Under the leading of the Holy Spirit, Brother Mark Tay was ordained by the founding pastors, Pastor Paul Ang and Pastor Esther Chow as the Youth Pastor for CKRM Christian Centre on 21th June 2009 in CRKM Singapore.

The ordination ceremony was witnessed by a delightful congregation including first time visitors from India, Rev Elisha Anbu and his brother, Selvam Anbu. Pastor Mark Tay joined CKRM Christian Centre in January 2009 and serves actively in the worship team. During the ordination, the Holy Spirit came upon him in power & authority. He felt the weight of His glory fall upon him and the congregation saw his face glow fiery red.

We welcome Pastor Mark Tay on board and we look forward to serve God Almighty with him, advancing God's Kingdom in CKRM Christian Centre.

From : CKRM Board of Directors

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郑文忠牧师按立仪式-基督国度崇高掌权基督中心 22/6/2009

在圣灵的带领下, 创办人保罗牧师和以斯帖牧师在二零零九年六月二十一日, 按立郑文忠弟兄成为新加坡CKRM青少年事工的牧师。在场的教友, 包括远自印度的拜访者Rev Elisha Anbu和他的弟弟Selvam Anbu喜乐地目睹了这按立仪式。

郑文忠牧师在二零零九年一月正式加入基督国度崇高掌权基督中心并且在敬拜赞美团服侍。被按立时, 圣灵将权柄与能力大大地降在他身上。他感觉到神的荣耀降在他身上而会众看见他的脸火热的在发红。

我们欢迎郑文忠牧师的加入,也，更盼望未来的日子和他一起服侍我们全能的神, 促使基督国度崇高掌权基督中心向前迈进。

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“My message and my preaching were not with wise & persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power.”
1 Corinthians 2:4

Some weeks ago at CKRM Leadership Training Centre in Malacca, a lady was arguing about a certain gift of the Spirit which she was in disagreement. While she was contending, the Holy Spirit put a hammer on my hand (Jeremiah 23:29). I asked the lady to look at what I was holding in my hand. She turned her face away in fear. (This lady was at the Florida Lakeland Outpouring with Todd Bentley for 4 months which the Lord prepared her heart. Instead, the Lord blessed her with many gifts of the Spirit at CKRM Malacca).

Then, the Holy Spirit came upon her (Acts 1:8) and she manifested in the gift which she was opposing. Thus it ended the argument and she instantly repented of her unbelief.

2 Corinthians 10:3-6, “For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretention that set itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. And we are ready to punish every act of disobedience, once your obedience is complete.”

Hosea 4:6, “My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge.”

Below is part of the article R. Loren Sandford wrote on ‘The Last Days Anointing’:-

“The best didn't die with the apostles; the best is yet to come. When the Holy Spirit comes in power, all arguments end. It's similar to Elijah challenging the 450 prophets of Baal to a duel. "Let's offer a sacrifice, and the God who sends fire on the sacrifice, we'll acknowledge He is God.” (1 King 18:18 -40) When God sent fire to consume the sacrifice, the altar and even the water in the ditch and around it, the people fell on their faces and cried out, "The Lord! He is God! The Lord! He is God!" Thus, the argument was settled completely.

It's time for a massive confrontation with the prophets of Baal, a growing movement of Christians empowered by the Holy Spirit challenging the powers of darkness in public with healing and prophetic words, unashamed, demonstrating God's power and love. Believers, regardless of who you are, God wants you to be an essential part of this end-time army of God.

Paul wrote to the Corinthians: "But I will come to you soon, if the Lord wills, and I shall find out, not the words of those who are arrogant but their power. For the kingdom of God does not consist in words but in power" (1 Cor. 4:19-20).

The test of true Christianity--as opposed to the false--is the demonstration of power. Not a doctrinal test, but a power test! Before us right now is a season in which the power of God is being poured out to minister signs and wonders in the public eyes like never before.

Let's not allow fear to defeat us. Fear destroys hope. Hopelessness leads to self-centeredness. Self-centeredness leads to powerlessness. And powerless people don't change the world.”

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马六甲 CKRM 第一季报告—第二部份（神的国是一个有能力的国）

“我说的话、讲的道，不是用智慧委婉的言语，乃是用圣灵和大能的明证“
（ 歌林多前书2:4）几个星期前在马六甲超自然事工训练学校, 一名女士在争辩一个她不同意的恩赐。当她在与我争辩的时候,圣灵将一把“锤子” 放在我手中 (耶利米书 23:29)。我叫她看看我手中拿着什么。她害怕地把头转向一边。(这位女士曾用四个月的时间出席在托德本特利在佛罗里达湖泊的圣灵布道会。主用那四个月准备她的心。主在马六甲CKRM祝福了她许多恩赐)。接着,圣灵降在她身上 (使徒行传1:8) 她就彰显出她所不同意的恩赐。争辩因此结束而她也立刻为自己的不信认罪悔改。

歌林多后书10:3-6 说, “因为我们虽然在血气中行事，却不凭着血气争战。我们争战的兵器本不是属血气的，乃是在神面前有能力，可以攻破坚固的营垒，将各样的计谋，各样拦阻人认识神的那些自高之事，一概攻破了，又将人所有的心意夺回，使他都顺服基督。并且我已经预备好了，等你们十分顺服的时候，要责罚那一切不顺服的人。”

何西阿书 4:6, “我的民因无知识而灭亡。”

下面是劳伦桑福德在‘末日的恩膏’所写的一段:-

“最好的没有跟着使徒死去; 最好的还未来临。当圣灵彰显祂的能力,所有的争论就结束了。这就象以利亚挑战事奉巴力的四百五十位先知。"你们求告你们神的名，我也求告耶和华的名。那降火显应的神，就是神。”(列王纪上18:18 -40) 耶和华降下火来，烧尽燔祭、木柴、石头、尘土，又烧乾沟里的水。众民看见了，就俯伏在地，说：耶和华是神！耶和华是神！" 争论就因此完全解决了。

现在是大力对抗巴力的先知的时候, 越来越多基督徒被圣灵恩膏，好让他们能靠祂的能力医治, 发预言来挑战黑暗权势。这些基督徒对自己在大庭广众显出神的能力 并展现出神的大能与爱并不感到羞耻。信徒,不管你是谁,神要你成为祂末世军队的一部分。

保罗在写给哥林多人说: "然而，主若许我，我必快到你们那里去，并且我所要知道的，不是那些自高自大之人的言语，乃是他们的权能。因为神的国不在乎言语，乃在乎权能。"(歌林多前书4:19-20).

基督教真正的考验---能对抗假的---是能力的示范。不是教义的考验,而是能力的考验!摆在我们面前的是一前所未有的季节，一个神的能力在公众眼前彰显出来，神迹奇事就这样发生。

不要让惧怕击败我们。惧怕消灭希望。没有希望会导致一个人自我为中心。自我为中心导致一个人丧失能力。丧失能力的人不会改变世界。

A miracle is the occurrence of any event apparently contradictory to and unexplainable by the laws of science and usually attributed to God.

