Part 1 (The Mission Work)

The teaching at Jubilee Initiative Malaysia Bhd, Kuala Lumpur on 14 & 15th April 2009, and the power ministry at Portals of Glory in Petaling Jaya, were our first outdoor mission since CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd commenced on 14th March 2009.

My ministering partner, Ps Esther Chow and I left Malacca on 13th April 2009. While in Kuala Lumpur, we stayed at my son, George's home. George even had his chauffeur to drive us to Jubilee Initiative Malaysia Bhd located at Pandan Perdana, Cheras.

Not only were the students amazed, that the word of God spoken, was accompanied with demonstration of His power, but they also witnessed the activating of the 'Roar' of the Lion of Judah in a student. The President of Jubilee who received the 7 Flying Arrows (Habakkuk 3:11), demonstrated the gift powerfully on a student too.

Though there were more people on the 2nd day, the anointing was not as strong as on the 1st day. Perhaps some new visitors came with a wrong motive to observe.

The night meeting at Portals of Glory was awesome with demonstration of many spiritual weapons such as: the Sword (Revelation 19:11-16), the Whip of Jesus (Isaiah 10:26, John 2:15), the Seven Arrows (Habakkuk 3:11, Psalm 18:14, 2 Samuel 22:15), the Flashing Spear (Habakkuk 3:11), the Sling & Stone of David (1 Samuel 17:49), Rays Flashed from His hand (Habakkuk 3:4) and spiritual wine (John 2:9).

A pastor was not only swept by the fire of God, but also experienced the power ofthe flying arrow and other weapons. He was thrown to the floor several times. The pastor shared later that he saw in the vision, I was holding a metal arrow. There was an impartation of The Sword to a brother and he demonstrated it powerfully on two people.

Part 2 (Question Time - Sharing my experience on how I receive the Fire Impartation)

In the morning class at Jubilee, a student posed a question, "Can God anoints a person without impartation from a man of God?" Two days before during a dinner fellowship, a pastor of a Baptist Church emphasized every Christian could go to the Father to anoint him directly instead of seeking impartation through God's anointed people.

Sure, God can anoint a person directly.

He may meet us at our level of hunger just like He meets us at our level of faith. For instance, if the faith level of a sick man is his belief that he needs to go for surgery to be healed, then the Lord may meet and heal him at that level. If he believes that he need not go for surgery and that God will heal him, then this is the faith level he has.

I went on to share briefly my own experience, on how the Lord led me to a School of Practical Ministry in California, and anointed me directly without impartation from a man of God.

Now, I would like to share more in details.

In 2001, while attending a weekend encounter, I witnessed the power of God for the first time. People were slain (fell to the floor under the power of God) and some burst into tongue. Having witnessed such power, I became very hungry and long to experience the power of being slain, and to speak in tongue.

I began chasing after men of God; attending meetings held by anointed speakers and would rush to the front to be prayed for when the meeting ended. Seeing the deep hunger in my heart, the Lord began to lead me; first to a man of God for counselling in order to deal with certain issues of my family life.

Having dealt with the first stage, the Lord then prompted me to go to a Chinese Seminary in California. Now, it did not make sense for me to go there, as I was English educated and could not read nor understand Mandarin. However, the Lord wanted me to go there to clear the obstacle before I could receive the anointing.

By His grace, He removed every hindrances that was trying to thwart me from going to the Seminary. Even my Church pastor told me that there was no need to go to USA to seek anointing, and that we can receive it in Singapore.

Putting aside world’s notion of logic and good sense, I took that leap of faith to travel to California. I knew that the Bible is full of examples of people who were willing to follow God's word instead of logic and was blessed beyond measure.

I was not wrong as God is faithful. During ministering time, the speaker gave me a word that the Lord would give me what I would not be able to receive in my home country. Almost 10 days passed by. I received nothing but witnessed many students being blessed. Finally, I was being ministered to by a group of people, who led me to prayer of repentance, setting me free from the obstacle of not being able to receive the blessing from God.

After the prayer, the Lord visited me in my daughter's home and revealed to me sins of unforgiveness and other sins. I repented in tears. It was a turning point in my spiritual life and opened the door to receive the most precious & rare fire anointing. I just wanted what most Christian commonly have, like speaking in tongue and healing gift. But God gave me more than what I asked for - the fire anointing to empower the body of Christ, baptizing Christians in fire (Matthew 3:11) and to activate the gifts of the Spirit in them.

The Fire Anointing is a very powerful gift to set people free from bondages, heal the sick and empower the Christian for ministries. Many Christians have been blessed at CKRM, and the fire of God has enhanced their sensitiveness to the leading of the Holy Spirit (Romans 8:14).

I received the fire anointing in the most unexpected way. It happened during a spiritual warfare where a big group of powerful intercessors were praying & interceding against a demonic manifestation in the school in California. Being naïve and unaware of the battle, I thought that the intercessors, who were mostly pastors & Church leaders attending the courses were praying & seeking for anointing.

