几天前早上醒来，心中有一个感动，于是我知道主要我写下这些见证。
3月22日当我们从吉隆坡出发到马六甲参加CKRM，我的心充满渴慕与兴奋。我没有想到这一次的参加，是主引领我进入他的属灵世界以及启发我的属灵恩赐的开始。我更没有想到，神在去年12月藉着一位先知向我们（我与我的先生）所发的预言已经应验，就是神会预备一个男士和一个女士拉着我们的手，帮助我们。
第一次参加CKRM的时候，神一开始就触摸我，神藉着以斯贴牧师开启我心中关闭的、不为人知的心门。在那时候，我听见好久没听到的神的话，就是神知道我的一切，我走过的路他都看见，而最重要的是，他爱我，也知道我爱他，渴慕他等等。神也再次透过牧师们重申与坚固并且启动祂已赐给我的预言的恩赐，从那一天起，我的属灵生命有了一个突破。
从CKRM回来后，我发现我的属灵感官敏锐了。晚上睡觉的时候，我开始发异梦，有些是神的启示和属灵的更新，当我醒来时，我整个人舒畅，好像从瀑布洗过澡后喝下一杯凉水一样的更新。而当我为别人祷告以及有一次我和朋友电话交谈时，突然间我会看到异象，看到对方的状况。另外，就是我比较能清楚听见以及分辨圣灵的声音，有时候我会听见自己的灵在唱歌或祷告。有一次当我在祷告中唱一首歌时，当我唱到一段我不会的部分时，突然我听见我的灵接下去唱，而后来经过查验后证明那歌词是正确的。还有昨天，我清楚的在家中听到美妙技巧的钢琴声 盘旋在我耳边以及嗅到浓郁的香味，我的心顿时充满喜乐，知道这是神的同在。另外，有两次神带领我进入他的内心：一次是使我从他的心里去感受祂是多么喜乐与乐意的心去赦免与忘记人所犯的罪；另外一次是当我在与罪挣扎时，突然间我发现我在祂里面，我的一切已经结束、已经死去，而祂的一切全是属于我的，祂无穷尽的圣洁、仁爱、饶恕、喜乐、平安、得胜全是属于我的，我不需要靠自己来胜过罪，只要完全降服在祂里面、安息在祂里面。这一些的真理我早已知道，但却从未如此真实的去经历，就好象从一本书读到一些旅游胜地，与真实去到那地方旅游的不同。
从第一次参加CKRM到今天，神每天都在对付与洁净我的罪，祂带领我悔改，引领我过圣洁的生活，祂要我把生命分别为圣，单单献给祂。而在4月11日（星期六）出发到马六甲的CKRM之前，我在祷告的时候，神告诉我，雅各已经成为过去了，祂要赐我以色列新的名字。就在那天星期六4月11日，以斯贴牧师告诉我，她领受到神给我一个新的名字—叫“多加”，我以前的一切已经成为过去，神已经为我掀开新的生命的一章。我相信这不过是进入新的属灵生命的开始，接下来还有更多的事会发生，最重要的是，更接近的认识耶稣…我所深爱的那一位。
我深深的感谢神开始在我的生命中装备我来服事他。神永远不会忘记祂的应许，祂是奇妙信实的神。我感谢神预备马六甲CKRM这一个谦卑但有祂的能力以及祂同在的地方，我感谢神带领祂的仆人保罗牧师以及以斯贴牧师来到马六甲，使这里凡是灵里饥渴贫穷的人蒙福。我深深的无尽的感谢神，因神纪念马来西亚，我相信神要藉着祂的仆人，为这里点燃复兴之火。啊们！
邱 多加
吉隆坡
April 2009
Breakthrough of my spiritual life
Few days ago, when I woke up in the morning, there was a prompting in my heart. Hence, I knew that God wanted me to note down these testimonies.
On 22nd March 2009, when we departed from Kuala Lumpur and was heading towards Malacca to attend the Saturday’s “Power and Prophetic Ministry” at CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd, my heart was filled with hunger and excitement. I did not expect this trip to CKRM was actually God’s will, that He began to lead me, entering into His spiritual world and to activate the gifts of the Spirit within me.
This was a prophecy given to us (my husband & me) that God would lead us to a man & a woman to revive our spiritual lives. Hence, the prophecy has come to pass.
While attending the meeting at CKRM for the first time, God used Ps. Esther to open up my hardened and hidden heart that was not known to anyone. At that moment, I heard the Word of God which I had not heard it for quite some time. God knows everything about me and every step that I had gone through. More importantly, He loves me and He knows that I do love Him and hunger for Him. The Lord also used the pastors to restore and strengthen me, and activated the prophetic gift which the Lord has previously given to me. From that day on, there was a breakthrough in my spiritual life.