For what reasons does God generally perform miracles in our midst?

A. Miracles serve as a confirmation of a person's ministry or message.

1. The minister (person), that he is sent by God.

Exodus 4:3-9, 30:7:10, 12 Numbers 16:28-35 I Samuel 12:17, 18 I Kings 17:24 Mark 9:39; 16:17-18 John 3:2:6:14, 36; 11:42 Acts 2:22 2 Corinthians 12:12

2. The message (word), that it is from God.

Exodus 4:3-9, 30; 7:10, 12 Judges 6:11-21 I Kings 17:24; 18:37-39 2 Kings 20:8-11 Matthew 11:2-5 Mark 16:20 John 5:36 Acts 2:22; 8:6 Hebrews 2:3-4

B. In the Old Testament, signs or wonders served as evidence of the one true God.

Exodus 7:17 Deuteronomy 4:35 Joshua 2:11 1 Kings 18:24, 37-39 2 Kings 5:15, 17 Daniel 3:28, 29

C. God performs miracles to meet the needs of His people.

Exodus 14:22 (the parting of the Red Sea, to save God's people in time of trouble) Exodus 16:4-31 (manna fell from the sky, that God's people might be fed in the wilderness) Exodus 17:5, 7 (water came from a rock, to quench their thirst) I Kings 17:4-7 (ravens fed Elijah during famine) I Kings 17:10-16 (the widow's cruse of oil and barrel of meal never emptied, during time of famine) 2 Kings 2:19-22 (the waters were sweetened) 2 Kings 4:38, 40-41 with Mark 16:18 (eating of poisonous food not harmful to His people) 2 Kings 4:42-44 (100 people fed in famine with a small portion of food) Matthew 16:8-10, etc. (thousands fed with the small amount of food available) John 2:1-11 (water was turned to wine at. a wedding feast) Acts 28:3-6 with Mark 16:18; Luke l0:19 (a poisonous snake bite un harmful to believers)

D. Miracles increase our faith.

John 2:11, 23; 4:53:7:31; 11:45;20:30-31 Numbers 14:11 Acts 9:42

E. God sends them sometimes as judgment upon the unjust.

1. The plagues, etc. – Moses and Pharaoh. Exodus chapters 7-12
2. Elijah and the drought of several years. I Kings 17:1, 14, etc.; 18:1, 42-45 Luke 4:25-26 James 5:17, 18
3. Hailstones sent in battle against the enemy. Joshua 10:11
4. The sun standing still during battle. Joshua 10:12-14
5. The waters turned to blood; a drought pronounced upon the land – the two witnesses of Revelation. Revelation 11:5-6

However, it must be recognized that Satan can also perform lying (counterfeit) signs & wonders. Not everything supernatural is of God.

Exodus 7:9-11, 8:17-19, Deuteronomy 13:1-5, Matthew 24:24, Mark 13:22, 2 Thessalonians 2:9, Revelation 13:13-14, 16:14, 19:20.

Satan could also do signs & wonders up to about 30% of what our God could do. The Pharaoh’s magicians could not do when Moses at the 4th level of miracle, struck the ground and throughout Egypt the dust became gnats. Exodus 8:18, “But when the magicians tried to produce gnats by their secret arts, they could not. And the gnats were on men and animals. Verse 19: The magicians said to Pharaoh, “This is the finger of God…”

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马六甲CKRM 第一季报告-第一部份

第一部分： 神的国度是一个有能力的国度。神迹奇事和百般的异能 – 约耳弟兄

所谓奇事是指对科学法律相反和无法解释的事件, 而且一般是属于神的作为。
为什么神通常在我们当中行奇事？

A. 奇事乃是对个人事工或讯息的印证。
1. 印证那仆人是神所差派的。
出埃及记4: 3-9,30; 7: 10,12; 民数记 16: 28-35；撒母耳记上 12: 17, 18；列王纪上 17: 24；马可福音 9: 39； 16: 17-18；约翰福音3: 2； 6: 14, 36； 11: 42；使徒行传2: 22；哥林多后书 12: 12

2. 印证祂仆人所传的道。
出埃及记4: 3-9, 30; 7: 10,12; 士师记 6:11-21; 列王纪上17:24; 18:37-39; 列王纪下 20:8-11; 马太福音11:2-5; 马可福音 16:20; 约翰福音5:36; 使徒行传 2:22; 8:6; 希伯来书 2:3-4

B. 在旧约里，神借着神迹奇事来见证祂是独一无二的真神。出埃及记 7:17; 申命记 4:35; 约书亚记 2:11; 列王纪上18:24; 37-39; 列王纪下 5:15; 但以理书 3:28-29

C. 神行奇事来满足祂子民的需要。
出埃及记14:22 （打开红海拯救在患难中的子民）；出埃及记 16:4-31 （吗 哪从天上降下，喂饱在旷野中神的子民）；出埃及记 17:5-7 （水从磐石里流出来，为他们解渴）; 列王纪上 17:4-7 (在饥荒时刻，乌 鸦喂养了以利亚)；列王纪上 17：10-16 （在饥荒时刻，寡妇坛内的面不减少，瓶里的油也不缺短）；列王记下2：19-22 （恶 劣的水被治好）；列王记下4:38, 40-41， 马可福音16:18 （吃了有毒的食物却不受任何伤害）；列王记下4:42-44 （在饥荒时刻，一点的食物却足够给百人吃）；马太福音16:8-10 （少许的食物足够分给好几千人）；约翰福音2：1-11（在一个筵席里，水变成了酒）；使徒行传28：3-6，马可福音16：18， 路加福音 10：19 （信徒被蛇咬却不受伤害）

D. 奇事加增我们的信心
约翰福音2:11, 23; 4:53; 7:31; 11:45; 20:30-31; 民数记 14:11; 使徒行传 9:42

E. 神有时以奇事来审判不公义的人
1. 十灾 – 摩西和法老。（出埃及记 7-12 章）
2. 以利亚和三年零六个月的旱灾。（列王纪上17：1， 14； 18：1， 42-45；路加福音 4：25-26； 雅各书 5：17-18）
3. 天上降大冰雹打死仇敌 （约书亚记 10：11）
4. 在争战时，日头在天当中停住（约书亚记 10：12-14）
5. 启示录里的两 个见证人能叫天闭塞不下雨，又有权柄叫水变为血 （启示录 11:5-6）然而，我们必须辨认撒 但能够模仿我们真神的神迹奇事。 不是一切超自然都出至于神的作为。出埃及记 7:9-11; 8:17-19; 民数记 13:1-5; 马太福音24:24; 马可福音 13:22; 帖撒罗尼迦后书 2:9; 启示录 13:13-14;16:14; 19:20

与我们真神的神迹奇事相比，撒但最多只能模仿到三成的能力。当摩西在第四层的奇事时 - 击打地上的尘土 ， 使尘土在埃及遍地变作虱子， 那些在法老身边行法术的却不能够模仿。出埃及记 8：18 行法术的也用邪术要生出虱子来，却是不能。於是在人身上和牲畜身上都有了虱子。第十九节： “行法术的就对法老说：这是神的手的作为。。。。。。

Nothing matters more to Jesus than doing the will of the Father (Matthew 7:21, 12:50).

