding, counsel, power, knowledge, and the fear of the Lord, he will not judge by what he sees with his eyes, or decide by what he hears with his ears" (Isaiah 11:2-3).

It is by His grace that we can be obedient and do the will of the Father. All glory and praise belongs to Him, and peace and joy to His beloved children! Amen!

Translation into Mandarin

我从没有想过以我这个受英文教育,生活完全西方化的人。神会呼召我进入华文华语的事奉,更糟糕的是命令我与一位非常保守受华文教育,而且是有家庭,有已长大的孩子的姐妹配搭。对我来说真是不可思议 而难以接受。

虽然有点不合逻辑,因为不同的教育背景,文化差异,不同的生活方式,不同的思想观念,是很难一起服侍,但神的命令胜於一切。

以斯帖牧师与我的配搭是神赐於我们的命令,以行走在能力与启示的事奉。这是狮子与羔羊的事工。我们的使命是去得着主内肢体,在圣灵的恩膏下,开启神给予他们的属灵恩赐 (歌林多前书 12:8-10),找到自己在基督身子的位置,好装备成为神家中贵重的器皿,末日的精兵,去拆毁邪恶的势力,得着仇敌的城门,预备主的再来!

一位神的仆人在他的书这样写:每当神叫你做事时,神的话,神做事的方式,很多时候与世俗的方式是完全不一样的,甚至可说有时是违背世俗的方法。你旁边的人也会告诉你这是愚蠢,不可行的,你自己也会说这是不合逻辑,不对的。但若你有信心听神的声音,肯定是从神而来,那就要顺服祂的指示行,祂所要给你的祝福将是超乎你所求所想的。

在2006初,神多次赐下启示,命令我们要一齐配搭服侍。这不合逻辑的配搭,给以斯帖牧师经厉长时间的挣扎,最后是神通过第三者给她很严厉的警告,在神的恩典时间内,再不顺服她就要失去神对她生命的呼召,才让她惧怕而乖乖的顺服。

神在2003年底和2005年初,奇妙的各别把我们引领来到新加坡基督徒祷告院,做最后的装备。在2007 年 CKRM 正式成立。以下两篇见证可提供一点神如何呼召我们进入这事工和我们因为顺服神的命令而走过的风雨路 。

The Season for me to be at Singapore Christian Prayer House

在新加坡祈祷院的日子

公义和冠冕 (Crown & Righteousness)

在那段与神挣扎着要如何顺服的日子,神感动我 去读撒母耳记上 15章。对世人而言,把无辜的妇女,小孩,婴孩都杀了,这命令绝对是错误的,是愚蠢,是疯狂的,是天大的罪过。以现在的眼光来说,这叫着种族灭绝,这样的行为可说是犯下涛天大罪 ,是要被判死刑的。但对神而言,这是他给扫罗的命令 ,这样就不是罪了。相反的扫罗因为没有完全顺服尊行神的命令而得罪了神。

撒母耳记上 15:22-23 耶和华喜悦燔祭和平安祭,如喜悦人听从他的话呢?听命胜于献祭,顺从胜于公羊的脂油。悖逆的罪与行邪术的罪相等。顽梗的罪与拜虚神拜偶像相同。你既厌弃耶和华的命令,耶和华也厌弃你做王。

因为扫罗的不顺服,没有尊行神给他的命令,最后神的灵离开他,也废了他做王。这就是不顺服神的命令的结果。

虽然神的灵已离开扫罗,但当时扫罗还是坐在王位上。今天很多在职场上的牧师领袖也一样,因为不顺服 而得罪了神,神的荣耀已离开了 ,他们还不知道。这可从他们的事工的停顿不前,甚直被神拆除就可看到,但事实是他们本身还不知道。

神呼召以斯帖牧师与我配搭,呼召她做我的事工伙伴和翻译员。神给我的呼召是能力性的事奉,神给她的呼召是启示性的事奉。每当我们一起站在讲台上服侍时,我们在领听圣灵的指示,很多时候,神常常把一部份的启示给我,另一部份切给了以斯帖牧师。

以赛亚书 29:13-14 因为这白姓亲近我,用嘴唇尊近我,心切远离我。他们尊敬我,不过是领受人的吩咐。所以我在这白姓中,要行奇妙的事,就是奇妙又奇妙的事,他们知慧人的知慧必然消灭,聪明人的聪明必然隐藏。以赛亚书 55:8 我的意念非同你们的意念,我的道路非同你们的道路。

16.04.2009 是CKRM 二周年记念, 我为神在CKRM 的工作而惊叹,从一个几个人的祷告小组在短时间发展到有三堂主日崇拜。这除了神,有谁能做呢? 神除了祝福 CKRM 有很健康的资金,更带领很多同工来到 。很多原本没有家,被神更新了的弟兄姐妹,有些神感动他们留下来服侍。

同工的年龄从最小的八岁到最大的七十八岁。这位老姐妹两年前是坐着轮椅来,主医治了她,现在不但健康有力量,而且服侍主招待新来的朋友。那小妹妹在崇拜时,是用电脑来服侍,自己更是一面唱,一面以另一只手跟着诗歌摆动,真的是三管齐下,其乐无比,看她非常的享受。感谢主!

现在 CKRM 已经进军马六甲,也看到神的手在马六甲做工(可上网享受神如何祝福弟兄姐妹。http://www.ckrm.org/ )写到这里让我想起,有一个原本很有活力的事工,后因牧者不顺服神的带领,违背神的心意,很可惜把时间用在批评论断 CKRM 我看到在这一两年内很快的下降,最后被神拆除。

罗马书 3:23 世人都犯了罪亏欠了神的荣耀。保罗在菲立比书 2:12 教导我们要为自己的救恩恐惧战兢,以持守神给你的救恩。若是受教的,真正爱主的,那你就不会让仇敌来使用你,去损伤别人,诽谤别人。所做的就是在拆毁神的工作。最后自己的事工被拆除。

以赛亚书 11:2-3 若我们有主耶和华的七个灵 :耶和华的灵住在身上,智慧的灵,聪明的灵,谋略的灵,能力的灵,知识的 灵,和敬畏耶和华的灵。那我们就可以审判不凭眼见,断是非也不凭耳闻。

总的来说,是靠神的恩典,我们才能做个顺服受教的儿女,行祂的旨意。
愿一切荣耀赞美都归於我们至爱至高的神,平安喜乐归於祂所爱所宝的儿女!啊们!

Written by Ps Paul Ang
Translated by Ps Esther Chow


God told me to come to CKRM Malacca in a dream - Sis Georginia 神用异梦引领我去马六甲的CKRM

The Lord spoke to me in a dream. In the dream, I saw that I was running on a street with lamp posts hanging with banners on my right. Suddenly a bus drove passed me and so close enough to knock me. However, the Lord protected me from this nasty accident.

When the bus stopped in front of me, I saw a very big word “God.”

Then, my Church cell group member, Bro Thomas sent me a text message, inviting me to come to CKRM Malacca as he had received a confirmation that the Lord wanted me to come.

Thomas, his wife and I left Klang for Malacca on 6th April 2009. On the way to CKRM Leadership Training Centre, Malacca, there were so many banners hanging on the lamp posts. When the vehicle stopped at the traffic light junction, I saw a Toyota car next to our vehicle, with the back screen pasted with a sticker with the word “God.” I then told Thomas that this was the scene I saw in my dream.

On arrival at CKRM Malacca, I excitedly shared the dream with Pastor Paul. Pastor Paul then asked me to open my heart to the Lord. Suddenly the power of God came upon me and I trembled and shake uncontrollably.

It was not the end. During ministry time, the power of God came upon me so strongly which I have never in my own life experienced such strong anointing before. The fire of God came upon me and activated the ‘Roar’ of the Lion of Judah and I was also manifesting soaring like an eagle. Both the pastors of CKRM told me that the Lord is increasing the gift of prophecy in my life. Then I began to minister to a sister setting her free from certain bondages under the anointing of the ‘Roar’ of the Lion of Judah (Amos 3:8, Revelation 10:3).

Praise the Lord for His love & grace that He has chosen me to come to CKRM to be empowered for ministry. Surely the Sovereign Lord does nothing without revealing His plan to his servants the prophets (Amos 3:7). Praise the Lord. Surely He is good (Psalm 73:1). Amen! I am thoroughly amazed by His love to show me precisely what is to take place.

I am encouraged by His word, “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you” (Psalm 32:8). Amen!

Sis Georginia

Footnote: A link to A Reader's Research on the Lion's Roar.

神用异梦引领我去马六甲的CKRM - Sis Georginia

感谢主!祂在梦里向我说话。在梦中, 我看到自己不停的奔跑在一条街上,在我右手旁的路灯都挂着旗。突然, 一辆巴士很靠近地驶过我, 差一点把我撞倒。但是主保护了我, 意外没有发生。当巴士停在我面前时, 我看见一个很大的”神”字。接着, 我接到一位教会小组的组员, Thomas弟兄的电话信息, 邀请我去马六甲的CKRM。他说他已向神求证,是神的心意主要我去。

Thomas弟兄与妻子还有我三个人,在二零零九年四月六日从Klang前往马六甲。在途中, 我看到在我的右手旁,有许多旗挂在路灯上。当汽车停在交通灯路口时, 我看见一辆Toyota的汽车停在我们的车旁, 车后的镜子贴着“God” 。我在这时跟Thomas弟兄说这就是我在梦里见到的景象一模一样。

抵达马六甲CKRM后, 我兴奋地与Pastor Paul分享我的异梦。Pastor Paul接着叫我向神敞开我的心。忽然, 神的大能降在我身上, 使我身体不停战抖与震动

在聚会时, 神的大能几次大大地降在我身上。我这一生从没经历过那么强的恩膏。神的圣火降在我身上,启动了犹大狮子的吼叫(阿摩司书3:8)。同时, 我也彰显如老鹰飞翔。CKRM的两位牧师告诉我,主在增加我启事的恩膏。接着, 我在恩膏下使用犹大狮子的吼叫服侍一位姐妹, 使她从许多属灵的捆绑中得释放。
赞美主的大爱和恩典, 拣选我,带领我来到CKRM来领受恩膏,刚强我的灵,装备我,好让我有能力来事奉祂。

主 耶 和 华 若 不 将 奥 秘 指 示 他 的 仆 人 ─ 众 先 知 , 就 一 无 所 行 (阿 摩 司 書 3:7)。神 实 在 恩 待 以 色 列 那 些 清 心 的 人 (詩 篇 73:1)!我 要 教 导 你 , 指 示 你 当 行 的 路 ; 我 要 定 睛 在 你 身 上 劝 戒 你 (詩 篇 32:8)。阿门!

Sis Georginia


Mary had a Mighty Lamb - My walk with Jesus at CKRM (With Mandarin Translation)

Praise the Lord! Indeed He is a Great God that cares so much for those who are willing to allow Him carries their pains and sorrows!

After reading Sis Penny’s testimonial, I just couldn't control my tears. I think other than Brother Thomas; there are two more persons that are most joyful - Ps Paul and Ps Esther.

On 15 March, before we left Malacca, I was the last who walked out of CKRM. I heard Ps Esther broke into tears. I knew she not only missed us but also her family members especially her daughter (Luke 14: 25-27).

Ps Esther once shared with me, seeing brothers and sisters' life being transformed and set free by God are the strength that keep her moving forward. Each time when she sees how brothers and sisters are blessed by God, all persecutions, pains and humiliation that she has gone through all this while she considered that worth it!

When I was brought to CKRM about 2 years ago, I was almost spiritually dead. It was through the ministry, the presence of God, the touch of the Holy Spirit, the encouragement of the prophetic words that revived my spirit and change me to the “Mary” today. Mary was the new name God gave me on 24 Dec 2007. At the beginning, I thought the name was quite old fashion but now it is precious to me, as this name opened up a new chapter in my life……

I still remembered at the early days in CKRM, I will try to avoid talking to Ps Esther and Ps Paul because I was told that “they can see through your heart”, and at that time, my heart was full of rubbish!

I thank God that by His grace and through Ps Paul who constantly called down the fire of the Holy Spirit, the rubbish in me has became lesser and lesser (Matthew 3:11). It was only after I came to CKRM then I realized how a true Christian should live their life.