After attended the meeting at CKRM, I realised my spiritual senses began to be more sensitive. During my sleep at night, I began to have dreams and some of them were revelation from the Lord and spiritual renewal. When I woke up from the sleep, my whole body was very refreshed, as if I had just taken a fresh shower over at the waterfall. While I was praying for others and talking to my friend over the phone, all of a sudden I would see visions regarding their situations. Besides, I could listen clearer to the voice of the Holy Spirit and to discern them. Sometimes, I would hear my spirit singing or praying. There was once while I was singing a song, I stopped at the latter part of the song as I do not know the lyric, I then heard my spirit continued singing. After verifying, it was confirmed that the lyric sang was correct.
Furthermore on yesterday, I clearly heard beautiful melody of a piano at my home, and I could smell a thick fragrance. My heart was filled with joy and I know that was the presence of God. There were also two experiences where the Lord let me feel His heartbeat, showing me that He is joyful and willing to show mercy and forget our sins. While I was struggling with sins, suddenly I realised I was in Him, my past was already been put to death and everything He has given me everything He has; the unlimited purity, love, forgiveness, joy, peace, and victory. I need not depend on my strength to overcome sins but to only surrender to God and rest in Him. I had already known all this truth, but I had yet to personally experience it. It was just so real. The difference is like between reading a book about some tourist attractions, and to actually visit them in reality.
Ever since our first visit to CKRM till now, God has been dealing with my sins and sanctifying me, leading me to repentance and to live a holy life. It is His heartbeat that my life is to be consecrated and only belongs to Him. On 11th April 2009 (Saturday), before we departed to go to CKRM at Melaka, during my prayer, God told me that Jacob has passed and He wants to give me a new name of Israel. On that particular Saturday (11th April), Pastor Esther told me she received that the Lord gives me a new name called “Dorcas”, my old has passed away, and God has already opened a new chapter in my life. I believe that this is only the beginning of entering into a new spiritual life; there will be more things to come in the future. Most importantly, it is to draw me closer to Jesus and knowing Him better.
Deep in my heart, I thank God that He began to prepare and equip me, in order for me to serve Him. God will never forget His promise. He is a miraculous and faithful God. I thank God for raising up CKRM Melaka, a ministry that is humble yet full of God’s power. I thank God for leading His servants, Pastor Paul and Pastor Esther to Melaka, so that those in Melaka, who are spiritually hungry and thirst, could be blessed. I also thank God, for remembering Malaysia and I believe through His servants, God is going to light up the fire of revival over here. Amen!
Dorcas
Kuala Lumpur
April 2009
It was truly a divine appointment for me to be at CKRM Malacca’s official opening on the 14 March 2009. I went because my friend was invited and I was blessed beyond measure in just this one session.
Sometime last year, my friend told me about CKRM Singapore, but I never desired to go. Before going to CKRM Malacca, the Lord in His supremacy & grace revealed the followings to me:
· I will begin to see Miracles, Signs & Wonders,
· A picture of the Lion & the Lamb.
All these happened at CKRM Malacca. So when I saw the manifestations during demonstration time, I was speechless but at the same time I was excited & I wanted to experience it.
So, when Ps Paul called us (the first timers) to go out to the front, I was really eager to see what would happen to me? First, he prayed for the fire of God to come upon us & then later he asked if I wanted to receive the arrows of God. Yes of course I wanted it. He then shot 3 arrows at me from a distance of about 5 meters and I fell onto the floor.
As we were about to leave after the session, Ps Paul prayed to empower me, simply by pointing his finger on my hand from a distance. WOH! I went down on the floor again, this time screaming & then laughing. O it was just awesome. I have never seen or experienced anything like this before.
We stayed on and we received anointing after anointing through Ps Paul & his team.
I received the Lion of Judah’s roar, spiritual wine, fireball, prophecy wine, & many more. At one point, I asked Ps Paul, is it possible to receive so many anointing in one session and he responded “Our God is the God of the impossible!” Oh! That really whets our appetite to want to receive ‘More’.
After we were activated & empowered, the Lord gave us opportunities to minister in Petaling Jaya & to put into practice what we have received.
The days that followed after the empowerment were simply awesome. When the anointing of the Holy Spirit came upon us, He will lead us and do what He wants for that session. Never before have had I experienced such awesome manifestations like playing the Guzhen, the drum for deliverance under the anointing (never played these instruments before in my life) and hosting the Presence of God & many more.
Even after returning to Singapore, the Lord gave us assignments to impart & empower some ladies back home. It was simply amazing! This verse that says: For My yoke is easy & My burden is light – Mt 11:30 became a Rhema Word to me.
