Notes from Ps.Paul Ang

Our Mission in Malacca / 我们在马六甲的使命

2012-01-11T09:48:00.012+08:00

When John heard in prison what Christ was doing, he sent his disciples to ask him, “Are you the one who was to come, or should we expect someone else?” Jesus replied, “Go back and report to John what you hear and see: The blind receive sight, the lame walk, those who have leprosy are cured, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the good news is preached to the poor (Matthew 11:2-5).

When the true gospel is preached under the anointing of the Holy Spirit, the fruit can be seen – people are healed of sickness, those in deep bondages get set free and people are drawn closer to God. CKRM’s website is flooded with testimonies written by people who have been blessed giving glory to God for His awesome work.

Due to the nature of its end times calling, God is doing so many new things that we believers never seen before. This puts CKRM into great concern of the churches and controversies whether CKRM is preaching the true Gospel. (Click the link below).

The 4th Wave is Coming Soon - From the Editor's Desk / 圣灵第四波即将到来-编辑撰文

There were prophets of God who told us that very few could understand the ministries of CKRM as many could not accept the new things (Isaiah 43:19) that God is doing at CKRM. (Click the link below).

The Words released by Prophetess Huang Li Chin to our co-founders – by Elder Janet Fung / 黄丽君先知对我们两位创办人所释放的话语 – 范丽贞长老序

Rev Dr Henry Chieng himself confessed that natural mind could not understand supernatural and also the many religious leaders too at large unless the Lord reveals this mystery to them by the Holy Spirit.

Rev Liu Tsia Fang, a senior pastor of the Singapore Christian Prayer House was our coverage. She was very critical about the odd ministering pairing of Ps Esther and Ps Paul due to her deep concern over the pairing of an opposite sex. It took five years for her to understand us and to accept that this is the will of God to minister in this manner.

In 2003, the Lord gave a word to Ps Paul Ang that Malacca is God’s chosen place for a revival. In 2004, the Lord gave visions to Ps Paul. One of the visions was a small glorious Church then the next vision of a large Auditorium.

Years later CKRM Christian Centre Singapore was set up in April 2007 after Ps Paul and Ps Esther came back from USA. At Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry, California, the great revivalist Bill Johnson laid both his hands to bless them before the commencement of CKRM. God might have used Bill Johnson to impart the Revival Fire on both of them.

After the 2004 Vision, the Lord led Ps Paul to ARC (Agape Revival Center) California to attend a course. The Lord led Rev Dr Ernest Chan, the President of ARC, USA to set up a leadership training centre in Malacca at the end of August 2007. Dr Ernest Chan’s main concern was the feeder source of students to the new Seminary in Malacca through various Chinese Churches from Singapore and Malaysia. Dr Ernest Chan’s seminary has been relocated from Malacca to Petaling Jaya in the month of December 2011.

During that season with the controversies which arose against the co-founders and the ministries of CKRM, I could truly understand and feel with Dr Ernest Chan that he was left with no choice but to disassociate with CKRM in the middle of 2008.

Now, I understand why the Lord prompted CKRM to expand its ministry to Malacca after the disassociation. CKRM Leadership Training was then set up in Malacca early 2009 and went ahead to expand further north of Malaysia setting up more ministries preparing the ground for the coming revival and to connect people chosen by the Lord to build His house in Malacca.

God given mission is to build a large convention centre (Auditorium) to usher in the revival.

Looking back again, I realised that unless the hand of God is behind the whole scene CKRM would not have proceed this far. Like the Donkey who carried Jesus to Jerusalem at the appointed time, we are just the donkey for Him to use, entrusted with different mission and calling … hence, who could understand the will of God unless they seek the Lord? We are praying that the Lord would send the workers as in Mathew 9:37 Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.”
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我们在马六甲的使命

当约翰在监里听见基督所作的事，就打发两个门徒去，问他说：“那将要来的是你么？还是我们等候别人呢？” 耶稣回答说：“你们去，把所听见，所看见的事告诉约翰。就是瞎子看见，瘸子行走，长大疯的洁净，聋子听见，死人复活，穷人有福音传给他们。”（马太福音11:2-5）。

当真正的福音在圣灵的恩膏下宣扬，便能看到圣灵的果子 – 就是病人被医治，深受捆绑的得自由和人被吸引更加亲近神。 CKRM的网站上充满着被全能神祝福的人所写下荣耀主的见证。

由于这末后呼召的性质，上帝所做的许多新事是我们的信徒从未见过的。这使CKRM面临教会极大的关注和争议我们是否在宣扬真正的福音。（请点击下面的网站）。

The 4th Wave is Coming Soon - From the Editor's Desk / 圣灵第四波即将到来-编辑撰文

多位神的先知也曾告诉我们，很少人能理解CKRM的事工，因许多人无法接受上帝在CKRM所做的新事物（以赛亚书43:19）。（请点击下面的网站）。

The Words released by Prophetess Huang Li Chin to our co-founders – by Elder Janet Fung / 黄丽君先知对我们两位创办人所释放的话语 – 范丽贞长老序

詹立言牧师也承认自然界的思绪是无法理解超自然的事。这是许多宗教领袖所面对的问题，

除非主透过圣灵把奥秘启示于人。

新加坡基督徒祷告院的资深牧师，刘再芳牧师，曾经是我们的属灵遮盖。刘牧师开始时也无法接受以斯帖牧师和保罗牧师的男女奇特事工配搭。历时五年，她终能理解和接受这是神的旨意，是神要以这种方式来服事。

2003年，主启示保罗牧师说马六甲是上帝所拣选的复兴之地。在2004年，主给保罗牧师在异象中见到一间充满荣耀的小教会后，接着是一个富丽堂皇的大礼堂。

多年后，新加坡CKRM基督中心在保罗和以斯帖牧师从美国回来后于2007年4月成立。在加州伯特利超自然学院，伟大的复兴家比尔强生以他的双手为两位牧师按受祝福。我们相信上帝也透过比尔强生把复兴的火传递给他们。

领受了2004年的异象后，主带领保罗牧师到加州爱修园参加特会。主之后带领美国爱修园院长，陈忠辉牧师在2007年8月底在马六甲成立了一个领导培训中心。陈牧师的领导培训中心主要学生是来自新马两地的华文教会会友。此领导培训中心在2011年12月已从马六甲搬迁到八打灵再也（Petaling Jaya）。

在那外界对CKRM事工和创办人争议的时期，陈牧师在没有选择的情况下在2008年年中与CKRM划清界限的决定是可以理解。

现在，我明白为什么主在CKRM脱离爱修园的属灵遮盖后，启示把事工扩展到马六甲。 CKRM领袖训练中心于2009年初在马六甲成立后便迅速向北延伸设立更多的事工。目的不只是为即将来临的复兴奠定基础，也意在把神所拣选的人联系在一起共同在马六甲建造神的家。

上帝赋予的使命是为即将来临的大复兴建立一个大型博览中心（大礼堂）。

再回首，我才意识到，除非是上帝的手在背后托着，否则CKRM是不会走到今天这一步。就如那在预定的时间里载着耶稣进入耶路撒冷的驴驹一样，我们也是那被拣选让主使用的驴驹，赋予不一样的使命和呼召。。。因此，除了那寻求神的面的，谁能明白神的旨意？就如马太9：37 主对门徒说所说的：“要收的庄稼多，作工的人少”。我们祷告求神打发更多的工人一起来收取祂的庄稼！

In Memory of a Close Buddy / 追念一位已故亲密好友

2012-01-08T22:18:00.005+08:00

What is wickedness to God? It is forsaking God and counting on man’s strength as per Jeremiah 1:16, Psalm 18:21, Jeremiah 17:5-6.

My closest friend whom I knew more than 3 decades was a three generation Christian. Though I was a non-believer then, we went through thick and thin together and I even stood by him and was an instrument God used to help him to get out from a crisis.

He used to share with me the burden and his love for retarded and handicapped children whom he had spent a great deal of time to look after them and the plans he had for them in future. Understand from our close associate in Germany in the 80s that he said when he reaches 40 years, he desires to be a pastor. Instead, he became a social worker and later a well known and recognized politician at the age of 59 years.

He had a hand in my salvation as I knew that he had kept me constantly in his prayer. He was mentoring me when I first became a Christian at the turn of the Millennium and he loved the Lord. However, after the Fire encounter with God (Zechariah 13:9, Matthew 3:11) when I attended a short course at a Chinese Seminary in California 2004 had transformed me from an ordinary Christian to an extreme disciple of our Lord Jesus Christ.

I became on fire for God and enjoyed an intimate relationship with Jesus. Through this intimate relationship and by His grace, my spiritual senses were opened to see and I began to understand things that even many servants of God could not see unless the Lord revealed to them (Luke 24:31-32, 45). As a result, our close friendship began to drift apart.

What happened to this friend then?

In 2006, I desired my close friend to experience the same extreme encounter with God too. It was done out of my love for him. Hence, we made an appointment to meet him. However, our mission was unsuccessful due to our lack of wisdom and experience. For a baby Christian like me to minister to such a senior Adult Christian, it seemed too much a humiliation to him. He cooked up a story to excuse himself and left the fellowship before it even started. From then on, he kept his distance from me.

God gave me a dream of his sin of idolatry and dropped a message in my heart that I should write to him to convey the dream to him. He responded very rudely saying evil and very unpleasant things to me.

Ezekiel 3:18-19, “When I say to a wicked person, ‘You will surely die,’ and you do not warn them or speak out to dissuade them from their evil ways in order to save their life, that wicked person will die for[b] their sin, and I will hold you accountable for their blood. 19 But if you do warn the wicked person and they do not turn from their wickedness or from their evil ways, they will die for their sin; but you will have saved yourself.”

I did not give up on him and made many attempts to contact him vide email, SMS, phone or even asking a close friend of him to arrange for a fellowship. This was despite that he made a phone call to me and he told me to maintain our relationship on a ‘status quo’ basis which carried the meaning of ‘strictly no contact and no talk’ basis.

John 12:39-40, Jesus says, “For this reason they could not believe, because, as Isaiah says elsewhere: “He has blinded their eyes and deadened their hearts, so that they can either see with their eyes, nor understand with their hearts, not turn – and I would heal them" (Also read Matthew 13:14-15).

This is His promise that if we know our sin and repent, He will heal us. In our ministry, God has used us as instruments to heal and to set many Christians free from sicknesses and bondages after they are led to a stage of repentance.

Ecclesiastes 5:4-6, “When you make a vow to God, do not delay to fulfil it. He has no pleasure in fools; fulfil your vow. 5 It is better not to make a vow than to make one and not fulfil it. 6 Do not let your mouth lead you into sin. And do not protest to the temple messenger, “My vow was a mistake.” Why should God be angry at what you say and destroy the work of your hands?

Despite being a very fit person, he was diagnosed with cancer and it finally took his life last month. The above scripture has to be taken seriously by all of us. We must be very cautious and considerate in all our approaches and addresses to God (Ecclesiastes 5:2): Be not rash with thy mouth, in making prayers, or protestations, or promises; let not thy heart be hasty to utter anything before God.
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追念一位已故亲密好友

对上帝而言，什么是邪恶？就是离弃上帝，只靠人自己的能力，正如耶利米书1:16，诗篇18:21和耶利米书17:5-6所说的。

我认识超过三十年的亲密好友，是一位第三代的基督徒。在我还是个非信徒时，我们一起经历了生活上的风风雨雨，且同舟共济。我相信，神在那时已使用我这器皿，来帮助他度过一场危机。

他时常与我分享他对智障和残疾儿童的负担和爱心，不但花了许多时间来照顾他们，并为他们计划将来。八十年代，我从我们在德国的一位密切联系得知，他说过在四十岁时要当一位牧师。相反的，他却成了一名社工，最后在59岁的时候，成为一个众所周知和公认的政治家。

我知道他在我的救恩上有份，因他一直不断地为我的救赎而神祈祷。他非常的爱主。在我刚信主时，他也不断给于我指导。然而，在2004年我参加了加利福尼亚州的一个中文短期课程，经历过神的圣火（撒迦利亚书13:9，马太福音3:11）后，我从一个普通的基督信徒变成一个很积极的基督门徒。

我对神充满着的火热，并享受与主耶稣亲密的关系。透过这种亲密的关系和靠着祂的恩典，我属灵的感官被打开，得以看到和开始明白许多除非主现露给他仆人知道，否则是无法明白的事情（路加福音24:31-32，45）。从此，我们亲密的友谊也开始渐渐的疏远了。

过后，这位朋友发生了什么事呢？

在2006年，因着对他的关爱，我希望我这位亲密的朋友也能体验到与神同在的最亲密关系。因此，我们相约见面。不过，这次的相约却不能成功地完成使命，主要的原因是我们缺乏智慧和经验。对于一个像我如婴儿这般的基督徒去服事一位信主多年的基督徒，对他似乎是一种屈辱。他找了个借口，在团契还没开始之前便离开。从此之后，他便与我保持距离。

之后, 上帝给了我一个梦，就是他有崇拜偶像的罪。同时也赐下话语要我向他转达这个梦。但是他很粗暴地回应我，并对我说了一些邪恶和非常不礼貌的话。

• “我何时指着恶人说，他必要死。你若戒他，也不劝戒他，使他离开恶行，拯救他的性命，这恶人必死在罪孽之中。我却要向你讨他丧命的罪（原文作血）。倘若你警戒恶人，他仍不转离罪恶，也不离开恶行，他必死在罪孽之中，你却救自己脱离了罪。”（以西结书3:18-19）

尽管他曾打电话告诉我要和我保持距离和维持断绝联系的状态；我还是没有放弃他，多次试图用电子邮件，短讯，电话，与他联络，甚至要求他亲密的朋友安排会面，但都不得要领。

 “他们所以不能信，因为以赛亚又说，主叫他们瞎了眼，硬了心，免得他们眼睛看见，心里明白，回转过来，我就医治他们。”（约翰福音12:39-40）

这是祂的诺言。如果我们知道我们的罪孽而要悔改，祂会医治我们。在我们的事工里，神使用了我们作为医治的工具，带领他们忏悔，并誏许多生病和被捆绑的基督徒得以释放。

 “你向神许愿，偿还不可迟延。因他不喜悦愚昧人。所以你许的愿应当偿还。你许愿不还，不如不许。不可任你的口使肉体犯罪。也不可在祭司（原文作使者）面前说是错许了。为何使神因你的声音发怒，败坏你手所作的呢？”（传道书5:4-6）

尽管他是一位非常健康的人，却被诊断出患有癌症，终在上个月病逝。我们对以上的经文应当采取认真的态度。我们必须非常小心谨慎，特别是我们临近神和向神所说过的话。“你在神面前不可冒失开口，也不可心急发言。”（传道书5:2）

The Words released by Prophetess Huang Li Chin to our co-founders – by Elder Janet Fung / 黄丽君先知对我们两位创办人所释放的话语 – 范丽贞长老序

2012-01-05T19:27:00.010+08:00

The year of 2011 ended with 3 significant evenings in CKRM, hosted by Rev Liu Tsia Fang, the senior pastor of Singapore Christian Prayer House.

She preached on the End times message on 29 - 30/12/11, followed by a watch-night prayer meeting on 31/12/2011 to usher in the new year, 2012.

She was assisted by two much anointed sisters from Taiwan and they are 1st time visitors to CKRM Singapore.

One of them, Pastor Huang Li Chin, who is a prophetess and graduated from Agape Renewal Center (ARC) has a natural gift of a seer even at a very young age and could see into the Spiritual Realm of a person. Rev Liu Tsia Fang invited her and another co-worker from Taiwan. Pastor Huang released the prophetic word to Pastor Paul Ang , Pastor Esther and many of us in the congregation.

She released the following word to our co-founder, Pastor Paul Ang when she prayed for him:-

"You are God's precious son.
He will lead you to walk, your walk is not based on Earthly Way but you walk on the Heavenly Way.
In addition, He will lead you personally to work.
Because of your legs, He will personally lead you to walk step by step. He is leading you to walk.
The Lord will increasingly exalt you and He'll lift you up.
Thank you Jesus"

Through Ps Huang, the Lord called Pastor Paul, His precious son. Hallelujah!
As co-heir with Jesus Christ, Pastor Paul is God's precious son.
The given authority of son-ship is as in John 5:19 that the son only do what the Father is doing & Father God is well pleased.

Romans 8: 29 "For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among all brethren."

Prophetess Huang Li Chin confirmed that Pastor Paul is walking in The Heavenly Way.

Psalm 32:8

Praise the Lord!

The Lord personally leading Pastor Paul all the way.

He'll strengthen his legs as in 2 Sam 22:34 & Psalm 18:33

Father God affirmed that He exalts His humble servant.

James 4:10
Luke 18:14b
Joshua 3: 7

(Prophet John Temple has delivered a word to Ps Paul Ang recently that very few could understand and accept the ministry that God has called him but don't give up. John Temple also gave a word to Ps Esther Yap that the Lord put her to co-partner and minister with Ps Paul Ang so that Ps Paul can complete the work that God has assigned and ordained him to do. Bishop Joseph Akintunde has only given him a word that people who have misunderstood Ps Paul Ang would eventually be able to see the light in Ps Paul).

Ps Huang released the following to Pastor Esther Yap, a co-founder and ministering partner of Ps Paul Ang.

"God says you're a good co-labourer & helper.
I see the two of you and in between is a rope.
You two, each are holding one end of the rope.
The Lord personally lifts up the middle of the rope. (a triangle formation like the Holy Trinity )
Be strong & courageous, be stronger & more courageous.
God will exalt you.
You & Pastor Paul are on level ground. ( Isa 45:2)
God will personally lead you to run the race.
You have to be bold in proclaiming the work of the Kingdom of God, because the Lord has also put this burden in you. The Lord will add more to you and exalt you to a higher level."

These prophetic words -

• confirming the supernatural ministry of CKRM set up by Father God - partnership between Pastor Esther & Pastor Paul, Father God Himself uphold this ministry with His almighty hand, He's El Shaddai

• the prophecy confirmed that Father God had answered His Son, Jesus' prayer for Believers ( John 17:20-26 )

• Obviously things that are not seen or heard upsets many people - but God choose to bless His sons & daughters who loves him with things that eye have not seen nor ear heard ( 1 Cor 2:9) GOD ONLY PREPARED these things FOR THOSE WHO LOVED HIM

In CKRM, the ministry is ONE in the Spirit & ONE in the LORD, as the Father, Son & Holy is ONE

Who can grasp His infinite splendour and fathom the depth of His love?

Elder Janet Fung

(Evangelist Reinhard Bonnke - Official Page: "This world has false standards, false values, false gods, and false heroes. Its honor is a wreath of fading fame. True greatness is not bigness or spiritual prominence. It is doing the will of God).
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黄丽君先知对我们两位创办人所释放的话语 – 范丽贞长老序

2011 年以新加坡基督徒祷告院(望天楼)的主任牧师，刘再芳所带领的三个显著的聚会进入尾声。

刘牧师在二零一一年十二月二十九与三十日分享了有关末后主再来的信息后，在三十一日以通宵跨年祷告会迎进了新的二零一二年。

她也邀请了两位来自台湾，非常有恩膏的姐妹一起出席聚会。这是她们第一次拜访新加坡CKRM。

其中之一的黄丽君传道，是一位先知，毕业于爱修园。她年幼时神就赐给她先见的天赋，不但有看异象的恩赐，还能洞察属灵领域的事。黄牧师当晚对保罗牧师、以斯帖牧师和当中的弟兄姐妹们释放许多预言。

以下是她对保罗牧师所发的预言：

“你是神的宝贝儿子，祂会带领你前进，带领你走。你走的不是地上的路，而是天上的路。祂会亲自带领你做工，因为你的脚是祂亲自带着你走。所以你不是自己走，是祂一步一步的带领你走。神会更多的提升你。感谢主！”

透过黄传道，主说保罗牧师是神的宝贝儿子。哈利路亚！

与耶稣基督同为后嗣，保罗牧师是神的宝贝儿子。

神所赐与身为儿子的权柄，就如约翰福音五章十九节里说道的惟有看见父所做的，子才能做。天父非常喜悦。

罗马书八章二十九节“因为祂预先所知道的人，就预先定下效法祂儿子的模样，使祂儿子在许多弟兄中作长子。”

先知黄丽君牧师的预言再次印证保罗牧师走的是天上的路（运行在属灵的领域）。

诗篇32:8 - 赞美主！主亲自带领保罗牧师前面的道路，祂加添他双脚的力量如撒下22:34和诗篇18:33。

天父再次肯定和提升祂谦卑的仆人。（雅各4:10；路加18:14b；约书亚3:7）

John Temple 先知在较早前也对保罗牧师发预言说很少人能够明白且愿意接受神所托付于保罗牧师的事工，但不要放弃。John Temple 先知也对以斯帖牧师说，是神把她放在保罗牧师的身边，要她和保罗牧师一起配搭和服事好叫保罗牧师能完成神所交托和按立他去做的事。主教Joseph Akintunde 对保罗牧师发的预言说那些误会保罗牧师的人，往后的日子里将会从他身上看见光。

黄牧师对保罗牧师的服事伙伴和 CKRM 的联合创办人，以斯帖牧师发了以下的预言：

“神说你是个好同工、好帮手。我看到你们俩人之间有一条绳子。这条绳子是牵着你们，但是中间有耶稣自己亲自在拉着这条绳，牵着你们走。刚强壮胆、更多的刚强壮胆，神会更多的提升你。你跟保罗牧师俩人各站在天平的两头，是平行的。神会带领你一起奔跑这条天路。你要放胆述说神国度的事，因为神把这样的负担也放在你里面。会更多的加添给你，提升你。

这预言应征了-

• CKRM 超自然事工，保罗牧师和以斯帖牧师的配搭是父神自己所按立的。父神亲自以祂大能的手托住这事工，祂是全能神！

• 天父应允了主耶稣为信徒在约翰福音17:20-26 里的祷告。

• 的确，眼未曾见耳未曾听的事使人困扰。神却选择祝福那些爱祂和喜好那些眼未曾见耳未曾听的事的儿女。（林前2:9）甚至为那些爱祂的预备了这些事。

CKRM的事工乃属一灵、一主，因父、子、圣灵本为一。

谁能抓住祂无限的辉煌和捉摸祂爱的长阔高深呢？

范丽贞长老

（布道家布永康牧师的网站如此写道：“这个世界上有假标准，假价值观，假神，和虚假的英雄。他的荣誉是褪色的名气。真正的伟大并不是体积的庞大或是属灵的卓越地位，而是遵从神的旨意”）

Season Greetings

2011-12-19T06:23:00.015+08:00

Dear Readers,

Shalom & Season greetings in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ!

Recalling the morning when CKRM Petaling Jaya commenced the Sunday morning service last year, the ray from Heaven shone upon Ara Damasara at Petaling Jaya, Selangor gloriously. It is a place where several Churches/Ministries are located. The latest to join the rank will be Agape Leadership Malaysia which will be relocated from Malacca to Ara Jaya, a 15 minute’s walk from CKRM Petaling Jaya. Praise God!

“It is God who direct the lives of his creatures; everyone’s life is in his power” (Job 12:10 GNT). Everything is made perfect in His time. Saul went to search for the donkeys which his father, Kish lost and Saul then walked into his destiny to become the king of Israel (1 Samuel 9). Hence, it took five years before the Lord could reveal that the vision I saw in 2004. This vision is for CKRM to fulfil. The Lord took another two years before He prompted that it was now the time to go ahead with the project (through the link below), a total waiting period of 7 years.

“Unless the Lord builds the house, its builders labour in vain …” (Psalm 127:1) / “若不是耶和华建造房屋，建造的人就枉然劳力 ......”(诗篇127:1)

Some of the greatest achievements of man have come from the outcast and the greatly misunderstood which includes a man of faith like Noah who was mocked for building an Ark (boat) in the middle of a dry land with no history of the place being flooded. In 1 Samuel 2:30 the Lord declares, “… Those who honour me I will honour, but those who despise me will be disdained.” Our co-worker in Northern China brought her friend from Beijing to attend the 8th Joshua Camp. The friend asked the Lord what to expect at the Camp. The Lord spoke nothing and gave her a vision of a donkey … read the testimony through the link below to understand the meaning of the donkey.

The Donkey -Testimony from Dr Sarah Shan / 负重的驴驹——Sarah Shan 姐妹的见证

The ‘donkey story’ did not end at the testimony. One of the participants of the recent Five Fold Ministers’ Retreat who took a photo of the Twin Towers in Kuala Lumpur saw a cloud formation of a donkey.

In his 1947 prophecy, the great healing evangelist Smith Wigglesworth said a movement was coming in which the Word and the Spirit would be combined resulting in what Stibbe describes as “the greatest movement of God’s Spirit ever witnessed in Church history.” In this move, God will display His might through his servants who are obedient and willing to be used as His vessel or a donkey. Click on to the link below:-

The 4th Wave is Coming Soon - From the Editor's Desk / 圣灵第四波即将到来-编辑撰文

All our abilities come from God. “God has given each one of us the ability to do certain things well” (Romans 12:6 NLT). “Whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God” (1 Corinthians 10:31 NIV). God has led three persons of talent to be included on the Advisably Board of CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd preparing the way for development of a large convention centre (Auditorium) with a comprehensive in-housing facilities. Thus this marks commencement of School of Supernatural Ministry ushering in the revival for the region. The three persons are:-

1. Bro Gabriel Eng Song Huat, B.Sc, MBA (Hull), MBIM, MMIM. Bro Gabriel Eng was my partner in the development of the ‘Legenda Condo’ project in 90s.

2. Pastor O.K. Thian, JP is an Architect by profession. He is now the Architect for the convention centre project. He was the Architect for the following projects:-

Stadium Negara – 1983,
Full Gospel Assembly Prayer Mountain, Genting Highlands – 1993,
Education Block of Holy Light Church, Johor Bahru – 1965,
Glad Tidings Church, Petaling Jaya – 1984.

3. Rev Dr Henry Chieng Lik Ngiong. Dr Chieng was a Methodist Pastor for about 25 years. Prior to joining Agape Leadership Malaysia as a Dean, he was a Superintendent overseeing 20 Methodist Churches in Sarawak. I met Dr Chieng when both of us attended courses in a Chinese Seminary in California 2004. He has a fast growing Church in Miri, Sarawak.

To reinforce the School of Supernatural Ministry further, the Lord has led Bishop Dr Joseph Akintunde to be our Spiritual Mentor. He is the author of the book, "Realm of the Spirit" and is the President and founder of The Weight of His Glory International Ministries. An ordained Evangelist and Teacher of the Word of God, the Lord has mightily used him in bringing salvation, healing, deliverance and restoration of peace and joy to the body of Christ. He is an anointed conference speaker with an apostolic unction and he conducts specialized outreach seminar and conferences in the USA, Europe and Asia.

Wishing you and your family a Blessed Christmas and a Joyful New Year. I dedicate two beautiful songs through the link below to all of you during this wonderful time of the year :-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCRgMXurAfA&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsCp5LG_zNE&feature=related

Emmanuel,

Ps Paul Ang

The Donkey -Testimony from Dr Sarah Shan / 负重的驴驹——Sarah Shan 姐妹的见证

2011-12-15T15:31:00.007+08:00

Before we went to Malaysia, Dorcas and I often prayed together for the trip. God gave us a lot of words and dreams. In one of the dreams, Dorcas saw a huge barrel of high quality oil and she was saying “This is the oil I wanted; clean and pure.” When she shared with me about this dream I told her that oil is the anointing of God and CKRM has such kind of oil. True enough, during the 8th Joshua Camp at CKRM she received a lot of grace and anointing from our Lord.

When we prayed on the plane while flying to Kuala Lumpur, God did not say anything to us but gave Dorcas a vision- which was only a donkey and nothing else. We didn’t understand the meaning of this vision until the first day of the camp.

Ps Paul was sharing with the campers why he chose to be a donkey for Jesus. He shared a testimony given by a man of God who wrote: “Our beloved Jesus went to Jerusalem riding on a donkey. The people took off their clothes and spread them on the road. It was the donkey who walked on the clothes, not Jesus. The donkey was honoured because he carried Jesus. I am like that donkey. People honour me not for my sake but because I preach Christ.”

In 1 Samuel 2:30 the Lord declares, “… Those who honor me I will honor, but those who despise me will be disdained.”

Nebuchadnezzar praised the Most High: “I honored and glorified Him who lives forever.” Then his sanity was restored, his honor and splendor were returned for the glory of his kingdom (Daniel 4:34-36).

When Pastor Paul mentioned donkey in his teaching session, I smiled and said to Dorcas. “Don’t you think that this is the donkey you saw in your vision?”

Today when I read an article from BOB JONES, I was surprised to find that there is also a vision of the donkey in his article. The Lord prompted me to link the donkey with CKRM.

God raised CKRM’s ministry to equip and empower the saints of this generation for the coming end time where the darkness and evil forces will increase greatly on the earth. But in this season, many people could not understand such ministry. Only those who know God’s will and are sensitive to the leading of Holy Spirit will recognize God's work.
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Excerpt from Bob Jone’ vision:

（http://bobjonesnew.unionactive.com/Docs/Shepherd's%20Rods/SR-2008.htm）

“The Burden Bearers

In the next vision Bob saw a donkey that was loaded with supernatural provision essential for this interval of God's Spirit. Interestingly, though the little donkey was loaded with cargo, many people were mocking his appearance. We much remember, it was a lowly donkey that brought the Savior of the world in Jerusalem at the appointed time.

This will be a dangerous time to mock at the vessels God has chosen to bear His Glory, because they will be carrying all that we need to survive in this generation. Many religious leaders of the day had a difficult time comprehending John the Baptist because of his appearance and style. Nevertheless, he was God's messenger providing the essential direction for that season. We cannot afford to not recognize the day of His visitation and miss the tremendous opportunity set before us.

It was John’s directive to prepare a people for the Lord’s coming and restore the inheritance of God's children. The Lord said the spirit and power of Elijah is given to restore all things and turn the hearts of this generation back to God.

This analogy clearly identifies the symbolic nature of the donkey shown in the visions. It is a symbolization of humility and utter dependence upon God demonstrated by those who are trusted with spiritual empowerment. Furthermore, we must develop keen spiritual discernment to recognize their true value and the importance of the provision they carry."
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Pastor' Footnote: Some of the greatest achievements of men have come from the outcast and the greatly misunderstood. The disciples of Jesus who were the unschooled, ordinary men (Acts 4:13) courageously went to storm and change the world preaching the gospel under the anointing of the Holy Spirit.
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负重的驴驹——Sarah Shan 姐妹的见证

在多加姐妹和我预备等候参加第八届约书亚营的日子，我们经常一起祷告，神也给了很多话语和异梦。在多加的一个梦中，她看到大桶的油，并且在梦中说，她要的就是这种油，纯净的油。她跟我分享这个梦的时候，我告诉她油就是恩膏，CKRM就是有这种油的地方。果然，在营会中，她满满地得到了神的恩典和恩膏。

在来吉隆坡的路上，我们在飞机上祷告的时候，神没有对我们说什么，但给了多加一个异像，她看到一个驴。除此什么都没有。我们不明白什么意思。直到在营会第一天。

保罗牧师向会众分享了为什么他选择做主耶稣的驴驹。他引用了一位神仆人所写的：“我们亲爱的主骑着驴驹进入耶路撒冷。人们脱下衣服铺在地上。是驴驹踩在衣服上而不是耶稣。驴子受此尊荣是因为它驼着耶稣。我就像那头驴，人们尊敬我不是为我的缘故，是因为我在传讲基督。”撒母尔记上2:30主说，“…尊重我的，我必重看他。藐视我的，他必被轻视。”

尼布甲尼撒称颂至高者说：“我便称颂至高者，赞美尊敬活到永远的神。” 他的聪明和荣耀都复归于他。(但以理书4:34-36).

当保罗牧师的分享中讲到了驴时，我笑着对多加说，这就是你在异像中看到的驴吧?

今天我阅读美国先知BOB JONES的文章，惊奇的发现里面也有一段关于驴的异像，我马上想到了CKRM。

神兴起CKRM事工是为了装备这世代的圣徒应对将来到的末后季节，就是那黑暗及邪恶势力前所未有地倾倒在全地的时候。但在这预备的季节，很多人不理解这样的事工，对之嘲笑否定。只有认识神的心意并对圣灵带领敏锐的人，才能认出出于神的事工。

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附BOB JONES文章摘录：

（http://bobjonesnew.unionactive.com/Docs/Shepherd's%20Rods/SR-2008.htm）

“负重者

在下一个异像中，Bob看到一头驴驮着超自然的供应品，这些供应是神的灵间息期所必须的。有趣的是，尽管小驴子满载着货物，很多人却嘲笑它的样子。我们都记得圣经中是一头驴驹驮着这世界的救主进入了耶路撒冷。

在此时嘲笑神所拣选来承载祂荣耀的器皿是很危险的，因为他们携带着这世代存活下去的必需品。很多宗教领袖很难理解施洗约翰的外表和方式。然而，他却是神的使者，指明那个季节的必需方向。如果我们不能认出造访时间，以致错过了摆在我们面前的巨大机会，我们是无法承担其损失的。

约翰的目的是为了主的到来和复兴神的儿女预备百姓。主说要赐下以利亚的灵和能力来复兴万事，使这世代的心回转向神。

这个异像中的比喻清楚地刻画出驴子的象征性品质。象征着被神托付属灵能力的人所具有的谦卑、完全依靠神的品格。而且，我们必须培养敏锐的灵来识别出他们这种真价值以及他们所携带供应品的重要性。“

An Encounter with our Lord Jesus Christ will Transform Life

2011-12-10T19:01:00.023+08:00

Having hosted the Five Fold Ministers’ Retreat at our newly renovated Canaan Penthouse Conference Hall for the morning session of the ‘Prayer for Malacca’ on 1st December 2011 with pastors and ministry leaders from several countries, this is my brief sharing of my encounter with God have touched the hearts of some participants.

The Lord has revealed to us that it is time now to proceed with building a large convention centre (Auditorium) with a seating capacity for 5000 people and has also identified His chosen location for the project. The project will include a multi-storey block of service apartments and other facilities in a prime location. It is such a privilege and honour the Lord has given my development, now ministering partner Bro Gabriel Eng and I the task to do something great for Him. Ps O.K.Thian who is the advisor for CKRM Leadership Training Malaysia is the Architect for the project.

Ps Thian was also the Architect for the following projects:-

Stadium Negara – 1983
Full Gospel Assembly Prayer Mountain, Genting Highlands – 1993
Education Block of Holy Light Church, Johor Bahru – 1965
Glad Tidings Church, Petaling Jaya - 1984

Attempt something so great for God, it is doomed to fail unless God be in it as per Psalm 127:1, “Unless the Lord builds the house, its builders labour in vain.”

Hence, I would like to share this testimony to give glory to God on how a man full of passion for business and the things of the world could suddenly lost all desires and give up everything to serve the Lord, learning to work with Him under His leading, guidance and protection despite being a young Christian of faith without any formal Theological training. An encounter with Lord Jesus will definitely transform life. Apostle Paul was a great sinner and the worst sinner of all persecuting and killing the disciples of Jesus. The Damascus Road Encounter changed him to a man who was full of zeal and love for Jesus. With this unceasing love he defended the gospel to his last dying days and willing to endure all kind of difficulties without the fear of men but only to obey God.

My encounter with the Lord was in California 2004 when the fire of God struck me like a lightning that swept throughout my entire body. My life was transformed. The fire burns away all the dross of my life and draws me to the first love – Lord Jesus (Zechariah 13:9, Matthew 3:11, Luke 3:16). The love for the Lord eliminates all the fear of men. After that fire encounter, the Lord began to isolate me as He closed all doors of contact with my past friends, cell group members and later even with my mentors in order to put me in the potter’s house to reshape the clay in His hand. It was during this time I was left to focus on Him alone, learning to work with Him as He taught me many things like He isolated and taught Apostle Paul in Arabia for 3 years.

I learn from a great revivalist, Bill Johnson of the Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry, California and the Bible, never to compromise with men out of fear and I witness and experience how true this is and I see the ministry of God grows without any lack of provisions, resources and funds. Ps Esther and I were being blessed by Bill Johnson in his supernatural school in Redding, California in 2007. We came back to set up CKRM Singapore.

Through these few years of ministry life, I identify myself with the two disciples of Jesus, Peter and John. Peter and John told the religious authority in Acts 4:19-20, “Judge for yourselves whether it is right in God’s sight to obey you rather than God. For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard.” And their ministries brought in great salvation.

Peter and John did not submit to the religious authority but they chose to obey God, so neither was Daniel when he did not submit to the King’s decree but rather he chose being put into the Lion’s den.

Bill Johnson quote: "Nebuchadnezzar made a golden image that stood 90 feet high. All in his kingdom were to worhsip this thing. But the Hebrew children would not. There is a distinction between submission and obedience. Sometimes we are to go against the command of our leaders - but even then, only with submissive hearts."

