在1995年上帝给我看见异象和异梦,我看见彩虹和听到神跟我说,要把万津一间戏院买下来成为主的殿。我经过多次的祷告,也叫我的主任牧师Pastor Erickson Kam 为我祷告。这十年左右他们每天都为我们夫妻提名祷告。神开始预备我。在11年里,神差我去〖得胜之家〗2年带领吸毒者事工。过后的9年,神差我去〖使命宣教关怀事工〗,带领孤儿、老人院、单亲妈妈、乐龄事工、舞蹈、及赞美操。2002年我开始加入〖亚洲事工〗。一直到2009年4月13日清晨,我接了一位姐妹的电话说,她在祷告的异象中见到我,圣灵感动她一定要带我去上课。我从来没有这么的顺服和被感动而去上这两天的课程。
4月14日清晨当我来到〖禧福基层训练学院〗,才知道今天上课的主题是“超自然能力及恩膏”,讲员是来自CKRM基督国度崇高掌权基督中心的牧师。这使我回想起我在(爱修园)的课程中所尝试过的恩膏及能力。在当天的课程中,我领受很多神的祝福。我在这四年多以来所失去的都找回来了!我也清楚明白我生命的方向在那里。
好几年都没哭过的我,心好像石头般的钢硬且重。但,洪保罗和以斯帖牧师在圣灵带领下所发的每一句预言,都像一支支的箭射进我的心房。心中钢硬的大石在神无私的爱和责备中终被粉碎。我泣不成声地跪在神的面前认罪,求主赦免我的软弱,不但没履行1998年跟神所立的约,反而一直在逃避,得罪和亏欠了神所托付的大使命,求主原谅。(以赛亚书11:1-3)让神的子民,回到神的身边,为神成就。
4月15日早上,在我走上禧福学院的电梯时,碰见洪保罗和以斯帖牧师。我因为迟到,跟他们请了安之后就三步并作两步的赶快往前走。当时,我跟保罗牧师约有3-5尺的距离,突然我感觉到有个网拉着我,使我动弹不得了好一阵子。这乃是神在保罗牧师身上的恩膏所形成的力量。
神藉着以斯帖牧师在第二天的课程里教导预言、先知、圣灵、恩赐,以及在哥林多前书12章提到9个恩赐,8种造就。保罗牧师则教导圣灵的火、水变成酒、狮子孔叫、(哈巴谷书3:4)神的光,能力、(使徒行传2:4)圣灵的充满、犹大狮子的恩膏、神的奥秘、工具、及神的武器。保罗牧师还提到启示录、神的宝座、冠冕、七印、吹号角、天使、羔羊、生命的水、喜乐的灵、新天新地、和教会.
在1995年,神给我的使命,是要我建立教会,我不懂得要如何进行神的旨意,就唯有祷告等候神。有一天,当我在凌晨灵修祷告时,我听见圣灵在我耳边说,你要带谢松汉来见我。当时我在心里很害怕,谢松汉发生了什么事,要去见神!过后,我唯有顺服的安排谢松汉弟兄去2009年5月1-2日的约书亚营。在营会的第一天,他什么感觉都没有,进入第二天也没有什么进展,我就很担心,直到中午3点多的时候,我发现他的脸发红,口在动了,忽然他大声的呼喊,狮子孔叫声从他口里发出来了!他终于被释放了!我真的很高兴,感谢耶稣!营会过后,我每个星期都从万津来到马六甲CKRM领受神的恩膏,回家后就不断的祷告。经过洪保罗和以斯帖牧师的服事、神的预言、和神的同在下,我开始回应神的呼招,踏出信心的步伐 – 开教会。
我回到之前的教会让我的主任牧师和中文部甘牧师为我们夫妻祝福祷告。在2009年9月20日下午4点半,万津CKRM超自然治疗中心正式开幕啦!CKRM成为我们的属灵遮盖。
开幕当天有中文部总监汤牧师、新加坡新亚兴院长Pastor Ngiam、新加坡司徒长老、和众弟兄姐妹的见证。洪保罗和以斯帖牧师也在当天按立了万津CKRM的领袖与同工。我们都一起领受神的恩膏。当天我看见很多天使降临和圣灵的火球,还有一位天军站在保罗牧师的身边。
在这9个月里,神在万津教会章显了不少神迹。在还没开幕的前一个月,就是在8月份聚会结束后晚上8点到9点之间,当我们一起祷告时,我们看见很多云彩在教会里。最奇妙的是,神从天上降下很多的金粉在我们的手上、身上和殿中。之后在其他的聚会中还有金牙的出现,最奇妙的是超自然减重,我当场领受到这恩膏,我的体重被减轻了6公斤、臀部减掉8寸。另外,最神奇的是,当我的丈夫张启万牧师用神所赐给他的属灵宝剑对准我的腹部刺了一剑时,我没想到他从神而来的力量是那么的强,使我往后退了7尺远,也把其他人推倒在地。
感谢主耶稣,全能的主,神把我之前Susan 的名字改为Deborah。之前的Susan已经死了,我Deborah Yim已经被神完全翻转过来,我是新造的人。而在2009年11月27日的约书亚营里,我的丈夫张启万也正式被按立成为万津CKRM超自然治疗中心的牧师。我衷心感谢洪保罗和以斯帖牧师的带领,让神装备我们,愿神祝福他们,啊们!