We were so hungry for more, that shortly after, we flew to Kuala Lumpur again to attend a teaching seminar conducted by Ps Paul & Ps Esther at Jubilee Initiative Malaysia and also at Portals of His Glory. Here we witnessed the Mighty & Awesome Power of God at work again.
Ps Paul invited us to CKRM Singapore and here we were blessed with even more. I am so grateful & blessed by all of you. Thank you.
Indeed God rewards those who earnestly seek Him and He never fails to bless us each time we take that step of faith to trust in Him.
All Glory to our Lord God Almighty! Hallelujah!
Jane Then - 23 April 2009
出席一次在马六甲CKRM的特会，领受了难於估计的祝福
是神的旨意与安排， 让我能够参加马六甲CKRM超自然事工训练学校在2009年三月十四号的第一个聚会。 因着我的朋友有被邀请出席，我便和她一同参加这个聚会。神就在这一堂聚会里，超过我所求所想的祝福了我。
在去年的时候，我的朋友曾经和我分享过关于在新加坡CKRM的事工， 但是，我没想要去那里参加聚会。 在我还没去马六甲CKRM超自然事工训练学校之前， 感谢主的怜悯和恩典，祂向我显明我将会开始看见神迹奇事和一幅犹大狮子与羔羊的图案。神向我显明的，就在我来到马六甲 CKRM超自然事工训练学校时，这启示给成就了。 当牧师在示范圣灵的能力时，我看见了，惊讶地说不出话来。我也同时感到兴奋，也很想能亲自经历到圣灵的能力。
当保罗牧师邀请新来的朋友到前面被祷告时，我急着的想看看会有什么事情要发生在我身上。首先，保罗牧师祷告神的火降临在我身上。然后，他问我是否想要领受神的箭。我当然想要领受。他便从大约五米外的距离，向我射了三枝箭，我就被击倒在地上。
聚会结束后，当我们要离开时，保罗牧师再次为我们祷告得着圣灵的能力。他只是用他的手指从一个距离指向着我的手，我立刻被击倒在地上，先是喊叫然后便喜乐地笑。这太棒了。我从未看见或经厉过这些现象。我们便逗留下来，并且继续透过保罗牧师和他的团队，领受了一波又一波的恩膏。
我本身领受了犹大狮子吼叫的恩膏，属灵的酒，火球，先知启示性的酒，和其他等等的恩膏。有一个时刻，我问保罗牧师，“我真的能够在一堂聚会内，领受这么多的恩膏吗？他便回答我说，“在我们的神凡事都能！”这使到我们更加的渴慕和想要得着更多的祝福。
当我们的属灵恩赐被启动和得着了圣灵的能力之后，主便给我们机会去马来西亚的八打灵再也服侍和操练我们所领受的属灵恩赐。当圣灵降在我们身上时，在聚会中，祂会引导我们去做某些事情，如：弹属灵古筝，在恩膏下打鼓使到会众得释放，和邀请神的同在等等。在我一生中，我从未曾玩过这些乐器。
当我们回到新加坡之后，主给了我们任务去传递恩膏给一些姐妹，让她们得着圣灵的能力。这好极了！马太福音11：30“因为我的轭是容易的，我的担子是轻省的”也就成为了我瑞马的话语。我们都好渴慕，想要领受更多圣灵的能力。不久过后，我们乘着飞机到吉隆坡去参加保罗牧师和以斯帖牧师在禧福训练中心的教导以及在Portals of Glory祈祷院的聚会。在那里，我们再次见证了神的大能在当中运行。保罗牧师也邀请我们到新加坡的CKRM去。在那里，我们得到更多的祝福。 我心中真正充满了感恩。
确实， 神奖赏那些认真去寻求祂的人。祂是信实的，并且当我们踏出信心的脚步来信靠祂时，祂必定赐福于我们。
我将一切的荣耀归于我们的神！哈利路亚！
Jane 姐妹
2009年 四月 二十三号
Email from Sharon
Well Pastor Paul, I missed your session during Chinese New Year time as I was away hometown and when I came back and heard of all the things that God did and what happened in Portals of Glory and also from Gina and also reading your blogspot and the various testimonies I was very eager to experience for myself for it is nothing like seeing and experience it for yourself.
When you finally agree to come to Portals of Glory on 15 April 2009, I came early from office and did not go back home in Subang as I did not want to be caught in the traffic jam and we started early and worship before the rest arrived.
When you called me for to be prayed for the anointing of the ‘Roar’ of the Lion of Judah, yes I was a bit sceptical at first as I have never done it before and yes I have seen the manifestations before.