Similarly, we are on earth to do the will of God and we can only walk in His will if we are sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit (Romans 8:14) and are able to hear His voice (John 8:47, 10:27).

The will of the Father is to build and establish His kingdom on earth. Hence, if our food is to do the will of the Father, we will not be like Diotrephes who was fearful that others might out shine him and threaten his position (for John said in 3 John 9, “I wrote to the church, but Diotrephes, who loves to be first, will have nothing to do with us”).

Sadly, there are some pastors who are like Diotrephes. They are so blinded by their fear of others being better than them, or of their Church members going to another Church. So they use their own strength to implement unhealthy control, and even restricting their Church members from attending meetings in other Churches.

God's people must find a heart to see others succeed. A good manager is one who will groom others to be even better than him.

Jesus said, “Feed my sheep”. He did not say to lord over his sheep. If we are unable to feed our own sheep, we should not restrict them from seeking spiritual food elsewhere. For when they return, they will be a blessing to the Church. No members would desire to leave their own Church unless they are forced into a situation to do so, or when the Lord leads them out for a new season.

Though the Pharisees were very learned, yet they did not know God because they could not hear nor see what God was doing. Hence, Jesus told his disciples, “Leave them; they are blind guides. If a blind man leads a blind man, both will fall into a pit” (Matthew 15:14).

Every Christian needs to be empowered for ministry. Only after being empowered, then one will become more sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit and be able to hear from God. As in Proverbs 20:12: “Ears that hear and eyes that see --- the Lord has made them both.”

Therefore as children of God, we should be able to see, hear and be led by the Spirit of God. Without such ability, we will be like the blind walking in circles without direction and can easily be misled.

Jesus expects people to see from their hearts. The born-again experience will enable believers to see from the heart (John 3:3). A heart that does not see is a hard heart.

It is important we should always seek and walk in the will of God. If we need counsel, do not look for people who are full of flesh. Instead, we should seek godly advice from matured God-fearing fellow Christians who know the Lord and are walking in the Spirit.

Paul said in Colossians 2:8, "See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the basic principles of this world rather than on Christ."

Walking in the will of God is our best protection. For when we walk in absolute obedience, not only do we not give the devil any opportunity to accuse us, but the demonic realm also recognizes the power & authority we have.

God does not delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying His voice. To obey is better than sacrifice, and rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance like the evil of idolatry (1 Samuel 15:22-23).

Because of Saul’s disobedience, the Spirit of the LORD left him, and an evil spirit from the LORD tormented him (1 Samuel 16:14). Therefore, the consequences of Christians falling into disobedience and not walking in the will of God could be such as failing in ministry, stress, suffering in sickness, draining out of funds and even experiencing frequent spiritual attacks etc.

Bill Johnson wrote, “In spiritual warfare, the safest place in this war is obedience. In the centre of His will, we face only the situation we are equipped to win. Outside of the centre is where many Christians fall, facing undue pressures that are self-inflicted. His will is the only safe place to be.”

I have personally witnessed how over a period of time, a vibrant ministry was being dismantled and reduced to nothing. This was because the pastor was building his/her own kingdom, instead of God’s kingdom. How sad if this is happening to churches today.

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马六甲CKRM---第一季报告-第三部份

对耶稣而言, 没有东西比执行天父的旨意来得重要(马太福音 7:21, 12:50)。

同样的, 我们活在世上是为了执行神的旨意。而唯有对圣灵的引导敏锐和能听见祂的声音才可能遵行祂的旨意(罗马书8:14（约翰福音 8:47, 10:27)。天父的旨意是在这世界建立和制定祂的国度。因此, 如果我们的饮食是执行天父的旨意,我们就不会像丢特腓那样,害怕别人会超越他而对他的岗位造成威胁 (约翰在约翰三书1:9讲到,“我曾略略的写信给教会，但那在教会中好为首的丢特腓不接待我们”)。

很不幸的, 世上确实有像丢特腓的牧师存在。因害怕别人会超越他们。他们就使用他们的权势施行不良的管制, 甚至限制他们的会友,不准他们参加其他教会的聚会。

神的子名要有看到别人成功的心。一个好的经理是个会栽培其他人超越自己的人。

耶稣说, “喂养我的羊”。祂没说主宰祂的羊。如果我们无法喂养自己的羊, 我们不该限制他们到别处寻找属灵的食物。当他们回来时, 他们会是教会的祝福。没有会友会离开自己的教会除非他们被環景所逼或主带领他们进入一个新的季节。

法利赛人非常博学, 但是他们不认识神因为他们听不见也看不见神在做什么。因此, 耶稣告诉祂的门徒, “任凭他们罢！他们是瞎眼领路的；若是瞎子领瞎子，两个人都要掉在坑里” (马太福音15:14)。

每个基督徒都须要领受恩膏才能有果效地服侍。只有领受恩膏后, 对圣灵的引导才会更加敏锐和听见神的声音。如箴言20:12: “能听的耳，能看的眼，都是耶和华所造的”。身为神的儿女, 我们应该能看到, 听到神的声音和被圣灵带领。如果没有这能力, 我们就会象瞎子没有方向地在圈子里绕圈圈和容易被误导。耶稣指望我们用心去看东西。重生的经历能使信徒用心去看东西。(约翰福音3:3).