I also learn how King Saul lost his calling because of his fear of men. King Saul was fearful of his men and he did not wait for Samuel to come and offer the burnt sacrifice. As a result, his kingdom could not endure as in 1 Samuel 13:13-14, “You have done a foolish thing,” Samuel said. “You have not kept the command the LORD your God gave you; if you had, he would have established your kingdom over Israel for all time. But now your kingdom will not endure; the LORD has sought out a man after his own heart and appointed him ruler of his people, because you have not kept the LORD’s command.”

The great Evangelist Reinhard Bonnke quote: "True greatness is not bigness or spiritual prominence. It is doing the will of God."

The article through the link below will provide some understanding of my calling:-

The "Fire Anointing" and It's Purpose / 圣火的恩膏及其目的

Being set apart and consecrated for His use, I have become obedient to His voice. Rev Dr Henry Chieng, a Methodist Pastor for more than 25 years and overseeing about 20 Churches as a Superintendent was my college mate in a Chinese Seminary in California. He testified about my absolute uncompromised obedience in an article through this link: http://www.ckrm.org/?p=566

Anyone whom the Lord has ordained and commissioned for a fire ministry has in fact a very controversial ministry where only a few could understand unless they have a similar encounter with the Lord too. My testimony has blessed and encouraged many Christians. Many testified through our website http://www.ckrm.org/ how they witnessed the awesome move of God in our ministry and have been blessed. Praise God!

I share two of their testimonies posted through the link below:-

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=2433 (by Rev Dr Joyce Tai, co-founder of a Seminary School)

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=546 (By Pastor Isaac of a Church in Irvin, California)

The Lord gave me a choice when my life was in a mess, saying that if I am willing to be consecrated and set apart for Him, leaving everything behind and carry the cross and walk with Him, He will make everything perfect in my life. Now, I can witness how true and faithful He is.

All my four children are very close and very supportive of my ministry. Our relationship today is so close compared with my sinful past. My three sons have graduated from Australia. My daughter is in USA, married a very devoted Christian. Elder son, George left his banking career to set up a food business. The business commenced in 2002 and expanded to several countries. I have posted an article about his business vide
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/09/my-eldest-son-george-ang-and-his.html

All Glory to our Lord Jesus Christ!

Thank you, Jesus, my Lord and my Saviour. Hallelujah! Amen!

CKRM Singapore : Revival Seminary & Prayer Meeting

2011-12-06T22:20:00.003+08:00

The 8th Joshua Camp Report- From the Editor’s Desk

2011-12-06T14:13:00.005+08:00

The 8th Joshua Camp was held on the 2nd December to the 4th December at Canaan Penthouse Conference Hall, Legenda Condo, Klebang Kecil Malacca. The Biblical meaning of number 8 : comes from my understanding that it normally deals with one who abounds in strength. The number eight is also used in reference to fertility. It has also been used when referring to the Resurrection or new beginnings.

Prior to the 8th Joshua Camp a Five Fold Ministers’ Retreat was held at Canaan Penthouse Conference Hall where pastors and leaders from all over the world came to pray for a spiritual breakthrough in Malacca. True to the meaning of eight which refers to a new beginning, the Lord led a group of young boys and girls from Banting and a sister named Docus from Beijing, China to this Camp.

Pastor Paul shared about the importance of Fire Anointing and Spiritual Weapons so that we can be effective disciples of Christ. The new comers received many spiritual gifts when Ps Paul prayed for the impartation of Fire Anointing. Sister Docus who hardly spoke English burst out worshiping our Lord Jesus Christ with songs of praise in English. Before this encounter while in Israel she noticed many Chinese spoke fluently in English and she desired deeply in her heart to be competent in this language. The Lord graciously gave her new words like “rain”,” “worship”, “bless Fire” and “follow me.” She spoke all these new English word without knowing its meaning.

Ps Thian commented that “the word of God is signs and wonders. If there are no signs and wonders you cannot go very far. So don’t belittle the signs and wonders. We need to learn and able to perform signs and wonders.” Pastor Thian concluded that the teaching about signs and wonders is the hallmark of CKRM.

Ps O.K. Thian who is our Advisor for CKRM Leadership Malaysia shared yesterday in our Joshua Camp that he is so privilege and excited that God has chosen him to work with us in this new Auditorium project as an Architect.

The Lord led a very senior minister who is a PhD holder and his wife to our Joshua Camp. A senior minister in healing and deliverance ministry, he is a certified and licensed as ordained minister by Covenant Ministries International, Inc USA. He said that “many people may not know the implication of signs & wonders but these are the last days of the outpouring. He looked forward to working with us in the healing & deliverance ministry."

Bishop Rev Dr Akintunde the President and Founder of The Weight of His Glory International Ministries, in Lagos Nigeria who has travelled widely around the world shared how God can use us more than He is using us now. In our lives we are vessels to God. 2 Timothy 2: 20-26 says that God wants to use us but we must be clean. He further preached that in Luke 6:27-28 the Lords expect our lives to be different from others. When our hearts are purified completely, then we are special to the Lord. Bishop Joseph a man of God who is sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit affirmed that we should not reject the new spiritual things that the Lord is doing in churches today. On the last day of the Camp he preached about the fullness of God to the campers like the mind, the power, the wisdom, the nature, the pattern of God, the character, etc. This means what makes God to be God was all found in Christ himself. When love is in our hearts, then we will have revelations from God.

In conclusion, Bishop Joseph Rev Dr Joseph Akintunde told us to expect a new beginning after this Camp. The Lord would release a new strength in us, so do make a new covenant with Jesus. When there is a covenant from our hearts, expect to see great miracles to happen. We must make up our minds to follow God even though we cannot see Him. People become very afraid if they have not seen new moves of God before. Even when the speaking of tongues started in the 60s, the churches took more than 10 years to accept that speaking in tongues are biblical and it is from God. We need to know the truth so that the truth will set us free (John 8:32).

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.305134439508850.78505.207015185987443&type=1 (Photos)

“Unless the Lord builds the house, its builders labour in vain …” (Psalm 127:1) / “若不是耶和华建造房屋，建造的人就枉然劳力 ......”(诗篇127:1)

2011-11-17T09:44:00.040+08:00

(View from Penthouse)

(Penthouse Conference Room)

Being involved with some building projects and properties in Malacca and Kuala Lumpur in the 90s, I would never have imagined that the Lord would bring me back from Singapore to Malacca again to develop properties. After all, I had left the development industry after selling my 50% shares in a company that owned a high rise commercial office building in 2002.

In 2004, the Lord gave me a vision of a beautiful Auditorium with a very large seating capacity. I felt that this was for Malacca as I recalled that Lord said to me in 2003 that revival is coming to Malacca.

I had an extreme encounter while attending a short course in California in 2004. This experience was something like Apostle Paul's Damascus Road Encounter with God. After the course ended, the President of the Seminary invited me for lunch. He shared with me that the Lord has put a burden on his heart to set up a training center in Kuala Lumpur. After that, I shared with him the vision I had received as well as a word given to me by the Lord that there would be a revival in Malacca 500 years after the Portuguese came to Malacca in 1511. Malacca was the old entry point for Christianity through the Portuguese.

I thought it was a divine appointment to meet with this man of God who has the experience, connection and the resources to build the Auditorium which was the reason we visited Malacca together few years ago. After the visit he set up a leadership training center in Malacca.

The Lord sent me & Ps Esther to Malacca in 2009. We came with so much passion to build a supernatural training center. The Lord then told us to cut off contacts with our past associates and He closed all doors in order to put us in the Potter's house to reshape the clay in His hand. At the end of 2010, He revealed that it was time to re-establish contact with my past associates and permitted me to contact my old development partner, Bro Gabriel Eng. Bro Gabriel Eng and I had a joint venture in the development of the 'Legenda Condominium' project in the 90s (Photographs of Building & Penthouse Conference Room).

It is through this molding period that I realize that the vison of building an Auditorium is actually for me to fulfill.

I had my doubt when the Lord told me that my ex-developing partner is now a Christian so when I met him, I was indeed surprised that this 'Temple Towkay' has become a God-chaser. It is indeed true to what the Lord has told me.

In the 90s, we were partners pursuing fame, status and money but today, He put us together to faithfully serve in His kingdom. The Lord said that how He had used us in the natural way, He is now going to use us in the supernatural way. In the 90s, we trusted in chariots and horses, but today we trust in the name of the Lord our God.

With both of us now young in faith and full of fire, zeal and love for our Lord Jesus, we are both so willing to dedicate our lives to the Lord and also to dedicate our properties for His ministries. Recently, the Lord puts a burden on Bro Gabriel Eng's heart concerning a certain ministry. When Bro Gabriel shared with me about the burden, the Lord then brought my memory to the vision given to me about the beautiful Auditorium. Now I could understand now that the Lord has called both of us to build His kingdom and to promote greater unity among brothers and sisters in Christ.

The Lord has prepared us well in past development where we have acquired the skill, resources and connection to do the task that He has given to us. As in Isaiah 55:8, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways" declares the Lord.

(Poolside)

Though there are room for expansion within the building which we have developed, Bro Gabriel Eng and I are now moving ahead to acquire the land which the Lord has already identified as His location for the project. The project will include several facilities adopting the concept of a commercial complex with service apartments in a prime location.

As the Bible says, “Unless the Lord builds the house, its builders labour in vain …” (Psalm 127:1). Like Moses who was trained and educated in all the wisdom of the Egyptians and Daniel in the Babylonian ways, the Lord has prepared both of us in the business of development and we are honoured that at our present age, He has called us back into the development field to build His kingdom. Praise God!
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“若不是耶和华建造房屋，建造的人就枉然劳力 ......”(诗篇127:1)

自从九十年代参与一些在马六甲和吉隆坡的建设项目后，我从来没有想象到的是，主会把我从新加坡再次带回马六甲来发展建筑的物业。毕竟，我在2002年把一家拥有一座高层商业办公楼的五十巴仙股份销售了，就离开产业发展的行业。

2004年，主在异象中让我看见一个非常美丽且具有很多座位的的大礼堂。我觉得这应该是在马六甲。因为我记得主在2003年曾对我说，复兴将要临到马六甲。

2004年我在加利福尼亚州的一个短期课程里, 有一个非常特殊的经历。这经历就像是使徒保罗在大马士革与神相遇的情景。课程结束后，学院的院长邀请我共进午餐，与我分享有关上帝把在吉隆坡成立训练中心的负担,放在他的心中。之后，我与他分享主给我看到的异象，以及主启示的话，是有关于葡萄牙人在1511年把基督教带入马六甲后的500年，马六甲将会有一个基督大复兴。马六甲是通过葡萄牙人将基督教传入的旧地点。

我认为这是一个神圣的使命，充满着神人所拥有丰富的经验，连系和资源，来兴建礼堂，这就是我们几年前一起参观马六甲的原因。参观结束后，我们在马六甲成立了领袖训练中心。

在2009年主引领我和以斯帖牧师到达马六甲。我们怀着满腔的热忱到来，以建立一个超自然的训练中心为目标。主告诉我们，要我们与过去的联系同工伙伴断决来往和接触。为了要在陶匠的家中用祂的手重新塑造我们，主也亲自关闭所有联络的门户。在2010年底，主透露我可以重新与过去的同工伙伴联系，并允许我联络从前的建设发展伙伴，Gabriel Eng弟兄。在九十年代，Gabriel Eng弟兄和我有一个合资企业，共同发展“Legenda公寓”的建设单位（参阅公寓及会议室的照片）。

正是通过这个塑造的时期，让我意识到，之前在异象中看见的那个富丽堂皇的大礼堂，实际上是主要我去完成的使命。

当主告诉我先前发展建设的合作伙伴是一位基督徒时，我感到疑惑。可是当我见到他的时候，确实使我感到非常惊讶。这位“庙皇老板”已成为一位神的追随者。主所言的确是真实的事。

在九十年代，我们是合作伙伴，只追求名利，地位和金钱。但今天，神把我们联系在一起，忠实地服务于祂的国度。主说祂以往如何在自然界使用我们，现在却要在超自然领域的服事中使用我们。在九十年代，我们信靠的只是战车和马匹，但如今靠的是耶和华- 我们神的名。

我们信主的日子虽短，内心却充满着对主的火热、渴慕及爱。我们不但愿意奉献生命于主，也愿意奉献产业给神作为事工用途。最近，主把某些事工的负担，放在Gabriel Eng弟兄的心中。当Gabriel弟兄与我分享有关的负担时，主再次把我的记忆带回那美丽的礼堂的异象。现在，我能理解到主是要我们建立祂的国度，以及促进兄弟姐妹在基督里更加的团结和灵里合一。

主已在过去的建设发展行业中预备了我们，就是我们已经获得的技能，资源和连系，做祂托付给我们的圣工。在以赛亚书55:8，“耶和华说，我的意念，非同你们的意念，我的道路，非同你们的道路。”

虽然现有的中心还有很多扩大的空间，Gabriel Eng弟兄与我现在却按着主已经启示的土地位置，进行收购来建造礼堂。该策划的概念, 除了大礼堂外，将采纳一些像似黄金地段商业大楼的建设模式，同时也将设有公寓单位。

正如“圣经”说，“若不是耶和华建造房屋，建造的人就枉然劳力......”（诗篇127:1）。就像摩西在智慧的埃及人里, 所接受的训练和教育，以及但以里在巴比伦的环境中，被预备的一样。主也以发展建设的业务来预备了我们。我们感到很荣幸的是，活了大半辈的日子，主竟带领我们回到发展建设的领域，以建立祂的国度。赞美上帝！

Prelude to the 8th Joshua Camp ( 2nd Dec to 4th Dec ) – From the Editor’s Desk

2011-11-13T16:14:00.005+08:00

The 8th Joshua Camp marks a new beginning of CKRM ministry in Malacca.

After completing six Joshua Camp in Malacca and one at CKRM Petaling Jaya, the Lord has begun to reconcile significant servant of God like Rev Mary Eu ( Liu Tsai Fang ) to CKRM. Rev Mary Eu is currently the senior pastor in charge of Singapore Christian Prayer House ( SCPH ). She is now leading the Tuesday 9.30 am Christ Kingdom’s prayer group at CKRM Singapore. Besides Rev Mary Eu, the Lord has brought anointed preachers like Bishop Dr Joseph Akintunde and Prophet John O Temple to connect with CKRM. Dr Joseph Akintunde used to conduct seminars & meetings at our Manhattan House, Singapore in 2004.

In this coming 8th Joshua Camp , Ps Paul Ang will be sharing on 3 important topics:

i)   Ministering Fire Anointing

ii) What do Manifestations mean quoting Scriptural references and with demonstration of the Word
      in signs & wonders (Mark 16:20 "And they went out and preached everywhere, the Lord working
      with them and confirming the word through the accompanying signs.")

iii) Spiritual Weapons

Manifestation of the Holy Spirit as per the link below:-

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=3310

It is time to usher in our King of Glory into Malacca. Psalms 24 “Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The LORD strong and mighty, the LORD mighty in battle. Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The LORD of hosts, He is the King of glory. Selah.” It is time to come as one Body of Christ so that His will be done in this city. 1 Chronicles 12:32 says “And of the children of Issachar, which were men that had understanding of the times, to know what Israel ought to do; the heads of them were two hundred; and all their brethren were at their commandment.”By having spiritual discernment and putting our differences aside let us put our hands on the plough and labour together for the coming King of glory.

Are you desperate to experience the Lord? Experiencing personal spiritual dryness? Wants to be baptized by the Holy Spirit and fire? Do sign up for the coming Joshua Camp. To avoid disappointment please sign up early as only limited places are available at the moment. God Bless.

My three month as the overall-in-charge of Power Ministry for CKRM Singapore - Sis Victoria Ho

2011-11-10T12:15:00.000+08:00

I came on board as leader of CKRM Christian Centre about three years ago opened a door of great adventure and opportunities for me. Never in my life I would imagined I would be writing a book "Experience His Glory" for the Lord although the Lord did impressed on my heart that I will write a Christian book full with picture illustrations when I was 24 years old. In addition the Lord also gave me a taste of life as a leader in a Christian ministry that moves in the Supernatural and also in the prophetic.

When I first came to CKRM Christian Centre, I was more interested in soaking in the Kavod presence of the Lord as much as I enjoy going to spa. Being a leader and to be equipped with gift of prophetic was the last thing in my mind. To me, to move in the prophetic and be endowed with spiritual gift was too much a price to pay. I preferred a life of easiness.

Nevertheless the Lord appointed me as a leader much to my surprise, and hence has been trying to obey the Lord in doing what He wanted me to do. If you understand CKRM ministry, the founding pastors will not appoint me as a leader base on my natural talent or my seminary background (in fact I do not have any seminary training). But they will appoint me when the Lord told them to do so, even though they do not know much of me and I do not know much of them. All they do is to obey the Lord and just do it.

In 2010, after spending a hectic one year in publication of my book, I thought I would have a life of easiness in 2011. I was not interested in even taking the pulpit. I think to many leaders they would think I am the most laid back of all.

In April this year I have a dream from the Lord. In this dream the Lord revealed that I would have a change of portfolio in a month's time. Not knowing what the Lord was referring to, I thought He was referring to my secular job. Then in mid of May, one day while I was sleeping, I saw the Jesus holding a tray and coming towards me. I was excited when I saw the Lord and the tray. But when I looked that the tray, the tray was empty. "Where is the gift/present ?" I thought. So the tray was actually a gift / tray for me. The tray represents it is time for me to be serious with my calling and it is time to serve, just like a waiter or a waitress.

So when Ps CM Tan came on board, I was there to assist her. But it was only for a short while as I was very busy in my secular job and being sick often. In fact out of 11 months this year, I was sick for 6 months. Nearing my birthday in August, another surprise came to me. Ps CM Tan resigned as the Lord only wanted her to stay for 3 months, the Lord prompted Ps Paul and Ps Esther to appoint me as the leader for CKRM Supernatural and Anointing Ministry. Here I am, the life of easiness that I have been looking for kaput again.

Since I took up the ministry, the Lord has been good to me and to the leaders. I have a group of worship team that are getting better and better. The anointing in the power ministry has grown. The Lord revealed through different channels including myself how to increase the anointing in the power ministry. I would not contribute the increase in anointing as my own achievement. I must thank the elders, the leaders and the members that have been patiently serving the Lord selflessly. There is power in unity.

Through my three months as the leader of the ministry, the Lord bestowed new function for the Sword of the Lord. The Sword of the Lord is also now being used to slay dragons and strongmen in the spirit realm I slayed two dragons while I was in Bali for holiday in October. Thus the slaying of dragon anointing is like an upgraded software version. While Sword of the Lord is software version 1.1, the Dragon slayer anointing is software version 1.2. In fact just last week I used the Sword of the Lord to break the witchcraft which someone has put on a Muslim friend. This friend is not just a normal girl. Whenever things it is going to happen to her, it will be just somehow revealed in her dream.

In addition, I imparted to the the leaders and some members a new weapon I received from the Lord in April 2011. It is a inner healing gifting. A prophetic act of sewing of the human heart with a spiritual threat and needle set a person free from emotional hurts. We saw many people were ministered to with this inner healing gifting. When I imparted to Sis Ruth the thread and needle gifting, she saw a needle and three threads in different colors on her hands. God is so amazing!

When there is unity, the anointing grow. Unity is a powerful weapon. Thus I treasure this unity greatly. Just this morning, a pastor who has a church in India and Malaysia lamented to me. He said that a certain member of his congregation do not agree on the pastor's practice that Holy Communion should be served to all Christians including new believers and not just to water-baptised Christians. He asked me my opinion. I said I understand some churches only serve Holy Communion to water-baptised Christians and some churches serves Holy Communion to all believers including new believers that yet to be water-baptised. So this particular member with the traditional mind accused the pastor of teaching wrong doctrines and even spread the false accusation around. I comforted the pastor and told him nobody can claimed that he/she has 100% understanding of the bible. The person who can claimed to have all knowledge either think he is God or he is full of shortsightedness. The person that tries to divide the church with his own thinking has a religious spirit which is as destructive as a Jezebel spirit.

Just like Rick Joyner said " We should know the God of Truths rather than the truths of God.". The war on who has the correct doctrines is never ending. If we focus on the differences, we are standing on the devil side to divide the church. When the church is divided, the most happy being is Satan. Why do men so oftenly and foolishly fall into Satan's trap and being used by the enemy?

Are you one of them being used by Satan to criticise the church of God and attempting to bring division to the congregation? If you do, repent!

In my book I wrote about the Warwick dream. The dream talks about Christians fighting with one another using the bible. It is never ending in today's churches and God is grieved. So I told the pastor to preach on the warwick dream to give a wake-up call to his members. In addition I told him if I am a pastor of that church. I told him I will tell that member with the religious spirit to leave the church if he is disagreeable. I was surprised at my own answer as I am more well-known to be a peaceloving person. But coming from a leader of the church, I would think this would work best for any ministry.

Announcement - Prophet John O Temple to minister at CKRM Singapore

2011-11-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends,

Good news!

Prophet John O. Temple (Prophet), from Voice of Triumph Evangelical Missions will continue to minister at CKRM Singapore Saturday Power Ministry on 12th, 19th and 26th November at 3 pm.

Ps Temple is a Charismatic preacher and ministered in crusades, revival meetings and in many churches. He is well traveled, anointed with the Fire of the Holy Spirit and also a dynamic teacher of the Word of God.

Do come if you need a prophetic word from him

Christ Kingdom's Tuesday Prayer Meeting

2011-11-09T23:07:00.005+08:00

On 1.11.2005, Rev Mary Eu (a.k.a Liu Tsia Fang) commissioned the opening of our place for the 1st Prayer Meeting with about 95 people including pastors and Church leaders attending the meeting.

Thereon, there were storms and trials. "A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out ..." (Matthew 12:20).

Now, exactly 6 years later on 1.11.11, HE brought Rev Liu Tsia Fang back. God is humorous. Who can understand our God? No one could as His ways and thoughts are higher than our ways and thoughts (Isaiah 55:8).

The venue for Christ Kingdom's Prayer Meeting is held at CKRM Singapore every Tuesday at 9.30 am with address as follows:-

Manhattan House #16-01/02 (Penthouse)
151 Chin Swee Road,
Singapore 169876.

CKRM and Singapore Christian Prayer House (SCPH) will be jointly organizing event i.e overnight year end prayer retreat at CKRM Singapore (29.12.11 to 1st January 2012). Will provide more information in due course.

Be Led By The Spirit of God (Romans 8:14)

2011-11-03T19:21:00.009+08:00

At times, we are so blinded by our own fleshy desire that we never go into prayer to seek the Lord whether or not it is His will that we should go ahead to do a project. A few years ago, I was encouraged by my American friend who was setting up a school of ministry in Malaysia, to purchase a resort service apartment since he had already bought a unit. We even went to the property auction together.

I did not purchase the property as my fund was tied up with currency trading and Hedge Fund investment as I was still in business, not embarking into full time ministry yet.

Then, the Lord told me to withdraw from such investment. He prompted me to make full settlement towards my bank loan for my properties in Singapore. It was painful experience as I was enjoying an attractive profit from the investment but I had to obey the Lord after seeking confirmation after confirmation due to my struggle to obey by faith.

Shortly after I had fully redeemed the properties from the bank after settling the entire outstanding loan, the US Currency declined sharply in value. Had I not obeyed the Lord, my investment would have been wiped out because of the sudden turn of event which had led to an economic crisis.

Now the resort apartment cum hotel in Malaysia which I did not purchase earlier has shut down the business and power supply has been disconnected to the whole building since August this year. The whole building is now deserted. Had I made the purchase, I would have been caught in a dilemma where I cannot stay, rent out or even sell the property.

I am sharing this experience to encourage everyone of us that in whatever we do, we need to seek the Lord for His will and direction even on matter concerning to build His house as in Psalms 127:1, "Unless the Lord builds the house, its builders labour in vain. Unless the Lord watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain."

In every situation, God is also speaking to us through environment or situations. Even though our ministry has the available fund to purchase a property in Petaling Jaya, Malaysia, we did not make any hasty decision by using our fleshy desire to buy the property. We did not purchase any property because God did not confirm that we should go ahead doing with what we had in our minds.

We just wait and wait upon the Lord until the Lord told us 7 months later to resume the ministry in Malacca. Then only we realized that His plan is better than our plan (Isaiah 55:8). As long as we earnestly seek His will, there will never be any lack in provision, resources and fund for the ministries that He has ordained and commissioned us to do and we also enjoy His full protection.

Jonah disobeyed the Lord and ran away from the Lord. He went aboard a ship. Then the Lord sent a great wind on the sea that the ship threatened to break up in a situation using the storm to speak to the sailors. Only after seeking the Lord using the method of casting lots that they realized that Jonah was the cause for the storm because of his disobedience to God (Jonah 1:1-7).

The Bible says that “Because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God” (Romans 8:14). We need to be sensitive when the Lord uses environment and situations to speak to us.

Doing The Work God Has Ordained Us

2011-10-30T11:14:00.002+08:00

Every ministry or everyone has a calling in the Body of Christ with each part of the Body serving differently (1 Corinthians 12:12-30).

A man of God wrote: “The Church is one body.” Paul said, "We were baptized into one body in a single Spirit" (1 Corinthians 12:13). But this one body has many parts. As Paul said, "If they were all the same part, how could it be a body? As it is, the parts are many but the body is one" (1 Corinthians 12:19). Not everyone can be everything. Often we expect one member of the body to fulfil a task that belongs to others. But the hands cannot be asked to see or the eyes to hear. Together we are Christ's body, each of us with a part to play in the whole (see 1 Corinthians 12:27). Let us be grateful for our limitation but being a real part in the body.

Jesus came as a sacrificial Lamb to save the world and He became obedient till death - even death on the cross (Philippians 2:8). Hence, He remained silence and went to the cross to fulfil the will of the Father.

Moses’ calling was to perform all the wonders as a demonstration to convince the Pharaoh that God had called him to set his people free and to lead them out of Egypt. The Lord told Moses in Exodus 4:21, "When you return to Egypt, see that you perform before Pharaoh all the wonders I have given you the power to do. But I will harden his heart so that he will not let the people go."

God prepares each one He calls in a different way. In Acts 7:22 "Moses was educated in all the wisdom of the Egyptians and was powerful in speech and action." Daniel was in the Babylonian ways and he was even given a name of a Babylonian god and he was chief of the magicians, enchanters, astrologers and diviners. Daniel 5:11, The Queen told the king, "There is a man in your kingdom that has the spirit of the holy god in him. In the time of your father he was found to have insight and intelligence and wisdom like that of the gods. The Queen told the ruler that King Nebuchadnezzar your father–your father the king, I say–appointed him chief of the magicians, enchanters, astrologers and diviners."

A senior pastor of a Mega Church in Singapore humorously told his congregants not to scold or bad mouth him behind his back because of his role as a magician to draw salvation. He shared that the Lord would discipline him if he has sinned against God. As a man of God whom the Lord has ordained for a specific task to bring in salvation, the pastor was just obeying what the Lord has deposited in his heart, just like Noah was given a specific task to build a boat in the middle of a dry land. There was no biblical precedent of a virgin giving birth to a child, yet Mary was willing to obey God to do the task given to her.

Paul an intellectual and learned man of the Law of Moses was called to preach the message of the cross - the message of the cross is the power of the gospel.

John 4:34, "My food,” said Jesus “is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work."

Paul said in 2 Timothy 4:7, "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have kept the faith." When we finally meet our Maker, we alone are accountable to Him and not our critics for the works that He has ordained us during our lives on earth.

Jesus said very clearly in Matthew 7:21, “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven."

Let us not judge or be critical about others if we do not understand the kind of burden God has given and ordained them for the work. We should heed the wisdom of Kathie Walters when she wrote about critics: “Do what God wants you to do and stop judging ministries because you do not know how God works and you are not God.” Or at least heed the advice of Paul when he taught that we should continue to work our salvation with fear and trembling…. (Philippians 2:12).

We all fall short of the glory of God and if we really work out our salvation with fear and trembling, we would be so busy repenting that we don’t really have the time to judge others. This is the secret to our spiritual growth which is God’s heartbeat for His children to grow from glory to glory to the image of Christ. It is through repentance and His sanctification that we can be filled to His fullness as God gives the Spirit without measure (John 3:34).

Hebrews 12:14, "Pursue peace with all people, and holiness, without which no one will see the Lord." Though the Lord loves sinners, He cannot tolerate sin and though He lives in all believers, the Glory of God which is His manifested presence rests on only a few.

Much as He shows unfailing kindness to his anointed (Psalm 18:50), He will discipline His anointed when the anointed sins against God.

1 Samuel 15:3, the Lord told Saul through Samuel, "Now go, attack the Amalekites and totally destroy everything that belongs to them. Do not spare them; put to death men and women, children and infants, cattle and sheep, camels and donkeys."

In our present world, isn't killing innocent women, children and infants considered a very serious crime? Saddam Hussein went to the gallows for such genocide committed against his people.

Saul's partial obedience caused him his throne. Saul was punished for his disobedience. The Spirit of God was grieved and left Saul and Saul lost his kingdom to David (1 Samuel 16:14).

God disciplined David for his sins. David has a heart that God loves. The time he suffered greatly was when he began to count his fighting men. Sin of pride came into his life when He put his trust on the strength of the numbers of fighting men instead of God. His evil scheme to take Bathsheba as his wife took two lives but the sin of trusting on the numbers of his fighting men made God very angry and caused 70,000 lives to perish (2 Samuel 24).

We should not judge others just because they do not share the same burden God has called us. The Bible taught us not to judge. James 4:12, "There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you–who are you to judge your neighbour? “Hence, let us do what the Lord has ordained us and not be critical by judging other ministries.

We just do what the Lord has ordained us to do. It will be disastrous for a doctor trying to be a lawyer fighting a case in court, so don't expect a person to have the burden of a shepherd if he is not called to be one or a shepherd trying to play the role of a prophet.

The Time Has Come To Build God's Kingdom - From The Editor's Desk

2011-10-02T03:07:00.005+08:00

Someone wrote the miracles, signs and wonders of God did not die with the prophets of old but more will be manifested in this 21st Century. God has not changed! I believe the church of Jesus Christ hasn’t seen anything yet. The best is yet to come! Supernatural manifestations will take place not only in the form of healing and deliverances, but also in other demonstrations of God’s power and glory we have not yet seen.

Rev Dr Joseph Akintunde shared a timely message from Colossians 1:12 “giving thanks to the Father who has qualified us to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in the light.” Have we asked ourselves are we really partakers of the inheritance of what God has freely given to us through our Lord Jesus Christ? There is a powerful, invisible, supernatural realm that can be reached only through the power of the spirit living and working within us! Within the body of Christ today, God’s mighty power is being manifested in pockets here and there. Miracles are happening today, but not on the scale of what is coming. Great demonstration of His power will bring in the harvest of the nations. The church, as a whole is not currently operating in the unlimited supernatural power God intends us to have. Rev Dr. Joseph Akintunde was in Malacca recently and he preached a message that until and unless the churches come in unity as in Psalms 133, the Lord will not send his anointing to His house as we have been long crying to God for revival in our land.

During fellowship with a pastor Rev Dr Joseph Akintunde shared a Biblical example from Acts 18:24 to 28

24 Meanwhile a Jew named Apollos, a native of Alexandria, came to Ephesus. He was a learned man, with a thorough knowledge of the Scriptures. 25 He had been instructed in the way of the Lord, and he spoke with great fervor[a] and taught about Jesus accurately, though he knew only the baptism of John. 26 He began to speak boldly in the synagogue. When Priscilla and Aquila heard him, they invited him to their home and explained to him the way of God more adequately. 27 When Apollos wanted to go to Achaia, the brothers and sisters encouraged him and wrote to the disciples there to welcome him. When he arrived, he was a great help to those who by grace had believed. 28 For he vigorously refuted his Jewish opponents in public debate, proving from the Scriptures that Jesus was the Messiah.

Priscilla and Aquila did not keep a distance from Apollos, or spread rumors to discredit Apollos in order to isolate him when he came as an alien in the town to preach the gospel. They did not brand him an occult. Instead, they demonstrated their kingdom's heart, mind, love and grace by inviting Apollos to their home and explained to him the way of God more adequately and Apollos was able to reach out and preach to the Jews where they were not able to.

Why should we isolate an alien who come to our town to share the Gospel when they were preaching the Gospel in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ?

A disciple complained to Jesus in Mark 9:38-39 “Teacher,” said John, “we saw a man driving out demons in your name and we told him to stop, because he was not one of us.” “Do not stop him,” Jesus said. “No one who does a miracle in my name can in the next moment say anything bad about me, Mark 9:40 for whoever is not against us is for us. The teachings found in Acts 18:24-28 can be summarized as such:

1. Room to improve

"Accurate," yes; but incomplete: work of the Spirit in regeneration; commission given by Christ to the church; indwelling of the Holy Spirit, here only John's baptism. It is the person who thinks he cannot improve his understanding who is in greatest danger. Many people know a lot about the Bible, but they don't understand the truth. As long as they hang on to their rote knowledge as substantial, they will fail in the matter of truth.

Truth is essentially the working out of the many doctrines in God's Word. There is a flip side to this when a person can learn doctrines but be deficient in their harmony and application to life.

2. Teachable

He listened attentively! This is one of the greatest needs among Christians: to maintain a teachable spirit.

a. You know you've not arrived.

b. You know that the Lord is ever teaching you through various people and means.

c. You know that it takes time to grapple with truth and to absorb it in life-changing experience.

d. You know that pride can be your biggest obstacle to true understanding.

e. You know that understanding truth is liberating.

f. You know that there is a harmony to God's truth throughout the Scripture.

3. Willing, conscientious teachers

No arrogance on Aquila and Priscilla's part. They had a genuine desire to further God's kingdom and knew that this is not done apart from truth.

a. Discretion in counselling him privately

b. Building on what he already understood

c. Passion for Biblical accuracy

d. A concern for content, the "Way of God"

4. Recognized by the body (v. 27)

a. Helped the brethren v. 27

b. Refuted the sceptical Jews v. 28

5. Bold in ministry (v. 28)

Attention not drawn to him but to Christ!

The Lord indeed has a very special plan for Malacca because this is the place where the gospel first landed 500 years ago. Our lord has been speaking but have we been listening? It is time to come together as one Body, one Spirit and one Mind to build His Kingdom. “God’s divine plan is to prepare the church for the final restoration, to the Glory He pre-ordained for her before Jesus returns”- Rev Dr Joseph Akintunde wrote in his book “Realm of the Spirit.” The church must raise its voice in unity and pray, “Lord we are one, do it again! Pour out Your Spirit! Make known and magnify Your great name and power in this generation and give us this land!
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Pastor's Footnote: Bishop Dr Joseph Akintunde is the spiritual mentor to the co-founders of CKRM Pastor Paul Ang and Pastor Esther Yap. He is the author of the book, "Realm of the Spirit." He is the President and founder of The Weight of His Glory International Ministries. An ordained Evangelist and Teacher of the Word of God, the Lord has mightily used him in bringing salvation, healing, deliverance and restoration of peace and joy to the body of Christ. He is an anointed conference speaker with an apostolic unction and he conducts specialized outreach seminar and conferences in the USA, Europe and Asia. Many who had sat under his teaching testified of undeniable changes in their lives and families.
Pastor Paul Ang's relationship with Bishop Dr Joseph Akintunde goes back to 2004 where he used to conduct seminars in Paul's Penthouse in Singapore. Pastor Paul Ang then was a businessman before before called into fulltime ministry.

Believer/Disciple of Jesus Christ

2011-09-16T06:16:00.004+08:00

A senior pastor of a Mega Church in Singapore posted on his wall in the FB: ..“Question for us to ponder: Is it possible to be just a believer and not a disciple of Jesus Christ?”

One of the comments posted: ... very possible ... "Every Disciple is a Believer but not Every Believer is a Disciple"... it’s a choice... if every believer will choose to be a disciple; we will 'easily and rapidly' win the world for Jesus...

My comments posted on his wall: "It's a choice and the true disciple of Jesus are His called, chosen, and faithful ones who will follow the Lamb wherever He goes (Revelation 17:14) staying in His glory under His leading, guidance & protection ... & the reason why the presence of His glory rests on few although He lives in all believers."

The extreme discipleship of Jesus is one who will leave everything behind to carry the cross to follow Jesus (Matthew 19:29) and they are willing & obedient to be the instruments God could use; to do the will of the Father (Matthew 7:21, 12:47-50).

Isaiah 1:19-20 "If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land; but if you resist and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword. For the mouth of the Lord has spoken."

Jeremiah 17:5-6: This is what the Lord says: "Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the Lord. He will be like a bush in the wastelands; he will not see prosperity when it comes. He will dwell in the parched places of the desert, in a salt land where no one lives.

Jeremiah 17:7-8: “But blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.

The Bible is His message to us and I can testify of His faithfulness on the above Scriptures especially having experienced His goodness in blessing us and ministries.

When the Lord sent us to Malacca, my ministry partner and I went in obedience leaving our comfort zone in Singapore. After settling in Malacca, I asked the Lord for two things; one was a bigger car, the other was that I wanted to stay in a Penthouse.