When the anointing was released to me, I felt like something within my body and sometimes it is so hard to describe I just know something is different and it just makes me want to just let go and I could not control it. I have always been a back bencher and observe and that day I just let the Lord use me and it was my first experience.
I can’t believe myself roaring in front of people ...that is not me ...anyway....!!!! When you called me for the second time to be prayed again, I felt more comfortable and was able to receive more. Praise God!!!
Again the whip is very different, the fact that you don’t literally see the whip and when it is released, I felt so much power, fire, and I don’t know,,,very strong anointing, entirely different from the first and it was yes very very strong.
As a result, I am now even more sensitive to the move of God when I am in the presence of God and just wanting more of God..., spending more time in worship and the word.
Praise God and all glory to Jesus for what He has done!!!!
Sharon
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A Reader's Research on the Lion's Roar.
Our Mission to the Klang Valley
犹大狮子吼叫的恩膏和耶稣的鞭子使到我对神的带领更加敏锐。
Sharon 姐妹的电邮
保罗牧师，因着我回了家乡，很可惜的，我错过了在农历新年时的聚会。当我回来的时候，我听到好多神奇妙的作为，以及在Portals of Glory祈祷院所发生的一切事。除了Gina姐妹的分享，我也上网到你的部落格读了许多的见证。我好渴慕,很想自己也能亲身经历到神的能力。
当你答应在2009年四月十五号来Portals of Glory 祈祷院 时，为了避免遇到交通阻塞， 就提早从办公室离开到祈祷院去。在其他人还没到达之前，我们就开始在那儿敬拜。 我虽然曾经见过犹大狮子吼叫的彰显， 但是，当你要为我祷告领受犹大狮子吼叫的恩膏时，我起初有点怀疑，因为我从未吼叫过。当那恩膏浇灌 在我身上时，我觉得我身体里有一股力量（有时就是不知怎样用言语来形容，只知道在我体内跟平时是不一样的）， 这股力量使到我无法控制，那感觉就是想要释放出来。
一直以来，我都是时时坐在后排观看。却在当天，我降服於神，让祂使用我。那就是我第一次的经历。我真不敢相信，自己会在众人面前那么的吼叫。无论如何，那可不是我。。。。当你再次为我祷告时，我感觉舒服多了，也能够更多的去领受。赞美神！
此外，耶稣的鞭子果然也很不同。虽然我的肉眼看不到鞭子，但是，当你用鞭子释放在我身上时，我感觉到极大的能力，很多的圣火，和很强的恩膏在我的身上。这与我第一次所经历的狮子吼叫恩膏，是完全不一样的，而且那恩膏是非常非常的强。
四月十五日的奇妙经厉，改变了我的属灵生命，现在我对于神的带领更加敏锐。当我在神的同在中，我只想要更多的得着祂，更多的敬拜祂，和在祂话语上花更多的时间。
赞美神！一切荣耀都归于祂！
Sharon 姐妹
I would never imagine that being English educated and westernized, God would call me to serve in the Chinese speaking ministry. More shockingly so, to pair me with a very traditional, Chinese educated woman, who’s married with 2 adult children. It’s simply beyond human comprehension.
Though it’s neither logical nor easy to team up with someone who has very different lifestyle, views, educational and cultural background; God’s command surpasses all of these.
It is the Lord’s command to pair the two of us in the power & prophetic ministry, which are also the Lion and the Lamb ministry. Our mission is to empower the body of Christ, under anointing of Holy Spirit, to empower (1 Corinthians 12: 8-10), prepare and equip the body of Christ for their ministries, to break the power of darkness, and prepare for the Lord’s return.
A man of God wrote in his book, "Whatever He calls you to do, many a times His word to you will collide with the world's notion of logic and good sense. Other people will tell you that it’s foolish and not feasible. Even you will say that it’s illogical. But if you believe you heard God’s voice and very certain that it’s from Him, and then does what He tells you to do. For what He wants to bless you is beyond measure."
The Bible is full of examples of people who were willing to follow God’s word instead of logic and were blessed beyond measure because of it.
In early 2006, on several occasions, the Lord revealed and ordered us to pair as ministering partners. In the beginning, Ps Esther struggled to obey God’s command, until the Lord used someone to give her a stern warning that she would lose the calling if she was reluctant to obey His command.
In end 2003 & beginning of 2005, Ps Esther and I were led by the Lord to Singapore Christian Prayer House (SCPH) for the final preparation. In 2007, CKRM was set up.
Following are links to the some articles, on how the Lord called us to our ministry, and our willingness to obey God’s command and suffer for His name:
The Season for me to be at Singapore Christian Prayer House
在新加坡祈祷院的日子公义和冠冕 (Crown & Righteousness)
During the period of our struggle to obey His voice, God prompted me to read 1 Samuel 15. To the people of the world, the command to put to death women, children & infants is a great sin. In the present world, it would be considered genocide & madness to kill innocent people. However, it was not a sin when the Lord commanded Saul to do it. Disobedience to God's voice is a sin. Disobedience is rebellion.