Not wanting to be left behind, I went to the stage during the height of intercession. At that very moment, their prayers of intercession opened up heaven and rained a very powerful fire upon me. It swept through my entire body for few minutes. The 2nd wave of fire of God came upon me the following day.

Hence, to the question that I was asked, God anointed me directly without going through impartation by man of God. Like Elisha who gave up everything to follow Elijah, I was willing to take the leap of faith by using my time & resources travelling all the way to California, trusting fully in Him.

If we want the easy way out by imposing condition such as telling God that we only want to receive the anointing in the privacy of our home or in our own Church, we could go on waiting and never receive it.

"All the peoples of the earth are regarded as nothing. He does as He pleases with the powers of heaven and the peoples of the earth. No one can hold back His hand or say to Him: "What have you done?" (Daniel 4:35).

A pastor shared with me about 5 ladies who wanted the gifts of tongue. Except for one, the rest received the gift. The one who did not receive asked the pastor why she was not able to receive the gift of tongue. Finally, the answer was she imposed condition that she only wanted to receive the gift of tongue in the privacy of her room in her home.

Then she told the Lord that she was now ready to receive the gift, fully surrendering to the Lord without any condition attached. She did not receive it immediately. One day while waiting for taxi at the hotel lobby, she fell to the floor under the power of God and burst out in tongue, to the amazement of a crowd of curious onlookers.

God will not give what we are too proud to receive. Pride is like a barrier that blocks out the very things God desires in our life. He sees our heart, whether or not we are willing to press in. The heart that desires the things of God will not impose condition on the method that God should use, or how, where and when that God should do to bless him/her.

God wants us to have the heart like Jacob, who wrestled and refused to let go of God until the Lord blessed him (Genesis 32:26). I know of a Principal of a Bible College in USA, who gave up his job to follow a man of God to be his attendant for 18 months without salary. Finally the Lord blessed him with a healing anointing.

A heart that yields to God, will be willing to do the will of the Father, just like the heart of King David. God uses a vessel that is obedient & willing.

Translated to Mandarin

我们去Klang Valley 的出差任务

第一部分（出差任务）

二零零九年四月十四和十五日在马来西亚 - 吉隆坡禧福训练中心的教导和在八打灵再也Portals of Glory的服侍，是我们在马六甲超自然事工训练学校在二零零九年三月十四日开始投入服侍之后的第一个出差任务。

在二零零九年四月十三日，我与我的服侍伙伴， 以斯帖牧师一同离开马六甲。前往在吉隆坡，在那里我们逗留在我儿子，George的居所。George 还特别安排他的司机载送我们前往至Cheras 的Jubilee Initiative。

当神的话语被释放时， 学生们不但对圣灵能力的示范感到惊讶，而且还亲眼见证了犹大狮子的恩膏启动在一位学生的身上。神感动我传递七支飞箭的属灵武器给禧福的院长（哈巴谷书 3：11），院长就示范这大有能力的恩膏在一位学生的身上。感谢主！

第二天有更多的人出席， 但当天的恩膏却不如第一天来得强。也许一些出席者带着错误的动机来观察。

当天晚上在Portals of Glory 的聚会乃是真棒， 带出好多属灵武器的明证， 例如：剑（启示录 19：11-16），耶稣的鞭子（以赛亚书 10：26，约翰福音2：15），七支箭（哈巴谷书3：11，诗篇18：14，撒母耳記下（22：15），闪枪（哈巴谷书3：11），大卫的机 弦与石子（撒母耳記上17：49），从祂手里射出光线（哈巴谷书3：4）以及属灵的酒（约翰福音2：9）。

一位牧师不但被圣灵的火充满，而且还经历了飞箭的大能和其他武器等等。他好几次都被圣灵击倒在地上。过后，这位牧师和我分享他在异象中，看见我当时手中拿着一把铁弓。神也使用我传递了一把剑给一位弟兄。同时，他也在两位出席者的身上示范了这大有能力的武器`。

第二部分（问题时刻 - 分享我如何得到圣火传递的经厉）

在Jubilee 的早堂，一位学生问了一个问题， “神是否能在不透过祂仆人的传递下，亲自膏抹一个人？” 在两天前的晚餐交流会，浸信会的一位牧师强调每一位基督徒都能直接向天父祈求领受恩膏，而不需要从神恩膏的仆人传递恩膏。

那肯定的，神能够直接膏抹一个人。

就比如祂凭着我们信心的程度来满足我们，祂也能够凭着我们渴慕的程度来满足我们。例如，如果一个病人信心的程度是他相信他必须经过手术而得到医治，那么，神就会在这样的信心程度满足与医治他。若他相信他不需经过医生动手术，就能得医治。那么，神就在他这样的信心里满足他医治他。

接着，我大概简单地分享我本人的经历， 神怎么样带领我去到美国加州的一间事工学校，无须透过祂仆人传递恩高，神亲自在那儿膏抹我。

在2001年我参加了一个经历神的周末特会，我第一次见证神的能力。有人被圣灵充满（被神的能力击倒在地上）。还有些在说方言。见证了这些神的能力之后，我开始感到渴慕以及期待被圣灵充满和说方言。