We have received more than what we have asked for. The Lord blessed us with a brand-new Camry 2.4V. I only wanted a Camry 2.0G but the Lord prompted the donor to bless us with a bigger capacity engine. I wanted a Penthouse and the Lord not only blesses us with a cosy well renovated Penthouse to stay but to convert another two other Penthouse units as the Penthouse Conference Room. Our properties are debt-free but also have rooms for future expansion if the need arises as well as good quality accommodation for participants.

By His grace, God has abundantly blessed CKRM with resources, provisions, leading talented co-workers to us and most important of all is having a very healthy & strong cash reserve.

The wisdom from the author of the book - Ecclesiastes 10:19 "A feast is made for laughter, and wine makes life merry, but money is the answer for everything." Laughter (cheerful heart is a good medicine - Proverbs 17:22). (Eph.5:18 - Be filled with the Spirit not wine - Joyful) and money is needed for everything, including God's ministries.

Within 4 years, the ministries of CKRM expanded beyond the shore of Singapore, branching to Malacca and the State of Selangor and a blessing to many people, healing and setting many people free from bondages and also raising God's called and chosen to minister in the power of the Holy Spirit with impartation of spiritual gifts.

May the above message encourage and bless the readers to fulfil "His command on the Great Commission to go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. AND SURELY I am with you always, to the end of the age" (Matthew 28:19-20).

Close Intimacy with God

2011-08-18T06:49:00.007+08:00

1 Samuel 16:13-14 "So Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed David in the presence of his brothers and from that day on the Spirit of the Lord came upon David in power. Samuel then went to Ramah. Now the Spirit of the Lord had departed from Saul, and an evil spirit from the Lord tormented him."

Bill Johnson quotes: "Revival history is filled with stories of His manifest presence resting upon His people. HE lives in all believers, but the glory of His presence comes to rest on only a few. Where miracles are absent, so is the glory of God, which is the manifested presence of Jesus."

The Spirit of the Lord departed from Saul because of his fear of men that led him to disobey God (1Samuel 15:22-24).

A principal of the School of Academy who had attended CKRM Petaling Jaya met Dr Ernest Chan who is the President of ARC, USA in Kuala Lumpur recently enquired from Dr Ernest Chan about me. Dr Chan has been a friend, a counsellor and a blessing to my spiritual growth and we have travelled together during mission trips. Dr Chan replied saying that I have a close intimacy with the Lord but lacks EQ - (Dr Chan's term for Public Relation).

Dr Chan has said correctly on the former however on the latter, I would add that we cannot enjoy a close intimacy with the Lord if we have to compromise with men because of fear. We have to fear only God alone, not men and many people of God failed in this area when the Lord puts them to the test of faithfulness. Those whom God has called and chosen must remain faithful to God (Rev. 17:14).

Our Lord Jesus Christ never had a good Public Relation with most of the Pharisees and He continuously rebuked them for their hypocrisy (Matthew 23) openly and without fear.

Like the case of Saul, the Spirit of The Lord (Anointing) left many men of God and they went into spiritual dryness without even realizing it was due to sin. For Saul, it was the case of the sin of disobedience. At CKRM, we have witnessed God's restoration on people whom He had used mightily in the past. See testimony vide ... http://www.ckrm.org/?p=1620

We can have a close intimacy with God if we trust in the Lord with all our heart and not lean on our own understanding (Proverbs 3:5). With a close intimacy with God, there is no need to manipulate people or situations through playing Church politics in order to use our human effort to fight for position. Politic will only cause disunity and does more harm to a ministry or the Body of Christ.

Saul served as a king and always prevented others from getting what he had achieved. Saul had never got to the place of intimacy with God where he can be a grateful recipient of God’s goodness. Hence, such fear led him to disobedience and ultimately being rejected by God because Saul was no longer a vessel who God could use. 1 Samuel 28:17, “The Lord has torn the kingdom out of your hands and given to one of your neighbours - to David.”

Nobody can become powerful in life without God. It is not the money or fame that makes people powerful but it is due to their close intimacy with God. 2 Chronicles 27:6, “Jotham grew powerful because he walked steadfastly before the Lord his God.”

We can only enjoy a close intimacy with God when we walk in His will and this is our best protection as well as to earn His grace, mercy and favour. If our walk is right with Him, we will govern His house and take charge of His court (Zechariah 3:6-7). Hence, there is no lack in everything i.e. provision, resources, finance, manpower etc... as our Lord will provide if we are willing and obedient to our calling (Isaiah 1:19).

The Price of Anointing

2011-08-13T11:20:00.003+08:00

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.” (1 Corinthians 13:4-6).

Love overcomes fear. A man of God wrote: "Let's not allow fear to defeat us. Fear destroys hope. Hopelessness leads to self-centeredness. Self-centeredness leads to powerlessness. And powerlessness people don't change the world."

Basically, it was the fear from two Churches that our existence threatens their domain to be No 1 Church in Malacca and they have a loose unity for the short moment to influence the rest and as a result they regard us a controversial ministry.

This is understandable if we read the article below about what a man of God has written about the occupational hazard of prophets.

“It is the occupational hazard of prophets to face rejection. In addition, the greater the gifting, the greater the rejection would be. It is not the people but the religious leaders who first rejected the prophets.”

Why do religious leaders refuse the ministry of a true prophet?

It is basically because the prophets pose a threat to them. God sends prophets to challenge the erroneous traditions and to declare new priorities for His people. Leaders of fossilized traditions care more about protecting their positions rather than listening to the voice of God. Of course, they would claim they do not think in that manner. They think they are defending the doctrines of the Bible against the challenges of a radical outsider. You can recognize them by their battle cry: “That’s not Presbyterian!” or, “That’s not Baptist!” or, “That’s not Vineyard!” They act as though God were actually a member of their denomination and would not dream of violating their orthodoxy until they had first found out the truth. If a prophet functions at a lower level of anointing, the leadership would easily disregard the prophet’s role. However, if the Spirit of God rests strongly on the prophet, they will escalate their criticism from rejection to persecution. Leaders will accuse the teachings of the prophet of being unbiblical, divisive, and even demonic. Through history, there are no records where servants of God have ever carried a great anointing without having to bear these kinds of accusations.

The place of greatest anointing is also the place of greatest controversy. Just reflect for a moment the controversy that swirled around Jesus and later around the apostles. After that, controversy arises at every major move of God in history. Characteristically by tracing the moves of God, the leaders of the reigning orthodoxy have survived for so long by exercising their human political skills in churches. They are being blinded by their spiritual insensibilities to an extent that they do not recognize the danger of persecuting the moves of God’s prophetic anointing.

This persecution is predictable, Jesus told his disciples that enemies would “falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me” (Matt 5:11). Too often, sadly, I have seen this prophecy fulfilled. I have listened to Bible-believing leaders spread gross lies and rumours about anointed prophets because they felt some of their constituency might defect to the prophets’ ministry.

If we are persecuted like this, we are supposed to rejoice. Why?

For one, it is a sign of the Spirit resting on us in power (Matt. 5:11-12)

He further wrote:-

“Other great temptation of religious people was to serve God through merely human intellect, discipline, and tradition. This offended the Lord so much that He offended their understanding. He used a hard saying to conceal the key to life from the Jewish leaders.”

The Lord hides His wisdom in the Holy Spirit so that the intellectually and religiously proud cannot find it with their natural talents. The ones who are committed to living by the power of their own intellects could not live with that offence in their minds.

According to the Bible, as far as human responsibility is concerned, the key to interpreting all forms of divine revelation is found in the heart, not in the mind. The intellectual pride which is frequently found in biblical scholars makes the mind a key element of hindrance in our efforts to draw close to God.”

The Different Calling and Spiritual Level

2011-08-06T11:17:00.011+08:00

(Photo: Relaxing at Canaan Garden, Malacca)

Now in a period of resting and waiting upon God, I had the opportunity to have fellowship with different pastors in Malacca. In a fellowship with a senior pastor and his wife of an old established Church, the pastor’s wife advised me to continue doing what God has called me to do. There is no need to take the trouble to explain to the critics or to defend CKRM’s ministry because of the different spiritual levels that exist in every person that the Lord uses.

Every ministry or everyone has a calling in the Body of Christ with each part of the Body serving differently (1 Corinthians 12:12-30). Hence, we should heed the wisdom of Kathie Walters who wrote: "Do what God wants you to do and stop judging ministries because you do not know how God works and you are not God."

James 4:12, "God alone, who gave the law, is the judge. He alone has the power to save or to destroy. So what right do you have to judge your neighbour?" Finally, we will have to face our Maker where we will be asked to give account of our doings while on earth. Matthew 12:36-37, "But I tell you that men will have to give account on the Day of Judgment for every careless word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned."

Our spiritual life – growing from faith to faith, glory to glory to the image of Christ-like depends on the infilling of the Holy Spirit; how much of His Spirit in us to transform us. Paul was transformed on the road to Damascus when the Light from Heaven flashed upon him, from a man who severely persecuted the Christians to a man who defended the Gospel to his last dying days.

He said in 1Timothy 1:15-16, "Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners - of whom I am the worst. But for that very reason I was show mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited patience as an example for those who would believe on him and receive eternal life."

My own testimony was a life of sins and vices and how the Lord has transformed me by His grace & mercy. My testimony has encouraged and inspired many especially on how I could give up so many things in order to serve Him and to work with Him.

There are different spiritual levels of anointing depending on the level of our availability and willingness to be used by God. For God gives the Spirit without limit (John 3:34) and in John 3:30 "He must become greater; I must become less."

Before God could fill us with His fullness, He turns on the fire of trials, tests and temptations, and our lives heat up. When we have reached the 'boiling point,' two things resulted:

1. Sin and Self Are Purged Away.
2. God's Power Begins Working In Us.

D. L. Moody said - The world has yet to see what God can do through a man who is totally surrendered to Him.

We should not criticize or condemn men of God just because of their past sinful background or the ministry God has called them if we are not at a certain spiritual level to understand looking at the price they have to pay for being called. The Bible is full of weird people where God has used for His glory and some of the greatest achievements of men have come from the outcast and the least understood group.

顺服至死，且死在十字架上 / Obedient to Death: Lord, Thank You for the Fall - Ps Esther Yap

2011-08-02T23:07:00.006+08:00

Photo: Left To Right - Ps Paul Ang, Rev Mary Eu (Liu Tsia Fang), Sis Gloria & Sis Elizabeth

顺服至死，且死在十字架上

11/6/2011 ，置身在马六甲CKRM 事工中心，独自一人躺在床上想着明天俊祥（Elisha）和惠义（Joann）的婚宴要穿那一件衣服？想啊想啊，不知怎的却睡着了。迷迷糊糊中好像听见Joann 的声音唤着Mummy。。。我本能的回应“来了”，接着是晴天霹雳的大叫一声“啊哟！痛啊！”

我疼得大喊大叫，跌坐在地板上大哭。。。。

我知道我的脚伤得很重，无法站立起来。好疼。。。。。

我怎么了？发生了什么事？神啊！为什么会发生这样的事？我在哪里出了差错？哪里得罪了祢？？？祢在管教我？？神啊！祢是有恩典，有怜悯的。求祢恩待我，向我显明我的罪，好让我有机会悔改！神啊。。。。。

主啊！我很痛啊！承受不了，不要丢弃我，不要不理我，求祢恩待我，显明我的罪。我不知道问题出在哪里？不知道那里得罪了祢？不要向我转脸，神啊。。。。。。。

在剧烈疼了一段时间后，只要不移动身体，似乎就不太痛了。比较安静不疼的时候，神带领我到彼得前书2:13-22 （你们为主的缘故，要顺服。。。。。。他并没有犯罪，口里也没有诡诈）。我在灵里觉得祂在回答我说我并没有在任何地方得罪祂。感谢主！知道自己没有得罪神，我非常喜乐！

但问题是，若没得罪神，无端端的为什么会发生这种事呢？忽然想起明天的婚宴。。。神啊，对不起，我知道祢已把我分别为圣，不要为世俗的一切忧虑，明天的婚宴肯定不能出席了。是祢的心意，我顺服就是了，愿祢的旨意成就，愿祢得满足，得荣耀！

我也要求牧者领袖为我祷告，寻求神到底要向我启示什么。还记得保罗牧师回复我说：“You are suffering for your Calling （你在为你的呼召受苦）” 之后，我垦求神医治我。当我求问神要如何医治我时，神感动我去禁食祷告三天，我只好顺服。当所有人都去了Elisha 和Joann的婚宴，我却独自一人留在中心禁食祷告。

感谢主！三天过去了，我的伤也康复得七七八八了。第四天（15/6/2011）更能自由活动，上下楼梯，也能照顾自己。Gloria 姐妹也领受到神的感动，觉得可以放心回新加坡了。隔天，星期五，伤势已无大碍也近乎全好了的我，更恢复平日的事工，服事来参加小组的肢体。

星期六当天，我回返了CKRM 八打灵再也。我不但能自己提行李箱爬上三楼，更能自由地在“Healing in His Wings”事工中服事。星期天（19/6/2011）早上，感觉上应该是完全康复了。我在完全不疼痛的情形下独自步下楼梯前往机场搭机回返新加坡。我怎么也没想到就在回返新加坡的路途上，脚突然剧烈的开始疼痛！到了樟宜机场，那疼痛更是加剧到无法承受而必须以轮椅代步。

隔天（20/6/2011）我到诊疗所检查。医生说没有骨折，大概是筋扭伤了。照了X-光后就让我回家去。第三天（22/6/2011），诊所突然来电要我马上入院就医，原因是X-光片显示我有骨折。到了医院，医生在检验了我和X-光片后建议我立刻动手术，因我的情况实属严重性的。医生也为我在这十一天里在马来西亚能到处行动自如，再从吉隆坡机场回到樟宜机场感到大惑不解，以为我在说梦话，更坚持我一定要赶快动手术。

对医生的建议我感到不知所措。自从2003年奉献服事主以来，平日若有任何伤风感冒，除了主耶稣大医生以外，我不大愿意拜访其他医生。当时的我可慌透了，唯有向神祷告。求神显明祂的旨意，是否通过动手术的方法来医治我？还是。。。。

在寻求主的过程中，我发现不论答案是“是”与“否”，神的恩膏都不断地浇灌在我身上。我根本无法分辨什么才是神的旨意。最后我唯有学基甸以羊毛干湿为证的寻求方式（士6:36-40）来决定。我后来拒绝了医生的建议，决定不动手术。医生感到非常意外，以为我的脑子出了问题，便致电Jitson 来说服我不动手术的危险。我向Jitson 解释，我不是不愿动手术，也不是不知道不动手术的危险性。但因寻求了神，答案显示这是祂的心意，我不敢也不愿违背祂的旨意。我更相信我的生命是属神的，祂会保护我，医治我。Jitson听了我的解释后也同意我的决定。最后我要求医生给我三天的时间，若情况依然没有好转，我便回来动手术。在医生的建议下，Elizabeth 姐妹买了一张轮椅要我以此代步。

神非常恩待我。在等候祂超自然医治的日子里，祂除去了我一切的疼痛。我非常的感恩。

28/6/2011，我带着满怀希望和兴奋的心情回到医院复诊。但、再一次X-光的检验结果是我必须动手术！在那一刻，我的心就如大石般的往海底沉。我感到非常的伤心和失望。脑海中浮现的尽是无数个问号！这到底是怎么一回事？我到底在做什么？神又到底在做什么？我经历了那么多不知所措等候的日子，又是为了什么?

29/6/2011，手术后我哭了一场。不知是为身体的痛而哭，还是为神为何如此待我而哭？？记得在痛中我对祂说:-“我没有要求祢一定要以超自然的方式医治我，我只是要顺服祢所以寻求祢的心意。祢指示我禁食祷告，不找中医，我以为祢要医治我。

在新加坡，祢指示我不要动手术。虽明知会有生命危险，世人认为我愚拙，拿自己的生命开玩笑。但我信靠祢，拒绝医生的规劝，我以为祢要医治我。

通过祢的仆人指示我到医院动手术，我当然听从祢的。但、我觉得很委屈、不明白。既然这是祢医治我的方式，那为何允许我走那么多冤枉路？

诚然，祢是我的主，祢有完全的主权，我的生命是属于祢的。所以，我选择不再问你为什么。只求祢赐给我更多力量，恩典去承受这一切，保守我永远不发怨言。主啊！我选择对祢说谢谢。为这次的意外谢谢祢，为这手术感谢祢！我还要对祢说，我要继续奔跑祢给我的路，为祢的名打那美好的仗，阿门！”

就这样我在医院安静休养，常常喜乐，向主高歌，不论环境如何，。。。。。。常常祷告，耐心等候，主做事有定时，流泪撒种必欢呼收割。。。。这首诗歌成了我的良药益友。。。。。

我在心里默默的哼着:-

主啊我到祢面前，献上我的今天，我的生命，我的一切，献上当着活祭，我与祢同钉十架，如今不是我活着。。。。乃是基督在我里面活着，主啊！我只为祢而活。。。。。不知不觉地我竟然不受控制的哭了起来。还惊动了护士以为发生什么事。

15/7/2011，清晨两点多，我忽然在睡梦中乍醒，感到主的同在非常强。。。是主！祂来了。。。“顺服至死，且死在十字架上，尊贵荣耀为你的冠冕”听到主这温柔的声音，我不禁泣不成声。。。接着而来的是从 11/6/2011开始所发生一幕幕的情景不断地涌现在我眼前。。。从马六甲。。。到新加坡。。。动手术。。。。

还有休养期间Janet 姐妹有一天跑到病房来对我说神感动她要把路加福音4:3-12节的经文给我。就是主耶稣在出来服事之前被引到旷野受魔鬼的三个试探的经文。紧接着是Elizabeth 姐妹在30/6/2011 来探访我时对我说的一番话。她说：“just as I enter the ward, the Lord said Ps Esther has passed the test, and the anointing came upon her。当时的我听得一头雾水，只回应她“Test? What Test?”后就不了了之了。此刻，这一幕幕都浮现在脑海里。。。。。

现在我终于明白了！原来所经历的这一切都是神把我引到旷野来考验我！哈利路亚，赞美主！原来是这么一回事！是的，天怎样高过地，照样，祢的道路高过我们的道路；祢的意念高过我们的意念（赛55:9）。谁能明白你无限的慈爱，谁能了解你无穷的知慧？没有！一个也没有！

两三天后，在灵修时，当我读到创世记12:2-3 我必叫你成为大国。我必赐福给你，叫你的名为大；你也要叫别人得福。为你祝福的，我必赐福与他；那咒诅你的，我必咒诅他。地上的万族都要因你得福时，神的恩膏忽然大大的浇灌下来，我知道神在对我说话。。。。。

这让我想起了在2003年中，时候到了，是兑现对神的承诺，辞去工作奉献与神了。本可向公司领取一笔可观的裁员费，但我领受主要我放弃这笔可观的数目。我挣扎了一段时日后终于抵不过主望着我那忧伤的眼神而决定放弃那笔钱。当时还被同事、亲友们冷嘲热讽，说我傻有钱都不要、嫌钱多不如拿来分给他们等等的。。。后来主对我说祂要赐给我亚伯拉罕的祝福。老实说，当时的我并不明白何谓“亚伯拉罕的祝福”，过后也就忘了这回事。

2006 年当神命令我和Ps Paul 配搭时，因着保守的思想和成长的背景，我痛苦的挣扎好一段时间。有一天，神让我想起在菲利宾宣教时，祂把Esther这个名赐给我。我想，Esther 是为她的民族捨命的，那神把我改成这名就是要我为祂的福音捨命！哎哟哟。。。。。想啊想啊的不尽又泪如雨下。。。算了，死就死吧！我决定顺服祂的命令与Ps Paul 配搭。此后，神再一次的提醒我，祂赐给我的是“亚伯拉罕的祝福”，也赐下经文要我去读创世记12章，我才更进一步的了解这祝福的意义。

现在祂又再一次的提醒我，坚定祂对我的应许。这是第三次了，感谢祢阿爸父！回首多年来的风雨路，除了感恩，也还是感恩。

主啊，我要对祢说：

我不知道前面还有多少捆锁于患难要面对，我选择顺服祢。不以性命为念，也不看为宝贵，只要行完我的路程，成就我从主所领受的职事，证明神恩惠的福音。

有一天当时后满足时，愿我能像使徒保罗所说的一样“那美好的仗我已经打过了，当跑的路我已经跑尽了，所信的道我已经守住了。还有主啊，求祢也为我持守祢所赐给我那尊贵荣耀的冠冕。阿门！”
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Obedient to Death: Lord, Thank You for the Fall

On 11 June, 2011, while lying on the bed, thinking of what to wear for Elisha & Joann wedding lunch reception, I dozed off. I seem to hear Joann’s voice, calling me “Mummy...” I answered “coming”, and within a split second, I fell from my bed, and I shouted:”Ayo! Very pain!” … and started to cry.

I knew the seriousness of my leg injury, as I was not able to stand, and I felt excruciating pain….

Many thoughts flashed through my mind:-” What happened?”, “Oh Lord, why this thing happened?” “Have I done something wrong?”, “Are you disciplining me?”, “You are a God of mercy and grace, please reveal to me my sins, so I have a chance to repent!” ….”Oh Lord, I’m in pain! I can’t bear it, do not forsake me. I don’t know where the problems lies, nor, which area have I sinned against you. Please do not turn your face away from me. Have mercy on me...”

So long as I don’t move, the pain was still bearable. As I quiet myself, the Lord prompted me to read 1 Peter 2:v13-22 (Submit yourselves for the Lord’s sake …..He committed no sin, and no deceit was found in his mouth). I felt in my spirit, the Lord is responding to my earlier questions, that I have not committed any sin that resulted in this fall. I felt better.

If I did not sin against God, why this thing happened? Suddenly, I thought of tomorrow’s wedding lunch reception. I repented before the Lord, as the Lord has set me apart, and He does not want me to worry about worldly matters. I told the Lord if it’s His heartbeat, I’m willing to will obey Him, and not attend tomorrow’s wedding lunch reception. His will be done, and He be glorified.

I asked the Pastor and leaders to pray for me, and seek the Lord for revelation. I remembered Ps. Paul replied: “You are suffering for your Calling”. Then I asked the Lord to heal me, and I felt He wanted me to fast and pray for 3 days. So I obeyed. While everyone went to Elisha and Joann wedding lunch reception, I was alone at the CKRM Malacca Centre, fasting and praying.

Thank God! I felt I have more or less, recovered. On the 4th day (15 June, 2011), I was able to move freely, climbing the stairs, and even able to look after myself. Sis Gloria felt the Lord impressed upon her heart, she could now go back to Singapore. The following day (i.e. Friday), I was able to resume my daily activities, and even ministered to the members who came for the cell group meeting.

On Saturday, I returned to CKRM PJ. Not only could I carry my luggage to 3rd floor, I was able to minister at “Healing in His Wings”. On Sunday (19 June, 2011) morning, I felt as if I have fully recovered. I could walk down the flight of stairs on my own, without any pain, to the airport. However, I never expect on my way to Singapore, I began to feel the pain on my leg. The pain became so unbearable, that I had to be on wheel chair.

The next day (20 June, 2011), I went to the clinic for check-up. The doctor said there was no fracture, but I may have hurt my nerve. After x-ray, I was allowed to leave. However, 3 days later, I received a call from the clinic. The x-ray showed I have fractured my bone, and they wanted me to make a trip to the hospital immediately. After going through the x-ray, the doctor explained my condition was extremely serious, and recommended I should be operated immediately. Not only was the doctor puzzled, but felt I was talking nonsense, when he learned of my moving around in Malaysia for 11 days, and from Kuala Lumpur airport to Singapore Changi airport. The doctor further insisted I should be operated immediately.

I was quite lost. Since I dedicated myself to the Lord in 2003, it’s the Lord who healed me of my flu/cold, as I’m not quite willing to see the doctor. At that time, I began to panic. All I could do is to turn to the Lord, and seek His will if I should go for the operation.

However, regardless of whether the answer was a “Yes”, or, a “No”, I could feel His anointing upon me. I could not tell what God’s will was for me. The last resort was to use the “Gideon’s method” of using the wool fleece (Judges 6:v36-40) to seek God’s direction. I decided to turn down the doctor’s advice, and not to go for the operation. The doctor was quite taken aback, and thought I was “crazy”. He doesn’t permit me to leave. Instead he called Jitson to come and persuade me to go for the operation. I explained to Jitson that it’s not that I’m not willing to go for the operation, nor do I not know of the dangers of not operating. But I have sought the Lord, and got the answer, I dare not, nor am I willing to go against His will. I have a stronger conviction my life belongs to the Lord, that He will protect and heal me. Jitson agreed with what I said. I asked the doctor to give me 3 days. If my condition did not improve, I will come back for the operation. At the doctor’s advice, Sis Elizabeth bought me a wheelchair, as the doctor classified my case as “urgent” and “dangerous”, he advised I need complete rest, and not walk.

I’m thankful to God, who took away my pain, while I wait upon Him to heal me supernaturally.

On 28 June, 2011, I went to the hospital with great anticipation. However, the x-ray showed I still need to go for operation. At that moment, I was extremely disappointed, and I felt as if my heart was like a big rock sinking into the bottom of the sea. Many thoughts and questions flood my mind! I just wondered what’s going on. What am I doing? And what was God doing? If I need to go for operation, why didn’t He reveal to me right from the beginning?

29 June, 2011, I wept after the operation. But I just did not know the reason….was it because of the physical pain? Or, why is the Lord treating me in such a manner? I remembered I told the Lord while I was in pain, “I’m not asking You to heal me supernaturally, I just want to obey you, and so I sought You. I thought You wanted to heal me, when You prompted me not to go to the Chinese Traditional doctor, but to fast and pray.

In Singapore, You prompted me not to go for operation. Though I knew the danger of not going for the operation and though people think I’m foolish, playing with my own life. Yet I trust in You, and rejected the doctor’s advice, thinking You will heal me.

You used Your servant to tell me to go for the operation, I surely listen. But I felt aggrieved. Even if you want to heal me by going through the operation, why do you want me to go through many unnecessary processes?

No matter what, You are my Lord, and You have full sovereignty over me, and my life belongs to You. Though I may not understand why this happen, from now on, I choose not to pursue this. Instead, I only ask You grant me more strength and grace to go through this journey. Preserve me that I will not complain. Oh Lord! I choose to give thanks. Thank you for the fall. Thank you for the operation! I also choose to continue to run the race, and fight the good fight for Your name, amen!”

After this, I was able to quietly recuperate, and while in hospital, the song “Rejoice Always” (常常喜乐) became my source of strength…. “Rejoice always, sing praises to the Lord, not matter what the situation is ….. pray always, wait patiently, God has a time for everything … those who sow in tears will reap with songs of harvest...”

I also hummed the song “Oh Lord, I come before You (主啊我到祢面前)… present to You this day, my life, my all, as a living sacrifice, together we nailed on the cross, now it is not I who live … but Christ that lives in me, Oh Lord! I only live for you ……” unknowingly, I busted into uncontrollable tears, and the nurses were puzzled.

July 15, 2011, at 2 a.m., I was awakened from my sleep, and felt the presence of God very strong … it’s the Lord! He’s here …”Obedience to death, death on the cross, crown you with glory and honour “. Hearing this gentle voice of the Lord, I was chocked with tears … The Lord brought my memories back to 11 June, 2011, beginning from the fall … one scene after another … from Malacca … to Singapore … to operation scene ….

While I was recuperating in the hospital, Sis Janet run up to my ward. She told me the Lord prompted her to pass the bible verse of Luke 4:v3-12 to me. It is about our Lord being tested in the wilderness, before He began His ministry. Next, Sis Elizabeth came to visit me on 30 June, 2011 (a day after my operation). She told me, “Just as I entered the ward, the Lord said Ps Esther has passed the test, and the anointing came upon me”. My responds to her at that moment was, “Test? What test?” Then, I just brush this aside.

Now I understand! All the experiences are the tests the Lord had for me! Hallelujah, praise the Lord! Yes, “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are Your ways higher than our ways and Your thoughts than ours” (Isaiah 55:v9). Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom, who can fathom the depth Your love? No! Not one!

2 to 3 days later, while doing my quiet time, I was reading Genesis 12:v2-3 “I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you”. The anointing came upon me very strong, and I knew the Lord was speaking to me …..

This reminded me of an incident in 2003. It was time for me to keep my promise to the Lord, to resign from my job and go into fulltime serving the Lord. I was to be given the early retirement package, which involves quite a large sum of money. However, I felt the Lord wanted me to forego this. I struggled for a while. But when I saw the Lord looking at me with a very sad expression, I decided to forego the money. Not only my colleagues, but my relatives were quite sarcastic to me, making comments that I’m silly not to take the money, and if I find I have got so much money, I might as well distribute the money among them etc…. Later the Lord told me He will give me the “Abrahamic Blessings” (blessings according to God’s covenant with Abraham). Honestly, at that time, I did not understand what this “Abrahamic Blessings” was all about, and I forgot about it.

In 2006, when the Lord commanded me to pair up with Ps Paul for Ministry, I struggled for a long while. This was due to my conservative thinking and upbringing. One day, the Lord reminded me of the incident while I was on a mission trip to Philippine. He gave me the name “Esther”. I remembered in the book of “Esther”, Queen Esther was willing to sacrifice her life, so as to save the people. So when the Lord gave me this name, He wants me to be willing to sacrifice my life for the gospel! While pondering over this…. I wept uncontrollably…..forget it, if I have to die for the gospel, I just have to! I decided to obey the Lord’s command, and pair up with Ps. Paul as ministering partner. Thereafter, the Lord reminded me again, He will give me the “Abrahamic Blessings”, and wanted me to read Genesis 12. I began to understand bit by bit, the significance of this blessing.

Once again, the Lord reminded me, and affirming His promise to me for the third time. Thank you Abba Father! Looking back at the years of trails and tribulation, I could only give thanks to Him.

Lord, I want to tell you:

"I do not know what’s ahead of me, but I choose to obey You. I consider my life worth nothing to me, all I want is to finish the journey, complete the task You have given - the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace."

One day, when my time is up, may I be like Apostle Paul, to be able to say “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now, there is in store for me the crown of righteousness." Amen!

Ps Esther Yap
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Footnote:
Ps Paul Ang invited Rev Mary Eu of Singapore Christian Prayer House through Sis Gloria to come to CKRM Singapore for a reunion after an absence of more than 4 years. We could not have a fellowship earlier because the Lord's heartbeat was to place our priority to concentrate and focus on the ministry that He has called us.

Artist Impression of Malacca Penthouse Conference Room at Canaan Garden

2011-08-02T09:50:00.007+08:00

An Artist impression of the Malacca Penthouse Conference Room at Canaan Garden, Malacca.

The renovation work for the Penthouse Conference Room can be completed by mid-October 2011, with proper sound-proof, audio/DVD recording facilities. The two Penthouse units comprise 2 levels. The picture shows the lower lever where the conference facilities will be. The upper level will be a fellowship centre with 6 guest rooms.

The 2nd Phrase development will comprise a Cafeteria with air-conditioned indoor setting with open-air outdoor facing the swimming pool. A business-centre will be be included in the planning on the ground level. We will make the place very cozy, at least a high rated setting with service apartments available.

Bro Gabriel Eng and me developed this property 2 decades ago.

10 units of cozy Service Apartments at Canaan Garden facing the Straits of Malacca will be available in the next phrase of development. There will be room for expansion as per the need arises and on the drawing board is also the development of the vision God gave me in 2003.

The Penthouse Conference Room will be the venue for the 8th Joshua Camp (End November/early December).

The Book "Experience His Glory" - Victoria Ho

2011-07-22T05:45:00.001+08:00

"Experience His Glory" http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=3232/ authored by our CKRM Website leader, Victoria Ho is a spiritual experience in itself. This book shares, teaches and challenges us to start a flesh encounter with the power of the Holy Spirit. It challenges us to exploit anointing, prophetic, gifting, dreams and visions. The reality of the spiritual realm is supported through real life experiences and testimonies. This book also reveals the heartbeat of God to engage His sons and daughters to claim their spiritual heritage. It will bring Christians to the clear term of why we must and how we can release the power of the Holy Spirit on earth. To sum up, it is practical, informative and powerful. This book was written by Victoria Ho in response to God's prompting and after a multiple of confirmation from anointed servants of God.

When Kathrie Walters published her book "Seer List, A Biblical List of Prophetic Seers and the Prophetic Seer Ministry Today," she warned that the book is recommended for mature Christians and not for the new converts. Likewise for those who are reading the book; this book is suitable for matured Christians and those who have walked in depths with God.

A sister commented that the advancement of computer technologies and Internet has exposed our young people with greater challenges and temptations. They need to be filled by the Holy Spirit at all times. They need to learn how to resist and even combat this overwhelming internet technology with the Power of the Holy Spirit.

David Hezog wrote: "I believe that if the Churches do not begin to move in greater power than is recorded in Church history, we will lose the current generation who is starved to see the supernatural --- causing millions to flock to movies like Harry Porter and join the demonically influenced streams and cults."

Many numerous Scriptural references are provided including a list of books for recommended reading to understand the depths of this book.

The book expounds on the boisterous manifestations in CKRM Christian Centre which resulted from Fire Ministry. Let us all rise up to fulfill God's purpose in our lives, to experience His glory (Fire Anointing) and bring about a holy invasion from heaven to earth. Finally, it is the fruit of the Spirit in our lives that will manifest and there are many awesome testimonies in our website http://www.ckrm.org/ of how the Fire Anointing has blessed many people with spiritual gifts, healings, set free from bondages and draw Christians back to our 1st love - our Lord Jesus Christ. Praise God!

The 7th Joshua Camp Report - From the Editor's Desk/第七届约书亚营-编缉部报道

2011-06-06T17:56:00.008+08:00

God commanded his children to be holy as He is holy. In order to walk in the Power of Christ we must live a Christian life of purity. When the message of the Kingdom of God is preached there should be a demonstration of God’s power. Signs, wonders and miracles always follow while preaching the gospel because these are testimonies of the Kingdom of God. We as children of God carry the DNA of the Supernatural God. Jesus lived a life of total obedience to the Father thus, preserving the purity and fullness of the perfect spiritual DNA of God in his life.

God is calling his church to a time of sanctification, so that we can become a blemish free bride for Christ's return and to be set free from all that hold us captive in our lives and stop us from moving forward with God and coming into our God given destiny. Inner healing and deliverance are incomplete and inadequate without each other. Reconciliation between the fields of inner healing and deliverance will help to bring freedom, wholeness and maturity to the Body of Christ. Sis Gloria and Sis Mary conducted the Inner Healing and Deliverance lessons with explanation on how Christians could be brought into bondage because of generational curse, praying to idols, hurts, anger, guilt and other bondages that made us sin against God. Sis Gloria explained in depth how we can co-operate with the Holy Spirit during the practical steps of the Inner Healing and Deliverance session.

Many campers had tremendous breakthroughs during the Inner Healing and Deliverance session. Sis Georgina saw a vision of a straight line where a man was carrying a luggage and as he walked down the line his baggage (burden) was falling away. As she reached the end of the line she saw plenty of burdens lifted off into the sky like balloons. The souls of the campers were purified and liberated. Sister Jessie was cleansed off the fear spirit of facing her future. Now she puts God as her first priority above everything else. Sister Jeannie testified she was set free of the spirit of guilt and the more she yielded herself and co-operated with the Holy Spirit the more she was cleansed. At one stage she literally felt itchiness like ants crawling on her hands and she shook off all the ungodly spirit in her life. A pastor from Kuala Lumpur also felt that something went out through his throat during deliverance. After the inner healing Bro Thomas ministered and many campers experienced instant healing in their physical bodies as they had undergone cleansing during the earlier session.

During the final day of camp, Ps O.K. Tian a pastor with an experience of 40 years shared Luke chapter 5: 36-39 to the campers. He went on to elaborate on the effect of drinking new wine. New wine would bring a very fast and strong effect upon the drinker. He believed that the Lord will be pouring more new wine in the near future. We, as believers should be prepared to drink more new wine, press in and thirst for the outpouring of this new wine from the Lord. As a senior pastor he observed that CKRM was able to drink new wine as much as the Lord poured on them. As the spirit led, Ps Paul extended the invitation to Ps O.K.Tian to be included as one the advisors of CKRM and it was confirmed by the Holy Spirit.