一个看不见的心是个硬化的心。我们时时刻刻寻求神和遵行祂的旨意是重要的。如果我们需要忠告, 不要去找属肉眼的人。我们应该去寻求那些行走在灵里,敬畏和认识神成熟基督徒的忠告。保罗在歌罗西书 2:8 说, "你们要谨慎，恐怕有人用他的理学和虚空的妄言，不照着基督，乃照人间的遗传和世上的小学就把你们掳去"。活在神的旨意里是我们最好的保护。当我们完全顺服神, 我们不但不给撒但任何机会诬告我们, 邪灵界也认知我们的权柄和能力。耶和华喜悦燔祭和平安祭，岂如喜悦人听从他的话呢？听命胜於献祭；顺从胜於公羊的脂油。悖逆的罪与行邪术的罪相等；顽梗的罪与拜虚神和偶像的罪相同。(撒母耳记上15:22-23)。

因扫罗的不顺服, 耶和华的灵离开扫罗，有恶魔从耶和华那里来扰乱他。(撒母耳记上16:14)。基督徒如果不顺服神和不遵行祂旨意。后果可包括事工失败, 压力, 疾病, 金钱漏流甚至常常遭受邪灵的攻击等等。比尔强生写到, “在属灵争战的领域里,最安全的地方就是顺服。活在祂的旨意中,你面对的是你会得胜的局面。许多倒下的基督徒是因为活在祂的旨意外,面对着自己遭惹来不必要的压力。所以活在祂的旨意是唯一安全的地方”。我亲眼目睹神如何经过一段时间,将一个强壮的事工拆毁到化为无有。这是因为那牧师在建立自己的国度而不是神的国度。这是何等的可悲。

In Exodus 33:13, Moses said to the Lord, “If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so that I may know you and continue to find favour with you…”, and in verse 18, Moses said to the Lord, “Now, show me your glory.”

Moses knew the secret of God’s ways, so the Lord’s favour was upon Him. The glory of God never left him. Moses was 120 years old when he died, yet his eyes were not weak nor his strength gone.

God is good. He not only chose the directors/leaders of CKRM Singapore, but empowered them to be sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit and hearing the voice of God. In almost everything which concerns the ministry, or its needs, we will seek the Lord for direction so that we stay within His will.

In 1 Kings 13, a man of God was deceived by an old prophet to go to his house to eat bread and drink water. In so doing, the man of God defied the word of the Lord and did not keep the command the Lord gave him, and he was killed by a lion.

So along the way, just like Daniel who disobeyed the decree issued by his king (Daniel 6), and was thrown into the lion’s den; we did not compromise our obedience to God by heeding the word & advice of our then advisor either. Although we have utmost respect for the pastor who was much against us for not heeding her advice, it is our desire to hear from the Lord and obey Him only. As we chose to obey God's leading, we have inadvertently incurred her displeasure. We had hope that she could understand we would want to follow the Lord's will (1 Samuel 15:22) but it was in vain.

Like David who had to fight the might of the giant, Goliath with just a sling and 5 smooth stones, we had to face the might of the pastor’s connection & influence among the Chinese Churches, who went around slandering, criticizing & discrediting CKRM and its founders.

Due to mounting internal and external pressures about the controversial and negative talk, even our only hope and link in USA decided to sever ties and disassociate with us. Having to choose between a giant and an infant ministry, our USA link decided to pick the former.

However, God is with us and CKRM grows from glory to glory, and He bless CKRM with spiritual wealth, abundant provisions and cashflow.

Bill Johnson taught that the power of Daniel’s righteousness saved the lives of the wise men, magicians, astrologers. The presence of the Kingdom saves the lives of people who have not earned it through personal obedience. Hence, many people who come to CKRM have been very blessed. Many of them are healed, set free, empowered and become more sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit. Their hearts are drawn back to God.

Bill Johnson also wrote that there is a distinction between submission and obedience. Sometimes we are to go against the command of our leaders --- but even then, only with submissive hearts.

Daniel did not compromise but continued with his 3 times prayer daily disobeying his king’s decree; however to God, Daniel was righteous.

In 2004, I obeyed the voice of God and went to an Institute in California against the advice of my pastor. When I arrived in the Institute in California, the Lord gave me a message through a speaker that because I came by faith, the Lord would give me what I would not be able to get in my country. Had I listened to my pastor then, I would have missed the blessing and the calling that God has upon my life.

The anointing God has blessed me with, destroys the yoke (Isaiah 10:27) and eventually set me free from the bondage of medication, and God has healed me of my long-term suffering of hypertension & prostate.

Glory be to God!

...to be continued in Part 3

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出埃及记 33:13, 摩西对主说,“我如今若在你眼前蒙恩，求你将你的道指示我，使我可以认识你，好在你眼前蒙恩。…”第十八节, 摩西说：”求你显出你的荣耀给我看。” 摩西知道神思路的奥秘, 所以神的恩宠降临在他身上。神的荣耀不曾离开他。摩西在他一百二十岁去世时, 眼睛的视线没有退化, 气力也没离去。神是美好的。祂不但拣选新加坡CKRM的董事和领袖, 也恩膏他们,好让他们能被圣灵带领和听神的声音。几乎一切有关事工的决定或需要, 我们都会寻求神以遵行祂的旨意。在列王纪上第13章, 一位神的仆人被一位老先知骗到他的屋里吃面包和喝水。这人也因此违背了神吩咐他的话而被狮子杀害。可见不顺服神的旨意是如此严重的。但以理为了顺服神而违背王的法令, 结果被扔进狮子坑(但以理书 6); 我们为了顺服神的命令而违背了我们当时一位顾问的心意和指示。结果引起她强烈的不满和敌对。我们希望她会了解我们只是想顺服神的旨意(撒母耳记上 15:22。）

这情形有如大卫用机弦和一块光滑小石头迎战巨人歌利亚,从此我们必须面对这牧师在华文教会的影响力。她到处诽谤, 批评与中伤CKRM和他的创办人。结果连我们在美国的遮盖和联系也最终决定与我们断绝关系与来往。在面对须要做出选择的情况下(一个是巨大的教会，而另一个是年幼的事工), 我们美国的连系选择了如”巨人”的教会而与我们断绝来往。

还好神与我们同在。经厉这一切不愉快；新加坡CKRM反而更上一层楼健壮地成长，无论是在灵里或物质上。神都大大地祝福我们。

比尔强生教导但以理公义的能力拯救了智慧人, 魔术师, 天象学家的性命。因一个人的顺服,神国度的同在拯救了那些不应得救人的性命。因此, 许多来CKRM 的人都很蒙福。许多被医治, 得释放, 领受恩膏, 对圣灵的带领更加敏锐。他们的心从新回归神。比尔强生写到顺服和服从是有不同的。有时领袖的命令与神的命令低触时，我们就要选择顺服神 --- 虽如此, 还是要带着谦卑的心面对领袖。但以理没有妥协继续一天三次的祷告, 不服从王的法令。但在神的眼里, 但以理是公义的。在二零零四年, 我顺服神的声音, 违背我牧师的劝说飞到加里福尼亚洲的一间神学中心。抵达该中心后, 主通过一位讲员给我一个信息。因为我凭信心来到这里, 主会给我在自己国家得不到的东西。如果我当时听从我牧师的劝说, 我就会失去神在我生命里的祝福和呼召。神赐我的恩膏, 拆毁重担 (以賽亚书 10:27) 也渐渐的释放我从药物的服食。神也医治我长期的高血压过度紧张和前列腺。

荣耀归给神

... 继续 第三部份

Prior to returning from USA in March 2007, Bill Johnson placed his right hand on my forehead and his left hand on Ps Esther’s forehead to bless us. Never would we have realized that 18 months after setting up CKRM Christian Centre in Singapore, God would so rapidly call us to set up a School of Supernatural in Malacca, modelling after Bill Johnson’s Bethel School of Supernatural Evangelism.