And in 1 Samuel 15:22-23, "Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. For rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance likes the evil of idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the LORD, he has rejected you as king."
When Saul did not obey God’s command fully, the anointing left Saul, and he lost his calling. This is the consequences for not obeying God’s command.
Though the Spirit of God left him, Saul still remained as king. Today, there are many pastors and ministers who are like Saul. Because of their disobedience, the glory of God has left them, without them knowing. Some of the ministries remain stagnant while some have been dismantled.
Ps Esther is called to be my ministering partner and translator. I am called to move in power, while she moves in the prophetic. When both of us are ministering from the pulpit, we will be listening to the voice of God to discern what He wants us to do. Very often, the Lord would give me one part of the revelation while the other part to Ps Esther.
As it is written in Isaiah 29:13-14 the Lord says, "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men. Therefore once more I will astound these people with wonder upon wonder; the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish."
April 16, 2009 was the 2nd Anniversary of CKRM Christian Centre Ltd, Singapore. It is just amazing and beyond human understanding how just a Saturday Power Ministry could grow so rapidly to include 3 Sundays Church Services in such a short period. Besides the ministry being blessed with very healthy & strong cash reserve, the Lord has led many co-workers to CKRM. The co-workers are being raised up in CKRM and they have been blessed with their spiritual life revived drawing them closer to God and grow to be very sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit.
Our oldest co-worker is a 78 years old woman. She came in a wheelchair and now without having the need of a wheelchair, she is now serving CKRM Church as an usher. Our youngest co-worker is an 8 years old girl. She works on the computer during worship and despite working on the computer, she would also be singing with her hands moving & responding to the worship song.
Now that CKRM is in Malacca, we also see God’s hand at work (can view many awesome testimonies posted in http://www.ckrm.org/. ）At this point, I recalled there was a vibrant ministry. However, the pastor went against God’s decision and using the time to criticize CKRM. Within 1-2 years, I witnessed the ministry being dismantled.
We have all sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). Paul taught in Philippians 2:12, "we should continue to work out for our own salvation with fear & trembling." If we seriously take Paul's teaching and work out for our own salvation with fear & trembling, we would be so busy repenting that we would not have really the time to be critical or judging others.