The Lord raised 5 persons with great anointing upon them in preparation for His ministry when the right time comes. The Lord continuously puts tests on His called, chosen and the faithful children so that they can forward His Kingdom. A brother and a sister were also baptised at Legenda Condominium swimming pool during this camp. The brother received a new name called Joseph which means “God will increase.” The Lord gave Genesis 41:18 to CKRM “when out of the river there came up seven cows, fat and sleek, and they grazed among the reeds.” A brother and a sister from Malacca were prayed by the leaders of CKRM Singapore, Petaling Jaya and Malacca for the Lord to bless them and prepare them for the works of the Lord to come. Despite having a camp outside the church sanctuary, the Lord blessed the meeting with awesome works of the Holy Spirit and confirmation of a new and fruitful season for CKRM in 2011.
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第七届约书亚营-编缉部报道

神要求祂的儿女要圣洁因祂是圣洁的。若要行走在基督的大能里，我们一定要拥有一个纯洁的基督徒生命。当神国度的信息被分享时，必要在其中彰显出神的大能来。神迹、奇事和异能必追随，为的是要见证神的国度。身为神的儿女，我们是带着超自然神的基因。主耶稣在世活出了完全顺服天父的生命，因此祂保有了神的纯洁和完全的基因。

此刻，神正在呼吁祂的教会进入被洁净和从一切拦阻我们进入神的命定的捆绑中得着释放，好让我们能成为无瑕疵的新妇等候基督的再来。内在医治和释放是相辅相成缺一不可的。它会带来身、心、灵的自由、完全、和基督肢体里的成熟。由Gloria和Mary姐妹所带领的内在医治和释放的服事，首先开始讲解身为基督徒的我们如何因罪、祖宗遗传下来的咒诅、拜偶像或涉足邪教、异端、邪术、伤痛、愤怒和内疚等得罪了上帝而掉入捆绑中。接着，Gloria姐妹更深入的教导我们如何与圣灵同工的实际步骤，好叫我们能从捆锁中得着释放。

许多弟兄姐妹在这次的内在医治和释放的服事中都经历了很大的突破。Georgina姐妹在异像中看到一位男士提着行李箱走向一条笔直的道路，他一边走，行李（重担）就不断的从行李箱内掉出来。当她走到那路的终点时，她看到很多重担像气球般向高空升起。很多弟兄姐妹的魂也得着医治和从获自由。Jessie 姐妹也从惧怕未来的辖制中被释放出来。她现在已把神放在她生命的首位。Jeannie姐妹见证说，她从内疚感中被释放出来。她说当她越倾向圣灵和顺服祂的带领就越得着洁净。在释放的过程中，Jeannie姐妹曾一度感到有成千上万蚂蚁在她手上乱爬，当她的手不断上下摇动时，许多不属神的灵都被甩掉了。一位来自吉隆坡的牧者也感觉到邪灵从他的喉咙被驱赶出去的经历。接着下来，营会的第二天下午是Thomas弟兄带领的身体与疾病的医治服事。许多人都立即得着身体上的医治。

营会的最后一天，拥有四十年经验的O.K.Tian牧师和我们分享了路加福音5:36-39。他向我们解释有关喝了新酒后的感觉和反应。新酒的反应与功效会比旧的来得快且强。Tian牧师相信主在未来的日子要把更多的新酒赐下。身为基督徒的我们因该准备好喝更多的新酒，要更渴慕并竭尽所能的去得着神所倾倒下来的新酒。身为一位资深的牧师，Tian牧师认为CKRM 弟兄姐妹是有足够的能力去领受一切神所要倾倒下来的新酒。Tian牧师也答应了保罗牧师在圣灵感动下邀请他成为CKRM顾问的请求。

神在这一届的营会里兴起了五位弟兄姐妹。以祂的大能恩膏来预备他们在祂所定的日子里进入祂的事工服事。主持续不断的试练祂所呼召、拣选和忠心的孩子来扩展祂的国度。一位弟兄和一位姐妹也在这次的营会里受洗。神也赐给这位弟兄一个新的名字叫约瑟，意思是“神会加增”。神更把创世纪41:18赐给CKRM “有七只母牛从河里上来，又肥壮又美好，在芦荻中吃草”。新加坡、八打灵再也和马六甲的领袖们也为一对来自马六甲的夫妇献上祝福和求神继续装备他们的祷告。

感谢神的信实。圣灵的大能不但彰显在整个营会中，神更印证了2011是CKRM一个新且丰盛的开始。

Announcement / 通告

2011-05-16T07:18:00.009+08:00

1. CKRM Singapore

We welcome Pastor C.M Tan to serve in CKRM Singapore today. Pastor C.M. Tan, an ordained pastor by Trinity Christian Centre, Singapore has been shepherding a Church in Hong Kong for more than 10 years. With her Theological qualification, experience, calling and her close intimacy with the Lord, we believe the Lord has brought her to CKRM for the purpose of putting the house in order, bring direction, harmony and unity to CKRM Singapore by sharing the same vision with the calling of CKRM.

2. CKRM Petaling Jaya

With immediate effect, the ‘Healing in His Wings Ministry” will be shifted to 3 pm on Saturday together with the empowerment service where Bro Thomas Ong is in charge.

3. CKRM Malacca

The Friday weekly ministry of CKRM Malacca has resumed on Friday 8pm 6th May 2011 and will be shifted to Saturday at a later appropriate time.

The address of CKRM Centre in Malacca is as follows:

Unit 12-3-3 (Penthouse),
Legenda Condo,
Klebang Kecil, 75200 Malacca.

通告

1．CKRM 新加坡

我们欢迎陈牧师在今天加入CKRM 新加坡的大家庭。陈牧师是在新加坡三一教会被按立成为牧师并在香港牧会超过十年。以她的神学背景，经验，呼召和与神的亲密关系，我们相信神把陈牧师带来CKRM新加坡是为神的家带来更多的和谐和合一、并带领新加坡的团队迈向神所赐给CKRM的统一异像和呼召。

2. CKRM 八打灵再也

从即日起，Thomas Ong 弟兄所负责的“医治的翅膀”聚会将改在星期六下午三点钟与超自然恩膏事工一并进行。

3. CKRM马六甲

CKRM马六甲的事工已在五月六日正式恢复聚会。聚会时间是每逢星期五晚上八点正。，聚会时间在适当时机将改在星期六。

CKRM马六甲的聚会地点如下：

Unit 12-3-3 (Penthouse),
Legenda Condo,
Klebang Kecil, 75200 Malacca

Blessed beyond measure at CKRM Singapore - Sis Jenny Low

2011-05-09T18:19:00.012+08:00

Upon invitation from Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther, we drove from Melaka with my husband to attend the Saturday meeting and the Sunday Church service at CKRM Singapore from 23rd to 24th April 2011.

I accepted Jesus as my Saviour through the Catholic Faith in 1985 and was faithful to our Lord by attending regular Church services, partaking in Holy Communion, performing confession and reading scriptures. However, this is the first time I physically feel the awesome encounter with our Lord Jesus through the Holy Spirit at CKRM Singapore.

Thank you, Lord for bringing me and my husband to CKRM Singapore. On the 1st day upon entering CKRM premise, I could feel the joy, peace and love being showered upon me.

When Pastor Paul was conducting the sermon, I could already feel the Holy Spirit began to work in me, causing me to tremble (Daniel 10:10) and when Pastor Esther prayed for me, the trembling became more profound and I was slained (fell to the floor under the Power of God). Instantly, all my physical ‘arthritic’ pains in my joints, particularly the knee caps and hip bones, were all gone. Praise God for His healing! I was spiritually and physically healed of the constant pains which were troubling me for the past 10 years.

On 24th April 2011 (Sunday), I was able to walk rapidly without any symptom of pains unlike before. It was such a relief and joy when I entered CKRM Singapore again at 11 am to attend the Sunday service.

When our brothers and sisters at CKRM Singapore prayed for the activation of the Anointing of Roar of the Lion of Judah (Amos 1:2, 3:8, Revelation 10:3) which is a very powerful deliverance weapon, I roared very fiercely for the first time.

When the group was discussing the resumption of CKRM Melaka, the Lord gave me a vision and prompted me to say that CKRM Melaka should be resumed as soon as my husband overcomes some of the major administrative issues pending in Legenda Condo Melaka.

The Lord also activated my speaking in tongues and I also received the Joy of Laughter. The Lord is so gracious to bless me with some many Spiritual gifts within such a short period.

I thank our Lord for the great blessings and I pray that our Lord will continue to bless Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther to lead CKRM to greater heights and towards the fulfilment of His Kingdom.

May our Lord bless everyone at CKRM!
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神超越我所求所想的在新加坡CKRM祝福我 – Jenny Low 姐妹的见证
(Translated by Sis Mary Tan)

回应保罗牧师和以斯帖牧师的邀请，我和先生驾车从马六甲前往新加坡CKRM参加了他们二零一一年四月二十三和二十四的聚会。

我从一九八五年在天主教的信仰中接受了主耶稣基督成为我的救主后，都忠心的的参加崇拜、领圣餐、认罪和读经。但在新加坡CKRM是我有生以来第一次亲身体验到神大能透过圣灵触摸我的生命。

感谢神带领我和先生到新加坡CKRM去。当我第一天踏入新加坡CKRM的圣所时，便被神的喜乐、平安和爱给大大的充满。

当保罗牧师正在讲台分享时，我已能感觉到圣灵在我身上开始祂的工作，我开始不停的颤斗（但10:10）。当以斯帖牧师为我祷告时，我颤斗得更厉害而最终被圣灵击倒在地上。就在那一刻，我身上的关节炎、尤其是膝盖和髋骨等部位的疼痛都不翼而飞。赞美主的医治！神不但医治了我这十多年来身体的疼痛，也使我得着灵里的释放！

四月二十四日（星期天），我能在毫无疼痛的情况下不断的来回行走。当我再次踏入新加坡CKRM参加他们十一点的崇拜聚会时，我心里感到非常的轻松和喜乐。

当弟兄姐妹为我们祷告启动犹大狮子的恩赐（阿摩司书1:2, 3:8；启10:3）时，我感到有一股力量从腹部涌出，我竟始无前列地极其凶猛的吼叫着。犹大狮子吼叫是非常强而有力的医治释放属灵武器。

当大家在寻求神有关从新开始马六甲的聚会时，神赐给我一个异象说当我的先生办妥马六甲Legenda公寓行政上的事项后便能从新开始聚会了。

神也启动了我说方言的恩赐和赐下喜乐的灵充满我。神也在这短短的时间内赐下了许多属灵的恩赐给我。

我感谢主赐下莫大的恩福。我祷告我们的主将不断的祝福保罗和以斯帖牧师继续带领CKRM迈向更高的领域完成神国度的使命。

愿神赐福于CKRM的每一位弟兄姐妹。

God heals and empowers me at CKRM's 6th Joshua Camp - June Clarine / 神在CKRM第六届约书亚营医治和装备我- June Clarine姐妹

2011-04-24T07:02:00.006+08:00

Before I attended the 6th Joshua Camp, I didn’t know about CKRM. None of my friends or my church members knew about it. It is indeed God’s guidance who led me to CKRM.

I remembered in the mid of last year, when one of the pastors from my main church in Subang came to preach at my church, God spoke to me that I could share the Gospel with signs and wonders. Thereafter, I sought God on this area. In September, when I goggled on fasting & power in the internet, I was led to the CKRM website. I saw the 6th Joshua Camp was to be held in Melaka. I was disappointed, knowing that it was not likely for me to travel to Melaka to attend the camp and left my kids with my unbelieving spouse. I prayed and asked God to make it possible for me to attend if it was His will for me to join the camp. In October, God prompted me to check on CKRM website again. This time, I saw that the venue had changed to Petaling Jaya. Praise God! My prayer was answered. I knew that God would do His work in this camp.

However, I was troubled by my irritating headache for over a month before the camp. The headache first appeared in April last year for two weeks and it was gone after prayers. It returned in October and continued till I attended the camp. The headache was on left side of my head. The headache was intense pain for few minutes like something pinched some of my nerves. When it came, it attacked continuously with 1-2 minutes intervals and lasted for few hours. On most days it was there throughout the day. I was greatly disturbed by this.

On the same week before Joshua Camp, I went to one of the leading hospitals for a full medical check-up. I requested to perform a brain MRI. However, my request was denied. I was advised to consult the neurologist first before I was allowed to have a MRI scan. It happened that the neurologist I referred to had a full appointment that day. I was asked to return next Monday for consultation. I used to feel numbness on my left arm, pain on my lower back and left leg. My body was so weak and in an incredible bad shaped. On top of this, my husband and my two kids were down with sickness that week. Many times, there was a voice in me which asked me to just rest and not go for the camp. However, I knew that there would be many hindrances to stop me when I tried to do the will of God. I insisted to go to the camp for at least one day.

After the first session, I almost gave up and did not want to return for the remaining sessions. However, God is faithful. He gave me the message of how Elisha persevered until he got the blessing. I was determined to complete all the remaining sessions. That night, I received the Holy Laughter, the Roar of Lion of Judah and the Evangelistic Anointing.

On second day of the camp, after a deliverance prayer, I experienced a strong Holy Spirit anointing I never experience before. It was like an electric shook. It lasted for a few minutes. I literary heard a ‘zzzzhhhh’ sound. In the first electric shook, I felt that there was a power which rested on my face and there was a circular movement around my mouth, later it moved and lingered on my hands before it rested on my legs. The second and third time, the electric shook experience was a smooth pouring of Holy Spirit from my head to toes. I also received the Confirmation Anointing and Holy Wine on second day. The anointing was so strong that night that my body still shook and moved when I lied on my bed. It continued for hours before I slept.

On the last day of the camp, I danced in the spirit. I was amazed that I could jump and danced for almost two hours. With my body pains that I experienced before, it should not be possible to dance for even a few minutes. I felt somebody had guided my hands and body movements as I did not know how to dance at all. When I looked at how I danced, the dance movements were as if from a skilful dancer. I felt that I was drunk in the Spirit during the morning worship.

One day after Joshua camp, I return to the hospital to get my medical report. The report showed there was a 3.8cm cyst at my right ovary. No wonder I felt pain in my abdomen when I used my right leg to push heavy pail. I didn’t go for the neurologist appointment because I trusted God had healed and delivered me from my headache. After the camp, I did not feel the headache anymore, my pain on my lower back and left leg were all gone. A week after I got another medical report, I did a second ultrasound on my abdomen. The doctor could not locate the cyst on my right ovary and I was amazed that it was gone in barely one week. God had healed me. Glory to the LORD!

My spiritual man is more sensitive and alert now after I attended the camp. And many times, during worship, I would be led by the Holy Spirit to dance in the spirit. Praise God for leading me to CKRM to experience the power of God and received miraculous healing within a short period of time. Praise you Jesus, the Lord, God Almighty!

June Clarine

神在CKRM第六届约书亚营医治和装备我- June Clarine姐妹

在我还没有参加第六届约书亚营之前，我并不认识CKRM的事工。我的朋友和教会都未听闻过CKRM。因此能来到CKRM的确是神的带领。

我记得在去年的年中，当一位来自我们苏邦总会的牧师来分享话语时，神对我说我能以神迹奇事来分享福音。此后，我朝这方面寻求神。在九月份，当我在网上查询有关禁食和能力的资料时发现到CKRM的网站。当我看到第六届约书亚营将在马六甲举行时，我感到失望。因为我不可能把孩子们交托给还没信主的丈夫，独自一人到马六甲去参加营会。我便向神祷告说若是祂的旨意要我参加这营会就为我开路。就在十月份，神启示我再去查询CKRM的网站。这次竟让我看到营会的地点已改换到八打灵再也。感谢主！神垂听了我的祷告！我知道神在这营会里在我身上会有奇妙的作为。

在去年的四月我的头疼了两个星期，但在祷告后便消失了。在还没去营会前的一个月，就是大约在十月份，我左边的头就开始疼痛不止。那剧烈的疼痛会持续好几分钟，就如我的神经线被捏那样。当这头疼来袭时，每隔一两分钟便再不断的重复，有时长达几小时。但大多数时间，这头疼是持续一整天的。我确实被这事给困扰着。

在约书亚营的同一个星期，我到一间著名的医院做身体的医药检查。我要求院方为我做脑部扫描但被拒绝了。他们要我先去看神经科专家。因着那神经科专家的预约时间都排满了，他们便安排我在下个星期一回去做检查。我的左手臂曾经常感到麻痹，腰和左脚也疼痛。我的体质不但非常的弱，而且身体健康也不理想。除此以外，我的先生和两个孩子在那个星期也病倒了。在那段时间，我经常听到有声音叫我好好的在家休息，不要到营会去。我深知当我要行在神的旨意中时，一定会受到很多拦阻。所以，我决定至少也要参加一天的营会。

参加了第一堂的聚会后，我几乎想放弃，但神是信实的。祂给我听到以利沙如何坚持到底直到他得到祝福才肯罢休。这驱使了我下定决心继续留下。当天晚上，我领受了“圣灵的嬉笑”，犹大狮子的吼叫和传福音的恩膏。

营会的第二天，在医治释放的祷告后，我经历了前所未有的圣灵大能恩膏的浇灌。那感觉就像是被电流冲击。我清楚地听见“吱。。。”的声音。在第一次的电流冲击中，我感到有一股力量降在我的脸上和在嘴里旋转，接着那股力量流向我的手后再停留在我的双脚。接下来两次经历的是圣灵温柔的从头到脚的浇灌充满我。在第二天的约书亚营会中，我领受了灵里印证的恩膏和天上的美酒。当晚，那停留在我身上的恩膏非常的强烈。我全身不停地颤抖了几个小时后才入睡。

在营会的最后一天，我在灵里起舞。以我原本身体疼痛的状况，能跳足将近两小时的舞，我自己也感到不可思议。当时，我感受到似乎有人牵引着我的手和身体，因我根本都不会跳舞。当我观看回我跳舞的情景，真像一个老练的舞者。当天早上的敬拜，我就像是在灵里醉了一般。

在约书亚营结束后的第二天，我回到医院去看我的医药报告。医药报告显示在我右边的卵巢长了一个3.5公分的瘤。难怪每当我用右脚推水桶时，腹部会感到疼痛。我并没去看神经科专家因为我相信神已医治了我的头疼。营会过后，我的头、腰和左脚的疼痛都不翼而飞了！一星期后，我拿到第二份卵巢的超声波扫描报告。医生和我都感到惊讶，那瘤竟在一星期里消失得无影无踪。神医治了我！荣耀归于主！

参加了营会后，我发现我的灵人比以往更敏锐和警醒。好多时候，在敬拜中我都会被圣灵带领跳起灵舞来。赞美主！神不但把我带到CKRM来经历祂的大能，还在短期内得着奇妙的医治。赞美你耶稣，我的主，全能神！

June Clarine 姐妹

My Awesome Supernatural Encounter with God at CKRM PJ – Juliana Moorthy

2011-04-14T19:19:00.005+08:00

Hi Brother Thomas, Greetings in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. This is my testimony:

My name is Juliana Moorthy. I was born and raised as a Catholic in a small town called Gemas. Last year I went through life changing moments when my mum fell sick and it turned out she was not sick but was charmed and the evil spirit inside of her wanted to fool us by making us thought that my mum was sick. The doctors could not determine my mum’s condition after series of tests. My uncle from Singapore came and prayed over my mum and found it was the work of the evil spirit when my mum manifested like a snake and spoke in different language. Since our priest was away, we asked help from another priest but it was declined.

My uncle’s wife made an appointment with an exorcist in KL. The exorcist cast out a snake spirit from my mum. Later my mum was fine for few days and it relapsed. This time her condition became even worse. She was depressed and had suicidal thoughts. Even her face became like the image of another person. She would be singing church hymns but also contradicting with crying at the same time. Many times we went to KL to meet the exorcist. He cast the spirit but each time the sickness relapsed with greater torments.

We even went to seek help from two different pastors but it was futile. Then one day my uncle was given word of knowledge from the Holy Spirit. It was 'SWORD OF THE SPIRIT'. My uncle did not understand so he browsed the internet and CKRM website appeared. He contacted CKRM. After making an appointment we went to CKRM PJ and received warm welcome from its members. They were singing praise and worship songs and I could feel the spirit of God in them. Pastor Paul Ang preached about the demonstration of God's power.

What I experience next was mind blowing. Never in my life have I had experience anything like this before. There was a brother, named John Kher gifted with seer anointing. He saw a monkey spirit inside of my mum's body. Brother John Chia was roaring with the gift of the Lion of Judah. Brother Thomas Ong ministered with the Sword of the Spirit. All these gifts are actually warfare weapons used to fight against the evil spirits. Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther cast out the evil spirit from my mother. Brother John Chia roared like the Lion of Judah while Brother Thomas Ong used the Sword of the Spirit on my mother. What used to be hours of doing deliverance was done within a short time in CKRM.

After my mum was healed, my cousin and I were attacked by the evil spirit. We went to CKRM again and Pastor Paul Ang said that when we received impartation, we would have spiritual attack. During deliverance process my two cousins and I vomited.

After few visits to CKRM, my mother was completely healed. Another fascinating thing that started to happen to all of us after attending CKRM was we started to have supernatural encounters. I started to have glory dust (silver dust) appear on my palms and dress when I worship God. Flashes of lightning appeared inside my office. It was not a cloudy day and there were no windows in my office. At first I didn't know what it was but it happened many times at my house too where a big lightning flashes in my living room. I experience flashes of lights several times a day. Brother Thomas explained to me that it was God's lightning. Then another encounter was when I was walking to work, I saw an unusual beautiful rainbow formed in the clear sky.

On one meeting at CKRM and my cousin, aunty, uncle, my mum and I were given “Heavenly Wine” by Pastor Paul Ang. We could not see the wine but we received it through faith. I actually felt something like wind of current flowing into my mouth. This could not be explained but could be experienced when we believed.

Even now Pastor Paul Ang and Brother Thomas still enquire about my mum’s condition. They are filled with God's love in their hearts. CKRM has truly changed my life. Christ has enthroned Himself totally in my entire being. This whole journey of searching for the living God has finally ended when God led us to a warfare church that operates majestically with awesome demonstration of God's power and it also enables us to have a supernatural encounter with Him... I am a child of the supernatural GOD in whom we can have a supernatural experience in which CKRM is all about. Christ Kingdom will reign majestically in the lives of all those who experienced God like never before because this will enhance you to a different spiritual level- The Supernatural Realm.
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Mariam Nathan's (Juliana's mother) testimony is through the link below:-
http://www.ckrm.org/?p=3316

God healed and set me free from demonic possession at CKRM PJ - Mariam Nathan / 神透过CKRM （八打灵再也）的事工把我从邪灵的捆绑中释放出来并医治我 - Mariam Nathan 姐妹的见证

2011-04-13T14:17:00.007+08:00

Last year was a big turning point in my life. I was born and raised as a Catholic. I live in a small town between the border of Johor and Negeri Sembilan. Last year after Easter, I began to fall sick. I lost appetite to eat; I kept vomiting and started to have terrible pain in both of my legs. My legs was swollen and I was experiencing sudden shivering and high fever on and off at certain times of the day and daily. I had been to many clinics and even admitted in the hospital for one week but none of the doctors could find anything wrong with me and they were baffled as I kept losing a lot of blood though there was no internal bleeding. They did all kinds of tests on me from suspicion of dengue, malaria, tuberculosis to internal bleeding but the tests always turned out that nothing was wrong with me.

Then my daughter told one of my brothers about my condition as she suspected that I was not sick but being possessed. When he came and prayed over me. At the hospital, he too saw something was wrong with me. A week later I was discharged but my condition was still the same. My brother came again that week from Singapore to visit me and this time when he prayed over me, I began to manifest like a snake hissing and spoke in different languages.

Then it was confirmed that I was not sick but it was the work of an evil spirit. My brother asked us to contact our priest and at that time our priest was away on studies to another country. We called another priest for help but no one wanted to help. Then through my brother's wife in KL, we managed to get an exorcist to help us. I went there with my husband, daughter and sister along with my brother and his family and the catholic exorcist prayed over me and said that I was charmed.

He cast out the evil spirit and I went back to my hometown. At first I was okay but then I was back to how I was before. I was sick again. Then there was this strange ugly shapeless light that kept appearing at all sides in front of my eyes and at the side of my eyes. I was like a mad woman being tormented by these lights and fear.

Many times we went back to KL to the exorcist and many times he cast out the evil spirits and it left me and then it came back bringing more than one spirit to live inside my body. My condition was worse than before. I was helpless and suicidal thoughts started to emerge from nowhere. I was singing and crying without any reason and was tormented day and night. We also went to see my brother's pastor to help me but he couldn’t do anything to help me.

My daughter and brother were at dead end trying to get someone to help me.

Then one day as my brother was searching in the internet when a word came to him- SWORD OF THE SPIRIT. He didn’t know what that means, so he typed that word in web search and CKRM website appeared. He began to search into the site and found out that this is a warfare church that deals with exactly what I was in need of help. So my brother called one of the members of this church, Brother Chia and made an appointment the following week with them, after describing to Brother Chia about my condition and his reply was "sure bring your sister". So all of us prayed and went to CKRM PJ. When we went there the service just started with praise and worship songs. We received warm welcome from them and what happened next was an eye opening.

CKRM is a place where demonstration of God's power took place. I felt something new. They have people from all walks of life with anointing I have never heard of. They have a member, Brother John Kher blessed with seer anointing who saw a monkey spirit inside of me. Brother Thomas Ong had the anointing of the sword of the spirit, Brother Chia anointed with roaring of the Lion of Judah. Pastor Paul Ang and Pastor Esther along with Brother John Kher, Brother Thomas and Brother Chia cast out the monkey spirit that had been tormenting me with the demonstration of power of God in this church. They cast the evil spirit quickly unlike the previous places where I had been through where it took a few hours to cast the spirits out.

In my life as a 55 year old woman I have never experienced this kind of spirit filled church where God's presence is felt strongly and it open my heart and eyes to walk a spiritual journey which I have never experience before. After going there few times I am completely healed and I am healthy and alive because of how God's power moved in this warfare church known as CKRM (CHRIST KINGDOM REIGNS MAJESTICALLY). How true the acronym speaks for itself.

In my life this is one of my most powerful moments I went through. It opened my eyes to spiritual realm I never knew it existed and how God’s power really moved in His people. CKRM is definitely in my heart as I felt God's intense move there. Looking forward to my next visit there with my family and will surely bring my other family members also to experience God in ways Christians must experience on their own as words cannot fully describe what CKRM is all about.

神透过CKRM （八打灵再也）的事工把我从邪灵的捆绑中释放出来并医治我 - Mariam Nathan 姐妹的见证
(Translated to Mandarin by Sis Mary)

去年是我生命中面临最大冲击的一年。我出生于一个天主教的家庭，居住在柔佛与森美兰州边界的一个小镇上。去年的复活节我开始病倒。不但没胃口吃东西，还不断的呕吐。更糟糕的是我的双脚开始疼痛和肿胀。除此之外，差不多每一天我还会被那突如其来的寒意和发高烧袭击得身体直发抖。我不断的四处寻医甚至到医院留医检查。医生对我不断失血却没有内出血的迹象感到束手无策。他们在我身上做了很多测试，从骨痛溢血热症、疟疾、肺结核等等，都无法找出任何病因。

我的女儿后来把我的情形告诉我的弟弟，因她怀疑我是中了邪。当他来到医院为我祷告时，也发现到我很不对劲。我在一个星期后出院，但情况还是没有好转。在同一个星期，我弟弟从新加坡来探望我，在他为我祷告时，那邪灵在我身上形如蛇般的彰显，从我口中也说出了听不懂的语言。

经过了这件事，我们更肯定了我其实不是生病而是被邪灵压制。弟弟提议我通知我的神父但神父却出了国。我们也向另一位神父求助但被他拒绝了。之后，透过我在吉隆坡的弟妇，我们找到了一位躯魔师。我便和先生、女儿、还有家人启程到那天主教躯魔师那里。他为我祷告后便告知我是被下了咒受捆绑。

他为我驱逐了那邪灵后我便回返家乡。好景不长，过了不久我的身体又恢复回以往的情况，再次病倒。接着在我视觉的范围出现了一些恶心的无形光线不断跟随着我。我被这些可怕的光折磨得几乎发疯。

我来回吉隆坡无数次，每一次那天主教躯魔师为我驱逐了邪灵后，它会短时间的离开我。但之后却带领更多的灵进入我体内，我的情况比先前更糟。我当时真的感到很绝望而无形中自杀的念头开始浮现脑海。我每天从早到晚被这些邪灵折磨得又唱又哭。我们也向我弟弟的牧师寻求帮助但都无可救药。我的女儿和弟弟也都束手无策，求救无门。

有一天，当我的弟弟在网上游览时，忽然得到一句知识的言语：“圣灵的宝剑”。他虽不晓得是什么，还是把这句话输入网站搜索。就这样点击了CKRM的网站。当他阅读了网上的见证和资料后，发现到这是个征战的教会，也是我所需要的。因此他致电这教会的一位谢弟兄预约来临的星期带我到那里。谢弟兄在听完我弟弟描述我的情况后的答复是：“没问题，带你姐姐来！”我们祷告后便在约定的那天前往CKRM （八打灵再也）。我们到达时正是敬拜赞美的时刻，我们受到热烈的欢迎。但接着下来发生的事真是令我们大开眼界。

CKRM是一个示范神大能彰显的地方。我感到很新奇。那里的人身上所带有的恩膏是我未曾听闻的。神赐给John Kher弟兄一对属灵的眼睛，他看到我身上有“猴子的灵”捆绑着我。Thomas Ong 弟兄有圣灵宝剑的恩膏。还有神赐给谢弟兄“犹大狮子吼叫”的恩膏。保罗牧师、以斯帖牧师和他们三位以神的大能武器和恩膏为我赶出了身上那长期折磨我的邪灵。整个释放的过程很短，不像以往，要经过几小时的时间才能赶出那些邪灵。

在我五十五年的人生旅程中，我从未经历和见识过这么一间圣灵充满的教会。在这里能感受到神的同在非常强烈。神也在这里开启我属灵的心眼让我能开始行走在属灵的领域里，这是我从没经历过的。经过数次的拜访后，神以大能透过这征战的教会完全医治了我！我现在是又健康又充满活力。CKRM （基督国度崇高掌权）真是名符其实，神掌权的教会！

这是我一生中最了不起和丰盛的时刻。神开启了我属灵的眼能看到属灵的领域，我从不知道它实际上是存在的。也让我见识到神大能如何推动祂的子民。CKRM深深地吸引我的心，因那里有神大能的同在。我期待着下一次与家人再次的造访CKRM。我必会带领其他的家人一起去经历神，让他们也能亲身经历身为一个基督徒所该经历的。因为单靠言语真的无法全面的形容CKRM的事工。

Faith in God’s ability to lead than the devil’s capability to mislead – Ps Mark Tay / 对神大能带领的信心胜于撒旦误导的计谋-郑马可牧师

2011-04-07T14:43:00.004+08:00

Patricia King shared how in the past, as a minister of God, she voiced her concern to God about the Faith movement propagated by Kenneth Copeland and how it was introducing deception into the body of Christ. As she was praying, the Lord told her that Kenneth Copeland was “his man”. Stunned and puzzled, Patricia King stopped praying and pondered over what the Lord has revealed to her. Much of what she knew about his ministry has been circulated via word of mouth but she has never personally heard him preach before.

Very often, gossips and rumors have discredited and slandered ministers and ministries and caused much distrust and disunity in the body of Christ. And those who spread them usually did so out of goodwill and fear that “the body of Christ would be deceived”. As believers, we should however refrain from passing judgment based on word of mouth (gossips and rumors) and learn from Jesus who judge not by what he sees with his eyes, or decide by what he hears with his ears (Isaiah 11:3). In the end, Patricia King wisely took the time and effort to attend Kenneth Copeland’s meeting and found his teachings to be biblical and a great blessing to her.

But the Lord was not done renewing her mindset. Subsequently, she experienced what is now commonly known as “Holy Laughter” during a meeting. However, even with this new experience that she had, she was still overwhelmed by what she saw during the Toronto Blessing outbreak. People were flapping their hands like roosters, barking like dogs or roaring like lions. “This can’t be right” Patricia King thought to herself. Once again, she petitioned to God about the body of Christ being deceived by the devil. She reckoned that church service is supposed to be orderly, not chaotic. Surely God would not have His children barking like dogs or roaring like lions. Then to her surprise, the Lord repeatedly prompted her with this question “Have you ask me?” Though shocked by the Lord’s questioning, she was still unconvinced.

All her protest and debating with God over the manifestations in Toronto came to an end when she herself experienced the presence and power of God before dropping to the floor at the pulpit. She never got to preach a word. Subsequently she had her first “roaring” experience. Patricia King had come close to dismissing the move of God in Toronto as the work of the devil because she had leaned on her own understanding and failed to “ask God”. Being presumptuous, she dismissed “roaring and barking” as manifestations of the Holy Spirit. While she felt that the body of Christ had been deceived on both occasions, God has graciously shown her that it wasn’t so.

Like Patricia King, many believers have been quick to dismiss “unconventional” manifestations or teachings as works of the devil. The heart of the discerning however, acquires knowledge and the ears of the wise seek out a matter (Proverbs 18:15). If we are to call ourselves wise and discerning, we will take the time and effort to acquire and seek the truth in His Word and Spirit especially when dealing with the “new and unconventional” things of God. Unless we enquire the Holy Spirit, we will not be able to accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but consider them foolishness which was what happen to Patricia King when she first encountered the new things that God was imparting through Kenneth Copeland and in Toronto. The Apostle Paul even went as far as to claim that we cannot understand them because they are discerned ONLY through the Spirit (1 Cor 2:14). Any attempt to understand anything apart from God easily leads us into error.

Patricia King however, cautioned believers to back up every divine encounter and experience with scriptures. For the roaring experience she had, she found out that “The LORD roars from Zion” (Amos 1:2 & Joel 3:16). She also found a scripture that says “Israel’s watchmen are blind, they all lack knowledge; they are all mute dogs, they cannot bark .. (Isaiah 56:10). The watchmen were supposed to bark. When asked about what she felt about Todd Bentley, Patricia King referred the saints to Jeremiah 3:8 whereby God gave faithless Israel her certificate of divorce and sent her away because of all her adulteries. From this scripture, she explained that God divorce Himself from Israel and surely God can commit no sin. As such believers should not readily view divorce as a sin but learn to look at each one on a case by case basis. She however made it clear that while she didn’t see every divorce as a sin, the bible’s stand on adultery is clear.

In conclusion, our “righteousness” isn’t always God’s standard of righteousness (read Matthew 5:20-47). We should not confuse the prejudices of our society and culture as God’s prejudices. Not every believer who divorce is a sinner although church and culture tends to see them as one. As with every new move of God, many “new and unconventional” revelations and manifestations will be pour out. When that happens, believers should not be quick to judge or dismiss anything as the work of the devil unless we have personally checked with the Spirit and Scriptures. No longer will we pass judgment on ministers and ministries based on word of mouth but let us instead, be believers who have more faith in God’s ability in leading us into all truth than the devil’s capability in deceiving us.

Ps Mark Tay

P.S: Many thanks to Sis Patricia King for her wonderful sharing and teaching and her continual appeal to believers to be humble before God ...

对神大能带领的信心胜于撒旦误导的计谋-郑马可牧师
(Translated to Mandarin by Sis Mary Tan)

帕特丽莎 . 金（Patricia King）在新加坡神荣耀领域的课程中分享她早年的见证。身为神的仆人，她向神申诉Kenneth Copeland 所宣传的信心运行将给基督肢体带来欺骗与误导的讯息。就当她在祷告中向神申诉时，神对她说：“Kenneth Copeland 是我的仆人”。神的启示使帕特丽莎非常的惊讶和疑惑。其实她那时并没亲身听过Kenneth Copeland 的分享，而是从流言中听到许多关于Kenneth 的负面报道。

很多时候，八卦的闲言闲语、谣言不但使到神的仆人和事工受到诋毁和诬蔑，更是在教会肢体中引起许多的猜疑和分裂。而那些谣传的人多是出于好意，担心“基督肢体会被误导”。身为基督徒的我们，要谨慎我们的言语，不要道听途说妄下定论。反之要向我们的主学习如何行审判不凭眼见，断是非也不凭耳闻（以赛亚书11:3）。最后，帕特丽莎 . 金抽空去到Kenneth Copeland 的聚会听道后发现他所教导的不但符合圣经的教义，而且让她获益不浅。

此后，神并没有停止在她的思想上做更新的工作。接着她在一个聚会中经历了所谓的“灵里的喜笑”。虽然有了这次的经历，在“多伦多祝福”盛会中圣灵的大彰显，看到人们向公鸡一样的拍着翅膀、像狗一样的在吠和狮子般的吼叫，帕特丽莎 . 金还是无法接受的认为“这绝对不正常！”同样的，她再次的来到神面前向神投诉，她认为，这些都是撒旦作为在欺骗神的肢体。教会的聚会应该是很有次序而不是这样乱七八糟的。还有，神决不会让祂的儿女像狗一样的吠和狮子般的吼叫。很奇妙的，神却不断地问她：“你是否求问过我呢?”她所觉得惊讶，但还是无法接受。

所有对“多伦多祝福” 盛会中圣灵彰显的抗议和辩论在她自己在讲台上被神同在的大能击倒在地上的经历终告结束。当时她根本没机会开始分享就被圣灵充满倒地。此后，她也亲身经历了“犹大狮子的吼叫”。帕特丽莎 . 金因依靠自己的聪明而否定了“多伦多祝福”是神的作为。更断定“吼叫和吠”绝不可能出自圣灵。但当她觉得神的子民在这两件事上被恶者欺骗的同时，神却以无限的慈爱纠正她。

就像帕特丽莎 . 金一样，很多信徒在看到非传统的彰显和教导就急着下定论那是从魔鬼而来的。聪明人的心得知识；智慧人的耳求知识（箴言 18:15）。若我们说自己有聪明和智慧，在聚会看到新和非传统的彰显时，我们就会花时间从神的灵和话语中寻求真相。除非我们请教圣灵，不然我们将无法接受从神而来的新事，还可能把它当成愚拙的事。就像帕特丽莎 . 金早期面对神赐给Copeland的恩膏和“多伦多祝福”的彰显时那样。师徒保罗更在歌林多前书2:14 说我们不能明白，因为这些事惟有属灵的人才能看透。不管想明白或了解什么事, 我们若不寻求和倚靠神就会很容易地做出错误的判断。

帕特丽莎 . 金提醒信徒，每一个神圣的经历都要有圣经真理的根据。在她所亲身经历的狮子吼叫，圣灵以“耶和华必从锡安吼叫” （阿摩司书1:2；約珥书3:16）来印证祂的作为。神也启示她“他看守的人是瞎眼的，都没有知识，都是哑巴狗，不能叫唤（以賽亞书56:10），神的守望者本应像狗那样的叫唤。当在问及“Todd Bentley”事件时，帕特丽莎 . 金引用了耶利米书3:8，这里说到神因背道的以色列行淫，所以给她休书休了她。从这经节，她解释说神与以色列民离婚而如果离婚是罪,那神不是犯罪了吗？因此我们不因该把所有离婚的人都当成有罪，而应该视个别情况而定。她也强调，她虽不认为所有离婚都是罪，但绝对赞同圣经对淫乱罪的看法。

总挂来说，我们的“公义” 准则未必是神“公义”的准则（请读马太福音5:20-47）。我们不应该把社会和文化的成见与神国度的文化混为一谈。虽然教会和社会常常视离婚的信徒为罪人，但神未必是这样看的。神每一次做新事时，都会有很多新的、非传统的启示和彰显涌出来。当这些事发生时，除非我们已得到圣灵的和圣经印证，否则，身为信徒的我们不应该急予论断或把这些事归纳于魔鬼的作为。不要再道听途说，毫无根据的批评论断任何神的仆人和事工。反之，我们该对神能带领我们进入一切真理有着坚定的信心胜于害怕撒旦能误导的计谋！

Ps Mark Tay

郑马可牧师

注：非常感谢帕特丽莎 . 金姐妹的分享和教导、还有她那不断提醒信徒要在神面前谦卑求问的忠告。。。

Manifestation of the Holy Spirit - From the Editor's Desk

2011-03-26T08:24:00.001+08:00

When we walk into a church we should be able to experience an intensity of the presence of the Holy Spirit where believers begin to experience spiritual manifestation in laughter, falling over, trembling, prophesying or even received a healing.