It has been 3 months since CKRM Malacca commenced its first meeting on 14th March 2009. The presence of God’s power and glory at our meetings, draw in Christians who are hungry for the things of God and open doors to ministry as in Proverbs 18:16: “A gift opens the way for the giver and ushers him into the presence of the great.”

God’s ministry/Church has no lack or running into deficit. Though God was not happy with the Israelites in the desert for 40 years, yet He gave them sufficient provisions. Imagine the abundant provisions & blessings He will provide for those who are obedient and willing to carry the cross and follow Him, trusting Him fully.

Money is important as no ministry could survive without funds. As in Ecclesiastes 10:19: “A feast is made for laughter, and wine makes life merry, but money is the answer for everything”. By God’s grace, ever since CKRM started the ministry in Singapore, we have never resorted to solicit or raise funds. Hence, with CKRM Singapore supporting the ministry in Malacca, we are so bless in every ways.

If the glory of God and His favour rest upon a ministry, there would be victory as the Bible says: “If God is for us, who can be against us” (Romans 8:31), and “Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.” (Romans 8:33)

Moses knew the secret of God’s ways to keep His glory in his life.

As in Isaiah 55:8-9, the Lord says, “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”

God’s ways the Bible says are not given to man who does not know Him.

Where the glory of God is, there will be manifestation of miracles, signs & wonders as God comes to heal and set his people free from bondage & unhealthy addiction in order to empower them. The empowerment is to draw our hearts back to our first love – Jesus as we are empowered to be more sensitive to His leading (Romans 8:14), and to be able to hear His voice (John 8:47 and 10:27).

If we can’t hear from Him, we will not be able to know whether we are walking in His will. Jesus said in Matthew 7:21: “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.”

God has also led a wonderful team to CKRM Malacca as co-workers. Some of them come from as far as Klang Valley, travelling quite a distance every Saturday to attend the meeting in Malacca.

A brother after encountering the power of God for the first time at CKRM Malacca has this to say: “We are now on high places where Moses met God on the mountain. I wouldn’t want to be on the low plains anymore.”

Many have given their testimonies praising and giving glory to God of how He has blessed them at CKRM Malacca. The testimonies posted in CKRM’s website speak for themselves as Jesus said in John 14:11 “Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves.”

Jesus told them in John 15:24, “If I had not done among them what no one else did, they would not be guilty of sin. But now they have seen these miracles, and yet they have hated both me and my Father.”

Glory to God for the abundant blessings within a short period of three months!

...to be continued in Part 2

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回顾在二零零七年三月,从美国回返新加坡之前, 比尔强生把他的右手按在我的额头上，并将他的左手按在以斯帖牧师的额头上, 为我们祷告,祝福我们。回新加坡后，创立了新加坡基督国度崇高掌权的事工。没想到十八个月后, 神的步伐那么快；又把我们差派到马六甲去开办一所超自然事工训练学校,并以比尔强生超自然事工训练学校为模式。

二零零九年三月十四日,马六甲CKRM开始投入服务。从第一次的聚会至今已经有三个月了。感谢神！因祂的大能与荣耀的彰显，使我们的聚会吸引了那些对神有渴慕的基督徒前来参加，后来更感动一些弟兄姐妹留下为同工。也为我们的事工开门, 就如箴言18:16: “人的礼物为他开路，引他到高位的人面前。”

神的事工/教会永远是不缺乏的或财政出现赤字。看看以色列选民虽悖逆在旷野四十年,但祂依然给予他们足够的供应。由此可想象,那些顺服和愿意背起十字架跟随祂，完全信靠祂的人 。祂会如何的祝福，供给，提供一切所需的给他们。钱是重要的,没有钱， 事工就不能生存。好比传道书10:19讲到: “设摆筵席是为喜笑。酒能使人快活；钱能叫万事应心” 感谢神的恩典, 自CKRM 在新加坡开创事工至今, 我们不曾向任何人募捐或筹款。现在新加坡的CKRM 成长了。可以支持马六甲的事工。我们在很多方面都是蒙福的。如果神的荣耀和爱戴停歇在一个事工上, 那事工就会得胜。因圣经说: “神若帮助我们，谁能敌挡我们呢？” (罗马书8:31)

“谁能控告神所拣选的人呢？有神称他们为义了” (罗马书8:33)摩西知道神的思路而得以保留神在他生命里的荣耀。就如以赛亚书55:8-9, 耶和华说：”我的意念非同你们的意念；我的道路非同你们的道路。天怎样高过地，照样，我的道路高过你们的道路；我的意念高过你们的意念。” 在出埃及记 33:13,摩西向主说,“我如今若在你眼前蒙恩，求你将你的道指示我，使我可以认识你，好在你眼前蒙恩。…”第十八节,摩西说：”求你显出你的荣耀给我看。”圣经讲到神不向不认识祂的人显明祂的思路。

那里有神的荣耀, 那里就有神迹奇事，百般异能，因为神来是要医治, 释放祂的子民脱离捆绑与不良的习惯,好让他们能领受祂的能力。领受神的能力使人的心归向对神起初的爱-耶稣。当我们领受神的能力时, 我们就会对神的引领更加敏锐(罗马书8:14)， 和听见祂的声音(约翰 8:47 and 10:27) 。如果我们听不见祂的声音, 我们就无法知道我们是否行在祂的旨意里。在马太福音 7:21, 耶稣说: “凡称呼我主阿，主阿的人不能都进天国；惟独遵行我天父旨意的人才能进去。”

神也带领一些人来到马六甲CKRM与我们同工。他们有一些远自吧生, 每个星期六长途跋涉来参加聚会。一位弟兄在这里第一次经历神的大能后说: “我们现在站在摩西会见神的高地上, 我再也不想回到平原了。”许多人都给予见证, 赞美与荣耀神如何在马六甲CKRM祝福他们。在CKRM网站的见证印证神与我们同在, 就如在约翰福音14:11,耶稣说 “你们当信我，我在父里面，父在我里面；即或不信，也当因我所做的事信我。” 耶稣在约翰福音15:24 对他们：,“我若没有在他们中间行过别人未曾行的事，他们就没有罪；但如今连我与我的父，他们也看见也恨恶了。”
为短短三个月里许许多多的祝福与赞美感谢神，愿一切荣耀归于神!啊们！

Pastor Paul Ang

Prior to attending CKRM:

I, Chia Chong Hon was born in 1966. I am currently 43 yrs old and received Christ as my saviour at the age of 30. I have a good wife and three lovely children and we live in Klang. I was in sales till I became a full-time worker in church at the age of 38. I was in-charge of leading cell groups and discipleship of new believers. I am happy with the salary offered by the church and the pastor treated me well. I am also pleased with my ministry because I led a lot of people to Christ and miracles, signs and wonder followed me. However, after a year in ministry, the inner peace and joy in my heart was suddenly gone. I prayed 3 months about it but the inner peace and joy was not restored. In order to seek the divine peace of God, I quitted my job by faith and stayed at home to wait upon God.