As it is written, if the Spirit of the Lord rest on a person with Spirit of wisdom, understanding, counsel, power, knowledge, and the fear of the Lord, he will not judge by what he sees with his eyes, or decide by what he hears with his ears" (Isaiah 11:2-3).
It is by His grace that we can be obedient and do the will of the Father. All glory and praise belongs to Him, and peace and joy to His beloved children! Amen!
Translation into Mandarin
我从没有想过以我这个受英文教育，生活完全西方化的人。神会呼召我进入华文华语的事奉，更糟糕的是命令我与一位非常保守受华文教育，而且是有家庭，有已长大的孩子的姐妹配搭。对我来说真是不可思议 而难以接受。
虽然有点不合逻辑，因为不同的教育背景，文化差异，不同的生活方式，不同的思想观念，是很难一起服侍，但神的命令胜於一切。
以斯帖牧师与我的配搭是神赐於我们的命令，以行走在能力与启示的事奉。这是狮子与羔羊的事工。我们的使命是去得着主内肢体，在圣灵的恩膏下，开启神给予他们的属灵恩赐 （歌林多前书 12：8-10），找到自己在基督身子的位置，好装备成为神家中贵重的器皿，末日的精兵，去拆毁邪恶的势力，得着仇敌的城门，预备主的再来！
一位神的仆人在他的书这样写：每当神叫你做事时，神的话，神做事的方式，很多时候与世俗的方式是完全不一样的，甚至可说有时是违背世俗的方法。你旁边的人也会告诉你这是愚蠢，不可行的，你自己也会说这是不合逻辑，不对的。但若你有信心听神的声音，肯定是从神而来，那就要顺服祂的指示行，祂所要给你的祝福将是超乎你所求所想的。
在2006初，神多次赐下启示，命令我们要一齐配搭服侍。这不合逻辑的配搭，给以斯帖牧师经厉长时间的挣扎，最后是神通过第三者给她很严厉的警告，在神的恩典时间内，再不顺服她就要失去神对她生命的呼召，才让她惧怕而乖乖的顺服。
神在2003年底和2005年初，奇妙的各别把我们引领来到新加坡基督徒祷告院，做最后的装备。在2007 年 CKRM 正式成立。以下两篇见证可提供一点神如何呼召我们进入这事工和我们因为顺服神的命令而走过的风雨路 。
The Season for me to be at Singapore Christian Prayer House
在新加坡祈祷院的日子
公义和冠冕 (Crown & Righteousness)
在那段与神挣扎着要如何顺服的日子,神感动我 去读撒母耳记上 15章。对世人而言，把无辜的妇女，小孩，婴孩都杀了，这命令绝对是错误的，是愚蠢，是疯狂的，是天大的罪过。以现在的眼光来说，这叫着种族灭绝，这样的行为可说是犯下涛天大罪 ，是要被判死刑的。但对神而言，这是他给扫罗的命令 ，这样就不是罪了。相反的扫罗因为没有完全顺服尊行神的命令而得罪了神。
撒母耳记上 15：22-23 耶和华喜悦燔祭和平安祭，如喜悦人听从他的话呢？听命胜于献祭，顺从胜于公羊的脂油。悖逆的罪与行邪术的罪相等。顽梗的罪与拜虚神拜偶像相同。你既厌弃耶和华的命令，耶和华也厌弃你做王。
因为扫罗的不顺服，没有尊行神给他的命令，最后神的灵离开他，也废了他做王。这就是不顺服神的命令的结果。
虽然神的灵已离开扫罗，但当时扫罗还是坐在王位上。今天很多在职场上的牧师领袖也一样，因为不顺服 而得罪了神，神的荣耀已离开了 ，他们还不知道。这可从他们的事工的停顿不前，甚直被神拆除就可看到，但事实是他们本身还不知道。
神呼召以斯帖牧师与我配搭，呼召她做我的事工伙伴和翻译员。神给我的呼召是能力性的事奉，神给她的呼召是启示性的事奉。每当我们一起站在讲台上服侍时，我们在领听圣灵的指示，很多时候，神常常把一部份的启示给我，另一部份切给了以斯帖牧师。
以赛亚书 29：13-14 因为这白姓亲近我，用嘴唇尊近我，心切远离我。他们尊敬我，不过是领受人的吩咐。所以我在这白姓中，要行奇妙的事，就是奇妙又奇妙的事，他们知慧人的知慧必然消灭，聪明人的聪明必然隐藏。以赛亚书 55：8 我的意念非同你们的意念，我的道路非同你们的道路。
16.04.2009 是CKRM 二周年记念, 我为神在CKRM 的工作而惊叹，从一个几个人的祷告小组在短时间发展到有三堂主日崇拜。这除了神，有谁能做呢？ 神除了祝福 CKRM 有很健康的资金，更带领很多同工来到 。很多原本没有家，被神更新了的弟兄姐妹，有些神感动他们留下来服侍。
同工的年龄从最小的八岁到最大的七十八岁。这位老姐妹两年前是坐着轮椅来，主医治了她，现在不但健康有力量，而且服侍主招待新来的朋友。那小妹妹在崇拜时，是用电脑来服侍，自己更是一面唱，一面以另一只手跟着诗歌摆动，真的是三管齐下，其乐无比，看她非常的享受。感谢主！
现在 CKRM 已经进军马六甲，也看到神的手在马六甲做工（可上网享受神如何祝福弟兄姐妹。http://www.ckrm.org/ ）写到这里让我想起，有一个原本很有活力的事工，后因牧者不顺服神的带领，违背神的心意，很可惜把时间用在批评论断 CKRM 我看到在这一两年内很快的下降，最后被神拆除。
罗马书 3：23 世人都犯了罪亏欠了神的荣耀。保罗在菲立比书 2：12 教导我们要为自己的救恩恐惧战兢，以持守神给你的救恩。若是受教的，真正爱主的，那你就不会让仇敌来使用你，去损伤别人，诽谤别人。所做的就是在拆毁神的工作。最后自己的事工被拆除。
以赛亚书 11：2-3 若我们有主耶和华的七个灵 ：耶和华的灵住在身上，智慧的灵，聪明的灵，谋略的灵，能力的灵，知识的 灵，和敬畏耶和华的灵。那我们就可以审判不凭眼见，断是非也不凭耳闻。
总的来说，是靠神的恩典，我们才能做个顺服受教的儿女，行祂的旨意。
愿一切荣耀赞美都归於我们至爱至高的神，平安喜乐归於祂所爱所宝的儿女！啊们！
Written by Ps Paul Ang
Translated by Ps Esther Chow
Part 1 (The Mission Work)
The teaching at Jubilee Initiative Malaysia Bhd, Kuala Lumpur on 14 & 15th April 2009, and the power ministry at Portals of Glory in Petaling Jaya, were our first outdoor mission since CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd commenced on 14th March 2009.