The most common in Churches is the manifestation of weeping when the Holy Spirit comes as the Lamb of God to reveal sin with grace and mercy. However, the Holy Spirit could also visit as the Lion of Judah, the warrior with the fire of the Holy Spirit to remove inner hurts, performing physical healing, emotional healing, deliverance or causing a deeper desire and longing to be more intimate with our Lord or even burn away the dross of our lives and the parts of the body that resists God and we become more sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit. Read the testimony of a Church Elder to understand his own experience with manifestation through the link below:-

http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/11/part-2-all-yor-work-will-praise-you.html

These manifestations happen because there is transference of power. In many occasions power will go out from someone to empower, release, heal or stir up spiritual gifts in others. This is similar to Jesus’ experience when He said “Someone touched me; I know that power has gone out from me.” (Luke 8:48) The God that we worship is a supernatural God. So it is not surprising that whatever He touches our natural world, there is a supernatural reaction. As a church, it is our responsibility to observe, test, discern and verify whether or not these reactions or manifestations are truly from God. Certainly the acid tests are the Scripture, verifiable universal experiences and the fruit finally.

Manifestation of the Spirit is the result of the presence of the Lord. Where miracle, sign & wonder is absence, so is the presence of God. Each miracle destroys the work of the devil and we perform miracles in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ where He is truly glorified.

In Mark 9:38-40 John told Jesus that they saw a man driving out demons in His name and they told him to stop, because he was not one of us. “Do not stop him,” Jesus said. “No one who does a miracle in MY Name can in the next moment say anything bad about me, for whoever is not against us is for us.”

No one could certainly conclude that the Holy Spirit manifest only in the ways known to us, but we should engage an openness to the works of the Holy Spirit and the practice of spiritual gifts. Although we have seen some common manifestations around the world we must come to believe that God had more in store as we are living in end times. God is pouring out His Spirit in great measure to His people. In many occasions, the phenomena such as shaking, falling, laughing, crying, jerking, prophesying, ecstatic utterance as well as many other strange and often misunderstood manifestations is against our will. This strange but wonderful manifestation of the Holy Spirit begins to mold godly Christian lives as a result. It will surely bear fruits when the person surrenders himself totally to the Holy Spirit. When a person encounters a genuine visitation of the Holy Spirit, when measured through time we will see it fulfilled and enjoy the fruit.

Through history, the move of the Holy Spirit has been described as being so dramatic where believers could not handle or understand it. Their main concerns are: “Why all the manifestations and shaking? What is their purpose? Are they biblical? How do you know it’s not from the devil? Many struggle to accept the phenomenal working of the Holy Spirit. Many pastors, elders and believers felt it was not right. When the Holy Spirit fell on the gentiles, the early church also had to wrestle through these types of issues. (Acts 10:44-46)

Peter did not even finish his message when the Holy Spirit fell upon the gentiles with signs and wonders. Peter was greatly criticized for what had happened. We realize not every manifestation has a particular or exact meaning. It is the desire of every church to pray for the Holy Spirit to fill them with more of the Holy Spirit (see Ephesians 5:18). Today multitudes of Christians are questioning the manifestations of the Holy Spirit. We pray for a great visitation but we must cordially accept the great Visitor when He comes! If any clarification is required, they should ask God directly in the form of inquiring prayers rather than accusing Christians who surrender themselves to the Holy Spirit and work with Him. Others believe that manifestations have to be biblical. John Wimber says “God is bigger than His book,” while Jesus said, “You study the Scriptures diligently because you think that in them you have eternal life. These are the very Scriptures that testify about me, yet you refuse to come to me to have life. (John 5:39-40). It is possible to be so focused on the meaning of the Word that we limit who God is and what he can do.

Dee Hoetmer quoted these, “I find that the lost and dying receive the mighty presence of the Lord easier than Christians! Many Christians don't ask Lord is this of you, but put up walls if an anointing doesn't fit into their teachings. THEY DO NOT DISCERN BY THE SPIRIT, but are stuck in their learnedness and in their accepted forms and functioning of their previous religious teaching and experience. The Messiah did not come in the form they expected Him to and it was an affront to them. They persecuted Him despite the mighty signs and wonders, despite the truth He spoke, despite the anointing in His life, and so they missed their hour of visitation. In these last days if we do not discern by the Spirit for even our intellect will lead us astray; being influenced by our deceitful wicked hearts and incorrect religious teachings over many years. We need to become again as little children trusting our Father to lead us into all truth and that He is a giver of good gifts. .

Not Living according to the flesh but by the Holy Spirit - Bro Chia / 不随从肉体，只随从圣灵 - 谢松汉弟兄

2011-03-23T08:28:00.006+08:00

I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? [ Rom 7:15,24] Being a human like Apostle Paul, I too have experienced what the verses above have described. My flesh is weak and to depend on my flesh to live a holy and victorious life is rather impossible. Many times I have battled against my bad habits and weaknesses and failed in the end. If you have warred against your weaknesses before, you too would echo what Apostle Paul said “What a wretched man I am!

Since the age of fifteen, prior to believing in the Lord, I have started smoking and have been through countless stopping to smoke sessions. I had quitted smoking for a month, a week or an hour but it always end in failure. After receiving Jesus as my Savior, I have also tried numerous smoking cessation sessions. I have also heard a number of testimonies of those who successfully quitted smoking but it didn’t happen to me. On the day before I enter full time ministry at the age of thirty eight, I was still smoking. Since the day I started full time ministry in church, the smoking addiction just mysteriously left me. For more than a year since I started serving in church, I have not smoke a cigarette. Two weeks after I quitted my job in church, I started smoking again. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subjected to death?

Brothers and sisters, have you ever lied over the past three months? Can’t answer the question? I do not dare to answer this question too because knowing or unknowingly, we have all spoken some lies. Take for an example when somebody asks me “Have you eaten?” If I didn’t feel like eating, I would naturally reply “I have eaten already”. But the truth is I have not eaten yet. In John 8:44, it says “You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.” How could I not be a wretched man when the devil has become my father?

Rom 8:4 says “in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.” Apostle Paul gave us the answer in Romans chapter 8: “Do not live according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.” We have the five senses: sight, hearing, smell, taste and touch are all from the flesh. Only by faith can we live according to the Spirit. Below are some of my experiences of living according to the Spirit as a reference. I must however point out that everybody’s experience is different.

In the past, whenever I have to teach the word of God, I would pray fervently in tongues as to be led by the Holy Spirit. After doing so for an hour, the Holy Spirit will tremendously fill me. When teaching the word of God, I would feel His presence and power. After leaving full time ministry, I didn’t serve and didn’t pray in tongues. Since I was no longer filled with the Spirit, I naturally ceased to live by the Spirit and therefore, no longer bore the fruit of the Spirit.

When I was being empowered in CKRM Malacca, Pastor Paul Ang would frequently use spiritual weapons on me. Now I do understand that spiritual weapons help to remove the blockages in me so that I could be easily filled with the Holy Spirit. After attending just a few “Supernatural & Anointing” ministry on Saturday, I could once again overcome my smoking addiction. I dare not boast as I am aware that the moment I stop living in the Spirit, the power to live a victorious life over smoking will also leave me. As long as I immersed myself in the presence of the Holy Spirit, my life will bear the fruit of the Spirit as listed in Gal 5:22-23 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

Satan is not fearful of the church teaching Christians how to be a good person. As Christians strive to be a better person, sin also pursues more closely behind him. Satan is only afraid that the pastor will teach the Christians how to be filled and be empowered by the Holy Spirit and bear the fruit of the Spirit.

All of CKRM’s gifting, spiritual weapons and ministry is to remove the strongholds in the Christian so that the Holy Spirit can move freely in him or her.

Bro Chia Chong Hon
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不随从肉体，只随从圣灵 - 谢松汉弟兄

[ 罗 7:15，24 因为我所作的，我自己不明白；我所愿意的，我并不作；我所恨恶的，我倒去作。我真是苦啊！谁能救我脱离这取死的身体呢？] 就和使徒保罗的经历一样，我在这方面也蒙受非常大的考验。我的肉体是软弱的。如果要依靠我的肉体去过圣洁，得胜的生活简直是难上加难。我为生命中的恶习惯和软弱经历了无数次的争战后，总是以失败收场。如你也曾与自己的软弱争战过，你必会和保罗一样的喊说：“ 我真是苦啊！”

我从十五岁就开始吸烟。在还没信主之前，我经历了无数次的戒烟行动。有从一个月，一个星期，甚至是一小时，但都是以失败收场。三十岁接受耶稣成为救主后，也试过好多次的戒烟行动。在教会也听了不少戒烟成功的见证，但神迹就是没发生在我身上。在我三十八岁进入全职服事的前一天，我还在吸烟。也不知道为什么，在我踏进教会服事的第一天，烟瘾竟然离开了我！在教会事奉的一年多内，连一支烟也没吸过。但、当我辞职离开教会的工作后，在短短的两星期里我又固态复明抽回烟了。“我真是苦啊！谁能救我脱离这取死的身体呢？”

弟兄姐妹，请问在过去的三个月内，你有说过谎言吗？答不出来吗？我也不敢答这问题。因为我们时常有意无意，都说了一些谎言。就如有人问我：“吃饱了吗？”我不想吃就很自然的说：“吃过了。”真相是我还没吃。请别忘了 [约8:44 你们是出于你们的父魔鬼，你们父的私欲，你们偏要行。他从起初是杀人的，不守真理，因他心里没有真理，他说谎是出于自己，因他本来是说谎的，也是说谎之人的父。] 我怎能不苦呢？魔鬼成了我的父。

罗 8:4 说“使律法的义成就在我们这不随从肉体，只随从圣灵的人身上。” 保罗在罗马书第八章就把答案给了我们，[不随从肉体，只随从圣灵]。我们的肉体有五官，视觉，听觉，嗅觉，味觉，触觉，都是属肉体的。只有凭着信心才能进入跟随圣灵。以下是我学习随从圣灵的一些经历，只能当着参考，因为每个人的经历可能都不一样。

以前我要去教导神的话语时，为了随从圣灵，我会不断地在灵里用方言祷告。祷告了大约一个多小时后，圣灵就很大的充满我。在教导神的话语时，我会感到神大有能力的同在。当我离开教会的全职工作，就少了服事，也较少说方言。少了圣灵的充满，当然就活不出跟随圣灵了生命，圣灵的果子也长不出来了。

当我去到马六甲 CKRM 受训，洪保罗牧师时常把属灵的武器用在我身上。现在我才明白属灵的武器是为了除去我灵里的阻拦，使我更容易被圣灵充满。在我去了几次星期六的恩膏事工后，我又能战胜我的烟瘾。当然我也不敢夸口，我知道当我不再随从圣灵时，能力也会离开我。只要我浸泡在圣灵的同在中，我的生命必会长出圣灵的果子。加 5:22-23 圣灵所结的果子就是仁爱、喜乐、和平、忍耐、恩慈、良善、信实、温柔、节制。这样的事，没有律法禁止。

撒旦绝不怕教会教导基督徒如何做好人。当基督徒越做好人，罪就越追着基督徒。撒旦最怕牧师们教导基督徒如何被圣灵充满，得着圣灵的能力，结出圣灵的果子。

CKRM 一切的恩赐，属灵武器，一切的作为，都为了除去基督徒身上的坚固的营垒, 好让圣灵能自由的在基督徒身上运行。

Bro Chia Chong Hon 谢松汉

BEST POEM IN THE WORLD

2011-03-14T13:29:00.005+08:00

BEST POEM IN THE WORLD

I was shocked, confused, bewildered
As I entered Heaven's door,
Not by the beauty of it all,
Nor the lights or its decor.

But it was the folks in Heaven
Who made me sputter and gasp--
The thieves, the liars, the sinners,
The alcoholics and the trash.

There stood the kid from seventh grade
Who swiped my lunch money twice.
Next to him was my old neighbor
Who never said anything nice.

Herb, who I always thought
Was rotting away in hell,
Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
Looking incredibly well.

I nudged Jesus, 'What's the deal?
I would love to hear Your take.
How'd all these sinners get up here?
God must've made a mistake.

'And why is everyone so quiet,
So somber - give me a clue.'
'Hush, child,' He said, 'they're all in shock.
No one thought they'd be seeing you'

JUDGE NOT!!
Remember...Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in your garage makes you a car.

Every saint has a PAST...
Every sinner has a FUTURE!

Author: Unknown

The 4th Wave is Coming Soon - From the Editor's Desk / 圣灵第四波即将到来-编辑撰文

2011-01-09T21:33:00.006+08:00

Jesus is always the head and Lord of the church. The Holy Spirit is always keen to bring back His glory back to His church if we allow Him to. I believe the Holy Spirit is moving in a new and sovereign way the world has never seen before. Through the years we have seen the church moved in different ways. The church will be represented in a forth model better known as the Forth Wave of the Holy Spirit. The Forth wave of the Holy Spirit will be God’s next move in His church that will continue the spiritual line initiated by the third wave, only that now God will equipped his Church with something new for a higher purpose. The main characteristic of the Fourth Wave of the Holy Spirit will be that the Church will rise up with Authority and Power from High, never seen before, with the following purposes as written by Ritchie Pugliese :

a) To infringe the devil and his demons in the most incredible defeats, that has been holdback for years.

b) Make the devil returned everything that he has stolen for years, centuries.

c) Show to the world, which is the real Church of Jesus Christ.

d) Show to the earthly and spiritual world that the only authority is the Lord Jesus, who is sitting in his throne forever and ever.

e) Show to the world an advance or first fruits of what the Kingdom of God will be here on earth, when the prophetic times have been accomplished.

In order to understand the fourth wave, some background information is necessary; after all, what were the first three waves, and why is there a need for a fourth? The ‘first wave’ refers to the birth of Pentecostalism in the Azusa Street revival of 1906. This wave was, according to Stibbe, defined by an emphasis upon the experience of the Spirit as proven by the use of tongues as evidence of a second empowering blessing subsequent to conversion. This was known as the ‘baptism in the Spirit.. The ‘second wave’ indicates the rise of the Charismatic Renewal in the mainline denominations, and began with Episcopalian minister Dennis Bennett’s acceptance of the baptism in the Holy Spirit in 1960. There was an emphases in the use of gifts such as healing (they focus more on inner healing) acceptance of the baptism in the Holy Spirit in 1960. The ‘third wave’ is a movement within the Protestant Evangelical churches, linked with the signs and wonders of John Wimber.

Expectation of a fourth wave is strengthened by a self-perceived weakness of the three waves; namely, that of the division which exists, it is believed, between those who rely on the Word - the Bible - and those who rely on the Spirit – the ongoing work of the Spirit. In his 1947 prophecy Smith Wigglesworth said that a movement of God was coming in which the Word and the Spirit would be combined resulting in what Stibbe describes as “the greatest movement of God’s Spirit ever witnessed in church history.” The main characteristic of the Fourth Wave of the Holy Spirit is that it will be a victorious movement of spiritual warfare against evil forces. That is why, the fourth model of the Church will be a warrior army that will battle, invested of purity and holiness, and will conquer all the territory so the kingdom of God will come, until Christ shall return in the clouds to rapture his Church, and here in the earth will begin a sequence of final events in the history of mankind.

The Fourth Wave of the Holy Spirit will give the Church more spiritual authority above all principalities and demonic powers. The Anointing Power added to the Fire of Holiness, will be the foundation of this fourth move of God. The Fourth Wave of the Holy Spirit will transform the Church in a totally Warrior Church. Local churches that will not have this characteristic will be less effective and will not impact the spiritual world. For a long time, the Church has conform with only having members; but in this new time, God will rise up in his Church warriors filled by the Holy Spirit with the fire anointing, soldiers that will not fear anything neither anyone, people that will represent Christ here on earth effectively. CKRM is a church flowing in this type of wave with only the holy fear for God. The Lord wants to equip his Church with such power, but would the members of Church want to be equipped by His Lord? Only you and I have the answer!
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圣灵第四波即将到来-编辑撰文
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

耶稣一直是教会的头和主，圣灵一直都在将祂的荣耀带回到教会中，只要我们允许祂这样做。我相信圣灵将要以世界从未见过崭新至尊的方式运行。多年以来，我们看到教会以不同的模式运行。教会将要呈现出第四种运行模式，也就是所说的圣灵第四波。圣灵第四波是继第三波之后的下一次神在教会的运行。而现在神要给祂的教会新的装备，以达到一个更高的目的。圣灵第四波的主要特征是教会将带着从上而来的权柄和能力空前兴起，如Ritchie Pugliese所写成就如下目的：

a) 以最难以置信的、已经被阻隔了多年的胜利挫败撒旦及其鬼魔。

b) 将多年、甚至几个世纪以来被魔鬼偷窃的产业夺回。

c) 向世界显明什么是耶稣基督的教会。

d)向全地和灵界显明只有主耶稣是权柄，祂的宝座直到永远。

e)当所预言的时代完成时，向世界显明神国降临在地上时的模式或初熟果子。

为理解圣灵第四波，有必要了解一些背景信息。前三波是什么？为何需要第四波？圣灵第一波是指1906年阿苏撒大复兴引发的五旬节运动。Stibbe对这一波的定义是，强调以说方言为经历圣灵的表现做为重生后领受第二次祝福的证据，也就是所说的“圣灵的洗”。第二波是指在一些主流宗派中的灵恩复兴运动，从1960年圣公会牧师 Dennis Bennett接受圣灵的洗开始。第二波强调恩赐的运用，如医治（更注重内在医治）和接受圣灵的洗。第三波是在基督新教福音派教会中的圣灵运动，与John Wimber的神迹奇事相连。

第四波的更大期待有关于前三波中所存在的不足，也就是在依赖“话语”（圣经）者与依赖“圣灵”（圣灵正在做的工）者之间存在着的分分歧。Smith Wigglesworth在1947年预言说，将有一个神的运动到来，这个运动是“话语”与“圣灵”的结合，从而成就如Stibbe所说的“教会历史上从未有过、最伟大的神的圣灵运动”。圣灵第四波最主要的特征是将会兴起对抗邪恶势力的属灵争战胜利运动。这就是为什么教会的第四种模式将以大能军队形象出现，进行争战、追求纯净与圣洁、征服全部领地、使神的国到来，直到基督驾云降临提取祂的教会，地上将开始一系列人类历史上的末后事件。

圣灵第四波会使教会得到更多属灵权柄，胜过所有执政的和掌权的魔鬼势力。圣洁的火加上恩膏能力，将会是神圣灵第四波的基础。圣灵第四波将会使教会转化成为完全的勇士教会。那些不具备此特征的地方教会将削弱，失去灵界影响力。一直以来，教会只追求人数，但在新的时刻，神要兴起祂圣灵充满带着圣火恩膏的教会，兴起不惧怕任何事任何人的战士，兴起在地上能有效代表基督的信徒。CKRM就是按着这一波类型运行、单单敬畏神的教会。主希望用权能装备祂的教会，但教会成员是否愿意被主装备呢？答案只有你和我知道！

Two Poems By Sis Nellie Quek / Nellie Quek姐妹的两首诗

2010-12-20T20:50:00.007+08:00

The 12 disciples Christ did choose

To send forth, to preach and to heal

Fishermen, some were they by trade

But none of high “esteem” fitted the bill

Odd it would appear, to the outside world

To choose ‘nonentities’ for such a ministry

Mary Magdalene, during the days of old

Followed the Saviour everywhere He did go

A lady amongst men, yet accepted and commended

For her loyalty, her faithfulness to Christ, her Messiah

Never once was she accused of impropriety

Except when an alabaster flask, she willingly broke

The Lord calls, the Lord chooses, the Lord sends forth 2 by 2

Male and female sent He, for the reaping of the harvest

A male and female team, He did send from Singapore

To establish His supernatural ministry, across the sea

Their pairing, their unique ministry, the locals could not accept

Thinking it odd and not of God, they turned their backs on the work of God

The irony, the oddity of it all; our blindness, our sense of self-righteousness

Persecuting, inflicting pain on our brethren, disobeying God’s commandments

Making judgments on things we neither know nor understand

And declaring as odd the things of God, inevitably contending with God

God’s ways are higher than our ways, His thoughts higher than our thoughts

Who then are we to question the things and the ways of God?

The Odd Pair

“It will be hard”, said a man of God to us

When in 2009, Lord, you called us to Malacca

“Prepare yourselves for tougher times ahead”

Malacca will be harder than Singapore, it was foretold

To tip the scale further, you picked an unusual duo

A young Christian, a former man of business and vice

A messy family man, married and divorced

Him, you did pair; with a respectable, married lady

Differing gender, differing culture, differing outlooks

A divorced man, English educated and western oriented

A married woman, Mandarin educated, conservatively Asian

An odd pairing in man’s eyes, shattering society’s norms

The odd pairing; it did present, spiritual and social dilemmas

Amongst the locals, the church and Christian communities

Not husband and wife? How odd, their expressions said it all

Their silence never could conceal their disdain and their doubts

Our “odd” pairing and our unique ministry, the locals could not accept

Dubbed odd and an occult, persecution and slander rained heavily upon us

17 months we weathered the storm; rejection and isolation being our norm

Today, the storm is but a fading memory. Our acquittal; the fruits of the ministry

Though discomfited by the “odd” pairing, we obeyed the Lord

And received His blessed assurance, in the form of personal scriptures

God’s ways are higher than our ways, His thoughts higher than our thoughts

From Noah’s ark to the virgin birth, who can comprehend the things of God?

Truly, to obey is better than to disobey

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Nellie Quek姐妹的两首诗

(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

十二门徒主拣选，布道医治奉差传。

渔夫税吏尽下品，实无一人身份尊。

世人眼中何奇异，小民岂能承事工？

抹大拉的马利亚，古时紧随主脚踪。

异性中间一女子，竟被接纳与肯定。

因她忠诚随救主，挚爱基督无二心。

从未被控不洁净，虽曾受责碎玉瓶。

主召主选主差传，两两收割入葡园。

异性组合自狮城，越洋艰辛建神工。

组合奇异工独特，当地实难予认可。

每每怪之不属神，转背弃绝神事工。

何其愚昧并自义，逼迫弟兄违诫命。

论断己身所不知，弃绝圣言抗拒神。

神之道路实至高，神之意念何其深。

受造岂敢不自量，越位自高指控神?

奇怪的搭配

神人奉命传信息，前路崎岖步履难

时值公元2009，主命开赴马六甲。

“预备己心更壮胆，须知前路多辛艰。

马国更比狮城硬，坚固营垒多争战”

在主眼中仍看小，更选独特奇组合。

年轻信徒未成熟，身份屡屡受责难。

曾经商人家事乱，结婚离婚争议多。

主竟搭配一姐妹，已婚保守受尊敬。

不同性别与文化，外表迥然差异大。

离异男士非传统，英文教育华语差；

已婚女士人保守，传统亚裔华文化。

世人眼见真希奇，震动社会价值观。

奇异搭配兀然现，属灵属世遭困境。

教会团体齐排斥，既非夫妻怎配搭？

荒唐希奇不理解，表现回应自显明。

沉默亦不能掩盖，怀疑鄙夷与不懈。

配搭奇怪工独特，当地教会不可解。

被判怪诞加异端，逼迫毁谤暴雨降。

饱经风雨十七月，每每孤立被弃绝。

而今风雨成退色，欣看累累事工果。

尴尬搭配虽困窘，摒弃为难顺服主。

决然领受祂祝福，各人更得神印证。

神的道路不可测，祂的意念高过我。

挪亚建舟于旱地，童女生子更希奇。

谁能理会神行事？唯知听命胜献祭。

The Odd Ministry Pairing - To Obey Is Better Than Sacrifice (1 Samuel 15:22) /奇特的事工搭配——听命胜于献祭（撒上15:22）

2010-12-18T11:54:00.019+08:00

When the Lord commanded us to set up CKRM Leadership Training Centre in Malacca January 2009, we went in obedience on a mission that would frustrate and offend some religious leaders due to the odd ministry pairing of Ps Esther and I. Some six months prior to leaving Singapore for the new assignment, a man of God told me that the Lord revealed to him that we would be moving in 6 months and we would be facing very heavy persecution in that territory, far and much more than what we had experienced in Singapore. God had to prepare our hearts for such eventuality.

Like Noah who was ridiculed for building a boat on dry ground, we just obeyed the voice of God by going to Malacca.

20 years ago, I was a businessman and a property developer. It would take some courage to go into Malacca again this time as a preacher, staying in a shop house where many people knew my past – a man of vice and sin living in a world of luxury – like Moses from the palace to live in the desert as part of God’s preparation to humble him.

This time, worst – the odd pairing of a messy family man from an English educated back ground pairing with a Chinese educated conservative married lady. The BIG question was – How would the Christian world accept such ministry pairing of a man and a lady? This is God’s humour to frustrate and offend the mind-set of the religious and self-righteous (Isaiah 29:13-14).

No amount of human reasoning and logic can accept this odd pairing of Ps Esther and me for this unique ministry. This is man’s concept of holiness and they overlook the fact that God’s way and thought are higher than man’s way and thought (Isaiah 55:8). Infant Christians who have not matured in walking in the Spirit can never understand or comprehend such pairing. They have not learned how to be led by the Spirit. Anything that does not make sense to their rational mind is automatically in conflict with the Scripture. Apostle Paul calls them carnal – souls driven Christians. There is no biblical precedent of a virgin giving birth to Jesus, yet Mary was willing to obey the voice of God.

That is why Paul taught that we should fit our eyes not on what is seen, but what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary but what is unseen is eternal (2 Corinthians 4:18). Paul meant that we should walk and see in the Spirit. God gives the Spirit without measure (John 3:34) so unless we are filled with His fullness which is the heartbeat of God for all His people, we can never truly understand what God is doing.

If we are filled with His fullness, then we would have grown to maturity and will not judge by what we see with our eyes or decide by what we hear with our ears (Isaiah 11:2-3). Jesus taught that by their fruit, you will recognize them and those who do the will of my Father will enter the gate of heaven.

Many religious leaders want to play God and judge ministries despite it is written in the Bible (James 4:12) “God alone, who gave the law, is the judge. He alone has the power to save or to destroy. So what right do you have to judge your neighbour?”

Ps Esther and I had struggled with this pairing issue so the Lord gave each one of us a verse in the Bible.

For me, the Lord gave me the revelation about Saul. Saul fell into a sin of disobedience despite carrying out the task of killing the Amalekites men, women, children and infants (1 Samuel 15:3). Such killing in modern day would be considered genocide and Saddam Hussein went to the gallows for such reason. Saul’s sin of disobedience was his fear of men that he brought back the fat cattle & sheep. As a result, the Lord has rejected Saul as king.

The pairing of me and Ps Esther is His command. The revelation given was that what He has commanded is not a sin but disobedience is a sin of divination. There is no partial obedience but absolute uncompromising obedience. It is a command that we have to obey. It was also received and confirmed by our group of anointed intercessors at CKRM.

The Lord gave Ps Esther the Scripture (Acts 10:11-15) The Lord said, “Do not call anything impure that God has made clean,” when Peter told the Lord “Surely not, I have never eaten anything impure or unclean.”

Sadly, many religious leaders broke the law by judging us.

They should heed the wisdom of Kathie Walters when she wrote about critics: “Do what God wants you to do and stop judging ministries because you do not know how God works and you are not God.” Or at least heed the advice of Paul when he taught that we should continue to work our salvation with fear and trembling….(Philippians 2:12). We all fall short of the glory of God and if we really work out our salvation with fear and trembling, we would be so busy repenting that we do not really have the time to judge others. This is the secret to our spiritual growth that it is God’s heartbeat for His children to grow from power to power and glory to glory and it is through repentance and his sanctification that we can be filled to His fullness. By judging, we are in fact collecting more rubbish in our body that obstructs the flow of God’s power through a purified channel to bless others, like a clogged pipe with dirt that water cannot flow.

Judging others is not the fruit of the Spirit.

It is me and Ps Esther who finally have to be accounted to God when we meet Him. As it is written, “Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of Him to whom we must give account” (Hebrews 4:13). Ps Esther’s husband and my children never make any negative comment about the pairing and Ps Esther’s husband even says that he would like to serve God at CKRM when he retires early next year.

Only the enemy wants to hinder and destroy the work of God.

When Bill Johnson placed his right palm on my forehead and his left palm on Ps Esther’s forehead to bless us in 2007 at Bethel School, Redding, he did not utter a word to question about the relationship of Ps Esther and me. He did what the Holy Spirit prompted him to do so. And Bill Johnson has a very successful ministry – a ministry that keeps growing from power to power, glory to glory.

Bill Johnson taught: "A religious spirit allows people to tolerate hatred & anger under the guise of passion for holiness."

Jonathan Edwards quote: A true love of God must begin with a delight in his holiness. –

Bob Jones, Sr quote: The acid test of our love for God is obedience to His Word.

God has to isolate CKRM and forbids me to contact certain people during my 17 months stay in Malacca otherwise we would be kept busy away from our main priority wasting valuable time trying to defend ourselves against all the slanders, criticism and negative things that have been spread about CKRM and the odd pairing.

The situation is different now. The Christian communities could see the blessing of how the unique pairing has blessed many people. Jesus told the disciples in Matthew 13:16-17 “But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. For I tell you the truth, many prophets and righteous men longed to see what you see, but did not see it, and long to hear what you hear but did not hear it.”

Jesus said these two things to the religious leaders – The Pharisees:-

John 8:47 “He who belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God.”

John 9:39 “For judgment I have come into this world, so that the blind will see and those who see will become blind.”

The religious leaders were arguing with the man whom Jesus healed him of blindness. This man made the religious leaders very angry when he told him in John 9:31-33 “We know that God does not listen to sinners. He listens to the godly man who does his will. Nobody has ever heard of opening the eyes of the blind. If this man is not from God, he could do nothing.”

This unique pairing has blessed many people, setting many people free and empowering the body of Christ:-

The ministry is bearing fruit.

• Two Websites and a Blog bear testimonies of the awesome work of God at CKRM.

• The Presence & Anointing of God is very strong and evident in our meeting. Read our websites. (We have paused the meeting many times when we sense low spiritual atmosphere and it is through God’s revealing our sin that repentance bought back the Holy Spirit to the meeting. Without holiness, no one will see the Lord).

• God has led many talented co-workers to us including professionals.

• CKRM has never done fund raising and despite a small ministry the Lord has provided CKRM a seven- digits Cash reserve stacked up in FD.

From a ministry which started in Singapore 3 years ago with no assistance or guidance from any Christian organisation, the ministry had penetrated deeper into the hard land of Malaysia to plant ministries. Without guidance, we were like wild donkey and whatever we made mistakes, the Lord would set it right. Through this, we learn and grow how to run His ministry and how to work with Him. We learn the most important fundamental; that is, without God, we can do nothing (Jeremiah 17:7) “Blessed in the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in Him.” The other is Psalm 127:1, “Unless the Lord builds the house, its builders labor in vain.”

And finally the wisdom of Gamaliel when he addressed the Sanhedrin in Acts 5:38-39, “Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail. But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God.”

CKRM has no human program which can attract people to the ministry. We have learned something very valuable and it is a treasure; that is, without the Holy Spirit in our midst, we have no ministry and have to close shop. We can’t glorify God by our carnal work using human strength. Only His work will glorify Him as per Psalm 145:10 “All Your works shall praise You, O Lord…”

奇特的事工搭配——听命胜于献祭（撒上15:22）
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

当主命令我们于2009年1月在马六甲建立CKRM领袖训练学校时，我们顺服了这个命令，领受了这个任务，我们知道以斯帖牧师和我的搭配，这样奇特的事工搭配肯定会冒犯很多宗教领袖。在六个月之前，就有一位神仆人告诉我说，神启示他说我们六个月后会启程，并且会在那地面临极大的逼迫，甚至远远大过我们当年在新加坡所遭遇的。神预备我们的心来面对这种不测。

如挪亚那样顶着嘲讽在旱地造船，我们也顺服了神的声音前往马六甲。

20年前，在马六甲我是一个生意人和地产开发商，而这次以传道人的身份再入马六甲确实需要一些勇气。安居在一个店屋内，那里的很多人都知道我的过去——一个在奢华世界里过着堕落罪恶生活的男人——如摩西那样从王宫到旷野，让神来预备他学会谦卑。

这次更糟糕的是我们这样的事工搭配——一个受英文教育背景家庭混乱的男人和一个华文教育背景保守的已婚女士。最大的问题是，基督教世界如何能接受这样的服事配搭？神实在是如此幽默，以此干犯和挫败宗教自义的思想架构(赛 29:13-14)。

人的理念和逻辑很难接受这样一个独特的事工再加上以斯帖牧师和我这样的奇特的搭配。但这是人对圣洁的概念，并且他们忽略了神的道路和意念高过人的道路和意念的事实(Isaiah 55:8)。灵里不成熟的婴孩基督徒不会理解这样的搭配，他们还不知道如何被圣灵引导。任何与他们的理性思维不符的事情都自动被他们判断为与圣经冲突。使徒保罗称他们为属血气的基督徒。童贞女生下耶稣，在圣经中并没有这样的先例，然而马利亚还是愿意顺服神的声音。

这就是为什么保罗教导我们说：我们不是顾念所见的，乃是顾念所不见的。因为所见的是暂时的，所不见的是永远的(林后 4:18)。保罗的意思是说我们要在灵里行走和看见。神赐圣灵没有限量(约 3:34)，因此除非我们被祂的丰盛所充满(这也是神对祂百姓的心意)，我们就永远无法真正理解神正在做什么。

如果我们被祂的丰盛充满，我们就会行审判不凭眼见，断是非不凭耳闻(赛 11:2-3)。耶稣教导我们凭他们的果子就可以认出他们来，凡遵行我天父旨意的才能进入天国的门。

很多宗教领袖想要扮演神并来审判祂的事工，全然无视圣经(雅各书 4:12)所说：“设立律法和判断人的，只有一位，就是那能救人也能灭人的。你是谁，竟敢论断别人呢？”

以斯帖牧师和我为着这个配搭非常挣扎，主分别给了我们以下经文。

主给我的话是关于扫罗的情形。扫罗因为没有履行灭尽亚玛力“男女，孩童，吃奶的”而陷于不顺服的罪中 (1 Samuel 15:3)。这样的灭尽按现今的观点来看，会被认为是种族屠杀，萨达姆候赛因就因此上了绞刑架。扫罗犯了不顺服的罪是因为他惧怕人，因此将肥壮的牛羊带了回来。结果神废弃了扫罗做王。

我与以斯帖牧师的配搭是祂的命令。祂给的启示是祂所命令的不是罪而不顺服这命令则是罪。没有部分的顺服，只有绝对不妥协的顺服。这是一个我们必须服从的命令。这也通过我们CKRM的恩膏代祷团队得到了印证。

主给以斯帖牧师的经文是使徒行传10:11-15，当彼得告诉主说“这是不可的，凡俗物，和不洁净的物，我从来没有吃过”时，主说“神所洁净的，你不可当作俗物。”

很遗憾，很多宗教领袖因为判断我们而背弃了律法。

他们应该注意看看Kathie Walters写作中的智慧，关于批评者她写道：“做神要你做的事情，停止判断事工，因为你不知道神如何做工，你也不是神”。或者至少留意保罗的建议，他教导我们应当恐惧战兢，作成我们得救的工夫(腓2:12)。我们都亏缺神的荣耀，如果我们真的恐惧战兢作成我们得救的工夫，我们就会都在忙于悔改，就不可能有时间相互论断。神的心愿是让祂的孩子成长，从能力到能力，从荣耀到荣耀。通过悔改和成圣，我们才能被祂的丰盛充满。这是我们属灵成长的秘密。我们在论断的时候，实际上是在我们身体里积累更多的垃圾，从而阻碍了神的能力通过一个洁净的管道流淌并祝福他人，就如一个塞住的管道，水不能从其中流动。

论断别人不是圣灵的果子。

是我和以斯帖牧师最后要在主面前交账。如经上所写“并且被造的，没有一样在他面前不显然的。原来万物，在那与我们有关系的主眼前，都是赤露敞开的” (Hebrews 4:13)。以斯帖牧师的丈夫和我的孩子们从来没有对我们的配搭做过负面评论，以斯帖牧师的丈夫还说明年年初退休后，他要在CKRM里服事神。

只有仇敌企图要拦阻和破坏神的工作。

2007年在美国雷丁市伯特利超自然学校，当比尔强生牧师把右手和左手分别按在我和以斯帖牧师额头上为我们祝福时，他没有说一句话质问以斯帖牧师和我的关系。他只做圣灵感动他做的事。比尔强生牧师有一个很成功的事工，这是一个不断从能力到能力，从荣耀到荣耀增长的事工。

比尔强生牧师教导说：“宗教的灵使人们在追求圣洁的幌子下容忍仇恨与愤怒”。

约拿单•爱德华兹（Jonathan Edwards）说过：真爱神的人一定是从喜悦圣洁开始。.