In the 1st year, I steadfastly prayed, read the bible, fasted and seek God. In the 2nd and 3rd year, I began to seek God in ministries such as businessman fellowship and foreign worker ministry. In the 4th year, due to disappointment with God, I became a Christian who no longer read the bible, pray, seek God or attend church as I felt that God has abandoned me. But my heart yearned for God everyday like one who yearns for a lost lover of many years.

While attending CKRM:

On 25 April 2009, through Sis. Susan, God brought me to CKRM Malacca’s leadership training camp. This is the 1st time I saw Pst. Paul and Pst. Esther’s ministry. I saw manifestations which I have never seen before (the roar of the Lion of Judah, the stone of David, the sword of the Spirit) Naturally, I doubted these manifestations and wondered if they are of the Holy Spirit but I dare not criticize the work of the Holy Spirit. That day, I didn’t receive the anointing and just returned home.

I took part in the 2-day Joshua camp on the 1st and 2nd May. More than 40 participants from Singapore came and because of their involvement, I saw even more manifestations of the Holy Spirit (Shepherd dog, carry the cross, prophesy, speaking in foreign tongues …). I still didn’t receive anything. I was thinking, if this is not of God, it will be better not to have it. But if it’s from the Holy Spirit and since He doesn’t want me to have it, there isn’t much I can do either. After lunch on the 2nd day, I sat alone at one corner. Suddenly, I was filled with the Holy Spirit and I made a soft groaning sound similar to that of a lion which spotted prey. In my heart, I wanted to roar but I didn’t dare to do so. During the last lesson, Pst. Paul asked who has received the power of God for the 1st time so I went to the front. When Pst. Paul stretched out his hands toward me, the Holy Spirit caused me to roar like a lion with all my might. In my heart, I knew God has delivered me. Thank God, those who yearn for God will not hope in vain.

After attending CKRM:

Now, I go to CKRM Malacca every Saturday to be empowered, as to prepare myself for ministry in future. What change after I attend CKRM? (Good tree bears good fruit)

1) Nowadays, I read the bible like I used to, pray and is moved by the Holy Spirit at dawn to fellowship with Him.

2) The inner peace and joy is gradually being restored unto me.

3) My faith has increased（Even if I endure another 4 years of hardship, I will still praise God, Hallelujah）

4) There is more power when I minister because the spiritual giftings and anointing I received from CKRM is still functional when I return to Klang.

我在CKRM的见证
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没来 CKRM之前

本人谢松汉在一九六六年出世，今年四十三岁。三十岁时接受耶稣基督成为个人的救主。我有一个好妻子，三个好孩子，住在吧生。原本的职业是销售员，三十八岁成为教会全职同工。在教会我是负责新人陪训和带领小组。教会给的薪金我很满意，牧师也对我很好。我也很满意自己的事奉，

因为我带领了很多人信主又有神迹奇事跟随着我。但是在我服事一年后，突然我的内心失去平安和喜乐。我为这事祷告了三个月，还是内心没有平安和喜乐。为了寻回属天的平安，我就评着信心辞职，回家等候神。在家第一年很坚定的祷告、读经、禁食的寻求神。第二年和第三年我开始在外面的事工（商人团契、外劳事工）寻求神。第四年因对神的失望，我成为一个不读经、不祷告、不寻求神、不去教会的基督徒，因我认为神已经放弃了我。但我的心天天都思念着神，就像失去相恋很多年的爱人一样。

在CKRM时
神通过SUSAN姐妹在四月25日2009年，把我带到马六甲的CKRM领袖训练营。这是我第一次看到PS.PAUL与PS. ESTHER的服事。我看到圣灵充满所彰显出我从来没有见过的现象(犹大狮子的吼叫、大卫的石子、圣灵的宝剑) 。理所当然我会怀疑这些现象是不是圣灵的彰显，但我也不敢冒犯圣灵的作为。当天我没有领受任何圣灵的恩膏，就这样回家了。

我参加了5月1-2日的约书亚营。有四十多位从新加坡的弟兄姐妹也前来参加。因为他们的参与，第一天我看到更多圣灵的彰显（牧羊狗、背十字架、说豫言、说别国话。。。。）。我还是没有领受，所以我想如果这不是从神而来的，不要是好的。如果是来自圣灵，圣灵不要给我，我也不能做什么。

第二天的午餐后，我独自一人坐在一个角落。突然我被圣灵充满，口中发出低微狮子的鼻声，像狮子见到猎物一样。我的心里想大声吼叫，但又不敢。到了最后一堂课，PS. PAUL问谁第一次领受神的大能，我就去到前面。当PS. PAUL 把手伸向我时，圣灵使我用尽全身的力量像狮子般大声吼叫。我心里知道我被神释放了。感谢神，对神有所渴慕的，必永不落空。

来了CKRM之后
现在我每个星期六都到马六甲CKRM 接受装备，为以后的事奉而准备。去了CKRM后我有什么改变呢? (好树结好果子)

1) 现在我又能像以前一样读经、祷告、凌晨圣灵感动我起来灵修。

2) 我内在的平安和喜乐也渐渐恢复了。

3) 我的信心增加了。（再来四年的磨练我也能哈利路亚赞美主）

4) 服事人的力量也加增了，因为在CKRM所领受的恩赐和恩膏就算回到吧生也一样可以发挥功效祝福他人。

谢松汉

My journey started when my dad came back from Joshua Camp on 1st May 2009. He was excited and told us (my mom & I) about how he saw the Power of God moved in the camp. He said that the pastor did not even lay hands on any one but they were slained. Dad asked me to go to CKRM on the next day. I really wanted to study since my final exams will be in 2 weeks time. So I make a deal with him. If the meeting is not interesting, I will want to go back during lunch break. That was my plan.

I reached there about 9am on 2nd May 2009. During the morning session of Joshua camp, what amazed me was when Pastor Paul called out 7 people to sit in front facing the audience. All these 7 individuals are highly sensitive to the Holy Spirit. They were there to confirm Pastor Paul’s words. I was amazed because all of them manifested in different ways but they can agree on the same things. It was something I have never seen before in my life.

Bro. Timothy was in charge for the afternoon session. The meeting started with the Fire Anointing. While I was focusing on God, my hands started to shake. At one point, I felt like someone was covering my ears with warm hands. My body was trembling and I was screaming my lungs out. I did not know what was happening to me. Later, I fell down on my seat. I was really exhausted.