My ministering partner, Ps Esther Chow and I left Malacca on 13th April 2009. While in Kuala Lumpur, we stayed at my son, George's home. George even had his chauffeur to drive us to Jubilee Initiative Malaysia Bhd located at Pandan Perdana, Cheras.
Not only were the students amazed, that the word of God spoken, was accompanied with demonstration of His power, but they also witnessed the activating of the 'Roar' of the Lion of Judah in a student. The President of Jubilee who received the 7 Flying Arrows (Habakkuk 3:11), demonstrated the gift powerfully on a student too.
Though there were more people on the 2nd day, the anointing was not as strong as on the 1st day. Perhaps some new visitors came with a wrong motive to observe.
The night meeting at Portals of Glory was awesome with demonstration of many spiritual weapons such as: the Sword (Revelation 19:11-16), the Whip of Jesus (Isaiah 10:26, John 2:15), the Seven Arrows (Habakkuk 3:11, Psalm 18:14, 2 Samuel 22:15), the Flashing Spear (Habakkuk 3:11), the Sling & Stone of David (1 Samuel 17:49), Rays Flashed from His hand (Habakkuk 3:4) and spiritual wine (John 2:9).
A pastor was not only swept by the fire of God, but also experienced the power ofthe flying arrow and other weapons. He was thrown to the floor several times. The pastor shared later that he saw in the vision, I was holding a metal arrow. There was an impartation of The Sword to a brother and he demonstrated it powerfully on two people.
Part 2 (Question Time - Sharing my experience on how I receive the Fire Impartation)
In the morning class at Jubilee, a student posed a question, "Can God anoints a person without impartation from a man of God?" Two days before during a dinner fellowship, a pastor of a Baptist Church emphasized every Christian could go to the Father to anoint him directly instead of seeking impartation through God's anointed people.
Sure, God can anoint a person directly.
He may meet us at our level of hunger just like He meets us at our level of faith. For instance, if the faith level of a sick man is his belief that he needs to go for surgery to be healed, then the Lord may meet and heal him at that level. If he believes that he need not go for surgery and that God will heal him, then this is the faith level he has.
I went on to share briefly my own experience, on how the Lord led me to a School of Practical Ministry in California, and anointed me directly without impartation from a man of God.
Now, I would like to share more in details.
In 2001, while attending a weekend encounter, I witnessed the power of God for the first time. People were slain (fell to the floor under the power of God) and some burst into tongue. Having witnessed such power, I became very hungry and long to experience the power of being slain, and to speak in tongue.
I began chasing after men of God; attending meetings held by anointed speakers and would rush to the front to be prayed for when the meeting ended. Seeing the deep hunger in my heart, the Lord began to lead me; first to a man of God for counselling in order to deal with certain issues of my family life.
Having dealt with the first stage, the Lord then prompted me to go to a Chinese Seminary in California. Now, it did not make sense for me to go there, as I was English educated and could not read nor understand Mandarin. However, the Lord wanted me to go there to clear the obstacle before I could receive the anointing.
By His grace, He removed every hindrances that was trying to thwart me from going to the Seminary. Even my Church pastor told me that there was no need to go to USA to seek anointing, and that we can receive it in Singapore.
Putting aside world’s notion of logic and good sense, I took that leap of faith to travel to California. I knew that the Bible is full of examples of people who were willing to follow God's word instead of logic and was blessed beyond measure.
I was not wrong as God is faithful. During ministering time, the speaker gave me a word that the Lord would give me what I would not be able to receive in my home country. Almost 10 days passed by. I received nothing but witnessed many students being blessed. Finally, I was being ministered to by a group of people, who led me to prayer of repentance, setting me free from the obstacle of not being able to receive the blessing from God.
After the prayer, the Lord visited me in my daughter's home and revealed to me sins of unforgiveness and other sins. I repented in tears. It was a turning point in my spiritual life and opened the door to receive the most precious & rare fire anointing. I just wanted what most Christian commonly have, like speaking in tongue and healing gift. But God gave me more than what I asked for - the fire anointing to empower the body of Christ, baptizing Christians in fire (Matthew 3:11) and to activate the gifts of the Spirit in them.
The Fire Anointing is a very powerful gift to set people free from bondages, heal the sick and empower the Christian for ministries. Many Christians have been blessed at CKRM, and the fire of God has enhanced their sensitiveness to the leading of the Holy Spirit (Romans 8:14).
I received the fire anointing in the most unexpected way. It happened during a spiritual warfare where a big group of powerful intercessors were praying & interceding against a demonic manifestation in the school in California. Being naïve and unaware of the battle, I thought that the intercessors, who were mostly pastors & Church leaders attending the courses were praying & seeking for anointing.