Weaknesses and behavior that I once thought were not a big problem; I subsequently realized those were unpleasing to God. The bible says in Matthew 6:24, no one can serve two masters. A true Christian is one that fully submits to God’s leading. The bible also says that those who do not do the will of God are actually doing the will of devil. There is no such thing as in between and if one chose to do the will for devil, then he/she is considered as child of devil. In Rom 8:7, Apostle Paul said that the sinful mind is hostile to God. As what Ps Paul always shares, the most horrible thing in a Christian life is to make God your enemy.

It was during one of my casual fellowship with Joshua that he said, since Ps Paul and Ps Esther “can see through our hearts”, the best solution is to be ourselves and do not pretend BUT, have a humble, teachable and obedient heart to allow Holy Spirit to work in you.

Previously, when there were problems or any unpleasant incidents, my first reaction was to find excuse to defend myself. Praise God that now I will seek The Lord and pray for Holy Spirit to reveal my mistakes. Bondages and bad habits that I tried very hard to “shake off” are no longer seemed impossible when pray with authority and using the spiritual weapons imparted by The Lord through Ps Paul. The bible verses that were quoted during the Saturday Power Ministry also played an important part in changing my life and characters. Live a repentance life and fear of The Lord are the keys to experience the awesome power of God.

At my ex-church, many times I was asked by one of the leaders on my gifting from God. At those days, I really do not know how to answer him. Praise Lord I now not only know it for myself but for my husband and daughters. I was also taught if I felt the peace in my heart after prayers, those were considered as “green light” from God to go ahead with what I prayed for.

However, most of the time these are not true because we know our desire and spirit are very closed and difficult to differentiate. As Christian, we all know that only those who do the wills of Father will enter the Kingdom of God. In order to do the wills of Father, one must be sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit and be able to hear from Him. After soaking in God’s presence for a period of time and being baptized in the Holy Fire, I learn to hear from the Spirit and it is true that Jesus said, “My sheep hears My voice”.

Another wonderful thing is in CKRM, many brothers and sisters are very sensitive in their spirit and constantly communicate with God. They are of great help that I could seek confirmation while learning to hear from God. In CKRM, there is no hidden agenda as God is in full control.

I am so blessed to witness how The Lord transformed the life of Bro Mark, Bro Caleb, Sis HuiLian, my beloved brother- Joshua, and the one that I once considered terrible Christian, stamped on her feet, spoke some awful words and walked away just because you do not agree with her view on certain issue – lovely Sis Faith now.

With a grateful heart, I thank God for His Grace in leading me to CKRM and allowing me to grow here. It is the presence and anointing of God that draw the heart of His people back to Him. The experience I have with the Holy Spirit here, stirred the hunger in my heart for more because whatever that I know now is just very little and insignificant.

Lord, help me to know You in a deeper dimension. Strengthen me and continue to mould me according to Your wills so that I could be used for Your Kingdom. Lord, lead more people who are hurt, who love You and those that You have chosen to be equipped by You to the Promised Land. I pray that more and more workers will be raised up and willing to carry the cross for Jesus to help shine the lights to this hopeless world.

I also thank Lord for Ps Paul and Ps Esther who are willing to carry the cross and paid the price for Mary. There is really no amount of words that Mary could put forward to show my appreciation. I pray that wherever you go and whatever you do, the presence of God is with you all the time! Amen!

Translation to Mandarin

赞美主!祂确实是一位极伟大的神,切切地看顾那些愿意让祂来背负痛苦哀伤的人。
在读了Penny姐妹的见证后,我不由自主地流下眼泪,久久不能平息。我想除了Thomas 弟兄以外,还有两位最喜乐和安慰的人- 就是Paul牧师和Esther牧师。

前个星期在我们离开马六甲之前,我是最后一个走出CKRM会所的。我听到Esther牧师那按捺不住的哭声。我晓得她不单单想念我们同时更想念她的家人,尤其是她的女儿(路加14: 25-27) 。若换成是我,要我放下孩子,只身离乡背井,主啊,此时此刻我真的不知道能否做得到。
还记得Esther牧师曾经与我分享过,看到弟兄姐妹们生命得以翻转并被神释放,就是那使她持守神在她生命中的呼招,继续往前走的力量。每一次当她看到弟兄姐妹们如何被神祝福时,心里就会感到非常地安慰。这些日子所走过的辛酸路,所经历的一切逼迫,痛苦和羞辱,她都看为值得!

大约两年前,我是在灵命已几乎枯干死去的时候被带到CKRM。乃是神的恩典,让我经过被服侍,圣灵的触摸及不断地经历到神的同在和预言性的鼓励话语,复兴了我的灵并改变我成为今日的“马丽亚”。“马丽亚”是神在2007年12月24日赐与我的新名。起初,我想这名有点老土,但现今对我来言是极为宝贝,因这名启开了我生命中一个新的旅程碑 。。。

我还记得早期在CKRM的日子,我尽其所能避免与Paul牧师和Esther 牧师交谈因我被告知“他们可看透你的心”,在那时的我心中确实充满了垃圾!

我感谢神因着祂的恩典和通过Paul牧师持续不断地唤下圣火,那在我里面的垃圾逐渐减少(马太 3:11)。我乃是来了CKRM之后才晓得一位名符其实的信徒该如何活出于救恩相称的生命。曾经被我视为极为不重要的软弱和行为;我逐渐明白那是不讨神喜悦的。圣经在马太福音6:24 说:一个人不能事奉两个主。一个真正的基督徒应是拥有一颗完全降服于神带领的心。 圣经也说那些不顺服神旨意而跟从世界的不但不配作祂的门徒,反而是悖逆之子走向灭亡!罗马书8:7如此说, 体 贴 肉 体 的 就 是 与 神 为 仇。就如Paul牧师经常所分享的在信徒的生命里最为可怕的是与神为敌。

在一次与约书亚交谈时,他说既然Paul牧师和Esther 牧师“可看透我们的心”,最好的方法就是坦然地做回自己,无需隐瞒。让我们的软弱全然显露出来。只要我们带着谦卑,受教和顺服的心必能被神改变。的确,这本来就是我们来到CKRM的目的之一:“做个讨神喜悦的孩子”!

在以往,每当有问题或任何不愉快的事件发生时,我的第一反应是找理由来自我辩护。感谢主,现今的我会以寻求主和祷告来让圣灵显明我的过犯。当我带着权柄和使用主通过Paul牧师所传递的属灵武器来祷告时,一切以往我用尽全力都无法摆脱的捆绑和坏习惯都不再是看来遥不可及了。星期六的全能事工里所引用的经文都大有能力,这些“瑞玛(Rhema)”在我生命与性格的朔造中扮演着重要的角色。也使我明白到过着警醒悔改和敬畏神的生活,是经历神大能最主要的关键。

在前教会,其中一位领袖屡次问我有关神赐于我的恩赐。在当时,我确实不晓得如何回答,现今的我不但知晓自己的恩赐,也包括丈夫与女儿们的在内。我也被教导倘若你感觉在祷告后有平安,这些是被视为从神而来的“绿灯”就可进行你所祷告的事项。然而,很多时候这些并不属实, 因往往我们的欲望(魂)和灵非常相近和难以分辨。身为基督徒,我们都知晓惟有那些按着父旨意行的才能进入神的国度。要行出父旨意,个人必需敏锐于圣灵的带领和能够分辨从神而来的声音。在神的同在里浸泡了一段时期并不断被圣火洁净后,我开始学习听从圣灵的声音。主说:“我的羊认得我的声音”是确实的。CKRM是神兴起的一个特别事工。在这里,许多的弟兄姐妹们都能够从主那儿领受到启 示。他们在我学习听从主的过程中给予极大的帮助因可向他们寻求印证。在CKRM,任何隐藏的不良动机都会被揭开因为是神在掌权。

我很蒙福能够见证主如何翻转Mark弟兄,Caleb弟兄,HuiLian姐妹,我亲爱的弟弟-Joshua和那位我曾经认为极度糟透的基督徒,跺脚,吐出些难堪的话而随之离去只因你不认同她在某些课题的“远见”-(现今可爱的 Faith 姐妹)的生命。

带着一颗感恩的心,我感谢神因着祂的恩典带领我来到CKRM并允许我在此成长。是神的同在与恩膏吸引祂的子民回归于祂。这些日子在CKRM所经历的,使我内心更渴慕圣灵的同在。因我现在所知的只是少之又少和微不足道。

主啊,帮助我能更深入的来认识祢。刚强我和按着祢的旨意继续塑造我,好让我能够被祢的国度使用。主啊,求带领更多受伤的人,爱祢的人和那些被祢所揀选要装备的到这应许之地。但愿神透过CKRM兴起更多的工人为这邪恶和败坏的世代点燃盼望,加添色彩。

我也要感谢主因着Paul牧师和Esther牧师的摆上和持守,才有CKRM这圣所让弟兄姐妹们来疗伤或被装备成神卑微的器皿。谢谢您们为马利亚背上十字架和付上了代价。确实非笔墨所能形容马利亚心中所要表达的那一份感激。我祷告无论您们到何处和做什么,神的同在无时无刻伴随着您们!啊门!


My First Trip to CKRM Malacca - 我的母亲得救了 Christina Lee

Praise God, in the drive to CKRM Malacca with my mother and bro Benjamin & wife last Saturday 21 March, I prayed softly that we would come back transformed. My belly responded with a loud ‘huh !’. I felt the anointing Presence of God and again my belly stirred and several times, it kept making ‘huh!’ sound. I knew the Lord had something in store for us because HE often expresses HIMSELF through stirrings in my belly, sometimes through that sound. Brother Benjamin confirmed he felt the Presence of God.

Praise God we had a good time and I thank the Lord for the gifts impartation and the warmth and love at CKRM. When I came home, I recorded all the gifts that I had received and asked the Lord if I had omitted anything. The Lord added two more to what I had received :- It was 2.30 a.m. Sunday 22 March and I saw vision of myself drenched in a fountain of rain, soaked with rain, rain, rain. I asked what gift it was and He, full of humour revealed it to me in Hokkien. The next gift was sharpness in prophetic utterance. I opened my hands to receive both.

My mother’s attendance at the meeting was itself a miracle. She often declines when I want to take her to church or healing meetings and only attends church with me once in a while. She is on Alzheimer medication and often loses her things and has difficulty remembering. There was much hindrance even before we came as she couldn’t find her key to her luggage bag which she had packed in case we needed to stay the night, and we were held back and she even suggested she not go. But GOD IS GOOD, despite all she came along. There were other issues along the journey, but GOD made the way.

My mother has said the sinner’s prayer a few times but considered Jesus only as one of the many gods. She refused to give up praying to kuan yin and believed in feng shui and the occultic.

Miraculously the key to my mother’s luggage bag that she lost was found after we came back. She has lost handphone, purse, monies, keys, etc. which were not found. There is a spiritual battle in the house where we stay.

On Sunday 22 March (night after our return from CKRM), my mother was fearful and when I prayed for her, I felt she was ready and she repeated after me in renouncing kuan yin and idols and received Jesus as her Lord and Saviour. Though I don’t quite know how to use it, by faith I exercised the 7 arrows, shooting in the direction of my brother’s room which door, directly faces my mother’s door. He is steeped in Tibetan Buddhism and his room is an altar to the idol, he chants, uses rosary and wields some equipment which looks like stirring in the spiritual environment. I have sometimes heard eerie sounds coming from his room when I go to the toilet which is back to back with his toilet. My brother is owner of the house where we stay.

Praise God, my mother allowed for me to remove all the occultic and idolatry items in her room. That was around midnight. Suddenly she lost the key to the top drawer of her cabinet, but GOD is awesome. Strengthened in faith by our experience at CKRM, I prayed for the key to return and somehow my mother found it back. Inside were buddhist books and materials, rosary, occultic mirror from a temple near the house, etc. I prayed over and destroyed the items by fire and anointed her room. Praise God, her room is now cleared of the feng shui items, including crystals, buddha pendant and Tibetan buddhist cardboard altar with the statue image.