Next, Pastor Esther was in charge of the 2nd half of the afternoon session. She was explaining the difference between the gift of prophecy and the calling of to be a prophet of God. When she finished the session, Pastor Paul called me up. He said that God has given me the gift of prophecy. I lifted my hands up and received it. Later, I was down on the floor. My hands were shaking and my body was trembling. At one point, I was happy and laughing very loudly. I have never laughed so loudly in public before. It was the Joy of the Holy Spirit. I soon discovered that I was confirming Pastor Paul’s words by nodding my head while I was on the floor. I was truly blessed in the meeting.

When I was at home, I recalled that a visiting prophet who came to my church in February 2008. Pastor Thomas Cheng anointed my ears and prophesied that God has given me a gift. At that time, he did not say what the gift was about. About a year after God begin to confirm the gift he mentioned to me. Indeed, I have been truly blessed by my 1st visit to CKRM Melaka on 2nd May 2009. I have encountered the Lord and the Holy Spirit. I count myself blessed to be chosen by the Lord at such an early age of 20 in a couple of days’ time. I hope that all the young people of my generation will have a hunger for the things of God and believe that God will reveal his plan and purpose for their lives.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.” Matthew 7:7-8

Blessings
How Lingli
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Pastor’s Footnote:- The rapid spiritual growth within a short period is indeed awesome for Sis Lingli and she has been attending the CKRM Saturday Meeting faithfully since her 1st encounter with God at the Joshua Camp. God has called CKRM to set up a School of Supernatural in Malacca.

At the recent Prophetic Conference held at the Church in Malacca where Lingli attends, Ps Thomas Cherian, an anointed prophet from India very much like the prophet Samuel of the Bible gave a word to Sis Lingli that God has given her a gift and that she is attending some sort of training in School of Supernatural. He couldn’t have known about CKRM, least about Lingli attending the supernatural ministry, if the Lord has not revealed to him.
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踏进马六甲CKRM已经有三十一天了,旅程的开始是从我父亲在五月一日；参加了约书亚营回家后开始。那天他兴奋的向我和母亲诉说神的大能如何在营中运行。他说牧师为人祷告时没有按手在任何人的身上，但是人们仍然被击倒在地上。父亲叫我隔天去CKRM 。但是在两个星期后，我有年终考试，所以我想在家复习功课。于是, 我与父亲立约。如果聚会淡然无趣, 我就会在午餐时间回家。那就是我的计划。

我在二零零九年五月二日大概早上九点抵达哪儿。约书亚营早上的时间是教导圣火的恩膏，由保罗牧师教导。 让我感到惊讶的是： 一开始保罗牧师先叫七个人出来坐在讲台下面大家面前。（他们都面向会众）这七个人的灵对圣灵非常敏锐。他们坐在哪儿印证保罗牧师所说的话。让我惊讶的是:虽然他们每个人的彰显都不同, 但他们都在不同的事物上有同样的认同。这是我一生从未曾见过的。

提摩太弟兄负责下午的部份。聚会一开始就谈到圣火的恩膏。当我专心仰望神时，忽然发现我的手开始颤抖。在其中一段时间, 我觉得似乎有人用温热的手盖住我的耳朵。我的身体在不断发抖，同时我不断大声地喊叫。我不知道在我身上发生了什么事。后来我筋疲力尽的躺卧在坐椅上。

接着, 以斯帖牧师负责下午剩下的时间。她解释先知启示性的恩赐与先知的呼召是有分别的，是不一样的。她教导完后, 保罗牧师把我叫出来。他说神给了我先知启示性的恩赐。我举起手来领受。接着, 我发现自已躺卧在地上。而我的手不断在颤抖，而身体在发抖。有一段时间, 我感到喜乐，并且大声地笑。我从来没有在公共场所那么大声笑过。那是圣灵的喜乐在我身上。当我躺卧在地上时,我发现自已很自然会点头印证保罗牧师所说的话语。真的，神在这个营会非常祝福了我，我非常的蒙福。

在家中, 我想起在二零零八年二月时有一位先知名叫 Thomas Cheng的拜访我的教会。Thomas Cheng 牧师恩膏我的耳朵并且向我发预言说神给了我一个恩赐。当时, 他没说是什么恩赐。一年后, 神开始向我印证 那预言。确实, 我在二零零九年五月二日首次拜访马六甲CKRM 是很蒙福的。我与主与圣灵相遇了。二十岁的我觉得自己很蒙福, 年纪轻轻的,在几天里就被神拣选。我希望我这一代的年轻人对神的事物有渴望。我也相信神会显明祂在我们生命里的计划和意义。
"你们祈求，就给你们；寻找，就寻见；叩门，就给你们开门。因为凡祈求的，就得着；寻找的，就寻见；叩门的，就给他开门 “。马太福音7:7-8

祝福
How Lingli

I was a non-believer when Celeste first brought me to CKRM church. I was very skeptical of everything. I thought the power ministry was like a movie, it was as if when i walked into the church, someone at the door declare ' camera!' and the whole 'movie' started playing.

However, I gradually started to have better faith in God. It was because during the initial period of believing in God that certain small things that i prayed for, did happen. 50% of me, was probably trying to 'test' God to see if He is real.

Right now, i have to believe that the Lord is very real because He helped me stopped smoking!I have been smoking for the past 13 years and I know that if I would to quit on my own, it would be a near impossible task, in fact I didn’t want to quit at all.

It was on a Wednesday night (20/05/09) at around 12am, I was in my room and for no particular reason I prayed to God to be with me and help me overcome my smoking, and so I started saying short prayer (about 2- 5mins). I said to Him : ' Dear God, i pray that you would help me overcome this slavery to cigarettes and give me 100% victory.

I would stop smoking for the next 7 days, and if I endure 7 days without smoking one stick of cig, I will pray to you Lord that you would take away my urge to smoke. However, I can't do it on my own, I need your help Lord especially during my 7 days of not smoking. I have faith that with your help, I will overcame the urge to smoke because I know You have always been faithful to your people, in your most holy and precious name Jesus, I pray, Amen.

Over the next few days, i was surprised that the urge to smoke was not that strong, even if my friends were smoking in front of me I could easily overcome the urge, and when there moments that I was afraid that the urge of smoking will overcome me, I called out our Lord's name Jesus and it worked! The urge would disappear gradually.

Up till now, I have not smoked and I thank God for being with me and I continue to pray that the Lord would be with me to overcome the urge of smoking. I could not have done it on my own, it is God's work and i have faith and believe that God would answer my prayers when I ask for help to quit smoking.

GOD IS GREAT!!! WOOOO HOOOOOO!!

Dearest Pastor Paul,

Thank you so much for your encouragement. The anointing has changed me totally. It has created in me a deeper longing for God and His presence.

