写在第六届约书亚营会之前 by Sis Sarah/ Prior to 6th Joshua Camp

还有一个月就要迎来了CKRM举办的第六届约书亚营会。回想5个月前因参加第五届营会得到的祝福,充满了感恩,也对本届营会充满了期待。

这几个月时间是我成长最快的一个阶段,从属灵生命、对神和真理的认识、恩赐等各方面都有了很大的突破和提升。我对CKRM事工也有了更多的认识,更加确信这是神在末世兴起的祂自己的事工。我相信人若立志遵行神的旨意,凭圣灵来判断,必会知道CKRM是否是出于神(参见约翰福音7:17)。

在圣火恩膏下,神对我的生命更多的炼净,而且是从生命深处的净化,不像以前那种表面的、浅层次的。我知道自己远没有达到该达到的,但现在我已经看到了自己很多根本问题,知道要从哪些方面来改变。

在CKRM的属灵遮盖下,我能感觉到比以前更多的平安。因为我在网络上会有一些服事,仇敌有时会攻击我的家人。特别是与我同住的我姐姐的女儿,一个14岁的孩子。当我服事某两个姐妹的时候,她就会受攻击。为此我很苦恼,有时看到她那么痛苦,心里很内疚。自从CKRM成为我的属灵遮盖后,这种情况再没有出现过。赞美主。

属灵争战能力也有很明显的提高。尤其是犹大狮子吼使用非常频繁,这对我的代祷很有帮助,实在是神赐下的一个强大的属灵争战工具。2周前的一个主日,聚会中出现搅扰,我也感到教会的属灵空气非常压抑、混乱。我用方言小声祷告,但感觉很无力,没有什么效果,正想要放弃争战的时候,突然感到很强的恩膏降下,狮子吼释放出来。因为所在教会是传统教会,我不能大声,就尽量放低声音以免影响到别人,几声之后搅扰就停止了,而且属灵空气好转,神的同在和平安重新恢复。哈利路亚!

CKRM是个很特别的事工,神要藉着这个事工装备大批属灵争战的勇士,为主耶稣的荣耀再来预备道路。愿神祝福CKRM,并藉此祝福更多祂的儿女。

Prior to 6th Joshua Camp by Sis Sarah

It will be CKRM’s 6th Joshua Camp in a month’s time. I am full of thanksgivings as I recalled the blessings I received during the 5th Joshua Camp, and I am full of expectancy for the move of God in the coming camp.

I have experienced the fastest growth in my life over the past few months and had huge breakthroughs and exaltations in my spiritual life, understanding of God and truth, spiritual gifting and others. My understanding of CKRM ministry has also increased and I am more convicted that this is the ministry God wants to raise up in the end times. I believed that if anyone chooses to do God's will and discerned by the Holy Spirit, he/she would find out whether CKRM comes from God or not. (John 7:17) “If anyone chooses to do God's will, he will find out whether my teaching comes from God or whether I speak on my own.”

Under the Fire Anointing, God has sanctified my life to a greater degree and not merely at the surface level as it usually happened in the past. I know I am still far from what I could attain but now I could see the root cause of many of my problems and know what changes need to be made.

Under the coverage of CKRM, I felt greater peace than before. Before this, as I ministered online, the enemy (the devil) would occasionally attacked my family. The enemy especially targeted at the daughter of my elder sister (my niece), a 14 year old girl who lived under the same roof with me. When I was ministering to two sisters, this niece of mine would be attacked. I felt deeply troubled. Sometimes seeing her suffering, I would feel very guilty. Ever since CKRM became my spiritual covering, such occurrences did not happen again. Praise the Lord!

My ability to wage warfare spiritually has increased too. Especially the Roar of the Lion of Judah has greatly help in my prayer and intercession; it is truly a powerful spiritual warfare weapon that God has given. There was disturbance during service two weeks ago and I also sensed oppression and confusion in the spiritual atmosphere of the church. I prayed softly in tongues but I felt powerless and ineffectively. As I was about to give up, a very strong Anointing suddenly came upon me and I unleashed the Roar of the Lion of Judah. As I was in a conservation church, I could not roar aloud but I did my best to keep my volume down. After roaring I felt I had achieved victory in the spiritual atmosphere.

CKRM is a very special ministry and God is going to use this ministry to equip many spiritual warfare warriors who will pave the way for the glorious return of our Lord Jesus. May God bless CKRM and use it to bless many of His sons. and daughters.

Article written by Dr Sarah Shan in Mandarin. Translated to English by Ps Mark and edited by Bro Joel How.

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