I thank God for CKRM Ministry, the servant heart, humility, warmth and love of HIS Anointed, Pastors Paul Ang and Esther, the sharing and impartation from Ps Paul Ang. and the prayers and sharing received by my mother from Mr Wong and Ps Esther. This is a supernatural ministry which sets captives free and will propel HIS KINGDOM for the end time harvest. May God continue to multiply the fruit of their labour and prosper them in HIS Kingdom.

Christina Lee

Translation to Mandarin

我的母亲得救了

赞美主,上个星期六,三月二十一日,我和母亲还有Benjamin弟兄与他的妻子前往马六甲超自然事工训练学校。在驾驶途中, 我轻声祷告我们的生命将被翻转。当时我的肚子大声回应‘huh !’. 我感觉到神的同在而我的肚子再次被搅动, 它一直发出‘huh!’的声响。我知道神有预备东西给我们因为他时常搅动我的肚子来表达自己。同时, 靠着那个声响, Benjamin 弟兄证实他感觉到神的同在。

赞美主, 我们度过了美好的时光。我要感谢主的恩典和CKRM对我们的热诚与爱护。我回到家后,记录了所有领受的恩赐并且问神我有没有漏掉了什么。神启示我多加两个恩赐。在三月二十二日, 星期天凌晨两点三十分, 在异象里, 我看见自己湿淋淋的在喷泉里, 浸湿在雨水里。我问神哪是什么恩赐而他满怀幽默地以福建语向我显明。下一个恩赐是预言启示表达更敏锐。我张开我的手领受那两个恩赐。

我母亲出席聚会已经是个奇迹。我邀请她去教会或医治布道会,.她都时常拒绝,只偶而陪我一同出席。她正在服用Alzheimer(阿尔茨海默氏病)的药物并且经常遗失东西和难以记得事物。这次来马六甲CKRM之前也受到阻拦,因为她找不到她行李箱的钥匙(以免需要在那过夜)。我们因此被耽误而她甚至建议自己干脆就不去了。但是神是美好的,尽管如此,她还是来了。途中有其他的事件但神帮我们开路。

虽然我母亲已经做了悔改祷告好几次,但耶稣对她来说,只是那么多神当中的其中一个。她拒绝舍弃敬拜观音而且相信风水和巫术。我母亲遗失的行李箱钥匙奇迹地在我们回来之后被找到。她遗失过手机, 钱包, 钥匙等等。这些东西都没被找回。我们住的屋子有属灵的争战。

在三月二十二日,星期天(我们从CKRM 回家后的晚上),我母亲感到惧怕而当我为她祷告时,我觉得她心里已准备好了。她跟着我祷告舍弃拜观音和其他的假神,接受耶稣成为她个人的救主。我虽然不知道如何使用属灵的箭,但依然凭着信心对着我母亲的房间对面的房间(我哥哥弟弟的房间)射了七只属灵的箭。我的兄弟执着于西藏佛法,房间里有偶像的神台。他有用念珠念经和使用一些佛教的信物,好象在属灵界里做些什么。我有时上洗手间时会听见他的房里传出阴森可怕的声音。我的兄弟是我们家的屋主。

赞美主,我母亲准许我移掉在她房里的巫术和拜偶像的物品。那时候大概是凌晨十二点。突然她遗失了她橱柜抽屉的钥匙但神是神奇的。凭着在CKRM被增强的信心,我祷告钥匙回归而我母亲总算找回了钥匙。抽屉里有佛教的书本,资料,念珠,家附近庙的巫术镜等等物品。我为那些物品祷告后就用火把它们都烧毁,然后膏她的房间。赞美主,她的房间已经清除了风水的物件,其中有水晶,佛牌,带有西藏偶像画象的纸皮神台。

我为CKRM 的事工,为祂所他恩膏的Pastor Paul Ang和Pastor Esther,他们的谦卑,仆人的心态,热诚和对主的爱来感谢主。为Pastor Paul 的分享和传受恩赐与Brother Wong 和Pastor Esther 给予我母亲的祷告和分享献上我的感谢。这是一个能释放俘虏,为末日收割桩家,推动神国度的超自然事工。愿主继续增加他们辛劳的成果,并且让他们在神的国度里兴盛。阿们!

Christina Lee


My wife’s testimony after second visit to CKRM, Malacca - Bro Thomas (With Mandarin Translation)

This is my wife’s testimony after second visit to Power Ministry, CKRM’s School of Supernatural Malacca. She was suffering from depression since June, last year. However, there is a purpose & season throughout the journey of life so that we may become vessel that He want us to be and used for His glory! Being spirit-filled Christian doesn’t means that we will be free from every temptation and tribulation in our life, however, knowing that we have a Almighty God who watch over us and we can surrender everything to Him and claim his promises in our life. Forgiveness is everyday, healing is everyday! Here is her testimony.

This God–his way is perfect; the word of the LORD proves true; he is a shield for all those who take refuge in him. (Psalm 18:30 ESV)

Praise the Lord! Truly our heavenly father is faithful and full of love. The second visit to Power Service, CKRM’s School of Supernatural Ministry in Malacca is truly trip worthy to travel at least two hours all the way from my place of stay in Klang, Selangor. God deeply touched me through the words spoken by Ps. Esther when she ministered to me. I felt my burden was lifted up and felt more relief. When Ps. Paul given me the spiritual wine from heaven, I felt the heat and healing taking place in my body.

When I reached home, while I’m dancing and singing to worship God (Ps. Esther prophesied and directed me to dance and sing along with songs playing by machine in order to build up the inner man and for healing), in the midst of worshipping God, suddenly I felt the urgency to ask my husband to pray over me as I experienced the dizziness while I spinned. My husband prayed and exercised The Thunder anointing over me. I was slained under the powerful anointing.
While I’m lying on the floor, this is my first time I felt the heavy weight falling down and clothed my whole body from above, I could not move my body for about 15 minutes and I felt healing took place. Later, I shared my experience with my husband, he said that was the ‘kavod’ (Hebrew word for GLORY) means the weightiness and heaviness of His Presence!

I felt very blessed and excited because God is very good to me! All the Glory to God! Hallelujah!

Penny Ong
22 March 2009

(Translation to Mandarin)

这是我的妻子第二次参加了马六甲超自然事工训练学校聚会后的见证。她在二零零八年六月患了忧郁症。但是人生的旅途是没有一帆风顺的,有不同的季节和意义,好让我们被神塑造成合祂使用的器皿,能荣耀祂的名! 虽然已是一个被圣灵充满的基督徒,这不表示我们的人生就没有诱惑或苦难, 而是知道我们有个全能的神看守着我们,只要我们能够降服于祂,得着祂的应许。天天得赦免, 天天得医治! 以下是她的见证:

至 於 神 , 他 的 道 是完 全 的 ; 耶 和 华 的 话 是 炼 净 的 。 凡 投 靠 他 的 , 他 便 作 他 们 的 盾 牌 。(诗 篇 18:30)

赞美主! 我们的天父是信实和满有怜悯的。我们花了最少两个小时从我居住的 Klang, Selangor到马六甲超自然事工学校那里。但这一切的辛苦都是值得的。神借着Ps.Esther 对我说话,所讲的话语深深地触摸我。我觉得我的负荷被举起并感到安慰。过后当Ps.Paul 给我圣灵的酒时(约翰福音2:9), 我感觉到热能和医治在我体内运行。

抵达家后, 正当我在为主跳舞赞美祂的时候 (Ps.Esther 发预言指引我跟着播音机里的歌曲唱,以刚强我的灵人和得着医治), 我突然觉的我须要赶紧叫我的丈夫为我祷告,因我旋转时感到头晕。我的丈夫为我祷告并且使用如打雷闪电的恩膏 (哈巴谷书3:4)。我被圣灵恩膏所释放出的能力击倒在地上。

当我躺在地上时, 我有身以来第一次体验到无形的重量从上面降到我身上。接下来的十五分钟,我动弹不得也同时觉得身体正被医治。后来, 我与丈夫分享我的经历, 他说那是 ‘kavod’ (在希伯来语是荣耀) 意思是祂同在的重量!

我感到非常的蒙福与激动因为神对我是那么美好!愿将一切荣耀归给神! Hallelujah!

Penny Ong
二零零九年三月二十二日


马六甲超自然事工训练学校正式开始 (With English Translation)

若不是耶和华建造房户,建造的人就枉然劳力。若不是耶和华看守城池,看守的人就枉然警醒 (诗篇127:1)。

蒙主的恩典,马六甲超自然事工训练学校在二零零九年三月十四日正式投入服务,开始了第一次的权能事奉。CKRM新加坡的同工们也特地赶来马六甲支持。感谢主, 特会在下午三点正顺利开始, CKRM也正式跨入一个新的领域。

进军马六甲,成立超自然事工训练学校,是主托负与 CKRM 的使命 。把神的能力带回祂的教会, 复兴祂的教会。。以赛亚书61:1: “主耶和华的灵在我身上,因为耶和华用膏膏了我,叫我传好信息给谦卑的人;差遣我医好伤心的人,报告被掳的得释放,被囚的出牢。。。。。。。。。。

马六甲超自然事工训练学校的目标是:装备主内肢体在圣灵的恩膏下,成为神家中贵重的器皿。此事工是为那些心灵渴慕主,追求主,愿意把自己分别为圣,过圣洁生活被主使用的基督徒所预备, 在圣灵亲自降临下 (使徒行传1:8) 能启动神所给祂儿女的属灵恩赐。(哥林多前书12:8-10)圣灵的彰显会挑旺人的信心,把人起初的爱心回转归向主耶稣。这些被神装备好的基督徒,将能带着神的能力为主做见证(使徒行传1:8)并要在外邦人和君王并以色列人面前,宣扬神的名(使徒行传9:15-16)。靠着圣灵和祂的恩赐, 他们要活出马可福音16:17-18的应许,就是信的人必有神迹奇事随着他们,就是奉我的名赶鬼,说新方言,手能拿蛇,若喝了什么毒物,也必不受害,手按病人,病人就好了。啊门 !!!

当日, 牧师们在圣所里做了许多示范, 展示圣灵的大能和祂恩赐的运行。在圣灵的恩膏下, 一名十七岁的青年展现了犹大狮子的吼叫(阿摩司书3:8)。保罗牧师也按手在一名只有七岁大的小女孩, 膏她, 并叫她去祝福一位在会众里的姐妹。可爱的小女孩跑向那位姐妹, 轻轻把自己的手放在那位姐妹的手上。不到一会儿, 那位姐妹的手开始如老鹰飞翔。这位小妹妹也祝福了一位从吉隆坡特地赶来参加特会的基督徒。被圣灵充满的这位兄弟在圣所里摇摇晃晃地走动, 真是祝福满满。一位来自新加坡CKRM的同工, 提摩太弟兄, 在圣灵的引导下以地方戏剧的行式发预言。若不是圣灵的能力, 一般人都不可能象他那样, 脚跟向内斜地在圣所里里走动。神也藉保罗牧师启动了几位兄弟姐妹的属灵恩赐, 好让他们为众人示范跳印度舞和讲印度语的方言恩赐。在场的一位印度基督徒微笑地看着他们交谈与跳着自己民族舞, 不知他心中是否感到惊讶。

属灵界里的宝贝真是无所不有,让人看为惊讶。就连阅读圣经, 对一些CKRM的同工来说, 是办不到的事。这是因为神的话语大有能力, 使这些灵里敏锐的基督徒无法顺畅的开口念出经文。保罗牧师也不时地叫几位会众里的兄弟姐妹出来, 为他们祷告。为了展示神的大能,是圣灵自己的工作。 保罗牧师没有触碰他们, 只挥手和祷告把神的能力传给他们。领受到神能力的信徒一个个地被圣灵降下的能力击倒在地上, 一些人的身体一直不停颤抖。聚会结束前, 保罗牧师和以斯帖牧师把八杯水变成圣灵的酒,(约翰福音2:9) 请有病痛的人出来享用。喝下这酒的信徒, 一些被圣灵充满倒在地上, 一些身体颤抖摇摆, 明显的显现酒里确实带着圣灵的能力。最后保罗牧师做了一个结束祷告, 圣火大大地扫过整个圣所, 燃烧在场的人。灵里敏锐的基督徒个个有不同的彰显, 并浸泡在圣灵的火焰里。

感谢神的恩典,圣灵的彰显也感动在场还未信主的朋友,当天有两位朋友接受耶稣为他们个人的救主。让我们与众天使一同欢庆他们的诞生。(路加福音15:7)请记念他们,盼望不久的将来,他们也能被主大大的使用,去攻破仇敌的城门,阿们!