鲍伯.琼斯（Bob Jones, Sr）说：我们是否爱神的最苛刻试验就是是否顺服祂的话。

我们在马六甲的17个月时间里，神必须孤立CKRM，并禁止我与某些人接触，否则我们会浪费宝贵的时间忙于努力防御应对那些对CKRM和我们的配搭所散布的毁谤、批评和负面的事情，从而离开我们来马六甲的主要任务。

现在情况已经不一样了。基督教团体已经能看到这个特殊的配搭如何给很多人带来了祝福。耶稣在马太福音13:16-17告诉祂的门徒，“但你们的眼睛是有福的，因为看见了。你们的耳朵也是有福的，因为听见了。我实在告诉你们，从前有许多先知和义人，要看你们所看的，却没有看见。要听你们所听的，却没有听见”。

耶稣对宗教领袖-法利赛人说了以下两件事：

约翰福音8:47 “出于神的，必听神的话。你们不听，因为你们不是出于神。”

约翰福音9:39 “耶稣说，我为审判到这世上来，叫不能看见的，可以看见。能看见的，反瞎了眼。”

宗教领袖们与被耶稣医治好的瞎子争辩，当他告诉他们约翰福音9:31-33“我们知道神不听罪人。惟有敬奉神，遵行他旨意的，神才听他。从创世以来，未曾听见有人把生来是瞎子的眼睛开了。

这人若不是从神来的，什么也不能作”，这些宗教领袖非常气愤。

我们这对特殊的配搭祝福了许多人，使很多人得到释放，并且也装备了基督肢体：

事工一直在结果子。

•建立了两个网站和一个网络博客来刊登神在CKRM工作的奇妙见证。

•在我们的聚会中，神的同在和膏抹非常强烈明显。请阅读我们的网站。（当我们在聚会中觉察属灵气氛比较低时，我们会暂停聚会，通过神的启示显明我们的罪，悔改重新带来圣灵在聚会中的同在。人非圣洁不能见神的面）

•神带给我们很多有才能的同工，包括专业人士。

•CKRM从来没有做过任何筹款，虽然是一个小事工，主却为我们积累了7位数的现金定期存款。

从一个3年前在新加坡开始的一个没有任何基督教组织支持、带领的事工，CKRM延伸进入马来西亚这块坚硬地土上，不断渗透深入并建立了事工。没有人的引导，我们像野驴一样，无论我们犯了什么错误，主都会纠正过来。通过这样，我们学会了如何运作祂的事工，如何与祂同工。我们学习到了最基本最重要的事情，那就是：如果没有神，我们不能做任何事情。耶利米书17:7“倚靠耶和华，以耶和华为可靠的，那人有福了。” 诗篇127:1 “若不是耶和华建造房屋，建造的人就枉然劳力。若不是耶和华看守城池，看守的人就枉然儆醒。”

最后我们看看迦玛列在使徒行传5:38-39的智慧，“现在我劝你们不要管这些人，任凭他们吧，他们所谋的，所行的，若是出于人，必要败坏。”

CKRM没有用人的计划来吸引人来到这个事工。我们学习到很多有价值东西，这也是个珍宝，那就是，如果没有圣灵在我们当中，就没有这个事工，我们也就关门大吉了。我们不能用属肉体的工作和人的力量来荣耀神。只有祂的工作才能荣耀祂自己，如诗篇145:10所说,“耶和华阿，你一切所造的(工作),都要称谢你...”

Manifestation of the Holy Spirit - from The Editor's desk / 圣灵的彰显-编辑撰文

2010-12-09T19:13:00.004+08:00

The Lord is pouring His Holy Spirit like never before during these last days.
It is the manifestation of the Godhead himself on earth today. He reveals what the Father and Son (Jesus) are saying and doing in His church today. Cambridge Advanced Learner’s Dictionary defines manifestation as “a sign of something existing or happening, appearance, something clearly shown through signs or actions.”

Thus, we see the Holy Spirit in the form of a dove at the baptism of Jesus (Matt.3:16); tongues of fire on the Day of Pentecost (Acts 2:3); a pillar of cloud and a pillar of fire in the wilderness (Exodus 13:21).

The Lord is calling His church to walk in a much higher level of awareness, obedience, understanding, and cooperation with the Holy Spirit. We are to actively engage the Holy Spirit in everything we do for the Kingdom, expecting to see, to hear and experience His manifestation in our presence. Just as in Genesis, He is still creating that which is spoken in Heaven by the Father. That which is spoken by the Father will be revealed by Jesus and then manifested upon the earth by the power of the Holy Spirit, as we walk in constant obedience and holiness unto the Lord.

The Lord clearly calls CKRM to exercise 1 Cor.2:4,5 - "And my message and my preaching were not in persuasive words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, that your faith should not rest on the wisdom of men, but on the power of God." These are the modern days of Elijah where miracles, signs and wonders are supernaturally natural in CKRM meetings. It is the outpouring of the Holy Spirit that produces great manifestation of His Holy Spirit’s power in our midst, not giving fear but drawing us back to the first love of Christ when we first came to accept Jesus as our Lord and Saviour. So let us be prompt to recognize Him, thank Him and depend totally on His holy presence, constantly obeying Him and allowing the Holy Spirit of the Living God to move freely in His church.
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圣灵的彰显-编辑撰文
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

主在末世正在前所未有地将祂的圣灵浇灌下来，这是祂的神性在地上的彰显。祂正在显明现今在祂的教会中父与子（耶稣）正在做什么。《剑桥高级英语学习词典》（Cambridge Advanced Learner’s Dictionary）对彰显一词的定义是“所存在或发生事物的标志，表现，事物通过记号或动作清楚地表现出来”

因此，我们在圣经中看到耶稣受洗的时候圣灵如鸽子降下（马太福音3:16），五旬节当日舌头如火焰显现（使徒行传2:3），旷野中有云柱火柱引领（出埃及记13:21）。

主正在呼召祂的教会走在更高的认识、顺服、理解及与圣灵同工中。我们在为国度所做的任何事情中，必须积极参与圣灵的行动，期待看到、听到、经历祂在我们当中的彰显。如创世记中一样，祂仍在按照父在天上所说创造着。当我们持续在主面前走在顺服与圣洁中，父所说的话要通过主耶稣启示，然后藉着圣灵的能力在地上彰显出来。

主清楚呼召CKRM操练哥林多前书2:4,5的经文，“我说的话，讲的道，不是用智慧委婉的言语，乃是用圣灵和大能的明证。”在CKRM的聚会中，如同是以利亚的日子，超自然的神迹、奇事成为自然。圣灵的浇灌使祂的能力在我们中间极大地彰显出来，不但没有使我们惧怕，反而将我们带回对基督起初的爱，如我们在起初接受耶稣为我们的主和救主的日子。让我们来渴慕认识祂、感谢祂、全然倚靠祂的圣洁同在、持续地顺服祂，让永生神的圣灵在祂的教会中自由运行。

6th Joshua Camp - Collection of Campers' Testimonies / 第六届约书亚营会见证集

2010-11-30T05:48:00.016+08:00

Dr Sarah Shan (China)

Came to the 5th Joshua Camp in Malacca for the first time but I didn’t receive much from the Lord. However, it does not stop me from further coming to the 6th Joshua Camp as I begin to see many of her old habits have begun to wear off one by one. I had a dream about the Confirmation Anointing and in this Camp I am so happy the Lord blesses me with this anointing. Holy Laughter also helps me a lot to overcome my depression and melancholic character. At one time I feel like crying but the Holy Spirit instead activated Holy Laughter in me. The Lord does not want me to be sad anymore. If we have sadness we can unknowingly open ourselves for other unpleasant things like depression, sadness, hopelessness to come into our lives. I consider many of you so fortunate because you have an easy platform to exercise the Spiritual Gifting that the Lord has given. Once you have the Gifting you must be careful because the enemy will try to steal it from you by putting doubts. Hold on to what the Lord has given and let it take roots. Use it wisely and with faith. You will certainly see it will increase from power to power and glory to glory. Thank you Lord.

Sis Marianne (China)

I came from a very traditional church in Beijing. I did not tell them I came to this Joshua Camp. I read the announcement from the website http://www.ckrm.org/ and I got interested because I have never heard of the Fire Anointing and the Lord is doing so many things in CKRM. I am not sure I did the right thing by coming so far from my homeland to attend this camp. Finally, I am glad I did. Anyway, sister Sarah helped me in finalizing all the other details of booking the flight tickets, hotels etc. The Lord spoke to me before coming to open my eyes to see His works and hear the testimonies of His people in the camp. In this camp I saw so many manifestation of the Holy Spirit. It is really an eye opener for me but somehow I feel the peace of God within me. The Lord says these manifestations are My works so do not be afraid. I was having a bad flu that I could not talk before coming. However, when I arrived as I began to worship God the flu was amazingly healed. When Ps Paul called for waves of Fire to come down I really felt the power of God flowing into me as I opened my heart to receive.

Dr Lilibeth David (Philippines)

I am from the Philippines and this is the first time I received the baptism of the Holy Spirit and Fire. As Ps Paul said the Fire is coming down I felt the power of God filled part of my body. Interestingly, I felt a headache in my head that comes and go as the power of God came upon me. I believe the Lord has started to work in my life and it will continue to bless me spiritually.

Karen (Singapore)

I come from a family of 13 members. One thing I really need is the father’s love. I have been seeking spiritual things but no fulfillment so far. I have found the love of our heavenly Father in the Camp. I received the Holy Laughter and the Roar of the Lion of Judah. I find the manifestations of the Holy Spirit in the Camp are very radical but somehow I feel that heaven was on Earth. I could really feel the presence of the Lord here.

Sis Jenifer Lim (Singapore)

I stopped attending CKRM 3 years ago in Singapore. Last Friday when I received a call from Ps Paul I was surprised and was speechless at first. I have never thought of coming back to CKRM. Somehow last October I had a prompting that I needed God’s power to do the things He called me to do. I simply need the Anointing of Fire again. If I want to support a pastor’s ministry especially in prayers and intercession I need God to touch me again. I am glad I came to this camp because when Ps Paul called for the Fire to come down, I really felt the heat on my back and it was so hot. Previously what I could not understand the ministry of CKRM. It is so clear now as the Lord spoke to me that what Ps Paul did in CKRM ministry was prophetic act.

Sis Tan Chui Swan (Singapore)

I do not have any knowledge about the Holy Spirit in the beginning. When I first baptized in the Holy Spirit and in Fire my hand began to tremble and out of ignorance I tried to hold my hand so that it would not tremble. The next encounter in CKRM when the power of God hit me I was on the floor was 7 hours. I felt there was a lot of power in me and when I heard a sister was crying I began to cry with her and prayed with her. I did not know that the Holy Spirit had used me to minister to people. I begin to experience wonderful things because there is a voice that talks to me from within. This voice guides me and corrects me when I make mistakes. Holy Spirit speaks to me and guides me step by step daily. He also begins to anoint me to play the keyboard well because my knowledge of playing the keyboard was minimal. I begin to have self-esteem and confidence to do anything that the Lord wants me to do. I am more and more sensitive to the Holy Spirit each day. Praise God for bringing me to CKRM.

Sis Isa (Singapore)

I had my first encounter with God in a wonderful manner. There was an altar church in one of a church meeting and after they prayed for me my body began to tremble. As worship music starts I began to sway my body in the manner of worship. This continued even when I was at home. I began to worship God intensely and I was slained and fell on the floor for hours. I woke up and continued to worship the Lord and fell again. It went on the whole night. I was tipsy and was drunk in the Spirit but when I shared many Christians could not understand me. In worship I feel my spirit is connected to God’s Spirit. In worship, the Holy Spirit led me to do many creative moves which many churches could not accept my actions. I felt so depressed that I told God I wanted to stop worshipping him. At the same time I fear God too. One day God told me just to fear Him and not men. I thanked God for sister Cynthia for bringing me to CKRM. After empowerment in CKRM I have grown spiritually and at times of worship I could discern the fruits of a person when the Holy Spirit reveals to me the voice of the person’s heart for example the person is loving, caring, full of hatred etc. I thank God for bringing me to CKRM where indeed the ministry is truly led by the Holy Spirit.

Inga (Singapore)

I would like to thank sister Janet for inviting me to this camp. When Ps Paul called the Fire of the Holy Spirit to come down I felt an experience which I have never encounter before. In everything I do I always seek the Lord first and true enough the Lord spoke to me in a dream to go ahead and attend the Joshua Camp. The Lord said “I am going to anoint you. Open your heart and I will show you my signs and wonders.” The Lord also asked me to read the book of Acts of the Bible. In this camp I can conclude that our God is a faithful God. He is real and forever faithful. Thank you Lord.

Joel How (Malaysia)

I have attended all Joshua Camp without fail and I begin to see the works of God grows from power to power and glory to glory. Too much knowledge of the scriptures without revelation makes us very religious at times. Don’t get me wrong. The Word of God is very important but without the oil (Holy Spirit) to illuminate the Word, the Word just remains as “logos.” Jesus spoke of the leaven in Mark 8:13-21. He was warning them about the influences of the mind that can rob us of the nutrients of revelation and renewal- Bill Johnson. In this camp I observed those who came hungry for God and with a wide opened heart, the Lord never fail to touch them in a special way. Where the wind of God is blowing, we must quickly set our sail to catch the Wind and move with the Holy Spirit. I have been a God chaser for many years. In many meetings the Holy Spirit is present but in CKRM the Holy Spirit moves freely. I thank the Lord because when the storm came in my life, by His grace He made me realized that the Lord is in the boat with me.

The Lord spoke to my spirit so loud and clear that he has not made His beloved faithful children to become orphans when He left Malacca when Ps Paul called us out to be prayed for. Matthew 13:16-17. 16 But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear. 17 For I tell you the truth, many prophets and righteous men longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear it. The Lord is marvellous and too good for no words can describe His goodness well enough. I am looking forward to the 7th Joshua Camp in May 2011 and I can’t wait to be part of what the Lord is going to do in 2011.

Sis Nellie Quek (Malaysia)

18th September was a day I remember so well. It was a day preceded by months of spiritual testing and challenges; only to be followed by another two months of uncertainties. It was the day when the Lord put me to the test of obedience. He instructed me to leave CKRM Malacca. Did you say leave? Yes, you heard right. Leave. But where should I go now? The Lord instilled upon my heart to stay at home, spend time in His presence and study His word. Does this mean I am to go to CKRM Petaling Jaya then? Not until the 6th Joshua Camp, was the answer I received.

On the 1st October, I received prompting for a 7 day fast. This was to be followed by a 40 day fast preceding the Joshua Camp. A few days into the latter fast, I encountered difficulties. When I sought the Lord, the word was to stop the fast. Then 1 month prior to the Joshua Camp, my attempts to make online hotel reservation encountered problems. “ Lord, are you telling me something? Am I not supposed to go? ” There was no answer. A week before the Joshua Camp, I finally had the release to attend the camp but only for Saturday, 27th November. Hence when Pastor Paul called me on the 25th, I informed him that I was only going for that one day.

A few days prior to the camp, the prompting came for a “water only” fast for the 3 days of the Joshua Camp. “Oh Lord, grant me the strength to obey” I earnestly prayed. You see, I had never undertaken such a fast in my entire life. Saturday morning saw me up at 6am waiting for the taxi to take me to P.J. for the camp. On waking up earlier, I felt dizzy and unwell and contributing it to low blood sugar, I asked the Lord whether I could have a drink. When I got a “yes”, I quickly asked whether I could also have bread. Hardly a minute after consuming the Milo and the bread, I became so nauseated and threw up everything. After which I felt so ‘normal’ and so good. Praise God. He understood and forgave my moment of weakness.

Midway through Pastor Paul’s sharing that Saturday, I received the prompting that I was to come back the next day. That evening, I went back to Malacca. When I awoke on Sunday morning, I felt sick. I had abdominal cramps, giddiness, nausea and was retching. I felt awful but I know I must obey God and go back to P.J. “Lord, help me. I feel really sick. If the fast is from you, I should be well. I don’t know what is happening.” I then heard a voice instructing me to take honey but only just a sip. When I arrived at CKRM P.J at 8am, I was the complete picture of health ! To God be the Glory.

Needless to say, I had a most blessed time at the 6th Joshua Camp. The anointing was so strong and tangible. At one point, Pastor Paul called for the Malaccans to go to the altar. The anointing was so strong that I was totally overcome by it. We had an awesome time of praise and worship on Sunday. For the first time in my conservative life, I increasingly became oblivious of the people around me, abandoning all restraint and just allowing the Holy Spirit to take full control of me. I felt so alive, praising and worshipping the Lord with my fellow brethren; in unity, and as one, in the body of Christ. I felt like I had finally come home. This is where I belong. Amen.

CKRM is full of power – Sis Rainbow from China

The LORD has opened his arsenal and brought out the weapons of his wrath, for the Sovereign LORD Almighty has work to do in the land of the Babylonians. (Jer 50:25)

The Lord really has a arsenal, I thought it was just an analogy when I first read it.

When Sis Sarah first invited me to go to CKRM, I didn’t plan to go. I was receptive of the charismatic movement and received power for a while before falling away. Subsequently, I didn’t feel much when I attended charismatic meetings and was reduced to just being an observer with much fear and doubt about the charismatic. But I was determined not to give up, I longed to be greatly anointed as to set the captives free so that Christians will enjoy going to church (going to church was sheer torture in the past). When I first became charismatic, I would forsake food and water just to remain in the meetings in fear of wasting even a second of time. How I long for such times to recur again. After reading the postings on the CKRM Website, I felt that the anointing is very strong and seeing that Sis Sarah (who had attended CKRM”s meeting before) was pretty normal too, I was willing to go and take a look.

On the first day, there is still a lot of fear in me, especially the fear of being “contaminated”. Nobody was to touch me and I shook hands with others reluctantly. Furthermore, during charismatic meetings, I didn’t even feel anything and I have at times doubted whether the charismatic experiences I had in the past were real or not. Jesus said “Is not my word like fire,” declares the LORD, “and like a hammer that breaks a rock in pieces? (Jer 23:29). There was someone using a spiritual hammer to smash the strongholds in people’s head and I went out to let a sister to “hammer” me twice (it is like grasping empty air and welding a hammer as if it is there). Back then, I didn’t feel anything but after I was seated, I felt that there was a spot in my head where anointing could now enter (it is hard to explain what anointing is if one has never move in the Holy Spirit). To my surprise, the “hammer” works. I couldn’t explain why but I roughly know what had happened (to me).

Later on, Bro Thomas imparted lighting anointing to me via prayer. With my eyes closed, I could see a red lightning flashed past in the darkness. I thought somebody was taking photographs but it wasn’t the case. Then he (Bro Thomas) imparted the “blowing” anointing to me and I could blow on and on. In the past, I could only looked on like an idiotic spectator during charismatic meetings and perceived that I don’t move in the charismatic but in my heart, I was not convinced. I never thought that I could receive this anointing with a sober mind and without effort. Praying back home, the anointing is strong and it made me realize that I have been greatly restored. Most importantly, I am no longer afraid and suddenly became bold and courageously.

On the second day, I rejoiced when Sis Shan received the “confirmation” anointing. When you talked to her, there is no pretense since she could only reply what is truly in her heart. She told me the principle of being willing to be crucified together with Christ on the cross and I suddenly understood. As I truly understand her (Sis Shan) now, I felt that I should treat her and the brothers & sister better. I especially wanted to treat my husband better. I felt that since we cannot see the hearts of men, we tend to be lacking in compassion. I purpose in my heart not to quarrel upon returning home. Agape also has confirmation anointing, which is those who are slain on the floor with will say “YES ---“ etc with their eyes closed. But in CKRM, I saw this anointing in operation with everybody sober and the power is great.

On the third day, in the midst of worship, I forgave an evangelical shepherd whom I have always been unable to forgive. The worship that day was fantastic; I expressed my longing for Christ. I thought of God coming to save us, not condemn us and I pleaded with Him to give me a God-fearing heart. Later on, as I sat on the floor, Holy fire came falling on me although nobody prayed for me. This is because I made a prayer offering myself willinglyon the Lord’s altar. Bro Thomas gave me “water that turned into wine”, it looked like he was holding empty air in his hands but when I drank it, my mouth tasted wine and I couldn’t stop laughing. I felt overjoyed and my movements were agile. Later on, Pastor Paul gave me fire wine and my mouth was puffing with fire, as if drunk. I am not a drinker but drinking wine this way is great. I can drink more without fear of drunkenness. Once happy, I no longer have worries. The joy of the Lord is my strength.

The brothers and sisters of CKRM were very friendly and imparted their anointing to me. It’s a pity that being the last daym there isn’t much time left. If there had been more time, I would have gotten even more. The first day upon returning home, I was feeling down. But the moment I started to pray, the strong presence of the Holy Spirit caused me to be very happy. CKRM’s anointing is different from other charismatic churches. Indeed, every place has a different and unique anointing; our God is a rich God. CKRM could look into the needs of everyone and is very powerful in spiritual warfare.

Later on, I read in the bible “After he drove the man out, he placed on the east side of the Garden of Eden cherubim and a flaming sword flashing back and forth to guard the way to the tree of life. (Gen 3:24) and discovered “flaming sword flashing back and forth” is one of God’s weapons.

第六届约书亚营会见证集
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

Sarah 姐妹

半年前我参加了第五届约书亚营，神给了我很多祝福，虽然我并没有太大感觉，属灵敏感度也很低，然而半年的时间内通过不断操练，发现自己的生命建造和属灵恩赐方面都有很大提升，我决定参加第六届约书亚营。在这之前我得到一个异梦，被告知会得到独特的启示性恩赐。果然，在这次营会中，主赐给了我印证的恩膏，我非常高兴。圣灵喜笑对我的帮助很大，使我战胜长期以来的消沉和抑郁。有过好几次的经历，当我因为某些事伤心想要哭泣的时候，我发现却哭不出来，反而变成大笑，随之心情也被释放。我知道神不让我继续伤心，因为这会给仇敌留下破口，使更多的黑暗权势如沮丧、自怜、消沉进来。我觉得你们在马来西亚和新加坡的弟兄姐妹很有福，因为有CKRM这样的平台操练属灵恩赐，有这样的环境可以被坚固。因为一旦得到属灵恩赐，仇敌会来偷窃，把困惑和怀疑加在人的意念中。所以要持守神所赐的，通过信心并智慧地运用，就会看到恩赐会不断增长，力上加力，荣上加荣。感谢主。

Marianne 姐妹

我来自北京一个传统教会，来参加约书亚营会之前并没有告诉牧者。我在http://www.ckrm.org/ 网站上看到这个事工后很感兴趣，因为以前从未听过圣火恩膏和主在CKRM中的这些作为。我并不知道这么远从中国赶来参加这个营会是否正确，Sarah帮我订了机票和酒店，我最终还是很高兴来到这里。在来之前，我问神我参加的目的是什么，神告诉我来观看祂的大能，开我的眼界。在营会中，我看到了很多的圣灵大能彰显，确实使我眼界大开，感到神的平安。主说这些是我的工作，不要害怕。我在来之前得了重感冒不能说话，但我到达后开始敬拜神后，感冒竟然好了。当保罗牧师说圣火降下时，我感到神的能力降下进入我的里面，我也敞开心来领受。

Dr Lilibeth David

我来自菲律宾，这是我第一次接受圣灵和火的洗。当保罗牧师说圣火降下时，我感到神的能力充满我的身体。有趣的是，我原来感到的头痛，后来当神的能力在我身上时，头疼不见了。我相信神已经开始在我身上做工，并会继续给我属灵祝福。

Karen姐妹

我来自一个有13个成员的家庭。我一直渴慕得到父爱，我也一直追求属灵的事情，但没有什么进展。在营会中，我感受到了天父的爱。我领受了圣灵喜笑和犹大狮子吼。我发现在营会中圣灵的彰显非常强烈，甚至有时我感到在地如在天上。我真的在这里感到主的同在。

Jenifer Lim 姐妹

三年前我在新加坡停止了去CKRM。上礼拜五我接到保罗牧师的电话后，我先是惊讶无言。我从未想过重回CKRM。但10月份我有感动需要神的能力来做祂呼召我做的事情。我需要重新领受圣火的恩膏。如果我要用祷告和代祷支持牧师的事工，我需要神再次触摸我。我非常高兴参加这次营会，当保罗牧师说圣火降下时，我感到后背非常热。之前，我并不理解CKRM事工。现在，神非常清楚地告诉我保罗牧师在CKRM的事工是启示性动作。

Tan Chui Swan 姐妹

我开始的时候对圣灵一无所知。当我第一次领受圣灵和火的洗时，我的手开始颤抖。因为无知，我试图抓住自己的手不让它抖。接下来在CKRM当神的能力触摸我时，我躺在地上7个小时。我感到很多的能力在我里面，当听到一个姐妹哭时，我也开始跟她一起哭并与她祷告。我并不知道圣灵在使用我来服事人。我开始经历很多奇妙的事，因为有一个声音从里面对我说话。当我犯错误时，这个声音会引领我悔改。圣灵对我说话并引导我每天与祂同行。祂也膏抹我来更好的弹琴，因为我弹琴的知识并不多。我开始有了信心来做主要我去做的任何事情。我对圣灵的敏锐度也日益增加。赞美神带领我来到CKRM。

Isa 姐妹

我第一次与神相遇非常奇妙，在一次教会聚会中，当他们为我祷告后，我开始颤抖。敬拜音乐响起后，我的身体开始随敬拜摆动。当我回到家里后，仍然持续着这种敬拜。我开始更强烈地敬拜主，倒在地上几个小时。我醒来后继续敬拜然后又倒在地上，持续了整个晚上。我醉在圣灵里。但当我分享自己的经历时，很多基督徒不理解我。在敬拜中，我感觉自己的灵与神的灵相连。在敬拜时，圣灵引导我做很多创意的动作，很多教会不接受我的动作。我感到很沮丧，告诉神我不要再敬拜了。但同时我也敬畏神。一天，神告诉我要敬畏祂而不要怕人。我感谢神通过Cynthia姐妹带我到CKRM。在CKRM经过装备，我属灵成长很快，在敬拜中，当圣灵向我启示一个人的心声时，我能分辨出这个人的果子，如这个人是否有爱心、关怀或充满仇恨等。我感谢神带我来到CKRM，这真的是圣灵引导的事工。

Inga

感谢Janet姐妹邀请我来参加营会。当保罗牧师说圣灵的火降下时，我体验到了从未有过的经历。在做任何一件事时，我会先求问主，祂在一个梦中告诉我去参加约书亚营。主说，我要膏抹你，打开你的心，我要向你显明神迹奇事。主也要我读使徒行传。在营会中，我看到了神真是信实的神。祂是如此真实、永远信实。感谢你，主。

Joel How弟兄

我参加了历届约书亚营会，从未错过一次。我看到神的工作不断增长，力上加力、荣上加荣。如果有太多的圣经知识却没有启示，我们经常会变得律法主义。不要误会，神的话非常重要，但没有油（圣灵）来启示话语，话语只停留在“logos”上。耶稣在马可福音8:13-21谈到酵的问题，祂警告他们意念的影响——能够把启示和更新的营养夺走（Bill Johnson）。在这次营会中，我看到那些以敞开的心渴慕神的人，无不被主以独特的方式触摸。当神的风吹来时，我们必须迅速扬起帆来乘圣灵之风前进。我寻求神多年，看到在很多聚会中都有圣灵同在，但只有在CKRM，圣灵是自由的运行。当暴风雨出现在我的生活中时，感谢神，因祂的恩典使我认识到主仍在船上与我同在。

当保罗牧师叫我们出来接受祷告时，主对我的灵大声而清楚地说，祂没有留下祂所爱的孩子为孤儿。马太福音13:16-17节，“但你们的眼睛是有福的，因为看见了。你们的耳朵也是有福的，因为听见了。我实在告诉你们，从前有许多先知和义人，要看你们所看的，却没有看见。要听你们所听的，却没有听见。”主是奇妙的，祂的美善无法用言词表达。我期待着2011年第七届约书亚营会，迫不及待地想要成为主在2011年工作的一部分。

Nellie Quek 姐妹

9月18日是我记得非常清楚的一天，这天之前是几个月的属灵试炼和挑战，之后又伴随着两个月的不确定期。这天主把我放在顺服的试验中，祂要我离开CKRM马六甲。你是说离开吗？是的，你听到的对。离开。但我要去哪里呢？主感动我的心留在家里，花时间在祂的同在中，学习祂的道。这是不是说我以后去CKRM八打灵再也呢？直到第六届约书亚营。这是我得到的回答。

10月1日，我被感动要禁食7天，然后接下来在约书亚营会之前40天禁食。在后一个禁食阶段的几天，我遇到了困难。当我寻求主，得到的话是停止禁食。然后约书亚营前一个月，我试图在网上预定酒店，结果遇到困难。主，你在告诉我什么事吗？难道我不要去参加？然而没有回答。约书亚营前一周，我最终获准参加营会，但只是星期六一天，就是11月27日。所以当保罗牧师25日给我打电话时，我告诉他我只在那天参加。

营会前几天，感动我要在营会的三天中禁食，只喝水。哦，主，给我力量来顺服你。我急切地祷告。你知道，在我一生中从未有过这样的禁食。星期六早晨6点，我等候出租车来载我到八打灵再也参加营会。因为起的早，我感到头晕不舒服、血糖过低，我问主是否可以喝点。当我得到“是”时，迅速又问是否也可以吃点面包。不到一分钟时间内，我消灭掉了Milo 和面包。我感到非常恶心，全部都呕吐了出去。吐完后感到正常了，感觉很好。赞美神，祂知道我并原谅我软弱的行为。

在礼拜六保罗牧师分享的时候，我得到了感动，第二天仍然来参加。那天晚上，我回到马六甲。当我礼拜天早晨醒来时，感到不舒服，腹部抽搐、头晕眼花、恶心呕吐。我感觉非常不好，但又必须顺服神去八打灵再也。主啊，帮助我，我真的感到很不舒服。如果这禁食是出于你，我应该很好的。我不知道怎么回事。然后我听到声音告诉我吃点蜜，只一小口。当我上午8点到达八打灵再也时，全然恢复健康。荣耀归神！

毋需多说，我在第六届约书亚营度过了一段最蒙福的时间。恩膏如此厚重可及，到一个地步，当保罗牧师叫马六甲的人到前面时，恩膏如此之厚重，我全然被恩膏击倒。我们在礼拜天度过了一个奇妙的敬拜赞美时间。在我这保守的一生时间里，我第一次感到周围的人变得模糊了，我放弃了所有的矜持约束，单单让圣灵完全掌管我。我感到非常活泼，与我的弟兄姐妹们一同敬拜赞美我们的主，彼此合一如同一人在基督身体中。我感到自己回家了，这才是我所属的地方。阿门！
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CKRM满有能力-Rainbow姐妹的见证

“耶和华已经开了武库，拿出他恼恨的兵器；因为主万军之耶和华在迦勒底人之地有当做的事。”(耶50:25)

耶和华真有武库，我原来以为只是比喻而已。

当Sarah姐妹邀请我去CKRM的时候，我是不打算去的。我的状况是接受灵恩之后，有能力了一段时间然后就摔下来了，参加灵恩聚会我没什么感觉，只是个观察者，对灵恩有许多的怀疑和惧怕。但我有不死心，我盼望大有能力，使那些被压制的可以得自由，基督徒可以喜欢去教会（以前去教会简直就是折磨）。刚接受灵恩的时候，我不吃不喝都要守在聚会里，害怕浪费了一秒钟聚会的时间，我多么渴望那样的日子重现。看了CKRM网上的视频，我觉得恩膏很强，又看到去过这个聚会的Sarah姐妹也满正常的，所以我也就愿意去看看了。

第一天还是有许多的惧怕，特别是以前有个毛病怕“沾染”，谁也不准碰我，连握手也很勉强。而且后来到灵恩聚会一直也没什么感觉，我有时候也怀疑我过去灵恩感觉好象不真实。

“耶和华说：「我的话岂不像火，又像能打碎盘石的大锤吗？」”(耶23:29),然后有人用锤子来敲头，打破人的固有思维的硬壳。我也出去让一个姐妹敲了两下（看起来象手拿空气在空中做敲的动作），当时也没感觉，但坐下来后，感觉头部有个地方恩膏可以进入了（没接受过灵恩的是不容易知道恩膏是什么的），所以惊奇锤子真的是有用的。不知道怎么解释，我只是隐约知道怎么回事。

后来Thomas弟兄给我祷告传递雷和闪电的恩膏，我闭着眼真的看到在黑暗中有红色的闪电一闪，我以为是有人拍照，结果没有。然后他传递吹气恩膏，我竟然一直可以吹气了。以前在灵恩聚会我只有傻看的份，我以为我不属于灵恩范畴，但心里又有点不甘心。没想到头脑清清醒醒的也不费劲就得着了。回家祷告的时候恩膏也强，我才知道我恢复了很多了。最重要的是我不害怕了，突然就刚强壮胆了。

第二天很高兴我看到单姐妹得到了“印证恩膏”，跟她谈话的时候她就没有装假的机会了，心里有什么就说什么。她告诉我主动与主同钉十字架的道理，然后我就突然明白了。因为了解了真实的她，觉得应该对她好一些，应该对弟兄姐妹好一些，特别想对丈夫好一些。我感觉我们看不见人的心，所以总是缺乏怜悯。心里就立志回家不再吵架了。印证恩膏在爱修园也有，就是那些倒在地上的人闭眼说的“YES——”之类的。但在CKRM，大家头脑清醒中，可以看见这个恩膏的运行，能力很大。

第三天我在敬拜的时候突然饶恕了我一直不能够饶恕的一个福音派的牧者。那天的敬拜很好，我表达了我对基督的渴慕。我想到神来是要救我们不是要定我们的罪，也求神给我敬畏神的心。后来我坐在那里，圣火恩膏一直降在我身上，没有人为我祷告，因为我自己祷告愿意献上自己焚烧在主的祭坛面前。后来Thomas弟兄给我喝“水变的酒”，当然看起来就是手捧着空气，但是我喝的时候真的是满口酒味道，然后我就一直笑不停，好象很开心，动作也很灵敏的。后来保罗牧师给我喝火酒，真的是满口冒火，好象是醉了。我是不喝酒的，这样喝酒真好，可以多喝些也不怕醉。开心了，就没有忧虑了。主的喜乐是我的力量。

CKRM的弟兄姐妹真的很友善，巴不得把恩赐都传给我，可惜这是最后一天，没什么时间了，时间多一点儿我会得到更多。回来后的第一天情绪比较低落，可是当我一告的时候，圣灵恩膏很强的同在，让我也很欢喜。

CKRM的恩膏与其他灵恩不同。真的各处有不同的恩膏的，我们的上帝是很丰富的。CKRM能够照顾到每个人的需要，而且在争战方面很有能力。

后来我读圣经,“又在伊甸园的东边安设基路伯和四面转动发火焰的剑，要把守生命树的道路。”(创3:24) ，发现“四面转动发火焰的剑”就是神的武器之一了。

6th Joshua Camp - Bring Revival Fire to the Nations by The Editorial Team / 第六届约书亚营-传递复兴之火到列国（by编辑队）

2010-11-28T21:04:00.008+08:00

As the cloud of God was taken up from above the tabernacle, the children of Israel would go onward in all their journeys. We need to know the move of God and obedient to His voice. The Spirit of God descended heavily during the Joshua Camp with God’s voice telling His people whom He called to bring the Revival Fire back to their nations. Many people were called by the Lord from nations like China, Hong Kong, Philippines, Indonesia, French Bahamas, Singapore and Malaysia to attend this camp. Interestingly, the Lord led many highly qualified people like ex-nuclear engineer, doctor, professor, lawyer, administrator and experienced pastors to make a total of about 80 people in the 6th Joshua Camp.

