Prior to attending CKRM:

I, Chia Chong Hon was born in 1966. I am currently 43 yrs old and received Christ as my saviour at the age of 30. I have a good wife and three lovely children and we live in Klang. I was in sales till I became a full-time worker in church at the age of 38. I was in-charge of leading cell groups and discipleship of new believers. I am happy with the salary offered by the church and the pastor treated me well. I am also pleased with my ministry because I led a lot of people to Christ and miracles, signs and wonder followed me. However, after a year in ministry, the inner peace and joy in my heart was suddenly gone. I prayed 3 months about it but the inner peace and joy was not restored. In order to seek the divine peace of God, I quitted my job by faith and stayed at home to wait upon God.

In the 1st year, I steadfastly prayed, read the bible, fasted and seek God. In the 2nd and 3rd year, I began to seek God in ministries such as businessman fellowship and foreign worker ministry. In the 4th year, due to disappointment with God, I became a Christian who no longer read the bible, pray, seek God or attend church as I felt that God has abandoned me. But my heart yearned for God everyday like one who yearns for a lost lover of many years.

While attending CKRM:

On 25 April 2009, through Sis. Susan, God brought me to CKRM Malacca’s leadership training camp. This is the 1st time I saw Pst. Paul and Pst. Esther’s ministry. I saw manifestations which I have never seen before (the roar of the Lion of Judah, the stone of David, the sword of the Spirit) Naturally, I doubted these manifestations and wondered if they are of the Holy Spirit but I dare not criticize the work of the Holy Spirit. That day, I didn’t receive the anointing and just returned home.

I took part in the 2-day Joshua camp on the 1st and 2nd May. More than 40 participants from Singapore came and because of their involvement, I saw even more manifestations of the Holy Spirit (Shepherd dog, carry the cross, prophesy, speaking in foreign tongues …). I still didn’t receive anything. I was thinking, if this is not of God, it will be better not to have it. But if it’s from the Holy Spirit and since He doesn’t want me to have it, there isn’t much I can do either. After lunch on the 2nd day, I sat alone at one corner. Suddenly, I was filled with the Holy Spirit and I made a soft groaning sound similar to that of a lion which spotted prey. In my heart, I wanted to roar but I didn’t dare to do so. During the last lesson, Pst. Paul asked who has received the power of God for the 1st time so I went to the front. When Pst. Paul stretched out his hands toward me, the Holy Spirit caused me to roar like a lion with all my might. In my heart, I knew God has delivered me. Thank God, those who yearn for God will not hope in vain.

After attending CKRM:

Now, I go to CKRM Malacca every Saturday to be empowered, as to prepare myself for ministry in future. What change after I attend CKRM? (Good tree bears good fruit)

1) Nowadays, I read the bible like I used to, pray and is moved by the Holy Spirit at dawn to fellowship with Him.

2) The inner peace and joy is gradually being restored unto me.

3) My faith has increased（Even if I endure another 4 years of hardship, I will still praise God, Hallelujah）

4) There is more power when I minister because the spiritual giftings and anointing I received from CKRM is still functional when I return to Klang.

我在CKRM的见证
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没来 CKRM之前

本人谢松汉在一九六六年出世，今年四十三岁。三十岁时接受耶稣基督成为个人的救主。我有一个好妻子，三个好孩子，住在吧生。原本的职业是销售员，三十八岁成为教会全职同工。在教会我是负责新人陪训和带领小组。教会给的薪金我很满意，牧师也对我很好。我也很满意自己的事奉，

因为我带领了很多人信主又有神迹奇事跟随着我。但是在我服事一年后，突然我的内心失去平安和喜乐。我为这事祷告了三个月，还是内心没有平安和喜乐。为了寻回属天的平安，我就评着信心辞职，回家等候神。在家第一年很坚定的祷告、读经、禁食的寻求神。第二年和第三年我开始在外面的事工（商人团契、外劳事工）寻求神。第四年因对神的失望，我成为一个不读经、不祷告、不寻求神、不去教会的基督徒，因我认为神已经放弃了我。但我的心天天都思念着神，就像失去相恋很多年的爱人一样。

在CKRM时
神通过SUSAN姐妹在四月25日2009年，把我带到马六甲的CKRM领袖训练营。这是我第一次看到PS.PAUL与PS. ESTHER的服事。我看到圣灵充满所彰显出我从来没有见过的现象(犹大狮子的吼叫、大卫的石子、圣灵的宝剑) 。理所当然我会怀疑这些现象是不是圣灵的彰显，但我也不敢冒犯圣灵的作为。当天我没有领受任何圣灵的恩膏，就这样回家了。

我参加了5月1-2日的约书亚营。有四十多位从新加坡的弟兄姐妹也前来参加。因为他们的参与，第一天我看到更多圣灵的彰显（牧羊狗、背十字架、说豫言、说别国话。。。。）。我还是没有领受，所以我想如果这不是从神而来的，不要是好的。如果是来自圣灵，圣灵不要给我，我也不能做什么。

第二天的午餐后，我独自一人坐在一个角落。突然我被圣灵充满，口中发出低微狮子的鼻声，像狮子见到猎物一样。我的心里想大声吼叫，但又不敢。到了最后一堂课，PS. PAUL问谁第一次领受神的大能，我就去到前面。当PS. PAUL 把手伸向我时，圣灵使我用尽全身的力量像狮子般大声吼叫。我心里知道我被神释放了。感谢神，对神有所渴慕的，必永不落空。

来了CKRM之后
现在我每个星期六都到马六甲CKRM 接受装备，为以后的事奉而准备。去了CKRM后我有什么改变呢? (好树结好果子)

1) 现在我又能像以前一样读经、祷告、凌晨圣灵感动我起来灵修。

2) 我内在的平安和喜乐也渐渐恢复了。

3) 我的信心增加了。（再来四年的磨练我也能哈利路亚赞美主）

4) 服事人的力量也加增了，因为在CKRM所领受的恩赐和恩膏就算回到吧生也一样可以发挥功效祝福他人。

谢松汉