让我们大家继续一同为神的儿女们代祷,祷告基督徒兴起渴慕更多的属灵恩赐;因这恩赐在不渴慕的人来说是没什么;但在我们这些渴慕的人来说是非常的宝贝 (哥林多后书4:7)。所以经上记:祂要灭绝知慧人的知慧,废弃聪明人的聪明(哥林多前书1:19,以赛亚书29:14)愿更多的基督徒愿意被装备成为基督国度的精兵。阿们!

Written by Bro Mark Tay (Translation to English)

Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain. (Psalms 127:1)

By the Grace of God,CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd officially started the first empowerment ministry on 14th March 2009. Co-workers from CKRM Singapore made a special trip to Malacca to lend their support. Thank God, the ministry started smoothly at 3 pm sharp and CKRM officially entered a new frontier.

Entering Malacca to set up CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd is the Lord’s mission to CKRM; to bring God’s power and revival to His church. Isaiah 61:1 “The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners …… “

The objective of setting up CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd is to equip the body of Christ so that everyone may become a vessel of noble purpose in God’s house under the anointing of the Holy Spirit. This ministry was set up for those who hunger and chase after the Lord, who are willing to consecrate and be used by the Lord. Through this ministry, the spiritual gifting God has installed for His children (1 Cor 12:8-10) will be activated when the Holy Spirit falls on them (Acts 1:8).

The works of the Holy Spirit will stir up their faith and bring them back to their first love for Christ. These Christians who are equipped will witness for the Lord with His power (Acts 1:8) and take His message to the Gentiles and to kings, as well as to the people of Israel(Acts 9:15). Depending on the Holy Spirit and His gifts, they will live out the promise in Mark 16:17-18, which is “they will cast out demons in my name, and they will speak in new languages. They will be able to handle snakes with safety, and if they drink anything poisonous, it won’t hurt them. They will be able to place their hands on the sick, and they will be healed.” Amen!!!

That day, Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther did many demonstrations in the sanctuary to showcase God’s power and the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Under the anointing of the Holy Spirit, a 17 yr old youth demonstrated the roar of the Lion of Judah(Amos 3:8).

Pastor Paul also laid hands on a 7 yr old girl to anoint her and asked her to bless a sister in the congregation. The lovely girl ran towards that sister and gently placed her hands on the hands of that sister. A short while later, that sister’s hands began to flap like an eagle. This little girl also blessed a Christian who came especially from Kuala Lumpur for this ministry.

Filled with the Holy Spirit, this brother staggered around the sanctuary; what a blessed man he is. A co-worker from CKRM Singapore, Brother Timothy, prophesized in Cantonese Opera style when he is under the anointing of the Holy Spirit. If not for the power of the Holy Spirit, he would not be able to move around with his heels tilting inwards, a feat we aren’t capable of. God also empowered Pastor Paul, enabling him to activate the spiritual gifting of a few brothers and sister so that they can demonstrate the gift of Indian tongue and dance to the congregation. A Christian who is an Indian looked on and smiled as they danced and conversed in his native language. I wondered if he is shocked by what he saw.

There are so many treasures in the spiritual world to keep us in awe. Even reading the bible to some CKRM co-workers is an impossible task. As the Word of God is powerful, these Christians who are spiritually sensitive are unable to recite the scriptures smoothly.

Pastor Paul also from time to time, called out a few brothers and sisters in Christ to pray for them. In order to show that the power is from the Holy Spirit, Pastor Paul did not touch them but imparted God’s power via prayer and swaying his hands. Those who received the power of the Holy Spirit fell under the power when the Holy Spirit came upon them; some of them trembled. Before the meeting ended, Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther changed eight glasses of water into spiritual wine (John 2::9) and invited those with sickness to come forward. After drinking the spiritual wine, some believers were filled with the Holy Spirit and fell under the power of God, others were trembling. It is plain for all to see that the wine did carry the power of the Holy Spirit.

Finally, Pastor Paul closed the meeting with a word of prayer. Holy fire swept across the whole sanctuary and “burnt” all who were present. Those who were spiritually sensitive manifested in various ways as everybody soaked in the fire of the Holy Spirit.

Thanks to God’s grace,the manifestations of the Holy Spirit touched the unbelievers who were present and two of them received Jesus as their savior. Let us rejoice their birth with the angels (Luke 15:7). Bear them in mind so that they will be greatly used by the Lord to demolish the gates of the enemy in the near future. Amen!

Let us continue to pray for God’s children, pray that the Christians will desire for more and more gifts of the Holy Spirit because these gifts to those who have no desire are nothing but for those who desire them, they are great treasures (2 Cor 4:7). As the Scriptures say, “I will destroy the wisdom of the wise and discard the intelligence of the intelligent. Because of this, I will once again astound these hypocrites with amazing wonders. The wisdom of the wise will pass away, and the intelligence of the intelligent will disappear” (1 Cor 1:19, Isaiah 29:14).

May there be more Christians who are willing to be equipped as a soldier in God’s kingdom. Amen!


公义和冠冕 (Crown & Righteousness)

耶稣说:我实在告诉你们,人为神的国,撇下房户或是妻子,弟兄,父母,儿女,没有在今世不得百倍,在来世不得永生的。(路加福音18 :29-30)。。。。。。。他是我所拣选的器皿,要在外邦人和君王并以色列人面前,宣扬我的名。我也要指示他,为我的名必须受许多的苦难。(使徒行传9:15-16)

在这夜深人静的凌晨,在异国的土地上,更想念在新加坡的家人,CKRM的弟兄姐妹。。。。。想啊想不知怎么切哭了。。。也不知哭了多久忽然想起昨天下午 Pastor Paul 问我:神要你翻译的那编见证你做好了吗?翻译好了这篇在新加坡祈祷院的日子,我感触很深,顺手提笔写下心中的感想:

感谢主对我特别的熬炼与塑造,藉身边的人物来磨练我。回顾这一切的发生,我感恩不尽,是祂用苦难来塑造我,以成为祂合用的器皿,太棒了。想起2000年前,您为我们设立的好榜样,是我们学习最完美的目标。您轻看这至至轻的羞辱,忍受一切有形无形的指责,被着承重的十字架,默默走上各各他。为要成就极重无比的荣耀。所以一切的痛苦和屈辱就不足齿了。感谢您给我这美好的经历,好让我能领会当年使徒保罗为什么会说:得赦免其过,遮盖其罪的,这人是有福的。

(罗马书4:7)彼得为什么会说:爱能遮盖许多的罪(彼得前书4:8)主耶稣为什么说:有人打你的右脸,连左脸也转过来给他打。(马太5:39)感谢主为我披戴厚厚的恩典,感谢您对我的拣选,对我的呼召。有谁能明白您无限的慈爱?有谁能测透您无穷的知慧?没有,一个也没有。您要怜悯谁就怜悯谁!您要恩待谁就恩待谁。赏赐的是耶和华,收取的也是耶和华,耶和华是应当称颂的。

主啊,我要对您说:从今以后,我不以性命为念,也不看为宝贵,只要行完我的路程,成就我从您所领受的职事,証明神恩惠的福音。我盼望将来有朝一日,我能象使徒保罗这样说:那美好的仗我已经打过了,当跑的路我已经跑尽了,所信的道我已经守住了。从此以后,有公义的冠冕为我存留。啊们

Pastor Esther Chow

Translation to English

Crown and Righteousness

I tell you the truth," Jesus said to them, "no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children for the sake of the kingdom of God will fail to receive many times as much in this age and, in the age to come, eternal life." (Luke 18: 29-30)

“This man is my chosen instrument to carry my name before the Gentiles and their kings and before the people of Israel. I will show him how much he must suffer for my name" (Acts 9: 15-16).

The quietness of daybreak and living in a foreign land, made me miss my family, brothers and sisters in-Christ from CKRM even more ... and the more I thought of them, I began to weep ... I’m not sure for how long, but all of a sudden, I recalled yesterday Ps Paul asked me if I completed the article God wanted me to translate.

After translating the article ‘The Season for me to be at Singapore Christian Prayer House’, I also decided to pen down my thoughts and feelings:

I thank the Lord for His great endurance and for the way He used people around me to mold me. Looking back, I’m really grateful to Him for using trails and hardships to mold me into a vessel for His use. 2000 years ago, not only did the Lord set a great example for us, but He is also our perfect role model. Though faced with all kinds of humiliation and accusation, He did not utter a word. He simply carried the heavy cross all the way to Golgotha, for the ultimate glory of God.

Thus, the pain and humiliation we faced are nothing compared to His. Thank you for such a beautiful experience. It enable me to understand what Apostle Paul said about “Blessed are they whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered” (Romans 4: 7); why did Peter say: Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins (1 Peter 4:8); and why Jesus said: .. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also (Matthew 5:39).

I thank the Lord for His abundant grace, for having chosen me, and for my calling. Who can understand His infinite loving kindness? Who can examine thoroughly His infinite wisdom? Nobody can. He is the one who decides whom He wants to have mercy on and whom He wants to extend grace to. He is the one who rewards and He is also the one who retracts. He is greatly to be praised.

Lord, from today onwards, I do not want to worry nor treasure too much of my life. But what I want is to finish the race you have called me, to testify the gospel of God’s grace. I hope some day; I will be like Apostle Paul saying: I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness. Amen!

Translated by Sis Elizabeth Teo


A Reader's Research on the Lion's Roar / 一位读者关于狮子吼的研究

(Printed the Reader's email with his consent)

Dear Pastor Paul Ang,

I was doing some searching on the internet trying to find out information on the Lion’s Roar. Let me give you a bit of background. I’m a seminary student at Regent University working on a Masters in Practical Theology in Virginia Beach, Virginia, USA and God has drawn me to the Hebraic Roots of Christianity, I am a born-again believer and am waiting on the Lord Jesus to show me what He wants for my life. In doing some reach for various projects, I discovered that in Jewish literature (Midrash) it describes this story:

“The midrash tells a fascinating story of how Judah and Joseph
almost came to blows over the release of Benjamin. Judah roared like
a lion, and displayed super-human feats of strength, tossing boulders
into the air and pulverizing chains with his teeth, all to show
what Joseph would have to contend with. Joseph then gave
Manasseh a look, and Manasseh stomped his foot on the floor so
hard, he made the whole palace tremble, while Joseph kicked a marble
column, breaking it into pieces, to which=2 0Judah wisely replied,
"Such stamping comes from Father's house," meaning he recognized
these feats as only accomplishable by those related by blood to
Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, thus he sought a non-violent alternative.
(Chassidah, Encyclopedia of Biblical Personalities, pg. 331.)

As looked for examples of this on the internet I came across references to the Lion’s Roar first in one of your congregants blogs and then on your blog site. While the above quote is certainly not a scriptural reference for the Lion’s Roar gift as it is the Midrash, I do think it is interesting. I don’t have access to the Encyclopedia of Biblical Personalities personally as this is a secondary quote from a magazine called Targum. I don’t normally contact people out of the blue like this, but felt the prompting of the Holy Spirit that this was rather important for you to see.

As I read about this, I thought to myself, I think I may have this gift. Several years ago in Korea (around 2000), I was at a worship services where I could not stop shouting “Glory” at the top of my lungs, after that I hadn’t experience or seen anything like it before or after, until this past year. I was in Iraq and praying with my prayer group on top of the Chapel. We were doing our weekly intercession and I felt the Lord urging me to yell “JESUS” as loud as I could, It seemed at one point deafening and I felt I could go even louder, but the Chaplain came up and stopped us for being too loud. The Chaplain that stopped us on the roof (who by the way is a Spirit Filled Believer in Jesus), was very encouraging and recommended we continue in the Base Chapel, just not on the roof. I haven’t really used it since and not even sure what to use it for, though I knew instinctively that I was doing for Spiritual warfare.

The other reference that I found was that the “Lion’s Roar” was a type of Kung Fu, which was portrayed in a Kung Fu Movie called “Kung Fu Hussle” Which had a lady roaring supernaturally to defeat her opponent. Certainly Satan will try to attempt to twist any gift that God has bestowed, so that didn’t surprise me.