我开始追踪神恩膏的仆人；参加恩膏讲员举办的聚会和在聚会结束后奔向台前被祷告。主看到我心中深深的渴慕，便开始引领我。首先，他带领我去见一位神的仆人，给于我辅导，好让我能够处理家庭生命中的问题。

处理了第一步之后，主就感动我要去一间在美国加州的华文学院。因着我是受英文教育的背景，同时，我更不认识也不明白华文，这对我来说是难以理解的。无论如何，主要我在还没有领受恩膏之前，去那里清理我的障碍。

靠着神的恩典，祂挪开了一切阻碍我去那学院的障碍。甚至我的主任牧师告诉我不需要到美国去寻求恩膏，就能在新加坡领受得恩膏。

我把一切世界的逻辑与人的智慧抛在一旁， 做出了一个信心的步伐，前往美国的加州。我知道在圣经里，有着好多的例子说到，神超越地祝福那些不靠着逻辑，而愿意顺从祂话语的人。

神是信实的，我知道我的决定是没错的。当服事的时候，那讲员给了我一句话说：主会给你在你自己国家不可能领受到的恩膏。几乎十天已过，切只看见许多的学生得到祝福，但自己什么都没领受到。终于，有一组人前来服侍我，带领我认罪祷告，把我从那些使到我不能领受神祝福的拦阻除掉。

经过那祷告之后，当我在女儿的家时，主亲自探访了我也同时向我显明了我的不饶恕和其他等等的罪。我就流泪地悔改。那是我属灵生命的转折点，这也同时也为我开了一道门，使我能领受那最宝贵与少有的圣火恩膏。我只想要一般基督徒所拥有的，例如：说方言和医治的恩赐。但神却给我超乎我所求所想的--圣火的恩膏，好让神通过这卑微的器皿为基督徒施洗（马太福音3：11）更让主的肢体能得着圣灵的能力以及启动在他们里面的圣灵恩赐。

圣火的恩膏的确是一个大有能力的恩赐，能使人从捆锁中得释放，得到医治，以及使基督徒得着能力，好让在他们的服侍上更有果效。好多基督徒在CKRM领受了许多的祝福，神的火也提升了他们对圣灵带领的敏锐度（罗马书8：14）。

我本身是在意想不到的情况下得着圣火的恩膏。那发生在美国加州的一间训练学校，当时有一场属灵争战，当时神的同在很强，邪灵受不了就彰显了要攻击讲员，敏锐的讲员马上呼召一组大有能力的代祷者出来与邪灵爭战。因着我的无知也不知道那是属灵争战，我以为那些代祷者，正在祷告和寻求恩膏（我听不懂华语）在那些代祷者当中，大多数是前来参加课程的牧师与教会领袖。

不想被忽列，我就在代祷最高峰的那一刻走上台去。就在那个时刻，他们的祷告打开天堂的窗，就有一波大有能力的火降在我身上。在好几分钟内，我整个身体都被圣火充满。隔天，第二波的圣火再次降在我的身上。

于是，对于之前提到那位学生所发问的问题，神虽没透过祂仆人的传递，而直接膏抹我。就如以利沙放下一切，跟随着以利亚，我愿意摆上我的时间和资源，完全相信祂，做出了信心的步伐，前往美国加州。

若我们要以条件，告诉神我只要单单轻松地在自己的家或在自己的教会领受，我们可以一直地等待，却还不能领受到。

世上所有的居民都算为虚无；在天上的万军和世上的居民中，他都凭自己的意旨行事 。无人 能拦住他手，或问他说 ，你做甚麽呢？（但以理书 4：35）。

有一位牧师和我分享，关于想要得到说方言恩赐的五位女士。 除了一位女士之外， 其他的都领受了这恩赐。那位女士便去问这位牧师为什么她没领受到说方言的恩赐。终于，他的答案是因为她有条件向神求，她只要在她家的房间里领受说方言的恩赐。

过后，她对主说她现今已准备好要领受这恩赐，完全无条件地降服于主。但神并没有立刻给她这恩赐。一直到有一天，当她在酒店的门廊等候德士时，她就被圣灵的能力击倒在地上，并且说方言。在场的一群旁观者都感到惊讶。

若我们带着骄傲的态度去向神求，神是不会屈服於我们的。这骄傲是一道障碍，拦阻神想要在我们生命中要给我们的一些东西。祂看的是我们是否有一颗更加渴慕，更加追求的心。 若有一颗渴慕神的祝福的心，那你就不会以条件限制神要怎么做，如：几时做？在哪里？以及什么时候要祝福他人？

神要我们有一颗像雅各的心，与神摔跤，不容祂去，直到神祝福他。我认识一位在美国一间圣经学院的院长。他放弃了工作，以及十八个月无薪水地伴随着一位神的仆人。最后，主赐他医治的恩膏，祝福了他。

一个完全屈服于神的心，会像大卫王的心一样，愿意遵行天父的旨意。主所用的是一个顺服和降服的器皿。