Everyone has a calling. Dr Tamara S. Winslow said “Whatever your calling, whatever your goal in life, be mindful that you’ve been privileged to pay whatever price He requires as He’s called you to walk with Him.” Ps Paul Ang, founder of CKRM emphasized that we need the fullness of the Spirit so that we can walk by faith and see in the Spirit. The anointing will change our lives. An encounter with God is usually a power encounter like Apostle Paul’s encounter with God on the road to Damascus. Without power we are of no threat to darkness. Jesus says “when you believe you will see His glory. 2 Cor 4:18 “So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” Every talent is given by God. Earth is progressing at great speed but Heaven is divinely more advance than Earth. In CKRM the Lord is pouring out His arsenal as in Jeremiah 50:25 to equip His people to do His will.

Ps Esther shared on Prophesy and Healing on the second day of the camp. In her years as a Christian the Lord has led her to churches to see many things. One issue that burdens her heart is that many people of God are in bondage of sickness and evil spirits but churches are powerless to set them free. As children of God, power is our spiritual birthright. We are given the power and authority to minister to set the captives free. The campers were greatly blessed because they were also taught how to listen to the voice of God. Ps Esther said that she felt deeply saddened because there were incidents where very experienced believers and leaders even questioned her whether we really can hear from God. Campers were also taught to respect spiritual power and authority like cell leaders, pastors and elders even though when they have received great anointing from the Lord. Ps Paul added that if a person cannot discern or hear from God then he cannot minister effectively or unable to follow what God wants to do in ministry. The calling of CKRM is to train, commission and send out believers to advance the Kingdom of God by winning souls for Jesus. We must work with God as quoted by Ps Bill Johnson. Many have experienced the Holy Spirit but many have also missed out the moves of the Holy Spirit. It is by obeying him, walked in holiness and partnering with Him that bring great results in our Christian walk. To walk a Christian life with signs, wonders and miracles we need great faith from the Lord. People have made fun regarding the moves of the Holy Spirit and have had many unpleasant experiences and regretted for doing so. Fire Anointing is an important area where the Lord wants His children to walk as in the book of Acts 4 onwards. We need the Fire of God to burn out all the resistance that hinders us to walk a victorious Christian life the Lord intended. Sins in our lives block the power of God to flow in our lives. Fire of God is needed to purge sins. Zechariah 13:9 “this third I will put into the fire; I will refine them like silver and test them like gold. They will call on my name and I will answer them; I will say, ‘They are my people,’ and they will say, ‘The LORD is our God.’” It is only when a believer has gone through Fire refining and purifying process then he is ready to be set apart and used by God.

The closure was followed by an awesome time of throne room experience of two hours of Praise and Worship. Many had intimate moments in the presence of the Lord. The joy of the Lord is our strength. The experience was so precious because worshippers are lovers of Jesus. As early as in Exodus the Lord’s heartbeat was to set His people free to worship Him. After the worship session the Lord spoke through a sister saying “You have seen My power and glory and do you still doubt? Trust and you’ll be blessed. Received the Kingdom of God. It is in your hand. The staff is in your hand. Do the same like Moses did when he parted the Red Sea.” Five people were specifically raised up by the Lord in this camp. All were called to bring back the Revival Fire back to their nations. The Asian Games Guangzhou’s fire has ended but the Fire of Revival has just begun burning in Nations.

Pictures : http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=3032
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第六届约书亚营-传递复兴之火到列国（by编辑队）
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

当神的云柱从会幕之上收起，以色列人开始起营出发。我们需要知道神的行动并顺服祂的声音。在约书亚营会中，神的灵大大降临，告诉祂所呼召的百姓将复兴之火带回自己的国家。来自不同国家的信徒被神带领来到营会，其中包括中国、香港、菲律宾、印度尼西亚、法巴哈马、新加坡和马来西亚。非常奇妙，主带领很多高级专业人士如核工程师、医生、教授、律师、行政管理、资深牧师等共约80人参加了第六届约书亚营。

每个人都有从神而来的呼召。Tamara S. Winslow博士说过：无论你的呼召是什么，无论你生活的目标是什么，切记当祂呼召你与祂同行，你已经给你恩典来付上任何祂所要求的代价。CKRM创办人保罗牧师强调，我们需要圣灵的丰满，使我们通过信心行走，在圣灵中看见。恩膏会改变我们的生命。如使徒保罗在大马色路上一样，与神的相遇是一次有能力的相遇。没有能力，我们对黑暗世界就没有威胁。耶稣说，你若信，就必看见神的荣耀（约11:40），林后4:18“原来我们不是顾念所见的，乃是顾念所不见的。因为所见的是暂时的，所不见的是永远的。”每种才干都是神所赐的。地球在高速运行，而属天领域比地球更快。在CKRM，主赐下祂的武库（耶利米书50:25）来装备祂的子民去遵行祂的旨意。

以斯帖牧师在营会第二天分享了先知预言和医治的信息。在她的基督徒生涯中，神带领她到过不同的教会看到很多事情。她心中的有一个负担，因为很多神的子民被疾病和邪灵捆绑，教会却没有能力使他们得释放。做为神的孩子，能力是我们的属灵天赋，我们被赋予能力和权柄服事，使被囚的得释放。营会参加者都被大大地祝福，他们也被教导如何聆听神的声音。以斯帖牧师说，有时会有人，甚至资深信徒或领袖，问她是否我们会真的听到神的声音，她感到非常难过。营会参加者也被教导即使得到神极大的膏抹，也要尊重属灵能力和权柄，如小组领袖、牧师、长老。保罗牧师补充说，如果一个人不能分辨或听到神的声音，他就不能有效地服事或不能按神的意思来服事。CKRM的呼召是来训练、装备和差派信徒拓展神的国度，为耶稣赢得灵魂。如比尔强生牧师所说，我们必须与神同工。很多人经历圣灵，但很多人也错过了圣灵的运行。只有通过顺服祂、走在圣洁中、与祂同工，基督徒行路才会有大的果效。基督徒一生如果要走在神迹奇事中，需要从主而来的极大信心。很多人拿圣灵运行开玩笑，有很多不愉快的经历，并为此懊悔。圣火的恩膏是主希望祂的孩子们经历的一个重要领域，如使徒行传第四章以后的章节。我们需要神的火来炼净所有阻挡我们过得胜生活的拦阻。我们生命中的罪阻挡了神的能力在我们生命中的涌流。神的火是为了来炼掉罪。撒迦利亚书13:9“我要使这三分之一经火，熬炼他们，如熬炼银子，试炼他们，如试炼金子。他们必求告我的名，我必应允他们。我要说，这是我的子民。他们也要说，耶和华是我们的神。”信徒只有通过圣火的炼净，才能预备好被神使用。

营会的闭幕以宝座前两个小时奇妙的敬拜赞美结束，主的亲密大能同在大大彰显。主的喜乐是我们的力量。这经历是如此宝贵，因为敬拜者是耶稣所爱的。早在出埃及记中，主的心意就是释放祂的子民去敬拜祂。敬拜之后，主通过一个姐妹说：“你已经看见我的能力和荣耀，为什么仍然怀疑呢？相信就必蒙福。接受神的国，它就在你的手中。杖就在你的手里，做摩西所做的，使红海分开”。在营会中，有5个人被主特别地兴起。所有人都被呼召带回圣火到自己的国家中。广州亚运会的火刚刚结束，而复兴之火刚刚开始点燃列国。

Pictures : http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=3032

My mind is renewed by the power of God - Bro Weiming / 我的心意被神的大能更新-Weiming弟兄

2010-11-08T08:27:00.008+08:00

I was born and raised in a christian family. To me at that time Christianity was about going to church on the weekends and the rest of my days I kept on living my own life. Jesus was only for in the weekends. When I finished my university days I started to backslide and eventually had no passion for God in my entire 4 years when I was studying. It was my driest point of my life. I was part of the world and doing things of my own.
When I finished my degree, I started working in KL. CKRM was set up in Malacca at that time and my family was already attending CKRM Malacca. They told me many things about what God was doing in CKRM and it was very different and exciting. I was a bit skeptical and did not understand about the ministry that was because I was living in sins and my mind had not been renewed.

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will - Romans12:2

My parents told me there was the Roar of the Lion of Judah, Holy Laughter, Prophetic Dance, Manifestation of the Spirit and many more. I had never heard or seen this before and was doubtful but the thing I noticed was I could see my family's life started to change for the better, so it was good. After much prayers and invitation I decided to pay a visit to CKRM in Malacca. I felt it was a different church, not a mediocre church. They preached about things normal churches would never or seldom talked about like the Holy Spirit, the gifts, supernatural, sign and wonders, anointing, holiness. This somehow excited me. I decided to go and find a church in KL. I began to read books, sermons about Holy Spirit and to understand Him more since I had little knowledge and experience about Him even though I had being going to church since I was small. My hunger for God grew.

I began to ask God so that I could be sensitive to Him after seeing my family members were all sensitive to God. It gave me a holy hunger for more of Him. One day my dad called me and ask me if I wanted to receive the Baptism of Fire from God. I had never heard about this Fire until I came to CKRM but it was written in the bible " He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and with fire. - Matthew 3:11

http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html

So my dad prayed for me through the phone from Malacca. I was a bit doubtful and nothing really happened. So he prayed for me for 2 or 3 times and hang up. I was not satisfied and I told God that if I could not receive anything I would go back in the weekend to CKRM Malacca. So I called my father again and this time and when he prayed for me I felt like something stirring in my belly and my whole body felt like in an electricity and I started to tremble, but I felt very happy and I felt God's presence in my body. That was when I knew the Holy Spirit lived in me and my life began to change. It is amazing how God can even touch me through the phone. This shows God can still do great things in us.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." (Jeremiah 29:11-13 NIV)

Ever since God touches my heart my life has been transformed. Addiction and ungodly lifestyle were all broken. I'm more aware of the presence of God now and always guarding my heart, mind and actions and even if I fall into sin the Holy Spirit will convict me and I will repent fast. The fruits of the Spirit is starting to grow.(Galatians 5:22). Christianity to me now is not boring but full of fun, exciting, purposeful and powerful. I'm learning more things especially on spiritual things in CKRM because God is spirit ...those who are led by the Spirit of God are son of God. (Rom 8:14)

Thank you Lord for your Grace and Love poured out for me. All Praises, Worship, and Power belongs to You and You only!
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我的心意被神的大能更新-Weiming弟兄
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

我生长在一个基督教家庭。那时对我来讲，基督教就是周末去教会，其余时间过我自己的生活。耶稣只是为周末而存在的。当我读完大学，在整个四年学习期间，我后退并最终对神失去了热情。那是我生命最枯干的时期。我成了世界的一部分，做着我自己的事情。
修完学位后，我开始在吉隆坡工作。那时CKRM在马六甲建立了事工，我的家人加入了CKRM马六甲。他们告诉我很多神在CKRM所做的事，非常不同又令人兴奋。我有一点怀疑，不理解这个事工，因为我那时生活在罪中，我的意念还没有被更新。“不要效法这个世界。只要心意更新而变化，叫你们察验何为神的善良，纯全可喜悦的旨意。”（罗马书12:2）
我父母告诉我说那里有犹大狮子吼，圣灵喜笑，先知性舞蹈，圣灵彰显以及其他很多。我以前从未听过或看过这些，对此非常怀疑。但我注意到一件事，就是看到我家人的生命变得更好了，所以这是件好事。经过很多的祷告和邀请后，我决定到马六甲CKRM去。我感觉这是很特别的教会，不是一间普通教会。他们的讲的东西在其他教会中从来不会或者很少会讲，诸如圣灵、恩赐、超自然神迹奇事、恩膏、圣洁等。这在某种程度上激动了我，我决定在吉隆坡找一间教会。我开始阅读关于圣灵的书籍和讲道，想要更多了解圣灵，因为我虽然从小就去教会，但对圣灵所知所经历的太少。我对神的渴慕增加了。

我开始求神使我对祂更敏感，因看到我的家人对神都非常敏感。我对神有了神圣的渴望，想要更多得到祂。一天，我父亲打电话给我，问我是否希望领受神的圣火洗。虽然我在去CKRM之前从未听过圣火，但在圣经上确实写着“他要用圣灵与火给你们施洗”（马太福音 3:11）。下面链接是保罗牧师关于圣火恩膏及目的的文章。
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html

于是我父亲从马六甲通过电话为我祷告。我有一点怀疑，因此祷告中也没有发生什么。于是他为我祷告了2、3次后就挂掉了。我不满足，告诉神如果通过电话不能领受到什么，我就要在周末去CKRM马六甲。我就再次打电话给父亲，这次当他为我祷告时，我感到腹部有什么在搅动，全身也有触电的感觉并且开始颤抖。但我感到很高兴，觉得神的同在在我里面。当我知道圣灵住在我里面，我的生活开始改变。神真是太奇妙了，竟然通过电话触摸我。这也说明神还能在我们里面做更大的事情。

“耶和华说，我知道我向你们所怀的意念是赐平安的意念，不是降灾祸的意念，要叫你们末后有指望。你们要呼求我，祷告我，我就应允你们。你们寻求我，若专心寻求我，就必寻见。”（耶利米书29:11-13）

自从神触摸到我的心，我的生命开始被翻转。嗜好和不敬虔的生活方式完全瓦解。现在我更多地能感受到神的同在并谨守自己的心思、意念和行为。当我不慎犯罪，圣灵会及时光照我并带领我尽快悔改。圣灵的果子开始增长起来。（加拉太书5:22）
现在，基督教对我来讲已经不再是枯燥无味的，反而充满了乐趣和兴奋，是有目的也是有大能的。我正在CKRM学习更多尤其是关于属灵的事情。因为神是灵...凡被神的灵引导的都是神的儿子。（罗马书8:14）

主，感谢你给我的恩典和大爱。一切颂赞、荣耀、权柄都单单归于你！

写在第六届约书亚营会之前 by Sis Sarah/ Prior to 6th Joshua Camp

2010-10-26T12:48:00.004+08:00

还有一个月就要迎来了CKRM举办的第六届约书亚营会。回想5个月前因参加第五届营会得到的祝福，充满了感恩，也对本届营会充满了期待。

这几个月时间是我成长最快的一个阶段，从属灵生命、对神和真理的认识、恩赐等各方面都有了很大的突破和提升。我对CKRM事工也有了更多的认识，更加确信这是神在末世兴起的祂自己的事工。我相信人若立志遵行神的旨意，凭圣灵来判断，必会知道CKRM是否是出于神（参见约翰福音7:17）。

在圣火恩膏下，神对我的生命更多的炼净，而且是从生命深处的净化，不像以前那种表面的、浅层次的。我知道自己远没有达到该达到的，但现在我已经看到了自己很多根本问题，知道要从哪些方面来改变。

在CKRM的属灵遮盖下，我能感觉到比以前更多的平安。因为我在网络上会有一些服事，仇敌有时会攻击我的家人。特别是与我同住的我姐姐的女儿，一个14岁的孩子。当我服事某两个姐妹的时候，她就会受攻击。为此我很苦恼，有时看到她那么痛苦，心里很内疚。自从CKRM成为我的属灵遮盖后，这种情况再没有出现过。赞美主。

属灵争战能力也有很明显的提高。尤其是犹大狮子吼使用非常频繁，这对我的代祷很有帮助，实在是神赐下的一个强大的属灵争战工具。2周前的一个主日，聚会中出现搅扰，我也感到教会的属灵空气非常压抑、混乱。我用方言小声祷告，但感觉很无力，没有什么效果，正想要放弃争战的时候，突然感到很强的恩膏降下，狮子吼释放出来。因为所在教会是传统教会，我不能大声，就尽量放低声音以免影响到别人，几声之后搅扰就停止了，而且属灵空气好转，神的同在和平安重新恢复。哈利路亚！

CKRM是个很特别的事工，神要藉着这个事工装备大批属灵争战的勇士，为主耶稣的荣耀再来预备道路。愿神祝福CKRM，并藉此祝福更多祂的儿女。

Prior to 6th Joshua Camp by Sis Sarah

It will be CKRM’s 6th Joshua Camp in a month’s time. I am full of thanksgivings as I recalled the blessings I received during the 5th Joshua Camp, and I am full of expectancy for the move of God in the coming camp.

I have experienced the fastest growth in my life over the past few months and had huge breakthroughs and exaltations in my spiritual life, understanding of God and truth, spiritual gifting and others. My understanding of CKRM ministry has also increased and I am more convicted that this is the ministry God wants to raise up in the end times. I believed that if anyone chooses to do God's will and discerned by the Holy Spirit, he/she would find out whether CKRM comes from God or not. (John 7:17) “If anyone chooses to do God's will, he will find out whether my teaching comes from God or whether I speak on my own.”

Under the Fire Anointing, God has sanctified my life to a greater degree and not merely at the surface level as it usually happened in the past. I know I am still far from what I could attain but now I could see the root cause of many of my problems and know what changes need to be made.

Under the coverage of CKRM, I felt greater peace than before. Before this, as I ministered online, the enemy (the devil) would occasionally attacked my family. The enemy especially targeted at the daughter of my elder sister (my niece), a 14 year old girl who lived under the same roof with me. When I was ministering to two sisters, this niece of mine would be attacked. I felt deeply troubled. Sometimes seeing her suffering, I would feel very guilty. Ever since CKRM became my spiritual covering, such occurrences did not happen again. Praise the Lord!

My ability to wage warfare spiritually has increased too. Especially the Roar of the Lion of Judah has greatly help in my prayer and intercession; it is truly a powerful spiritual warfare weapon that God has given. There was disturbance during service two weeks ago and I also sensed oppression and confusion in the spiritual atmosphere of the church. I prayed softly in tongues but I felt powerless and ineffectively. As I was about to give up, a very strong Anointing suddenly came upon me and I unleashed the Roar of the Lion of Judah. As I was in a conservation church, I could not roar aloud but I did my best to keep my volume down. After roaring I felt I had achieved victory in the spiritual atmosphere.

CKRM is a very special ministry and God is going to use this ministry to equip many spiritual warfare warriors who will pave the way for the glorious return of our Lord Jesus. May God bless CKRM and use it to bless many of His sons. and daughters.

Article written by Dr Sarah Shan in Mandarin. Translated to English by Ps Mark and edited by Bro Joel How.

Announcement - Relocation of CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd / CKRM马六甲超自然事工训练学校搬迁通告

2010-10-06T10:59:00.005+08:00

With effect from 2nd October 2010, CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd has relocated to Petaling Jaya. The new address is:-

CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd
E-2-18, 2nd Floor, Block E, Ara Damansara,
47500 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia.
Tel : (603) 7842 7878

Email : contact@ckrm.org
Website: http://www.ckrm.org/

You may refer to http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=2853 for the location and service timings.

Also, the 6th Joshua Camp Training (26 - 28th November 2010) will now be held at Petaling Jaya. Please refer to http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=1525 for registration.

Board of Directors,
CKRM Christian Centre Ltd
Manhattan House #16-01/02 (Penthouse)
151 Chin Swee Road,
Singapore 169876
http://www.ckrm.org/

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CKRM马六甲超自然事工训练学校和行政办公室已在二零一零年十月二日从马六甲搬迁至以下八打灵再也的地址：

CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd
E-2-18, 2nd Floor, Block E, Ara Damansara,
47500 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia.

电话 : (603) 7842 7878
电邮 : contact@ckrm.org
网址 : http://www.ckrm.org/

请点击以下网址http://ckrm.org/cn/?page_id=1200查阅聚会地点与时间。

第六届约书亚营将于二零一零年十一月二十六至二十八日在八打灵再也圣所举办。有意者，请上网 http://ckrm.org/cn/?page_id=1043 报名参加。

基督国度崇高掌权基督中心
董事局
Manhattan House #16-01/02 (Penthouse)
151 Chin Swee Road,
Singapore 169876
http://www.ckrm.org/

News from CKRM Petaling Jaya / 来自CKRM八打灵再也的消息

2010-09-10T16:39:00.005+08:00

"...If God is for us, who can be against us" (Romans 8:31). The mighty Egyptian armies with their best chariots and horsemen could not stop the Israelites from the sea crossing. "HE made the wheels of their chariots come off so that they had difficulties driving. And the Egyptians said, "Let's get away from the Israelites! The Lord is fighting for them against Egypt" (Exodus 14:25).

The powerful connection & influence of some religious leaders in Malacca to isolate us could not stop CKRM from advancing & expanding His kingdom which is the setting up of CKRM Malacca and moving northward to set up 3 more ministries in the State of Selangor.

It has been a busy time for us especially with the newest extension of His tent - CKRM Petaling Jaya.

It was about 17 months ago when we yielded in obedience to God's voice to set up CKRM Malacca. Logically, we felt that it was too rapid as CKRM Singapore was still less than two years old then. "For nothing is impossible with God" (Luke 1:37) and "to obey is better than sacrifice" (1 Samuel 15:22).

Yielding in obedience to His voice, we stood up in faith to set up CKRM Malacca and we witnessed the fruit when miracles after miracles on how God led people to be blessed at CKRM Malacca. Some have become our co-workers. Beside the Lord blessing us with abundant provision and finance, CKRM websites are flooded with powerful testimonies of the awesome work of God.

With hardly a month since CKRM PJ was set, God has already began doing amazing work in this densely populated city. He has miraculously led people to His temple through the internet.

Bill Johnson's teaching has greatly encouraged and strengthened my faith. He wrote: "The safest place in this war is obedience. In the center of His will, we face only the situations we are equipped to win. Outside of the center is where many Christians fall, facing undue pressures that are self-inflicted. His will is the only safe place to be."
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来自CKRM八打灵再也的消息
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

“神若帮助我们，谁能抵挡我们呢？” (罗马书 8:31)。即使埃及装备最好车辆和马兵的精锐军队也未能阻挡以色列人渡海，“使他们的车轮脱落，难以行走，以致埃及人说，我们从以色列人面前逃跑吧，因耶和华为他们攻击我们了。” (出埃及记 14:25)

马六甲一些具有强大连接和影响的宗教领袖想要孤立我们，但从未能拦阻CKRM前进并扩张神的国度。我们建立了CKRM马六甲，并向北部拓展，在雪兰莪州建立了另外3处事工。

伴随着祂的帐幕新的扩张——CKRM八打灵再也的建立，我们度过了又一段忙碌的时光。

大约17个月以前，我们顺服神的声音建立了CKRM马六甲。从逻辑上讲，我们感到这样有些太快了，因为CKRM新加坡当时还不到两岁。然而“出于神的话没有一句不带能力的”(路加福音1:37)，“听命胜于献祭”(撒上 15:22) 。

我们顺服神的旨意，凭信心站立，创建了CKRM马六甲，并亲眼见证事工的果子不断增长，神迹奇事接连不断。许多人被神带领来到CKRM马六甲领受祝福，其中一些人已经成为我们的同工。主赐予我们充足的供应和财务祝福，CKRM网站也涌现了神大能作为的强大见证。

CKRM PJ建立不到一个月的时间里，神已经开始在这座人口密集的城市显明祂的大能作为。祂藉着网络奇妙地带领人们来到自己的殿中。

比尔强生（Bill Johnson）的教导极大地鼓励和增强了我的信心。他写道：“在这场战争中，最安全的地方就是顺服。在祂旨意的中心里，我们只需面对那些使我们被装备得胜的环境。离开这个中心，很多基督徒就会跌倒，面临很多人为的不恰当压力。祂的旨意是我们最安全的地带”。

Dedication Service of CKRM Petaling Jaya - By CKRM Editorial Team / CKRM八打灵再也献堂礼拜——编辑队报导

2010-08-25T06:23:00.008+08:00

The dedication service on 22nd August 2010 marked a new beginning of the Lord’s mighty works in Petaling Jaya. The Lord showed Ps Paul an awesome morning sun as he was driving towards Ara Damansara in the morning. The morning sun’s ray shone from the sky onto Ara Damansara area. It was a confirmation of the Lord’s approval of building His house in Petaling Jaya.

Leaders from Malacca, new visitors, cousins of Ps Paul and special guest George Ang (Ps Paul’s son) came to support this special service. The congregation was told not to be alarmed when the power of God came down during meeting. Many Christian had lost their heavenly heritage to minister with power. In the 70s, it was the revival of the Word of God. In the 90s, it was the revival of the Spirit of God. At the present time, it is the marriage of the Word and the Spirit- “where we are in a time and season where valuable mantles that have been captured and placed in the enemy’s camp are being taken back” as cited by Steven Brooks in his book entitled “Standing on the Shoulders of Giants.” We must be open to God’s plan and His Holy Spirit. The church has lost its ability to function in the supernatural. As Christians if we do not have the power of God how can we transform the world and win back the souls for Jesus?

God has a unique mantle of anointing for everyone. In order to receive this mantle of end time anointing we need to find a glorious church that obeys the Lord and walks in holiness. We need the purity of the priest and the power of the king to walk a victorious Christian walk.

Many knelt on the floor as Ps Esther prayed a prayer of dedication of CKRM PJ to the Lord. This marked the beginning of an important event in God’s calendar the birth of another apostolic warfare church in this beloved city. A church led by the Spirit of God and can hear the voice of the Lord. This is the type of church that carries the hallmark of the book of Acts 4: preaching, healing and performing deliverance in power.

Step out on the Word of God and be led by the Holy Spirit. The time for a change of garment is now upon the Church. God is always ready to pour forth a revival but are the Christians ready? It is time to seek the Lord like never before. God is looking for vessels to house His glory. Are you one of the vessels the Lord is seeking? If you are earnestly seeking the Lord for a genuine encounter like apostle Paul experienced on the road to Damascus, come and join us in His glory zone every Sunday at 11.00 am.

E-2-18, 2nd Floor, Block E,
Jalan PJU 1A/3M,
Ara Damansara,47500 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor, Malaysia.

Contact: Bro. Chia 012-3288859, Bro. Thomas 012-2996702

E-mail: Bro Thomas Ong: wenhow@gmail.com or chiachonghon638@gmail.com

Road Map to CKRM PJ vide this link: http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=2853
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CKRM八打灵再也献堂礼拜——编辑队报导
(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

8月22日的献堂礼拜标志着主在八打灵再也大能工作的一个新开始。当日早晨保罗牧师驱车前往阿拉白沙罗（Ara Damansara）的时候，主给他显现出美妙的朝阳异像，光线从天空射入到阿拉白沙罗地区。这是主愿意在八打灵再也建立祂自己的家的一个印证。

来自马六甲的领袖，一些新朋友，保罗牧师的表弟和特殊嘉宾George Ang（保罗牧师的儿子）一起参加了这个特殊的聚会。聚会中会众被告知如果神的能力降下，不要因此吓到。很多基督徒已经失去了权能服事的传承。在70年代，是神话语的复兴，90年代是神的灵复兴。在现今这个时候，是神的话语与神的灵相结合——“我们所在的这个时代和季节，那些贵重的外袍已经被掳掠到仇敌的阵营中” ，Steven Brooks在 “站在巨人的肩膀上” 一书中这样写道。我们必须向神的计划和祂的圣灵敞开自己。教会已经失去了超自然运行的能力。作为基督徒的我们如果没有神的能力，如何才能转化世界为基督耶稣赢回灵魂呢？

神为每一个信徒都预备了独特的恩膏外袍。若要得到这末世恩膏的外袍，我们首先要找到一个顺服神并走在圣洁中的荣耀教会。我们需要祭祀的圣洁和君王的能力来走出一条基督徒胜利之路。

当以斯帖牧师做CKRM PJ献堂祷告的时候，很多人跪倒在地上向神俯伏。这标志神的时间表中又一重要事件在这个祂所爱的城市开始了——又一个使徒性争战教会的诞生。这是一个被圣灵引导、听从主声音的教会。这是一个携带使徒行传第四章特点的教会：传道、权能医治和释放。

从神的话语出发，依靠圣灵引导。现在是教会换上新衣袍的时候了。神一直愿意浇灌下复兴，但我们预备好了吗？现在是前以所未有的热切寻求神的时候。神正在寻找合用的器皿来承载祂的荣耀。你是否是神正在寻找的器皿？如果你热切地寻求神，渴慕如使徒保罗那样在大马色路上遇见神，请在周日上午11点来参加我们在祂荣耀中的聚会。地址如下：

E-2-18, 2nd Floor, Block E,
Jalan PJU 1A/3M,
Ara Damansara,47500 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor, Malaysia.

联系人: 谢弟兄 012-3288859, Thomas弟兄 012-2996702

E-mail: Bro Thomas Ong: wenhow@gmail.com or chiachonghon638@gmail.com

Road Map to CKRM PJ vide this link: http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=2853

Look at the Cross - A Beautiful Testimony in Poem by Sis Nellie Quek / 仰望十架 - Nellie Quek姐妹美丽的诗歌见证

2010-08-08T03:05:00.017+08:00

‘Look at the cross’, said the pastor to me

What cross? thought I, there’s none to see

Strangely though I did obey and see

The imaginary cross straight ahead of me

‘Touch His garment’, the pastor then said to me

How? For His appearance I could not see

The woman with the issue of blood came to mind

How she touched his garment was before my eyes

In obedience and as the woman did, so did I

Hand, reaching out to the image before me

Fingers barely touching the hem of His garment

When prostrate I fell, before His holy presence

‘What happened?’ was the question posed to me

I don’t know, no explanation came to mind

Something powerful was at work in me

The aura of His presence I could not deny

‘Come and drink of the wine’

Invited the pastor, cupping his hands

Copying him, my cupped hands then received

And drank of the wine I could not see

The wine I could neither taste nor see

But the effects were plain for all to see

Seated was I, cross legged on the floor

Feeling the wine dribbling down my chin

Forearms busy wiping away at the dribbling chin

I felt the wine was dripping all over me

Oh how the congregants roared with laughter

At 56, it must have been quite a sight to behold

Falling prostrate, being drunk in the spirit

Such was my introduction to CKRM

A year has now passed, my lukewarm life is past

I thank the Lord for CKRM Melaka

Where my true journey with God began
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Pastor's Footnote: Sis Nellie gathers a vast experience of 35 years in the healthcare industry in both public and private sectors. Even after retirement her expertise is still being sought after as an advisor/lecturer. She has served as the Chief Nursing Officer cum Director in Nursing, Principal & CEO of nursing colleges and was invited to serve Malaysian Society for Quality in Health (MSQH) as surveyor from the year 2000. MSQH is an accreditation body founded by the Ministry of Health.
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仰望十架 - Nellie Quek姐妹美丽的诗歌见证

‘仰望十架’牧师道，何来十架待我望？

奇也我竟顺服他，双目紧闭心眼看

异像十架现眼前

‘摸祂衣裳’牧师说，不见踪影如何摸？

血漏女人脑海现，摸祂衣裳眼前见

我即顺服仿此女，全凭信心伸出手

手指轻触祂衣裳，俯伏圣洁同在里

‘何以至此？’我震惊，满心疑惑不可解

虽无头绪无启示，但知大能充满我

荣耀同在不可却

双掌合并牧师邀，属天美酒请来尝

我亦合掌来领受，隐形美酒口里送

眼不见之味亦无，效果有目共睹之

双脚交叉坐于地，美酒漫溢两颊滴

双臂忙乱脸颊抹，感觉涔透我全身

会众尽皆哄堂笑，五十有六似幼童

此情此景断难忘

俯伏在地灵里醉

此乃我心底见证，CKRM的简介

一载光阴如箭逝，冷淡生命已消没

感谢恩主马六甲，国度事工祂建立

与神心灵之密旅，此处乃我启程地
( 注：诗歌华语翻译及编辑分别由Mary Tan 姐妹和 Sarah Shan博士完成）
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牧者留言: Nellie 姐妹在医疗保健行业的公共和私人部门拥有三十五年的丰富的经验。因着她的专业知识和经验，退休后的她依然经常被邀请成为顾问或讲师。Nellie 姐妹曾是总护士长，护理主任和担任过数间护士学院的院长和主席。自2000年起，她更被邀请成为马来西亚卫生与健康品质协会(MSQH) 的质量调查员。MSQH 是马来西亚国家卫生部成立并鉴定的合格机构。
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Launching of CKRM's Malaysia 4th Location - CKRM Petaling Jaya - by Editorial Team / CKRM在马来西亚创建了第四个事工地点 – CKRM八打灵再也

2010-08-02T08:12:00.022+08:00

About 30 people were present on the commencement of CKRM PJ. Members from CKRM Malacca, CKRM Banting and CKRM Kelang and new visitors came to support the launch of CKRM Petaling Jaya.

The Lord prompted us that CKRM would set up CKRM Petaling Jaya, so we waited upon Him for the time to do so. Hence, about 3 weeks ago, the Lord prompted us to set up the new wing in Petaling Jaya. Ps Paul and Ps Esther knew and understood the importance of obedience to His voice. Once in the meeting we had already felt the thick presence of the Holy Spirit. "Unless the Lord builds the house, they labour in vain who build it" (Psalms 127:1).

Ps Paul began by introducing the leaders from CKRM Malacca, Banting, Kelang, co workers and his two cousins from the Klang Valley to the congregation. Initially Ps Paul thought it was the Lord’s heartbeat to merge CKRM with The Portal of Glory headed by sister Gina but the Lord prompted him and Ps Esther to set up CKRM PJ which came under the covering of CKRM Malacca Supernatural and Anointing School. As Ps Paul remembered his son George's holding company owned office buildings in PJ, he contacted his son and things began to fall in order with the guidance of the Holy Spirit. CKRM will be operating in its own place beginning 22nd August at:-

E-2-18, 2nd Floor, Block E,
Jalan PJU 1A/3M,
Ara Damansara, 47500 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor, Malaysia.

Bro Chia, bro Thomas Ong and bro John Kerk will be the co workers for CKRM PJ. Bro John who came to CKRM three months ago with loads of problems ranging from obesity, bone cancer and undesirable habits had been set free by the Fire of God. Without the Holy Spirit, lives cannot be transformed. Bill Johnson said “Lives can only be changed if we experienced the continual glory of God.”

(Bro Chia' spiritual life was restored at CKRM Malacca. He shares his testimony vide http://www.ckrm.org/?p=1620 and Bro Thomas' testimony http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/11/god-filled-desire-of-bro-thomas-and.html and Bro John's testimony as per http://www.ckrm.org/?p=2729).

Bro John Kerk’s life has been completely transformed by the power of God. He is given the Seer’s Anointing by the Holy Spirit to see into the spiritual realm. How wonderful to have found this treasure that the Lord has put within us. We need the Fire to activate our spiritual senses because we serve a supernatural God. To be able to walk in the supernatural and minister with power is our God given heritage.

Ps Paul shared that there are three scriptures which are very important in a Christian life. Firstly, 1 Peter 5:8 “Be self-controlled and alert. Our enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.” As Christians, we must not be weak otherwise our enemy will destroy us. We must be able to see the invisible (in the spirit) in order to do the impossible.

Secondly, Exodus 15:26 He said, "If you listen carefully to the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the LORD, who heals you." Many a times, Christians are inflicted with diseases because of their own sins. Apostle Paul said in Philippians 2:12 “Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling.” When we continuously realized we need to come to the Lord for restoration with repentance, then we will not have the time to criticise others because it is impossible for human not to sin. We can only not sin by the grace of the Lord.

The third Scripture was Matthew 13:15 which mean that if we know our sin, we will repent and the Lord would heal us. Hence, repentance is the key to restoration and healing.

John 6:63 “The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing. The words I have spoken to you are spirit and they are life.” Our spirit man must be strong in order to serve the Lord effectively. With the power and authority from the Lord, just ONE word will set the captives free, heal diseases, make the lame walk or even raise the dead! Jesus’ ministry was filled with signs and wonders. All that came to Him were all healed. He had a ministry of preaching, healing and deliverance. Forty percent of His ministry were filled with miracles and healing.

Jesus was initially filled with the Holy Spirit after His baptism in water at the Jordan River. Being filled by the Holy Spirit, Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted for 40 days. It is only after He passed the test, Jesus declared in Luke 4:18 “The Spirit of the Lord is upon Me, Because He has anointed Me.” It is so important to understand that only when we are clothed with His anointing then we can proceed to minister with power. If we cannot sense whether the Holy Spirit is presence we are merely ministering using our human effort. It is only through the power of the Holy Spirit that our ministry is easy and yet so powerful.