I was hoping that perhaps you could shed some light on the subject for me regarding this spiritual gift, how it is used in your congregation and elsewhere and any other insight you could give me on the subject. Thank you for your time and may God richly bless you in the coming weeks.

In Christ,
Robert

I also wanted to say that I appreciate the links you sent me I read both the blog and the testimonials previously, but I had not read Elder Dainel Ng’s testimony so thank you!

Additionally, For those interested Targum is a small press PDF Game Magazine that is no longer in publication (though you can find it on the internet http://www.rpgnow.com/) The focus initially was on a Game called Testament: Role-Playing in the Biblical Era. I wanted to fact check the magazine’s article so I found an online copy of the Midrash on the internet at http://www.sacred-texts.com/jud/loj/loj203.htm and it fully confirms the story in the Midrash.

I’ve included the full text of the stories below for your review, with portions concerning a loud voice, cry, shouting, etc. in Bold.

When the brethren yielded to Joseph's demand, and consented to leave their brother behind as hostage, Simon said to them, "Ye desire to do with me as ye did with Joseph!" But they replied, in despair: "What can we do? Our households will perish of hunger." Simon made answer, "Do as ye will, but as for me, let me see the man that will venture to cast me into prison." Joseph sent word to Pharaoh to let him have seventy of his valiant men, to aid him in arresting robbers. But when the seventy appeared upon the scene, and were about to lay hands on Simon, he uttered a loud cry, and his assailants fell to the floor and knocked out their teeth. Pharaoh's valiant men, as well as all the people that stood about Joseph, fled affrighted, only Joseph and his son Manasseh remained calm and unmoved. Manasseh rose up, dealt Simon a blow on the back of his neck, put manacles upon his hands and fetters upon his feet, and cast him into prison. Joseph's brethren were greatly amazed at the heroic strength of the youth, and Simon said, "This blow was not dealt by an Egyptian, but by one belonging to our house."
These words had such an effect upon Judah that he broke out in sobs, and cried aloud, "How shall I go up to my father, and the lad be not with me?" His outcry reached to a distance of four hundred parasangs, and when Hushim the son of Dan heard it in Canaan, he jumped into Egypt with a single leap and joined his voice with Judah's, and the whole land was on the point of collapsing from the great noise they produced. Joseph's valiant men lost their teeth, and the cities of Pithom and Raamses were destroyed, and they remained in ruins until the Israelites built them up again under taskmasters. Also Judah's brethren, who had kept quiet up to that moment, fell into a rage, and stamped on the ground with their feet until it looked as though deep furrows had been torn in it by a ploughshare. And Judah addressed his brethren, "Be brave, demean yourselves as men, and let each one of you show his heroism, for the circumstances demand that we do our best."

In the meantime Manasseh had assembled a great army, five hundred mounted men and ten thousand on foot, among them four hundred valiant heroes, who could fight without spear or sword, using only their strong, unarmed hands. To inspire his brethren with more terror, Joseph ordered them to make a loud noise with all sorts of instruments, and their appearance and the hubbub they produced did, indeed, cause fear to fall upon some of the brethren of Joseph. Judah, however, called to them, "Why are you terrified, seeing that God grants us His mercy?" He drew his sword, and uttered a wild cry, which threw all the people into consternation, and in their disordered flight many fell over each other and perished, and Judah and his brethren followed after the fleeing people as far as the house of Pharaoh. Returning to Joseph, Judah again broke out in loud roars, and the reverberations caused by his cries were so mighty that all the city walls in Egypt and in Goshen fell in ruins, the pregnant women brought forth untimely births, and Pharaoh was flung from his throne. Judah's cries were heard at a great distance, as far off as Succoth.

I am amazed at everything I’m reading and I’m interested in what you will have to say, especially if you get a chance to read the whole story as these are simply excerpts from the story about Joseph meeting his brothers. Of course, none of the Midrash scriptural as it is not in the canon of the Bible, but it is fascinating.

We know that the spoken word is powerful, and this was demonstrated in Genesis 1 when God spoke the world into existence. Matthew 12;36 tells that we know that we’ll be held accountable for every word that proceeds forth from our mouths, so it is no surprise that the Lions Roar as you describe would be so powerful a gift thru which the Holy Spirit operates. It also interesting to see how the Midrash potrays the destructive power of voice as well. I’m going to continue to explore this subject study and prayer and I'll keep you posted on what I find. Please keep me in prayer as well not only in my school studies, but also for discernment in where God wants me to serve along with discernment about that have been imparted to me by the Holy Spirit. Please let me know how I can be praying for you and your congregation. I look forward to hearing back from you on these Midrash excerpts, and feel free to include these in your blog as well. May God richly bless you in the coming weeks.

In Christ,
Robert
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一位读者关于狮子吼的研究 (中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

(经作者同意取自于email)

亲爱的保罗牧师:

我在网上搜索想找到关于狮子吼的信息。首先介绍一下我的背景。我是美国维州维吉尼亚海滩维真大学神学生,攻读实用神学硕士学位。神带领我来到Hebraic Roots of Christianity。我是一个重生的基督徒,现在正等候神对我生命的呼召。在对一些项目进行研究的时候,我发现在犹太文化(Midrash)中记载了一个故事。

midrash中讲述了一个精彩故事,犹大和约瑟因为释放便雅悯的问题几乎争打起来。 犹大如狮子般吼叫,展示超人力量,向空中投掷大石头,并用自己的牙齿磨碎链子,他展示这些技艺,要看约瑟用什么来跟他比试。约瑟给玛拿西一个眼色,玛拿西就在地上跺脚,力量之大以至于整个宫殿都颤动。而约瑟则踢向一个大以萨理石柱,将其踢成碎片。犹大看到了这些,很智慧地回答一句:这样的力量来自父的家。意思是说,他认出来这些技能只有亚伯拉罕、以撒、雅各的家族才会拥有。于是他选择不用武力来解决问题。(Chassidah, 圣经人物百科全书Encyclopedia of Biblical Personalities,第331页)

我在网上查找关于这个故事的例子时,首先查到了您的两位会众Blog中关于狮子吼的文章,进而找到您的Blog网站。虽然我上面引用的故事不是关于狮子吼的圣经依据,因为是在Midrash中记载的,但我确实认为很有趣。我没有亲自查找圣经人物百科全书,因为它也是引用另一本杂志叫做Targum。我通常不会这样冒昧与人联系,但感动圣灵催促我,让你看到这个故事是很重要的。

读这个故事的时候,我自己想,我认为我可能有这个恩赐。几年前我在韩国的时候(大约2000年),我在一个敬拜会中禁不住声嘶力竭地呼喊“荣耀”,在那前后我没有过类似的经历。直到去年,我在伊拉克与我的祷告小组一起在礼拜堂房顶上祷告,我们一起做每周一次的代祷,我感觉主催促我尽我所能地大声呼喊“耶稣”。声音似乎已经震耳欲聋,但我感到还能更大声。牧师上来阻止我们,因为声音太大了。到房顶来阻止我们的牧师很受鼓励(他也是经历圣灵充满的基督徒),但他建议我们到礼拜堂地下继续祷告,不要在房顶上。我实际上没有再用过这个,也不确定这是用来做什么的,我只是本能地知道我那样做的时候是在做属灵争战。

我找到的另一个参考信息是:“狮子吼”是一种“功夫”。在一部叫做“功夫”的功夫片中有描述 。片中一位女士超自然地吼叫,打败她的对手。当然,撒旦会试图扭曲神所赐的恩赐,因此我对此并不感到惊奇。

我希望您能在这个问题上给我一些亮光,使我能理解这个属灵恩赐。您的教会中或其他地方如何使用这个恩赐,您在这方面能给我的一些什么看见。谢谢您付出的宝贵时间,愿神在接下来的几周丰丰富富祝福您。

在基督里,

Robert

我也要感谢您给我的链接,我读了您的笔记和以前的见证,但我还没有读Dainel Ng长老的见证。谢谢您!

另外,如有人感兴趣,Targum是一个小规模的PDF游戏杂志,现已不再出版(但可以在http://www.rpgnow.com/网站上找到),内容源于一个叫做“约”的游戏:扮演圣经时代的人物。我想查找杂志中的一片文章,结果在网上发现了Midrash的文本(http://www.sacred-texts.com/jud/loj/loj203.htm)。在Midrash中完整地确证了这个故事。

我把完整的故事列在下面以便您阅读,有关大声 呼喊 吼叫等的部分。

当弟兄们屈服于约瑟的要求,同意留下他们的兄弟做人质时,西缅对他们说,“你们要待我象从前待约瑟一样吗” 但他们绝望地回答说:“我们有什么办法呢?我们全家都要饿死了。”西缅回答:“按你们的意思办吧,但我要看看谁敢把我投入监狱。”约瑟传话给法老,让法老派给他70个勇士帮助捉拿强盗。但当70个人来到并要动手捉拿西缅时,他发出大声,这些人倒在地上撞掉了牙齿。法老的勇士们以及在约瑟旁边的人都吓坏了,只有约瑟和他儿子玛拿西镇静不动。玛拿西起来,对西缅后颈击打一下,把手铐戴在他的手上,脚镣戴在他脚上,把西缅投入监狱。约瑟的弟兄们对这个年轻人的英武非常震惊,西缅说,“这一拳不是出于埃及人,是我们家族的一员”。

这句话极大触动了犹大,他禁不住呜咽,大声哭道,“我怎么回去见我父亲呢。他的呼声达到了四百里(古波斯单位)之外的迦南地,但的儿子户伸听到了,一步就跨到埃及,与犹大一起呼喊,整个大地因他们发出的极大声音几乎塌陷。约瑟的勇士们牙齿都被震掉,比东和兰塞城被毁坏,留下废墟直到以色列人在督工手下时被重建。之前保持安静的犹大的弟兄们,也都大发雷霆,用脚顿地,直到地好象被犁出深沟一样。犹大对他的弟兄们说:“勇敢起来!我们暂且屈尊如人,各人展现自己的英勇,因现在的环境使我们不得不尽力如此行。”

玛拿西也同时召集了一支大军,五百骑兵加一万步兵,其中有四百能不用刀枪徒手作战的勇士。为了震慑他的弟兄们,约瑟让这些人用各样器具奏出大声。他们的声势的确使约瑟的几个弟兄害怕。但犹大对他们说:“你们害怕呢什么呢,这是神要赐怜悯与我们。”他拔出剑来,发出狂呼,使所有人惊慌失措,在逃跑的混乱中很多人互相践踏死亡。犹大和他弟兄们追赶逃军直到法老宫殿。回到约瑟那里后,犹大再次大声吼叫,其回声之强烈,使埃及和兰塞所有城墙倒塌,怀孕妇女流产,法老从宝座逃走。犹大的呼喊声达到极远处,直到疏割。

当我读这个故事时,对里面的记载感到非常惊讶,我也很想知道您会说些什么,尤其当您有机会能读完整的故事时,因这只不过是约瑟与众弟兄会面故事的摘录而已。当然Midrash不是在圣经正典里,不能作为圣经根据,但它却很精彩。

我们知道讲出来的话语很有能力,创世纪1章也证明了这一点,神用他的话创造世界。马太福音12:36说我们口中所出的一切话都要句句供出来。因此,您说狮子吼是圣灵所运做的一个极有能力的恩赐,也就不以为奇了。很有意思,Midrash也描述了声音的破坏性能力。我会继续祷告并研究这个主题,如果有所发现,会转发给您。请为我祷告,不只是做学术研究,而且也使我能分辨神要我在哪里服事并分辨圣灵给我的恩赐。请让我知道我应该如何为您和您的教会祷告。期待您对这些Midrash摘录内容的反馈意见,这些内容您可以随意发布在blog中。愿神在以下几周丰丰富富赐福与您!

在基督里,

Robert


The Fire of God set me free - Joshua Chow (撒 迦 利 亞 13:9) - With Mandarin Translation

"This third I will bring into the fire; I will refine them like silver and test them like gold. They will call on my name and I will answer them; I will say, 'They are my people,' and they say say, 'The Lord is our God'" (Zechariah 13:9).
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I became a Christian when I was about the age of 5. Although I have been a Christian most of my life, I do not really know who God is and the plans He has for me. Church life to me is attending services, listening to what the preacher has to say and going for lunch with my family or friends. As I grow older, other priorities in life took precedence and I backslide in faith. It was hard to stay fervent as I hardly hear or experience God till I was 26.