The anointing was so great at the fellowship table last Saturday. When you asked me to pray “Lord I call the anointing for a bolt of lightning upon me” I felt like my body was going to “explode.” It was an experience no words can describe. It was so much that I had to call my sisters and brothers in Christ to come and receive the overflowing anointing from me! All who came, freely they received. Freely I received, freely I gave. Even my wife received and she began to tremble when the Glory of God fell upon her. When I held her hand the second time, she fell under the Power of the Holy Spirit.

I begin to walk in awareness of the Lord. The desire to watch television has decreased and when I watch I begin to be selective. Any scene that portrays things which are not of God I will not watch. There is an uneasiness in me if I continue to watch.

I begin to want more of God. As you mentioned in your article “The Fire Anointing and its Purpose”, you said the fire will draw our hearts back to our first love. The fire of God is awesome as it begins to purify my life and it creates in me a longing for God. I begin to discard habits and things which are unholy. I tried many times before this but just couldn’t find the strength to throw away all these things. Now I find that it is much easier, but there are still a lot of things to be dealt with. I begin to watch my words. If I have said anything not good, I quickly ask God for forgiveness. Begin to talk less or gossip about other people. I also begin to watch my heart and my mind.

Pastor, you continuously reminded us to treasure the anointing. Now I begin to understand why David Herzog said, “If you try to cast away darkness but you yourself are not full of light, chances are it will take a long time to do it. When you are full of the Glory of God, often one word from God will expel the darkness.” As in the Bible Jesus always used short commands like “Begone”, “Come out”, “Come” when he called Peter to walk on water, “Be still” etc. When I do not sense the presence of God in a Christian meeting I feel so miserable. With His presence it is so wonderful as we are having a Holy Spirit party at CKRM every week without fail.

Begin to feel the anointing is becoming stronger and stronger and it’s so effective. Now I just need to point at my daughter and she begins to tremble because she senses the anointing in her spirit. I am always looking forward for Saturday to go to His house to soak in His presence. As the Bible says, “In His presence there’s fullness of joy and in His right hand, there’s pleasure forever more.” Earma Brown shared that we must acknowledge our zeal. Anointing may have decreased, if we find ourselves not doing the things we first did. Decide today to repent and go back to your first love (Christ). Our Father God awaits us with open arms. I have never confessed and ask for forgiveness so much as I am doing now. Each week at CKRM I go with a repentant heart and God never fail to touch me.

I am so thankful to God for His Hands upon me and my family. Yesterday after watching my second son’s final project (Film and Animation degree in MMU at Cyberjaya) before graduation, he wrote that his project is dedicated to God, dad, mum, bro and sis. As I have deposited God in his life, I am so pleased to notice my son remembers God in the things he does even in his studies at Multimedia University. It is so important to acknowledge God in everything we do.

Blessings,

Deacon Joel How
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Pastor's Footnote:-

Deacon Joel How, a Secondary School Teacher attended the 1st Joshua Camp and wrote his 1st testimony in the below link:

Joshua Camp - Testimony from a Deacon / 约书亚营 - 一位执事长老的见证

He further wrote that after an encounter with the Living God at CKRM Malacca, everything else is no longer important.

A moment of favour from the Lord is better than a lifetime of labour. Deacon Joel had that favour at the Joshua Camp by the grace of God.

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亲爱的保罗牧师,

感谢你的鼓励。神的恩膏完全改变了我, 使我对神和祂的同在更加渴慕。

上星期六, 圣灵的恩膏在我们茶桌交通时是如此强烈的同在。感谢主!当你叫我祷告 “主, 我求祢如闪电的恩膏降临在我身上” 时,我感到我的身体好像就要” 爆炸” 了。这个经历是没有言语可以形容的。恩膏的厚度强到我受不了必需分出去，不然就要爆炸。所以我敢快呼叫主里的兄弟姐妹来我这儿领受恩膏! 当我握着前来的弟兄姐妹的手时，恩膏就传递过去，他们都领受到恩膏。 圣灵大大地祝福我, 我也大大地祝福他人。就连我的妻子也领受恩膏, 就在神的荣耀里颤抖。当我第二次握她的手时, 她被圣灵的大能击倒在地上。

我开始在神的意识里行走。以往爱观看电视节目的欲望已不断减少，而我也挑选节目不随便观看。任何带有不属神东西的情景我就不看。如果继续看, 我就感到不自在。

我发现自己开始更加渴慕神。就如你在“ 圣火恩膏和它的用途” 这篇文章 提到圣火会将我们爱世界的心转回我们对神起初的爱。神的火开始洁净我的生命, 使我愈来愈渴慕神。真是神奇! 我开始丢弃不圣洁的习惯和事物。以前我也尝试过这样做，但始终找不到那个力量把它们丢掉。如今我觉得要丢弃这些东西比以往容易了，真是感谢主！但需要处理的事情还是很多。不知不觉我开始留意我的话语。如果说了不好的话语,我能马上知道并极快求神饶恕我。更少讲闲话或讲别人的是非。我开始警戒自己，保守我的心思意念。

牧师, 你一直在提醒我们要珍惜神的恩膏。我现在开始明白为什么。DAVID HERZOG 说过” 如果你试着赶走黑暗但你自己却没被光充满, 你将需要很长的时间才能赶走。但当你被神的荣耀充满时, 通常神的一句话就足够驱走黑暗。“在圣经里, 耶稣时常用很短的话如”离去”,” 出来”, 祂对彼得说” 来” 或” 安静” 。事情马上成就。现在当我在基督徒的聚会里感觉不到神的同在, 我就会感到难受。我渴慕在祂的同在里。

开始觉得恩膏越来越强而那恩膏是很有果效的。现在,我只需要指着我的女儿, 她就会在她的灵里感觉到。时时想往每个星期六在CKRM的聚会。在那里浸泡在圣灵的恩膏中，是何等享受，何等美好。就如圣经说的 ：在祂的同在里满怀欢喜，而在他右手里, 喜乐永常在 。 “EARMA BROWN 说： 我们必须承认我们对神的热诚。如果我们没有继续,恩膏也许会减弱。今天就决定悔改,回到对主耶稣起初的初爱。我们的天父正敞开着双手等候欢迎你。在我生命里，我从没像现在这样，常常那么被感动要认罪和求神的饶恕。每个星期带着悔改的心去CKRM而神不断地感动我。

我很感谢神, 祂的手触动我和我的家人。昨日, 观看我第二个儿子毕业前的最后一部作品(戏剧与卡通文科 MMU 在 CYBERJAYA), 他写到这部作品是他献给神, 爸爸, 妈妈, 哥哥, 妹妹。因我在他的生命里存入神,我很高兴我的儿子在他学业里紧记着神。无论做什么都要紧记着神, 认同祂是何等的重要。

祝福

执事 Joel How