我在凡事上都感恩,啊们!哈利路亚!
In 1995, God gave me visions and dreams; I saw a rainbow and heard His voice telling me to buy a movie theatre in Banting and convert it into His sanctuary. I prayed about it many times and also asked my senior Pastor, Ps Erickson Kam to pray for me. They prayed for me and my husband. God began to prepare me for His ministry. God started to lead me to the “House of Victory” to minister to drug addicts. After that God led me to “Missions and Care Ministry” to work with orphans, old folks’ homes, single-mums, the elderly, dance, praise & worship exercise. In 2002, I joined the “Asia Ministry”. On 13th April 2009, I received a call from a sister. She told me that she saw me in a vision and was prompted by the Holy Spirit to invite me to attend a course. I was extremely touched, and agreed to attend the two-days course.
When I arrived at “Jubilee Initiative Malaysia Bhd” on 14th April, I found out that the topic for that day was “Supernatural Power and Anointing”. It sounded very interesting! The speakers were Ps Paul and Ps Esther from CKRM Christian Centre. During this course, I received many blessings from God. In fact, the anointing I lost during the 4 years has been restored in only a two days’ meeting! I also began to realize my vision and God’s direction in my life. I recalled the experiences and anointing were quite similar to a course I attended in Agape.I had not cried for years as my heart was hardened However, every prophecy given by both Ps Paul and Ps Esther was like arrows piercing right into my heart. I wept in silence before God in repentance.
On the 2nd day of the course Ps Esther shared about prophecy, prophets, Holy Spirit, Spiritual gifting and the 9 gifts of the Holy Spirit and 8 administrative gifting from 1Corinthians 12. Ps Paul taught about Fire of the Holy Spirit, “turning water into wine”, the “Roar of the Lion of Judah” (Hab 3:4), Rays that flashed from the Hand,” “Baptism in the Holy Spirit” and the supernatural weapons of the Lord. Ps Paul also shared from the Book of Revelation, the Throne of God, the 7 Seals, Blowing of the Shofar, Angels, the Lamb of God, the River of Life, Spirit of Joy, New Heaven, New Earth and the Church.
In 1995, God gave me a mission, and that was to build a church. However, I didn’t know how to carry out His will. So I prayed and waited on the Lord for years. One morning, while I was praying, I heard the audible voice of the Holy Spirit to bring Bro. Chia to come back to Him. I was naive and could not understand. In fact, God had called Bro Chia to build His church too. I obeyed and arranged for Bro. Chia to attend CKRM 1st Joshua Camp on the 1-2nd May 2009. He did not receive on the 1st day of the camp, and there was not much progress on the 2nd day too. I was getting worried and around 3 pm, I realized his face was red and his lips were trembling. Suddenly, he roared aloud like a lion! He was finally set free and the Lord had restored His anointing upon bro Chia again. I was truly overjoyed. Praise Jesus! After the camp, I continued to travel every week from Banting to CKRM Malacca to be empowered. Upon reaching home after each meeting, I would pray ceaselessly. After being ministered by Ps Paul and Ps Esther with prophecies from God and soaking in His presence, I began to answer God’s calling and stepped out in faith – to set up a church.
My senior pastor and the pastor from the Chinese church prayed a blessing on me and my husband. On 20th Sept 2009, at 4.30 pm, CKRM Banting was officially commenced, with CKRM as our spiritual covering. Pastor Richard Thong from Grace Community Service Centre, Kuala Lumpur, Singapore’s Pastor Ngiam, Singapore Elder Sitoh and many brothers and sisters came to witness the commencement of the church. Ps Paul and Ps Esther were also present to anoint the leaders and co-workers of CKRM Banting. All of us received God’s anointing in abundant. During the ceremony I saw many angels, the Fire of the Holy Spirit and a heavenly Host standing beside Ps Paul.
In just 9 months, God did so many signs and wonders in CKRM Banting. One month prior to the commencement of the church in August, while we were praying at around 8-9 pm, I saw many “clouds” of God’s presence in the church. Even more amazingly, a lot of gold dust fell on our bodies. Subsequently in other meetings, miracles such as gold teeth filling and more amazingly, instant weight loss. I was one of those who were blessed by this creative anointing. My weight was reduced by 6 kg and my waistline reduced by 8 inches instantly. Praise the Lord Jesus for giving me a new name -“Deborah”. The “Susan” of the past is dead and God has transformed me into a new person. On 27th Nov 2009, my husband was officially ordained as the pastor of CKRM Banting. I sincerely thank Ps Paul and Ps Esther’ for teaching and equipping us. May God bless them, Amen!
I thank God for everything, Amen! Hallelujah!