One of my friends, Mark, was attending CKRM and he invited me for service. He has told me a lot about CKRM and what they did there. He told me about the manifestations and what he has experienced in CKRM. Personally, I was quite sceptical and afraid. I was worried that the folks in CKRM could read through me like a transparency, and I find it hard to believe that there is a church that operates like CKRM.

The following paragraphs are extracts from my journal.

My first visit to CKRM was on the 6th Dec 2008. An unexplainable fear arose within me and I still felt sceptical about the whole thing. I have heard so much from Mark about what he saw in CKRM, and I wondered whether they were real. He mentioned “The Roar of the Lion of Judah”, “The Sword of the Spirit” etc. I have never seen “them” in any church before and struggled to believe in their existence.

Pastor Paul asked me to come out to be prayed for. I was afraid; what if nothing happens? Won’t it be very embarrassing? Nevertheless, I went forward in spite of my concerns and fears. As the pastor prayed for me, I fell under the power of God. It was as if I’m going to faint. I started to shiver and felt really cold. My hands were getting numb and my breathing began to quicken. My teeth were chattering. Pastor Paul told the people around me that I was undergoing deliverance. I was like ‘huh?’, because I had never been through or even seen one before. Subsequently, I vomited for about 5-6 times. I felt terrible, like there was a cork that got stuck in my throat.

When I thought it was all over, Pastor Paul told me to stand up, lift up my hands and look at him. I did as told and my body started to tremble slightly. I shouted with all my might at the top of my voice. My hands went numb and cold. And my fingers started to curl up like a claw. Although I could straighten my fingers, I chose not to as I wanted to experience it fully. I felt like growling but I suppressed it; it would be embarrassing and weird if I growled like an animal. My legs gave way and I went on my fours on the ground. My hands curled up like a claw or paw. Throughout the entire process, I felt anger raging within me. I have never experienced or known such anger in me; the source of the anger was not me but the “thing” within me. I do not know what it was angry with but I was sure it was not angry with me.

That was how my first deliverance went. Pastor Paul told me to come back the following week. I assumed that I had been imparted with the Roar of the Lion of Judah but I was wrong ...

So I came to CKRM again on the 12th Dec. Something interesting happened on that day as well. Pastor Paul mentioned that he will hand over the pulpit to Brother Timothy at 6pm. As Pastor Paul was talking to the congregation, Brother Timothy started to manifest. His body was inclined frontwards and he moved around with his heels tilting inwards.

I was quite taken aback because I did not see that coming. I checked at my watch; it was exactly 6pm sharp! Brother Timothy wasn’t wearing a watch and I don’t see anyone telling him that it was 6pm. Mark was sitting beside me and I told him that Brother Timothy really start off at 6pm. Mark told me that the Holy Spirit is never late. I do have my doubts, but I never expected Brother Timothy to manifest at 6 pm sharp.

And so the service went on. When it was time for empowerment, I was called to the front. I was told once again to look into Pastor Paul’s eyes and to lift up my hands. After a while, I started to breathe deeply and quickly. My hands began to numb and my fingers curled up. I howled and subsequently rested on the ground out of exhaustion. The whole ordeal was similar to what I had experienced in the previous week.

Suddenly I felt “something” within my stomach moving slowly up to my throat. The whole experience was so real! And when it reached my throat, it stopped and got stuck there. I took a deep breath and howled with all my might. I recalled howling for about 7-8 times continuously. There were people praying for me and a sister was “roaring” in my ears. After a while, I stopped howling and I felt really weak. I dropped to my fours. They identified the “thing” within me to be the spirit of fear. My trembling stopped and my breathing resumed to normal. I know that it was over, and it dawned on me how real the spiritual realm is!!

I thank God that I once was lost, but now I can proudly and happily say I am a Child of God.

Translation to Mandarin

撒 迦 利 亞 13:9

我 要 使 这 三 分 之 一 经 火 , 熬 炼 他 们 , 如 熬 炼 银 子 ; 试 炼 他 们 , 如 试 炼 金 子 。 他 们 必 求 告 我 的 名 , 我 必 应 允 他 们 。 我 要 说 : 这 是 我 的 子 民 。 他 们 也 要 说 : 耶 和 华 是 我 们 的 神 。

我大概在五岁的时候就成为基督徒。虽然如此,我并不很认识神也不知道他在我生命的计划。教会生活对我而言就是出席主日学,主日崇拜听牧师讲道,散会后跟家人或会友吃午饭。长大后,生命里其他的需要占据了我的生命,使我对神冷淡。在我二十六岁之前,我也很少经历或听见神的声音,要专著跟着祂更是困难。所以后来我甚至背道了。

一位在CKRM的朋友,马可(MARK) ,邀请我去他的教会。他告诉我神在CKRM如何彰显和他自己在那里的经历。我感到害怕,担心CKRM那里的人会看透我的内心世界。同时,我也很难相信世上有象CKRM如此运行的教会。
以下是我日记的一些摘要:

我在二零零八年十二月六日首次拜访CKRM。莫名的害怕从心而生, 对所见所闻也感到疑惑。我从马可口中听了许多他在CKRM的所见所闻, 心想这一切是否属实。马可提到犹大狮子的吼叫, 圣灵宝剑等等的彰显。这些东西我在其他教会都不曾见过, 使我难以相信它们的存在。

保罗牧师邀请我到前面来, 要为我祷告。我顿时感到害怕。心想如果什么都没发生哪要怎么办? 会不会很丢脸? 尽管如此, 我仍然走上前接受祷告。当牧师帮我祷告时, 我感到神的能力降在我身上,那股力量把我击倒在地上。我感到很冷, 身体一直不停颤抖, 牙齿不停地打颤。我的手逐渐麻痹而呼吸也渐渐急促。保罗牧师告诉周围的人我正经历释放。未曾经历或见过释放的我心感惊讶。之后, 我吐了五六回。 我觉的难受, 喉咙似乎有东西哽在里头。

正当我以为一切已过去, 保罗牧师叫我站起来, 并叫我举起双手看着他。我听从他的指示, 身体又开始稍微颤抖。我大声的怒吼, 手又麻又冷, 手指形成兽类的爪形。, 原本我可以控制自己不让给彰显,但为了能更完全体验这一切,我没有伸直我的手指。虽口想吼叫, 但我压制自己, 因象禽兽那样吼叫是非常难堪和怪异的。整个过程里, 我感觉一股怒气在体内移动。我从没体验过这样的愤怒。这愤怒的根源不是我自己,而是在我体内的 东西。我不知道它在气什么,但我很肯定它不是在气我。

我第一次的释放就这样过去了。保罗牧师叫我下个星期要再回来。当时,我还以为我得到圣灵的恩赐的犹大狮子的吼叫。我十二月十二日再次拜访CKRM。有趣的事情再次发生。保罗牧师说他会在六点正把讲台交给提摩太弟兄。过会他继续和会众分享时。。。。。。。。。忽然,坐在位子上的 提摩太弟兄开始有圣灵的彰显。他的身体向前, 脚跟向内斜地在走动。没有心里准备的我看到这一幕感到吃惊。我看一看手表, 正好是六点。提摩太弟兄没戴表而我也没看见任何人告诉他时间。我就告诉坐在我身旁的马可弟兄,说:提摩太真的在六点正走动。马可回答说:圣灵从来是不迟到的。我心存怀疑但我的确没料到提摩太弟兄会在六点正彰显。

聚会照常的进行,而我又被叫到前面去。我又再次举起双手看着保罗牧师。过了一会儿, 我的呼吸开始紧凑, 手开始麻痹而手指像兽类的卷起。我怒吼一阵后,接着疲惫地倒在地上休息。整个过程就如上个星期的一样。

突然我感觉有东西从肚里慢慢移到我的喉咙。整个经历是那么真实! 当它抵达喉咙时, 它又停顿在那并哽在我喉咙里。我深深吸了一口气, 并且用全力吼叫。要给它出去, 我连续吼叫了七八次。有许多人围着我祷告而一位姐妹在我耳边向我吼叫。过了一会儿, 我停止吼叫。无力的我膝行在地上。众人辨认在我体内的东西是惧怕的灵。我不再颤抖, 呼吸也恢复正常。我知道这个争战已经结束也顿时领悟属灵界是如此真实!感谢主, 我虽曾失丧但如今能高高兴兴, 骄傲地说我是神的子女。
Translated to Mandarin by Bro Mark Tay


我终于等到了!- 林宝算 (With English Translation)

有一天我阅读关于圣灵的书本时得知基督徒要从圣灵那里领受超自然能力。虽然我不知道怎样才能得到这超自然的能力,

但心里却非常渴慕。我常常在家祷告神洁净我,更新我的灵;但是我的灵命还是那样的枯干,事奉没有能力, 生命也没有圣灵的彰显。神明白我的心意也了解我肉体的软弱。蒙主恩典, 不久后我在CKRM 经历了圣灵成了我生命的转泪点。以下是我的见证。

第一次来到CKRM我就不感到陌生,感觉上大家就像家人般的亲切让我感到很喜乐。保罗牧师教导有关圣灵超自然能力,神也赐给我的经文印证。我亲眼目睹神如何使用保罗牧师。每当神恩膏降下时,

许多人身上都彰显了圣灵超自然的能力。我恒心的向神祈求传福音的恩赐然后等候。 29-09-07 当保罗牧师说神降下传福音恩膏时,我毫不犹豫开口张手领受。感谢主耶稣,我终于等到了!

今年中秋节我家开放作小组布道会。事前我为失丧灵魂祷告,高举和赞美神大能的荣耀来吸人归向主 耶稣。结果总共有20多个人出席而其中有好几人接受了主耶稣。荣耀归于神。

我鼓励大家抓紧机会常常来CKRM领受恩膏,要时常渴慕,不要放弃,开你的口张手向神要祝福。

馬太福音 7:7-8

7你们祈求,就给你们;寻找,就寻见;叩门,就给你们开门。
8因为凡祈求的,就得着;寻找的,就寻见;叩门的,就给他开门。

在此我要感谢主恩膏的仆人保罗牧师,也感谢Esther牧师和弟兄姐妹的爱心,关怀和帮助。我把一切荣耀归于主耶稣。

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My wait is finally over ! - Sis Lim Poh Suan
One day, while reading a book about the Holy Spirit, I realised that Christians are to receive supernatural power from the Holy Spirit. Although I did not know how to get this supernatural power, my heart yearned very much for it. I often prayed at home for God to sanctify me and rejuvenate my spirit but my spiritual life remained dry, my serving had no power and there was no manifestation of the Holy Spirit in my life. God knows my heart and understands my weaknesses. By the Grace of God, I experienced the power of the Holy Spirit in CKRM shortly after and that was the turning point. Below is my testimony:

I did not feel out of place when I first came to CKRM as everybody treated each other like family and I felt joyous there. Pastor Paul taught about the supernatural power of the Holy Spirit, and God also gave me scriptures on it. I saw with my own eyes how God is using Pastor Paul. Whenever God’s anointing falls, many have physical manifestations of the supernatural power of the Holy Spirit. Determined, I prayed to God for the anointing to spread the Gospel and waited. When Pastor Paul said that God is pouring out the anointing for spreading the Gospel on 29th of Sept 2007, I did not hesitate to open my mouth and arms to receive it. Thank you Jesus, the wait is finally over.

A cell group meeting was held at my house during the mooncake festival in 2008. Prior to the meeting, I prayed for the souls of the unsaved, highly exalted and praised God so that the people will come to the Lord, Jesus. In the end, more than 20 people attended the cell meeting and quite a number of them accepted Jesus as Lord and Saviour. Glory to God !

I encourage everybody to grab the opportunity to come to CKRM regularly to be anointed, always be spiritually hungry and don’t give up; open your mouth and arms to receive the blessings of God.

Matthew 7:7-8

Ask, Seek, Knock

7"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

I hereby thank God’s anointed servants, Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther, and also the brothers and sisters in Christ for their love, care and help. All Glory to Jesus !!!