Come and experience this awesome power of the Holy Spirit with us every Sunday morning at 11.00 am at CKRM Petaling Jaya. For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things. To Him be the glory forever! Amen.
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CKRM在马来西亚创建了第四个事工地点 – CKRM八打灵再也

大约有三十位来自CKRM 马六甲、万津、巴生和一些新朋友出席了CKRM八打灵再也八月一日的第一个聚会。

主在较早前已向我们启示CKRM将在八打灵再也开创事工。因此我们耐心等候了一段日子，大约在三个星期前，主启示我们是时候开始开创八打灵再也的事工了。保罗和以斯帖牧师都清楚明白顺服神声音的重要性。聚会中圣灵的同在特别的强，我们更是体会到“若不是耶和华建造房屋，建造的人就枉然劳力”(詩篇127:1)的真实。

保罗牧师在聚会开始时向会众介绍了来自马六甲，万津，巴生的领袖和同工，还有他的两位表弟。刚开始保罗牧师以为神要CKRM和Gina姐妹所创办的The Portal of Glory事工合作。但神却启示CKRM八打灵再也是延伸自马六甲超自然事工训练学校，且将在马六甲超自然事工训练学校的属灵遮盖下运作。保罗牧师想起他的儿子George 在八打灵再也拥有办公楼，因此联络了他的儿子，所有的事就在圣灵奇妙的带领下一一的成就。感谢主！CKRM八打灵再也将在八月二十二日迁至以下神所预备的新址：

E-2-18, 2nd Floor, Block E,
Jalan PJU 1A/3M,
Ara Damansara,47500 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor, Malaysia.

谢松汉弟兄、Thomas Ong和John Kerk 弟兄是CKRM八打灵再也的同工。三个月前，带着许多不良习惯、肥胖问题和骨癌来到CKRM的John Kerk弟兄，如今不但从捆锁中释放出来，神更医治了他身上的骨癌！离了圣灵，生命决不能得着翻转。比尔强生说：“我们的生命需要不断的经历神的荣耀才能得着改变。”

谢松汉弟兄的属灵生命在马六甲CKRM重新被神更新。（以下网址是谢弟兄的见证http://ckrm.org/cn/?m=200906 ）

Thomas Ong 弟兄的见证 ( http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/11/god-filled-desire-of-bro-thomas-and.html )

John Kerk 弟兄的见证（http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=1081 ）

John Kerk弟兄的生命全然被神的大能更新。圣灵赐给他先见恩膏使他能看到属灵境界的事物。能得着神所赐，如此珍贵的宝贝，确实是何其的美。我们需要神的圣火来启动我们的属灵感官，因我们所事奉的是一位超自然的神。能够行走在超自然领域并以神的大能来服事，是神赐给每个儿女的权柄。

保罗牧师接着分享说有三段经文对基督徒是非常重要的。首先是彼得前书5:8“务要谨守，儆醒。因为你们的仇敌魔鬼，如同吼叫的狮子，遍地游行，寻找可吞吃的人。” 身为基督徒的我们，务必要刚强壮胆。不然很容易就被仇敌吞吃。我们必须看到那看不见的（属灵的看见）才能行那不可能行的事。

其次是出埃及记15:26“又说：你若留意听耶和华你神的话，又行我眼中看为正的事，留心听我的诫命，守我一切的律例，我就不将所加与埃及人的疾病加在你身上，因为我耶和华是医治你的。”许多时候，基督徒身染疾病是因着自身的过犯。使徒保罗在腓立比书2:12“这样看来，我亲爱的弟兄，你们既是常顺服的，不但我在你们那里，就是我如今不在你们那里，更是顺服的，就当恐惧战兢做成你们得救的工夫。”当我们知道自己需要不断来到主的面前悔改才能被洁净恢复时，我们就不可能有多余的时间来论断他人，因世上没有一个义人。我们只能靠着主耶稣的恩典才能称义。

第三段经文是马太福音13:15，预表我们若承认自己的过犯而愿意认罪悔改，主必医治我们。因此悔改是灵命被恢复和得着医治的关键。

约翰福音6:63 “叫人活着的乃是灵，肉体是无益的。我对你们所说的话就是灵，就是生命。”想要有效的服事主，我们的灵人必须是健壮的。靠着神的大能和权柄，只要一句话就能使被掳的得释放，疾病得医治，使瘸腿的行走，甚至令死人从死里复活！主耶稣的事工是充满神迹和奇事的事工。所有来到祂面前的主都医治。祂的事工是教导，医治和释放，其中有百分之四十是充满神迹奇事和医治的事工。

耶稣从约旦河受了约翰水的施洗后被圣灵充满。圣灵将祂引到旷野，四十天受魔鬼的试探。祂是在成功地通过各样的试探后，才在路加福音4:18宣告：“主的灵在我身上，因为祂用膏膏我”。要知道，披戴神的恩膏是进入能力服事事工的必要条件之一。在服事中，我们若无法感受到圣灵的同在，那我们只能是靠肉体行事。惟有透过圣灵的大能，我们的服事才是轻省和大有果效的。

我们诚意邀请您在每个星期日早上十一点，来到CKRM 八打灵再也与我们一同亲身经历圣灵大能的浇灌。因为万有都是本于祂，倚靠祂，归于祂。愿荣耀归给祂，直到永远。阿们！

(中文翻译由中国Sarah Shan博士完成)

CKRM恩膏与超自然事工简介 / Introduction of CKRM Supernatural & Anointing Ministry

2010-07-21T22:22:00.005+08:00

相信圣经的基督徒都会说我们的神是无所不知，无所不能，无所不在的。更是大有能力，是超自然的，在祂没有难成的事。

祂赦免我们一切的罪孽，医治我们一切的疾病，救我们的命脱离死亡，以仁爱和慈悲为我们的冠冕。但今日的教会却对疾病无能为力，对污鬼无计可行？？？没有权柄，也无能力，顶多只能带给病人一点关怀和安慰！

研读使徒行传这本书，看到初期教会的信徒到底具备什么条件是我们今日教会所没有的，为何他们能，我们不能？主耶稣不是说：祂是作日，今日到永远不改变的吗？

我们要如何才能将路加福音 10：19/马可福音16：17-18 的应许，这样的信念运用到我们的日常生活上？亲身体验永活真神的超自然的大能，自由自在，体验祂的大爱的浇灌，享受祂的同在，滋润受伤的人的心。

首先我们这种缺乏神迹奇事的心态需要被改变，百年来，神一波又一波地催促激励信徒们起来实践权能服事，从圣灵第一波的五旬节运功，第二波的灵恩更新运功，第三波的葡萄园运功，到多论多祝福(Toronto Blessing)，布朗斯维爾复兴(Brownsville revival)等的圣灵浇灌。可惜的是，这些运动都不能传遍整个基督身体。

国际基督徒事工网络的比爾翰蒙博士(Bill Hamon)说我们正进入圣徒的时代，这代表我们这活在末世的一群将要看见许多新事，以前从没见过，我们的前辈也未见过，神将在普世教会大大的运行，要知道祂正在全世界各地膏祂的百姓，这不是教条，也不是神学上所论的教会，而是要成全基督的身体。许多的人要大大的惊奇，超自然的神迹奇事将不断增加，这将要带领许许多多的人归向基督，这不是憑各人的意志或按照什么步骤可以做得起来，而是神自己要施行大能。不是依靠势力，不是依靠才能，乃是依靠神的灵方能成事。（撒加利亚 4：6）

你准备好了吗？你愿意让神的大能透过你涌流出去释放医治需要的人吗？愿意成为末世复兴及收割的器皿吗？实践主耶稣的命令：随走随传，医治病人吗？CKRM 就是在这样的信念下创立的。请点击以下更多详情：

http://ckrm.org/cn/?page_id=3 (基督国度崇高掌权基督中心)

http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=442 (第二届的约书亚营报道)

http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=859 (中国大学副教授在马六甲CKRM 难忘的经历)

http://ckrm.org/cn/?page_id=1043 (六届约书亚营开始接受报名)

http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=1111 (加利福尼亚 Isaac Jang 牧师的见证）

http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=841 (Joyce Tai 牧师的见证)

http://ckrm.org/cn/?m=200910 (司徒文朝长老的见证)

http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html ( 圣火的恩膏及其目的)

以斯帖牧师

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Introduction of CKRM Supernatural & Anointing Ministry

I believe believers will agree that our God is all knowing, all powerful and all present. He is a powerful and supernatural God, nothing is impossible with Him.

He has pardoned all our sins, healed all our sicknesses, redeemed us from eternal death and crowned us with love and mercy. But the churches today are helpless in the face of sicknesses and evil spirits, devoid of authority and power. They can only at best, shower the sick with some care and comfort.

While reading the book of Acts, I wonder what do the believers in the early churches had that the churches today lack? Why aren’t we capable of doing what they did? Didn’t Jesus say God is the same yesterday, today and forever?

How can we see the promises in the gospels of Luke 10:19 and Mark 16:17-18 coming to life in our daily lives? To personally and freely experience the supernatural power of our living God, the outpouring of His love, His presence and letting Him tenderizes and heals the wounded hearts of many.

Firstly, we need to change our attitudes regarding the lack of God’s miracles, signs and wonders. Over the past 100 years, God has send waves after waves to urge and encourage believers to arise and minister in power. From the first wave of the Holy Spirit back to the days of the Pentecostal Movement. The second wave was during the Charismatic Renewal. The third wave was the Holy Spirit outpouring in Vineyard Church to the fourth wave of the Toronto Blessing, Brownsville Revival etc. But it's a pity that these movements did not spread to the entire body of Christ.

Bill Hamon who co-founded Christian International Ministries Network said that we are entering “the Day of the Saints”. This means that we, who live during the end times, are going to see many new things that neither our forefathers nor anybody in the past have seen. God is going to move mightily in the universal church; He is anointing His people all over the world. This is happening not because of doctrine or what theology says about the church but because God himself wants to build up the body of Christ. Many people will be greatly amazed because the supernatural signs and wonders will keep increasing and bringing many people back to Christ. This cannot be accomplished by the will of man or by following some steps but by God demonstrating His awesome power. Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,' says the LORD Almighty (Zechariah 4:6).

Are you ready? Are you willing to let God’s power flow through you to heal those who need them? Are you willing to be a vessel in the end time revival and harvest? To fulfill the commandment of Jesus to go wherever and whenever to heal the sick? CKRM was set up by such a belief. Please click below for more information:

http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=1089 (Brief Introduction about CKRM Christian Centre Ltd)

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=1873 (2nd Joshua Camp Report)

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=2469 (Joshua Camp’s Testimony of Associate Professor, Dr Sarah Shan, China)

http://www.ckrm.org/?page_id=1525 (Registration for the CKRM 6th Joshua Camp Training)

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=546 (Testimony by Pastor Isaac, Irvin, California)

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=2433 (Testimony of Rev Dr Joyce Tai)

http://www.ckrm.org/?p=2100 (Testimony of Elder Sitoh Mun Chew)

http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html (Article of Fire Anointing and its purpose – is the ministry of CKRM – calling of Isaiah 61:1 raising up and empowering Christians for ministry).

Pastor Esther Chow

CKRM八打灵再也“超自然与恩膏”事工开始 / Opening of CKRM Petaling Jaya ‘Supernatural & Anointing’ Ministry

2010-07-14T16:39:00.007+08:00

马六甲CKRM领袖训练中心於去年三月成立以来，因为神对CKRM的呼召是一间复兴和争战的教会，是训练神的工人的教会，神在这里恩膏和复兴祂的百性，培训祂的精兵，很多被神呼召来这里的主内肢体生命起了很大的转变，经历一年多不断地被圣火练净，被圣灵不断地充满 (马太3：11，路加3：16) ，不断地领受恩膏，神把各种属灵的兵器赐给祂们（耶利米书 50：25）。他们从神那里披戴能力和恩膏后，属灵的肌肉也扩大多了，刚强多了，拥有永生神的大能，不必努力讲些长篇大论，不惧怕人，不看人的脸色，只管奉主的名去行！

靠主的恩典，CKRM万津从七月开始进入新的季节，将於九月十九日星期日欢庆周年记念。是的，十字架不会重于主的恩典。虽然过去一年的跌跌撞撞，风风雨雨，但靠主的恩典，我们不但把下垂的手、发酸的腿挺起来，更将进一步扩展我们属下的CKRM巴生的事工。感谢神在巴生赐给我们一个更大更美的地段，巴生将在宣教与社区服务方面承接很大的负担和使命。早前成立的凯旋宣教关怀中心、单亲妈妈互助会、内在治疗……将在不久投入服务。CKRM万津的精兵们呼喊主是帮助我的，人能把我怎样呢？哈利路亚，赞美主！！！

马六甲CKRM领袖训练中心在七月也进入新的季节，将在不久进军八打灵再也，这是进一步落实东南亚超自然学校的目标。

CKRM八打灵再也服事将于今年八月一日正式开始，详情如下：
名称：CKRM八打灵再也， CKRM Petaling Jaya
语言：华语（如有需要，翻成英语）
时间：星期日早上十一点到十二点三十分
地点：77B Jalan SS22/23,Damansara Atria,
Petaling Jaya 47400,
Selangor, Malaysia

负责人：谢松汉弟兄/ Thomas Ong 弟兄
联络：谢弟兄 012-3288859, Thomas弟兄012-2996702
电邮: 谢弟兄:chiachonghon638@gmail.com
Thomas弟兄: wenhow@gmail.com

此事工是马六甲CKRM的延伸，除了主日崇拜之外，会加强超自然与恩膏的服事、超自然医治、创意的神迹、经历第三层天等等，以行使以赛亚书 61：1的应许。耶稣说：我所做的事，信我的人也要做，并且要做比这更大的事，因为我往父那里去（约翰 14：12）。神迹奇事是一件另人兴奋的事！是耶稣的愿望，也是神的心意！但为什么没有更多的人出来做这样的服事呢？

我的民因无知识而灭亡（何西阿书 4：6）。圣灵保惠师是一位最完美的老师，祂从不停止教导那些愿意学以至用，从而归荣耀给主的学生。让我们来一齐来学习如何运用超自然能力吧！

( 此稿由以斯帖牧师书写/Sarah Shan博士姐妹修订 )

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Opening of CKRM Petaling Jaya ‘Supernatural & Anointing’ Ministry

Since the setting up of CKRM Leadership Training Centre (SEA) Sdn Bhd in March 2009, God’s calling for CKRM is to be a revival cum spiritual warfare church. It also functions as a church that trains God’s servants. God anoints, revives His people and trains His army in CKRM. Many who are in the body of Christ whom God has called to CKRM have experienced great changes in their lives. After a year of sanctification by the Fire of God which is continuously filled by the Holy Spirit (Matthew 3:11, Luke 3:16) and being empowered, God has blessed them with various spiritual weapons (Jeremiah 50:25). After they were clothed with power and anointing by God, their spiritual muscles expanded and also strengthened. They have the power of the living God and they do not need to give long speeches during ministry, not fearful of man or concern about how others see them but only fixed their eyes on what the Lord has commanded them to do in His name!

By the Grace of God, CKRM Banting will be entering a new season from July onwards and will be celebrating its one year anniversary on the 19th September 2010. The cross to be carried would not be heavier than God’s grace itself, although the past one year was filled with waves and storms. However, through God’s grace we did not only manage to uplift the sagging hands or weary feet but we would be expanding the ministry of CKRM Banting to Klang. The operation at a new center in Klang will bear the burden & mission of both Banting & Klang. It is to evangelize and serve the local community. The Nikos Mission Caring Centre, Single mother care; inner healing and other ministry too will operate at this new premise soon. All thanks, praise & glory to God!

CKRM Leadership Training Centre (SEA) Sdn Bhd will be entering a new season in July and making an inroad expansion into Petaling Jaya. This is a step closer towards fulfilling the vision of establishing a Supernatural School in South East Asia.

Service will commence on the 1st of Aug 2010. Details are as follows:

Name: CKRM Petaling Jaya
Language: Chinese (With English translation whenever necessary)
Time: Sunday morning, 11 am – 12.30 pm
Location: 77B Jalan SS22/23, Damansara Atria,
Petaling Jaya 47400,
Selangor, Malaysia

Person-in-charge: Bro Chia / Bro Thomas Ong
Contact: Bro. Chia 012-3288859, Bro. Thomas 012-2996702
E-mail: Bro Thomas Ong: wenhow@gmail.com
Bro Chia: chiachonghon638@gmail.com

This is an extension of the Church & Ministry Works of CKRM Malacca, besides the Sunday service, it will strengthen the “Supernatural and Anointing” ministry, Supernatural Healing, Creative Miracles, Third Heaven Encounter etc. to fulfill the promise in Isaiah 61:1; Jesus says:” I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father (John 14:12).” Miracles, signs and wonders will get people excited about the things of God. It is the desire of Jesus and also most importantly God’s will too. But why aren’t more people coming forth to minister in such a fashion? My people are destroyed due to the lack of knowledge (Hosea 4:6).

The Holy Spirit is the most wonderful teacher; He never stops teaching those who are willing to put what they have learned into practice and give all the glory to the Lord. Let us all come together to learn how we can move in the exciting supernatural power of God!

(This announcement was written in Mandarin by Pastor Esther, translated to English by Pastor Mark and edited by Bro Joel How)

Registration for 6th Joshua Camp in Malacca / 第六届约书亚营开始接受报名

2010-07-07T10:18:00.023+08:00

The Registration is now opened for the 6th Joshua Camp Training in Malacca, Malaysia (26 – 28 November 2010)

The testimonies and the article “ http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html” will explain the awesome power of the Fire Anointing over the power of darkness.

“For the kingdom of God is not a matter of talk but of power” (1 Corinthians 4:20).

“My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power” (1 Corinthians 2:4).

Testimonies…….

….These spiritual weapons are mighty to destroy strongholds and yokes, and shatter the gates of Hades. As Ps. Paul used the "hammer" on me, clarity began to come into my mind. I was able after that to set my hand to modify my academic doctorate thesis into a reader friendly version, something which I have wanted to do since I graduated from the Doctor of Ministry program in 2006. The clarity of mind plus the deepened experience of the signs and wonders of the Holy Spirit have also enabled me to revise and expand a book I published in 2004, which is written on the subject of understanding the signs and wonders of the Holy Spirit in God's present move. The anointing of fire on Ps. Paul's life and ministry has also wrought deeper inner cleansing in my life. Most of the conference participants testified to being blessed and revived by Ps. Paul's ministry and the corporate anointing of our church has gone up to another level because of the spiritual breakthroughs our people have experienced….. http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2010/04/testimony-of-pastor-joyce-tai.html

Rev. Dr. Joyce Tai
B.Sc., M.Div., D.Min.
Co-founder of Wingspread School of Ministry and the Fountain of Life Assembly
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……. Different spiritual gifting and anointing builds up each other but there is one fundamental anointing – The Fire Anointing. Truthfully, I didn’t know what its purpose in the beginning was. Did it serve as an experience? Interestingly, after reading the article on Fire anointing by Pastor Paul (http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html)，I was greatly inspired. Now I know the reason behind the fire anointing which is the very foundation of a true disciple of Jesus – Fire Anointing purifies me, removes the blockages done by the enemy and enhances my spiritual sensitivity. Once all this is done the other gifting will be activated too…. http://www.ckrm.org/?p=2650

Praise God, for His wisdom and power which are limitless!

Dr Sarah Shan
(Associate Professor Dr Sarah Shan works in a University in China)
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第六届约书亚营开始接受报名 (26 – 28 November 2010)

击点以下的网址可明白圣火的恩膏和目的，祂如何摧残击垮黑暗的权势。
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html

因为神的国不在乎言语，乃在乎权能（林前 4：20）
我说的话讲的道，不是用知慧委婉的言语，乃是用圣灵和大能的明证。(林前 2: 4)

下面是见证：
……………这些强而有力的属灵武器能毁灭我们生命中坚固的营垒，困锁和粉碎地狱之门。

当保罗牧师把“锤子”敲在我的头上时，我开始感觉到我的思想变得逐渐清晰。我之后竟能提笔把我的博士教学论文修改成简单且容易明白的版本。这是我在二零零六年从神学教牧博士学位毕业后一直想做的。清晰的思想和更深的经历圣灵的神迹奇事使我能更详细的描述并修改我在二零零四年所出版的一本书，内容是神今日如何透过圣灵彰显祂的神迹奇事。

保罗牧师身上火的恩膏和事工也造成我属灵生命得到更深一层的洁净。大多数参加会议的出席者都见证透过保罗牧师和以斯帖牧师所配搭的事工得蒙祝福和被复兴。也因着弟兄姐妹们所经历的属灵突破，我们教会层面的恩膏也被提升到更高的层次……"http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=841"

Joyce Tai 牧师博士
B.Sc., M.Div., D.Min.
Wingspread School of Ministry and the Fountain of Life Assembly 联合创办人

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“……不同恩赐和恩膏是相互效力，但还有一个最基础的恩膏-圣火的恩膏。说实话，开始时我也不知道圣火恩膏到底有什么用，难道只是领受的时候有感觉而已吗？读了保罗牧师圣火恩膏及目的（http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html），对我启发很大。现在我知道圣火的恩膏是基础，首先是要有圣火的恩膏，对我炼净，并除去很多仇敌的拦阻，提升我属灵敏锐度，然后其他的恩膏作用才会发挥效力……赞美神，祂有无限的智慧和大能！”。http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=1039

Sarah Shan博士
（中国一所大学的副教授）

恩赐的持守与操练-Dr.Sarah Shan姐妹的见证 / Maintaining and practicing my spiritual gifting – Dr Sarah Shan

2010-06-30T08:58:00.012+08:00

1.一个运用属灵武器的经历

从第五届约书亚营回来一个月了，感觉应该写点什么。于是做了很多预备，随时把自己的思路和感动记在笔记上。一些天过去，发现笔记上记了很多线索、经文，但我却写不出完整的文章来，因为很零散，而且内容太多。我想整理出提纲来，却做不到。我就想，也许写这个文章的时候不到？或者对CKRM的理解不够深入？

一天早晨，又有感动开始写这篇文章，但仍然很混乱，加之仇敌藉着一些事情攻击我的思想，我感觉自己的思维不够清晰，无法下笔。突然我想起了Joyce Tai 牧师的见证（http://ckrm.org/cn/?p=841），也想起神藉着保罗牧师给了我意念更新的武器。我奉主耶稣基督的名用这个武器敲自己的头，同时斥责混乱的思想和辖制离开。敲了几下之后，犹大狮子吼被释放出来，伴随着吹角、吹气，同时我也挥舞圣灵宝剑争战。过了20分钟左右，有呕吐的感觉，我知道得了释放，并且喜乐的灵降下，我的思维清晰起来。浸泡在神的同在中，我明白了神要我写什么。神不是要我讲很多道理或引用很多经文来支持自己的观点，神现在只是要我写下自己的经历作为见证。于是我在十分钟之内把提纲写出来，并且补充一些关键内容。

2．恩赐和恩膏需要持守和操练

得到属灵恩赐相对容易，但持守不容易。撒旦不甘心我们得到属灵好处，牠一定会来偷窃破坏。主耶稣讲过撒种的比喻，飞鸟会来吞吃。士师记6：3-4，6“以色列人每逢撒种之后，米甸人，亚玛力人，和东方人都上来攻打他们，对着他们安营，毁坏土产，直到迦萨，没有给以色列人留下食物，牛，羊，驴也没有留下” “以色列人因米甸人的缘故，极其穷乏…”。

我们刚刚得到属灵恩赐，就像神给我们的种子，需要用信心持守，防备仇敌的偷窃和欺骗，并不断操练使恩赐成长。否则我们会像以色列人一样：极其穷乏。

一些被大多数灵恩派基督徒接受的恩赐比较容易持守，如方言、先知预言、医病恩赐等，因为这些恩赐是可见的或可理解的。然而CKRM的恩赐多是用于属灵争战的，了解的人不多，相关知识也少，理性上不容易通过，需要更多地通过信心持守并操练。感谢主，从营会回来这一个月里，CKRM的牧师们和弟兄姐妹通过网络和电话对我有很多服事，继续给我传递恩膏，鼓励我操练，使我能平稳渡过疑惑期，进入更深的经历和理解。

很多人悟性上不明白，就接受仇敌的欺骗，轻易否定这些恩赐和恩膏，于是不继续操练，也就不会去经历，不会有真正的理解，如此落入仇敌的网罗中，最终放弃丢失掉。如果凭信心操练，在逐渐经历中，对恩赐的认识会加深，信心也越来越大，神也会给多开启。赞美神，我们的信仰本来就是“本于信以至于信”（罗马书1：17），“有的还要加给他”（马太福音13：12）。不迈出信心的步伐，永远不会前进。

3. 我在这段期间的改变

a. 靠主喜乐

近几年我很少有喜乐，很难笑出来，我也知道要常常喜乐，但我就是很难笑出来。营会中保罗牧师为我祷告，领受喜乐的灵，回来后保罗牧师和Thomas弟兄又通过网络给我传递喜乐的恩膏，尤其读过保罗牧师转发的一篇关于圣灵中喜笑的文章后（Holy Laughter—What's it All About?），我对喜乐有了进一步了解。我敞开自己的心向神求喜乐充满，感谢神，现在我有很大的突破，脸上经常会带着笑容，很多时候会莫名其妙地笑。

以前经历艰难时，我通常会靠意志敬拜主，在痛苦中赞美，以为能在苦难中保持对主的忠心和爱就是得胜了，当然这很宝贵，但现在我知道那还不是真正的得胜，我们还要在百般试炼中大喜乐”（雅各书1：2）。然而这不是我们自己的力量能达到的，我们是要靠主喜乐”（腓立比书4：4）。以前我也会经常说“靠主喜乐”、“靠主喜乐”，但其实并不真正明白，因为没有经历。现在不同了，有时感到心里痛苦的时候，我会呼求喜乐的灵，马上喜乐充满了我，很轻松地就越过了痛苦。感谢神，祂的喜乐是多么奇妙宝贵的武器呀！不是倚靠势力、不是倚靠才能，惟独倚靠耶和华的灵方能成事（撒加利亚书4：6）。赞美主！

b. 更有能力的祷告

在以前的祷告中，我通常采用较长时间的方言祷告，然后才会有犹大狮子吼，但经过营会后，恩赐被重新激活和加强，现在悟性祷告也经常会运用犹大狮子吼、吹角、打雷等，都是圣灵带领下很自然地释放出来。在家里祷告的时候，为了不影响邻居，我释放狮子吼的时候会把声音压低，使气流主要在胸腔压出，发出的声音就不会太大。我所在的教会是传统教会，但在主日聚会会前祷告的时候，我也采用这种方式使用这些恩赐。

不同恩赐和恩膏是相互效力，但还有一个最基础的恩膏-圣火的恩膏。说实话，开始时我也不知道圣火恩膏到底有什么用，难道只是领受的时候有感觉而已吗？读了保罗牧师圣火恩膏及目的（http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html，对我启发很大。现在我知道圣火的恩膏是基础，首先是要有圣火的恩膏，对我炼净，并除去很多仇敌的拦阻，提升我属灵敏锐度，然后其他的恩膏作用才会发挥效力。

赞美神，祂有无限的智慧和大能！

Dr Sarah Shan
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Maintaining and practicing my spiritual gifting – Dr Sarah Shan

1. An experience of using spiritual weapons

It has been a month since returning from the 5th Joshua Camp and I sensed that the Lord wants me to write something. So I made many preparations, constantly noting down my thoughts and sentiments on a notebook. After a while, I realized that there are many “clues” and scriptures on my notebook but I couldn’t write out a complete article because the content was too scattered and too much. I wanted to outline what I wanted to write but I just couldn’t. I began to ponder; probably it is not the time to write this article yet or it is because of my understanding of CKRM is not comprehensive enough?

One morning, I felt the urge to write the article again but it was still in a very messy stage. Furthermore, the enemy attacked my mind through some matters and caused my thoughts to be unclear. I was unable to write. Suddenly, I recalled the testimony of Pastor Joyce Tai（http://www.ckrm.org/?p=2433) where Pastor Paul imparted the mind renewal spiritual weapon to me. I used this spiritual weapon in the name of Jesus to knock on my head while commanding the chaotic thoughts and any mind controlling powers to leave me. After a few knocks, the roar of the Lion of Judah was activated, followed by the shofar and blowing anointing. At the same time I was also wielding the Sword of the Spirit and engaging in spiritual warfare. After 20 minutes, I felt the need to vomit and I knew that I had been delivered. The Spirit of joy came upon me and my thoughts began to clear up. As I soaked in the presence of God, I knew what God wanted me to write about. God didn’t want me to use lots of arguments and scriptures to support my views. Instead He only wanted me to write down my experiences as a testimony. So I outlined what I wanted to write in 10 minutes supported with various key points.

2. The need to maintain and practise spiritual gifting and anointing

Acquiring spiritual gifting is easy but maintaining it is not. Satan is not happy when we prosper spiritually, he will surely come to kill, steal and destroy what we have acquired. In the parable of the Sower, Jesus told us that the birds ate up the seeds that fell along the path. In Judges 6:3-4, “Whenever the Israelites planted their crops, the Midianites, Amalekites and other eastern peoples invaded the country. They camped on the land and ruined the crops all the way to Gaza and did not spare a living thing for Israel, neither sheep nor cattle nor donkeys.” In verse 6 it says “Midian so impoverished the Israelites …”

The spiritual gifting we initially received is like the seeds God gave us - requires faith to maintain, keep away from the deception of the enemy so that it won’t be “stolen” and constantly practise the gifting so that it will grow otherwise we will be like the Israelites who become impoverished.

Some spiritual gifting which most Charismatic Christians received are easier to maintain. These gifting include speaking in tongues, the gift of prophecy, the gift of healing etc. This is because those gifting are tangible and easily understood. However, the spiritual gifting in CKRM is used mainly for spiritual warfare and there are not many people who can completely understand. Relevant information is also scarce and not easily understood by the logical mind. It requires more faith to maintain and practise such spiritual gifting. Thank God, since returning from the camp a month ago, the pastors, brothers and sisters in CKRM continue to minister at a faster pace to me through the internet and phone by imparting the anointing and encouraging me to exercise the gifting. This enables me to minimize doubts and grows deeper in understanding and experiencing the Lord.

Many people who try to understand these gifting and anointing intellectually are easily deceived by the enemy and end up making conclusion these are not from God. They stop practising them and thus, will not experience or have a real understanding of the gifting. So in this way, they fall into the enemy’s trap and eventually abandon the gifting and anointing. If they would have continued practising them by faith, gradually they would have gained deeper understanding of the spiritual gifting and their faith would have grown. God would have also given them more revelations. Praise God, our faith is based on “The righteous will live by faith (Romans 1:17), “12Whoever has will be given more” (Mat 13:12). Without stepping out in faith, one would never go forward.

3. The changes in me during this period

a. Joy of the Lord

In recent years, I have experienced very little joy and could barely laugh. I know that I should always be joyful but I just find it hard to do so. During the camp, Pastor Paul prayed for me to receive the joy of the Lord. After returning home, Pastor Paul and Brother Thomas continue to impart the joy of the Lord to me via the internet. After reading an article “Holy Laughter – What’s it all about” sent to me by Pastor Paul, my understanding regarding the joy of the Lord has deepened. I opened my heart and asked God to fill me with joy. Thank God, I have experienced tremendous breakthrough and my face is always full of smiles nowadays. Many a times, I find myself smiling for no particular reason.

In the past when the going gets tough, I often depend on my will to worship the Lord earnestly. I thought that I had overcome my problems when my loyalty and love for the Lord remained steadfast while going through trials. This is of course precious, but I know now that this is still not real victory. “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds” (James 1:2). This is not what we can achieve by our own strength but our joy is in the Lord (Philippians 4:4). In the past, I often proclaimed “Rejoice in the Lord” , “Rejoice in the Lord” but I don’t really know what it means because I have yet to experience it. It is different now. Nowadays when in misery, I will ask to be filled with the Spirit of joy and immediately joy will fill me. Going through misery is a breeze now. Thank God because His joy is such an amazing and precious weapon! 'Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,'(Zechariah 4:6). Praise God!

b. More power in prayer

In the past, I needed to pray for a longer period of time in tongues before the roar of the Lion of Judah could be activated. After the camp, the gifting has been revitalized and strengthened. Nowadays, even while praying with words, I could activate the roar of the Lion of Judah, blowing of the shofar, lighting anointing etc. All these are released naturally by the leading of the Holy Spirit. When praying at home, for the sake of not disturbing my neighbours, I will lower my loudness when releasing the roar of the Lion of Judah by regulating the airflow in my throat cavity. I am still in a traditional church but during the pre-service prayer meeting, I use these methods to practice my spiritual gifting.

Different spiritual gifting and anointing builds up each other but there is one fundamental anointing – The Fire Anointing. Truthfully, I didn’t know what its purpose in the beginning was. Did it serve as an experience? Interestingly, after reading the article on Fire anointing by Pastor Paul (http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/fire-anointing-and-its-purpose.html)，I was greatly inspired. Now I know the reason behind the fire anointing which is the very foundation of a true disciple of Jesus – Fire Anointing purifies me, removes the blockages done by the enemy and enhances my spiritual sensitivity. Once all this is done the other gifting will be activated too.

Praise God, for His wisdom and power which are limitless!

Dr Sarah Shan

(Translation from Mandarin to English by our Editorial Team)

二零一零年六月最新信息与通告 / Latest Update & Announcement - June 2010

2010-06-25T13:34:00.011+08:00

我们欢迎Weiming 和Thomas Chong弟兄加入CKRM 网页同工的阵容。Weiming弟兄刚刚为我们的网站http://www.ckrm.org/ 重新换了新的面貌，与时并进。

我们也欢迎身在中国的Sarah副教授加入我们CKRM的编辑队。Sarah 也把我们最近第五届约书亚营的录影片段转换和上载到http://so.tudou.com/isearch.do?kw=CKRM

还有那等待已久，由我们网站团长Victoria姐妹撰写的新书“经历神的荣耀”在约珥弟兄和马可牧师编改后即将出炉。

我们感谢和赞美神带领了更多有才华的同工加入CKRM来推进发展，增进和扩张祂的国度。

以賽亞书60:1-3“兴起，发光！因为你的光已经来到！耶和华的荣耀发现照耀你。看哪，黑暗遮盖大地，幽暗遮盖万民，耶和华却要显现照耀你；他的荣耀要现在你身上。万国要来就你的光，君王要来就你发现的光辉。”第五节“那时，你看见就有光荣；你心又跳动又宽畅。”

CKRM的其中一位领袖见证说她无需再去美容院做脸部护理。因为自从参加了CKRM的聚会和不断的浸泡在神的同在中，她的脸真的容光焕发多了。

那膏油，也就是神的荣耀必使重担离开你的肩头和折断那轭（以賽亞书10:27）也为人们带来医治和释放。一位神的仆人在他出版的书上如此写道：“圣灵居住在所有信徒的身上，但却很少人能留住祂荣耀的同在。”

因此，那些没有神荣耀同在的基本上可说是不曾经历过神。神使用来点燃一九九四年多伦多复兴之火的仆人，Randy Clark如此说：“任何一个不曾与神相遇的人实际上是不认识神的。”

就如箴言书14:4所说的：“家里无牛槽头乾净；土产加多乃凭牛力”，是神的同在吸引人到祂辉煌显赫的教会来！

Latest Update & Announcement - June 2010

We welcome Bro Weiming and Bro Thomas Chong to be part of CKRM Website Team. Bro Weiming has just completed the redesigning of our website http://www.ckrm.org/ thus,moving ahead with times.

We also welcome Associate Professor Sarah who is in China to be part of our CKRM Editorial Team. Sarah has converted the video preview, a short presentation of our recent 5th Joshua Camp onto a Chinese website through this link http://so.tudou.com/isearch.do?kw=CKRM

The much awaited book entitled “Experience His Glory”, authored by our Website Team leader Sis Victoria Ho will soon be published after our Editor, Bro Joel How and Sub-editor Pastor Mark Tay have completed the edition.

We thank and praise God for leading more talented co-workers to CKRM to advance, enhance and expand His kingdom.

Isaiah 60:1-3, “Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you. See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the people, but the Lord rises upon you and his glory appears over you. Nations will come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your dawn.” Verse 5: “Then you will look and be radiant your heart will throb and swell with joy.”

One of our CKRM leaders testify that she doesn't have to go for facial treatment anymore as her
face now is so radiant after soaking in the presence of God at CKRM meetings.

The anointing which is the glory of God breaks the yoke of bondage (Isaiah 10:27) and brings healing and deliverance to the people. A man of God wrote in his book “The Holy Spirit lives in all believers, but the glory of His presence comes to rest on very few.”

Hence, those who do not have the glory of God’s presence rested on them do not have the experience with God. Randy Clark, the man God used to initiate the fire of revival in Toronto in 1994, puts his view this way: “Anyone who doesn’t have an experience with God doesn’t know God.”

It is the presence of God that draws people to a glorious Church as in Proverbs 14:4 “Where there is no oxen, the manger is empty, but from the strength of an ox comes an abundant harvest.”