马六甲超自然事工训练学校的起源

2003年,主给我一个先知性的话语,他要将他的灵浇灌在马六甲。到时马六甲会有一个很大的复兴。2004年,主用异象向我启示祂对马六甲的计划。在异象中我看到一间很小的圣所慢慢的变成很大很大的圣所。当时我还在从商,根本没想到神是在对我说活,也从没想过神要用我。

2008年,神启示要用 CKRM 在马六甲成立一间超自然事工训练学校,有如美国比尔强生超自然事工训练学校的模式(Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry) 。 一直到2009年1月1日。主说是时候了,现在进入马六甲开始这事工。

靠主的恩典,我们就顺服,凭信心踏出去。神很奇妙的带领整个筹备过程,不到两个月的时间就把一切安排好。祂还给我们一个很漂亮的圣所。我们都不需要装修就可以开始启用。感谢主!
若不是耶和华建造房户,建造的人就枉然劳力。若不是耶和华看守城池,看守的人就枉然警醒 (诗篇127:1)。

现在我们宣布 CKRM 马六甲超自然事工训练学校正式开始投入服务。详情如下:

语言:中英双语

日期:14/03/2009

时间:3pm

地址:No. 23&25, Jalan Nangka 4, Taman Rumpun Bahagia, Bachang, 75300 Melaka.

从马六甲市中心步行只需10-15分钟。

欲知更多详情,请遊览我们的网站http://www.ckrm.org/ or http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2009/02/place-for-todays-youth.html

欢迎大家踊跃出席!

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Translation to English

Launching of CKRM Malacca Ministry - The Malacca Vision

In 2003, the Lord gave me a prophetic word about His coming out-pouring in Malacca. In 2004, the Lord showed me a vision of of His plan. It was a small ministry full of glory grown to a large ministry. However, during that time, I was still a businessman. So I did not expect that the Lord was revealing to me His calling upon my life for the Malacca Vision.

Last year, the Lord revealed that CKRM is called to set up a School of Supernatural Ministry in Malacca to be model after Bill Johnson's Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry. On 1st January 2009, the Lord commanded us that it is now God's time to proceed with the plan.

Within a short pace of two months, the ministry was set up. The Lord also led us to a beautiful sanctuary where we need not have to do any renovation at all.

Psalm 127:1, "Unless the Lord builds His house, its builders labor in vain."

Thus, we are pleased to announce that CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd will begin our weekly Bilingual Saturday ministry with the first meeting commencing on Saturday, 14th March 2009:-

2.00 - 3.00 pm : Soak in His Presence
3.00 - 3.30 pm : Pray & Praise
3.30 - 4.00 pm : Message (Bilingual)
4.00 - 5.00 pm : Power/Prophetic Ministry

Venue is at our premise located at:

23 & 25, Jalan Nangka 4,
Taman Rumpun Bahagia, Bachang,
75300 Melaka,
Malaysia
Tel: +60 12 2200 175

It is about 10 – 15 minutes walk from Melaka Sentral (Bus Station)

For more information about this ministry, you may wish to read the article through the following link:-

http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2009/02/place-for-todays-youth.html

All are welcome!


Today's Youth Corner - Testimonies

灵命复兴

我要和大家分享上帝怎样恩待我。
我是慧莲,是在12月2008年参加了CKRM“权能侍奉”的聚会。在这之前,我是一位不良少女,身心充满罪恶,不饶恕和沮丧。

我是在Trinity Christian Centre接受主,当时是10岁,15岁在Hope of God被圣灵充满。但是我后退了,原因是观念的差别,我从没经历过被神触摸。

从15至24岁,9年当中我过的是挣扎,沮丧和甚至于倾向自杀的生活。得知CKRM是从马克弟兄口中诉说他在CKRM怎样被 神触摸和生命的翻转。认识马克已许多年,知道他的背景与困境。他能有这样的改变,叫我即好奇又兴奋的要去CKRM,希望自已也能被神触摸,能有机会经历神。

从不知道神是那么美好,再不能想象的情况下,第一次参加聚会, 神就在我身上开始动工释放我。当提摩太弟兄在主圣灵恩膏临到他时,我不受控制从椅子上跌到地上,并开始不断呕吐, 虽然我满身是罪,慈爱的神并没有抛弃,我不理我。相反的神的恩膏不断降下,在 长达七小时后,我终于很大被释放,当时也有好几位弟兄姐妹为我祷告赶去邪灵。

因着我身上的罪孽,神还是施下他那怜悯慈爱来触摸我。

在Ps Paul和 Ps Esther不断的向主恳求施下更多的圣火,我不但被倒空,被洁净,我也能开始领受圣灵的能力。 感谢主!我会继续来CKRM领受神的洁净与能力。

我的灵再次的被圣火点燃,并提升了敏锐度,圣灵的第一次彰显在我身上。现在的我是带着满满的信心来教会。我找到了生命的真正意义,就是为耶稣而活,不论世界有多恐怖复杂,我已不害怕,我知道要信靠耶稣,因他已在我生命掌权。

在这两个月里,神在我生命的工作没有间断, 我的父母也察觉我的改变,甚至有一天妈妈来问我那来的玫瑰香味,从厨房弥漫到客厅一整晚。我告诉她说那是耶稣爱的芳香。

神不但大大的祝福我的生活,同时也祝福我的经济,在投资上也给于帮助,我现在不能全工作,因为我还是全职学生;我凭着信心给于十一奉献,祈求神来看顾我的一切。祂是听祷告的神,在我的投资上的利润在2个月内上升了3次, 从10%至18%到6%。

感谢赞美主,翻转我的生命,带给我希望,把悲哀化为喜乐。
神是信实的,Amen.

Hui Lian

(Translation to English)

Revival of my Spiritual life

I would like to share a testimony of God's goodness to me.

My name is Hui Lian and I began to attend CKRM Sat Empowerment Ministry in the month of Dec 2008. Back then I was a backslider and under the bondage of sin, unforgiveness and depression.

I came to accept God when I was 10 years of age at Trinity Christian Centre, and was filled with the Holy Spirit at the age of 15 at Hope of God. But due to the belief system of the church I attended back then, I had never experienced deliverance.

Hence I struggled for 9 years of my life from the age 15 to 24 with suicide and depression. I came to know of CKRM through Brother Mark, as I knew him for many years, I knew of his struggles so when he told me that CKRM had touched and changed him, I was so excited and decided to come to CKRM with an open heart.

I never expected God to deliver me when I first came to CKRM. When the presence of God and His glory came upon Brother Timothy, I manifested right there in my chair. This lead to a 7 hour deliverance, where everyone in CKRM prayed and started to cast out all the demons.

I was touched by God for He has shown His mercy, despite all my sins and shortcomings.

Through Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther who kept calling down the fire of God, I was cleansed and empowered. I continue to attend services in CKRM to be further cleansed and empowered.

After that, I was ready to receive my first impartation of God's anointing. This rekindled my spiritual zeal and sensitivity for Jesus and I began to attend church service faithfully. I found my purpose in God and even though fear and terror may grip the world, I know everything is going to be alright as God is in control now.

God's hand has moved so powerfully in my life over the course of 2 months, that even my parents notice the change in me. My mother even came up to me and asked me what was the sweet rose scent that was coming out from the kitchen the whole night. And as I began to explain to her that it was the sweet presence of Jesus, the scent began to fill the entire house again.

The Lord has also blessed me financially; as I am a full time student therefore I am therefore not working. Hence as I began to tithe faithfully and I pray and ask God to protect and watch over every area of my life, the Lord turned my investments around. In the last week of January, He grew my investment by 10%. 1st week of Feb by another 18%, 2nd week of Feb by another 6%! Praise God! I want to thank God for changing my life around. He has given me hope when I was hopeless. He has exchanged my sorrow for His joy. The Lord is indeed faithful. Praise God!

Hui Lian

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Delivered from playing Computer Warfare Game - by Geraldine Tan

Last Sunday, I brought my 14 year old son to CKRM for the Youth Service.
During Ministry time, when Pastor Paul started to pray for him, he started to feel cold and shivered and that was the first time he fell under the Power of God. One of the co-workers was quick to identify the demonic graphic on the t-shirt he wore was a barrier for him to receive deliverance. After he took out the t-shirt, the deliverance went very smooth for him.

On the same day when he went back, he was obedience to delete the software from his computer. All Praise and Glory to God.

Geraldine Tan


My Spiritual Breakthrough - Pastor David Yew (In Mandarin and English)

我怎么也没想到来到CKRM是神的安排,也是我服侍新季节的开始。
在太太的带领下,我前年尾第一次来到CKRM ,记得那是一个星期六的下午,他们称为权能事奉。这是我第一次看见圣灵恩赐的彰显,如 犹大狮子的吼叫,老鹰的彰显,等等。还有其他恩赐的彰显是我以前从来没有见过的。同时被一位弟兄向我说出知慧的言语所感动,因他所说的正是我当时的光景。
我也第一次接受保罗牧师的服侍,也是第一次被圣灵击倒在地上,我觉得被神触摸 那感觉真好。这对我来说是一个突破,因为在这之前我是不大愿意到讲台前接受牧者的祷告。其中一个缘因是骄傲的心态,觉得自己不需要被服侍。后来 终于明白,被服侍也是一种祝福,以往不正切的心态让自己失去许多祝福。
我被这里的服侍所吸引,若不是亲身经历,我还真难相信所发生的事情,看到圣灵极大的作为,无论是敬拜或祷告,当圣灵来时,总是有奇妙的事情发生,我太太也一样,几乎每个星期都到,常常听到许多的见证, 很多人的生命被改变,被更新,有病得医治,邪灵被赶出去,得释放,很多弟兄姐妹被圣灵充满,灵命被挑旺,领受各种属灵恩赐,传福音时感觉更有能力,愈渴慕的,领受越多,当然也包括我本人,感谢主把圣灵的能力降在我身上彰显有如打雷闪电一样。(哈巴谷书3:4)
记得不久前我太太发高烧,我就凭着信心为她宣告她的烧就退了感谢主!
过了不久,按着神的旨意,开始了华语的聚会,感谢神的恩典让我们夫妇能参以服侍,也藉着这些服侍让我们有机会学习操练神所给我们的恩赐,我们也进一步融入CKRM 的事工中,也从一名会众变成 同工。成为 CKRM 的同工,让我再一次被装备和提升。在这里让我看到牧者和同工,在圣工上,无论大小,凡事都先祷告,寻求神的旨意,以及他们在灵里的那种敏锐,与神关系的密切是我以前没见过的。
在不断领受恩膏之下,果然看到工作的果效不同了。服侍更有信心。有一次为一位印尼的姐妹祷告,靠神的恩典,神把她带到天堂去,她醒来后在天堂所闻,印证神的真实,神是真实的。
在不断领受恩膏之下,我发觉在我预备信息时更有亮光,更有神的话语,还有在写歌,填词方面,神也给我更多的恩膏。自从来了CKRM 我也感觉到在写歌填词方面,进度也比以前快多了。感谢赞美神,祂是伟大的创作者,我只不过是祂的抄写员。把从祂那里领受的写出来。一切荣耀都归给祂。
蒙神的恩典,去年年中被按立为牧师负责方言事工,我乃是带着战战兢兢的心情领受神的恩典。深恐自己还有软弱不足之处,有负神所托,告诉自己唯有更多仰望,更多依靠,更多鞭策自己,更努力学习充实自己,更尽心尽意的事奉他。
过去一年,神在多方面装备我们夫妇领受不同的恩赐,神也通过异梦告诉我要带很多的老人进来 。今年2009是时候了,我们夫妇要全心全意回应神对我们的呼召,满足他的心,感谢主!

奇妙的神奇妙的带领,让我经历一段奇妙蒙召的过程,也让我在过去一年经历属灵生命丰收的一年,愿将一切荣耀权柄颂赞都归给他。

大卫康文牧师

Translation to English

I never thought that coming to CKRM is God’s arrangement, and the beginning of a new season of serving.

Under the leading of my wife, I went to CKRM for the first time at the end of 2007. I remembered that it was a Saturday afternoon and CKRM was running an Empowerment ministry. It was the first time I saw the manifestations of the gifts of the Holy Spirit; manifestations such as the roar of the Lion of Judah, the prophetic eagle etc. There were also other manifestations which I have not seen before. I was also touched by the words of wisdom spoken by a brother who correctly described what I was going through back then.

It was also the first time I was ministered by Pastor Paul and the first time I fell to the ground under the power of God. It felt really good to be touched by God. This was a breakthrough for me because prior to my visitation to CKRM, I was reluctant to go to the front to be prayed for by the pastors. My pride hindered me from receiving many blessings and impartation of gifts by the Holy Spirit. Subsequently, I finally understood that being ministered to is a form of blessing and my incorrect mentality has caused me to miss out on many blessings in the past.

I was drawn to the ministry in CKRM. If not for my own experience, I would find it incredible to believe the amazing work of the Holy Spirit. Be it worship or prayer, whenever the Holy Spirit comes, wonderful things will happen. My wife who attended CKRM almost every week, heard and witnessed plenty of testimonies of lives of many people transformed, the sick getting healed, deliverance from evil spirits and many brothers and sisters being filled with the Holy Spirit. Many of them were imparted with various gifts of the Holy Spirit and felt more effective when spreading the Gospel. Those with greater hunger receive even more, and that includes me. I received the lighting anointing as described in Hab. 3:4. Praise God !

Some time ago, my wife was down with high fever. I prayed for her by faith and her fever was gone! Praise God ! Shortly after, according to God’s will, CKRM started a Chinese church service. By the grace of God, my wife and I became part of this ministry. It provided us the opportunity to learn and practice the gifts of the Holy Spirit while we served. Through serving, we also got more and more involved in the ministry in CKRM and eventually served as ministers there. As a minister in CKRM, I was again equipped and raised by God. Here in CKRM, I saw the pastors and workers seeking the will of God in all things big or small in the ministry. Their level of sensitivity and intimacy with the Holy Spirit was something I have never seen before in the past.

As the anointing increased, I receive even more revelations and God’s word as I prepare my sermons. God has also increased my anointing in song writing and I could do it more quickly than before. Praise God for He is the great Creator and I am only a vessel who pen down what I receive from Him. All glory to God !

By the grace of God, I was ordained as a pastor for the Hokkien/Cantonese church service in mid 2008. I continue to work out my salvation with fear and trembling, fearing that my flaws will let God down even as I served. I told myself that I have to cast my eyes even more on God, lean even more on Him, discipline myself even more, learn and enrich myself even more and ultimately, serve God with more of my heart.

Over the past one year, God has empowered my wife and I with various spiritual gifts. God has also prompted us to bring more elderly to church through the dreams we had at night. 2009 is the year where my wife and I will fully devote ourselves to the calling God has placed in our lives. We want to please Him … praise God.

Under the wonderful leading of a wonderful God, I experience the wondering process of being called, and had a very enriching spiritual life in 2008. All glory, authority and praise to God !!!


Pastor David Yew


神迹拯救我全家

那天從姐姐口中得知Sarah(我的外甥女)在學 校 跌倒,她傷勢嚴重,而醫生也告知要有心里準備或許要把其中一個腎去除。我們不知如何是好,愚蠢的思想到處去求問其他的神。感謝耶穌的帶領, 從外甥女自己的口中說她要耶穌。而我也開始向耶穌禱告求他來保守Sarah的生命,只要耶穌肯醫治,我說出愿將自己獻上。神跡奇事發生了,醫治降臨,在3個月內Sarah就康復了。

因這件事情的發生,我也和家人一起去教會做禮拜。奇怪的感覺在我的內心,我并不知道這是什么,曾參加好些聚會總是不能融入,我內心的渴慕總是不能得到滿足,我內心的聲音說我要突破。神跡奇事又發生在我身上,透過一位姐妹把我帶到CKRM,經過牧師們的潔凈禱告,我開始被神的靈充滿并嘔吐釋放。

在洗禮當日,神的靈大大的充滿我,不但一直在跳舞敬拜,口中不停在叫喊 “Jesus, I love you”。

哈利路亞,這是神的旨意,因那一句“我愿將自己獻上”,他要透過我來傳揚他的道,我這個器皿要被他使用。CKRM是神的殿,我心的渴慕被滿足,我感謝天父,我已突破!我已突破!!我的父母也突破了,不但接受了耶穌為救主,也把家中的偶像移走。

腓立比書2:5 “你們當以基督耶穌的心為心”

Thank you Lord. Thank you for your love grace and mercy. I pray that more and more people will come to know you and feel your heartbeat! Amen!

Karine Lau


得着仇敌的城门

我还要告诉你,你是彼得,我要把我的教会建造在这磐石上,阴间的权柄不能胜过他。

我要把天国的钥匙给你,凡你在地上所捆绑的,在天上也要捆绑,凡你在地上所释放的,在天上也要释放。(马太福音16:18-19)

回顾这几年的风风雨雨,从开始星期六几个人的祷告会,转换成双语的权能特会。到今日已增加到有三堂主日崇拜和既将展开的马六甲超自然事工训练学校,除了感恩,还是只有感恩。

我们的主耶稣是昨日,今日,至到永远永不改变的神。2000 年前主所做的,2000年后信祂的人也要做,且要做得更大。这是主的心跳,把祂那超自然的能力带回祂的教会。当年神用自己的大能,使用摩西拯救以色列人脱离埃及人的奴役。今日神也照样要使用祂的子民彰显祂的荣耀。

主耶和华的灵在我身上,因为耶和华用膏膏我,叫我传好信息给谦卑的人;差遣我医好伤心的人,报告被掳的得释放,被囚的出监牢(以赛亚书61:1)

我在默想出埃及记7-12章记载的十灾,心中深感十灾是神向他子民显明,祂是超越一切假神和人的独一真神,祂比一切假神和邪恶势力更有能力。(出埃及12:12)

放眼今日观看仇敌使用各种欺骗手段,用巫术,邪术,法术,通灵等等方法模仿真神的神迹奇事(不要害怕恶者最多只能达到三成能力(出埃及8:19)仇敌把人压制在黑暗中,使人受尽身体和精神的折磨。反观神的儿女们,原本有神赐于我们完全的能力:

我已经给你们权柄可以践踏蛇和蝎子又胜过仇敌一切的能力,断没有什么能害你们(路加福音10:19)但我们切无知可怜,不懂得使用这权柄和能力,白白受苦,让主焦急心疼,我们这些只有满头脑圣经知识,但缺乏圣灵的能力的儿女,要如何成就这末世的大使命,预备主的再来?

主说,因为这百姓亲近我,用嘴唇尊敬我,心切远离我。他们敬畏我,不过是领受人的吩咐。所以我在这百姓中要行奇妙的事,就是奇妙又奇妙的事。他们知慧人的知慧,必然消灭,聪明人的聪明必然隐藏。(以赛亚书29:13-14)

马六甲超自然事工训练学校的诞生就是为了装备主内肢体,在圣灵的恩膏下,成为神家中贵重的器皿,行使在马可福音16:17-18的应许中,就是信的人必有神迹奇事随着他们,就是奉我的名赶鬼,说新方言,手能拿蛇,若喝了什么毒物,也必不受害,手按病人,病人就好了。

神的儿女们啊 !起来吧 !让神来装备我们好得着仇敌的城门!啊们!

Ps Esther

Translation into English

Possess the Gate of the Enemy

“And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it.

I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven” (Matthew 16:18-19)

Looking back at the trails and hardships we faced these few years, my heart is filled with only gratitude and thanksgiving. From a Saturday prayer meeting with only a few people, to now a bilingual Power Ministry. CKRM has also grown to incorporate 3 Sunday services, and very soon we will have a School of Supernatural Ministry in Malacca.

Our Lord Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever. Today, those who believe in Him shall do far greater things than what our Lord did 2000 years ago. For it’s the Lord’s heartbeat to restore the supernatural abilities to the Churches. Those days, through His great might the Lord used Moses to deliver the Israelites out from under the slavery of the Egyptians. Likewise, God will use His people mightily in this present time, that His name be glorified.

“The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners” (Isaiah 61:1)

While I was meditating about the 10 plagues recorded in Exodus 7-12, I felt deeply that God is trying to reveal to His people, that He is the sovereign God, that His power far supersede all false gods and evil forces (Exodus 12:12).

The enemy tries to imitate God by using various means of deception, trickery, witchcraft, evil techniques and magic etc. The enemy uses these to oppress people to live in darkness, causing them to suffer both in the body and spiritually (Fear not as the devil could only achieve until 30% of the ability (Exodus 8:19)). As children of God, He has originally bestowed complete ability to us:

“I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you” (Luke 10:19). Unfortunately, we are so ignorant and pitiful, as we do not know how to use this authority and power to fight the enemy. Hence, we end up suffering in vain, and causing our Lord to be anxious and His heart aches for us. Our heads are only full of bible knowledge, but we lack the might of the Holy Spirit. How can we then achieve the great commission He has given us, and prepare for our Lord’s return?

The Lord says: "These people come near to me with their mouth and
honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men. Therefore once more I will astound these people with wonder upon wonder; the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish" (Isaiah 29: 13-14).

The birth of School of Supernatural Ministry in Malacca, is to equip the Body of Christ. Under the anointing of Holy Spirit, we become a precious instrument of God, walking in the promises of Mark 16:17-18, that “...these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons; they will speak in new tongues; they will pick up snakes with their hands; and when they drink deadly poison, it will not hurt them at all; they will place their hands on sick people, and they will get well.”

Arise! Sons and daughters of God! Let us allow God to equip us well, so that we can possess the gate of the enemy! Amen!

Ps. Esther
Founding Director


The Word of God becomes Alive at CKRM - Sis Jen Lim

Dear Ps Paul & Ps Esther,

Thanks for your willingness to co-work with Daddy God to establish His Kingdom at CKRM. I have been sharing with my team how His Scriptures turn reality through the Power & Prophetic ministries at CKRM.

Pastor Joseph Prince (New Creation Church) grounded me in the WORD, and I witness His Word becomes alive at CKRM.

Daddy God also wants me to share His glory revealed in my trials & sufferings, how He uses CKRM to see me through.

For your information, my team is led by Evangelist Samuel, founder of Christianity and Chinese Culture, Worldwide Trumpet.

- Jen Lim -


Christmas Celebration - Salvation through 'Signs & Wonders.'

About 150 people were entertained to a ‘show’ put up by our wonderful Church pastors & co-workers for the Christmas celebration. After the show, there was an awesome display of the Holy Spirit’s power.

By the grace of God, about 10 people came forward to accept our Lord Jesus Christ as their personal savior.

The revival of supernatural signs & wonders is the most powerful & biblical way to witness to unbelievers and people of other faith.

The glory of God appears in different forms & ways. It could be in the form of gold dust, fire, or some supernatural encounter. How can this be explained? Isaiah foretold: “... the Lord rises upon you and His glory appears over you” (Isaiah 60:2). Moses had a visible manifestation of the glory when his face shone after descending from Mount Sinai with the two tablets of the Testimony (Exodus 34:29).

Though the founding members of CKRM do not have any formal Theological training, the Holy Spirit has been training us for many years. For me, He gave me revelation, taught me how to manifest His power in supernatural signs & wonders, and took me in the spirit to the spiritual realm. Once, the Holy Spirit took me in the spirit to a home of a prophet in USA.

It may sound strange but this was how Apostle Paul was taught by the Holy Spirit for 3 years in Arabia. Paul said in Galatians 1:11-12, “I want you to know, brothers, that the gospel I preached is not something that man made up. I did not receive it from any man, nor was I taught it; rather, I received it by revelation from Jesus Christ.

Jesus had never separated the word and the work when He was walking the earth. This is because He is the word, and the anointing of the Holy Spirit was on Him.

Bill Johnson wrote in his book, “Those who restrict themselves to mere word limit their gift and many may unintentionally lead believers to pride by increasing knowledge without an increased awareness of God’s presence and power. The spirit of the antichrist is at work today, attempting to influence believers to reject everything that has to do with the Holy Spirit’s anointing. That spirit has worked to reduce the gospel to a mere intellectual message, rather than a supernatural God encounter.”

Miracle is the work of God. Without God in our life and ministries, we cannot perform supernatural miracles, signs & wonders.