Not wanting to be left behind, I went to the stage during the height of intercession. At that very moment, their prayers of intercession opened up heaven and rained a very powerful fire upon me. It swept through my entire body for few minutes. The 2nd wave of fire of God came upon me the following day.
Hence, to the question that I was asked, God anointed me directly without going through impartation by man of God. Like Elisha who gave up everything to follow Elijah, I was willing to take the leap of faith by using my time & resources travelling all the way to California, trusting fully in Him.
If we want the easy way out by imposing condition such as telling God that we only want to receive the anointing in the privacy of our home or in our own Church, we could go on waiting and never receive it.
"All the peoples of the earth are regarded as nothing. He does as He pleases with the powers of heaven and the peoples of the earth. No one can hold back His hand or say to Him: "What have you done?" (Daniel 4:35).
A pastor shared with me about 5 ladies who wanted the gifts of tongue. Except for one, the rest received the gift. The one who did not receive asked the pastor why she was not able to receive the gift of tongue. Finally, the answer was she imposed condition that she only wanted to receive the gift of tongue in the privacy of her room in her home.
Then she told the Lord that she was now ready to receive the gift, fully surrendering to the Lord without any condition attached. She did not receive it immediately. One day while waiting for taxi at the hotel lobby, she fell to the floor under the power of God and burst out in tongue, to the amazement of a crowd of curious onlookers.
God will not give what we are too proud to receive. Pride is like a barrier that blocks out the very things God desires in our life. He sees our heart, whether or not we are willing to press in. The heart that desires the things of God will not impose condition on the method that God should use, or how, where and when that God should do to bless him/her.
God wants us to have the heart like Jacob, who wrestled and refused to let go of God until the Lord blessed him (Genesis 32:26). I know of a Principal of a Bible College in USA, who gave up his job to follow a man of God to be his attendant for 18 months without salary. Finally the Lord blessed him with a healing anointing.
A heart that yields to God, will be willing to do the will of the Father, just like the heart of King David. God uses a vessel that is obedient & willing.
Translated to Mandarin
我们去Klang Valley 的出差任务
第一部分（出差任务）
二零零九年四月十四和十五日在马来西亚 - 吉隆坡禧福训练中心的教导和在八打灵再也Portals of Glory的服侍，是我们在马六甲超自然事工训练学校在二零零九年三月十四日开始投入服侍之后的第一个出差任务。
在二零零九年四月十三日，我与我的服侍伙伴， 以斯帖牧师一同离开马六甲。前往在吉隆坡，在那里我们逗留在我儿子，George的居所。George 还特别安排他的司机载送我们前往至Cheras 的Jubilee Initiative。
当神的话语被释放时， 学生们不但对圣灵能力的示范感到惊讶，而且还亲眼见证了犹大狮子的恩膏启动在一位学生的身上。神感动我传递七支飞箭的属灵武器给禧福的院长（哈巴谷书 3：11），院长就示范这大有能力的恩膏在一位学生的身上。感谢主！
第二天有更多的人出席， 但当天的恩膏却不如第一天来得强。也许一些出席者带着错误的动机来观察。
当天晚上在Portals of Glory 的聚会乃是真棒， 带出好多属灵武器的明证， 例如：剑（启示录 19：11-16），耶稣的鞭子（以赛亚书 10：26，约翰福音2：15），七支箭（哈巴谷书3：11，诗篇18：14，撒母耳記下（22：15），闪枪（哈巴谷书3：11），大卫的机 弦与石子（撒母耳記上17：49），从祂手里射出光线（哈巴谷书3：4）以及属灵的酒（约翰福音2：9）。
一位牧师不但被圣灵的火充满，而且还经历了飞箭的大能和其他武器等等。他好几次都被圣灵击倒在地上。过后，这位牧师和我分享他在异象中，看见我当时手中拿着一把铁弓。神也使用我传递了一把剑给一位弟兄。同时，他也在两位出席者的身上示范了这大有能力的武器`。
第二部分（问题时刻 - 分享我如何得到圣火传递的经厉）
在Jubilee 的早堂，一位学生问了一个问题， “神是否能在不透过祂仆人的传递下，亲自膏抹一个人？” 在两天前的晚餐交流会，浸信会的一位牧师强调每一位基督徒都能直接向天父祈求领受恩膏，而不需要从神恩膏的仆人传递恩膏。
那肯定的，神能够直接膏抹一个人。
就比如祂凭着我们信心的程度来满足我们，祂也能够凭着我们渴慕的程度来满足我们。例如，如果一个病人信心的程度是他相信他必须经过手术而得到医治，那么，神就会在这样的信心程度满足与医治他。若他相信他不需经过医生动手术，就能得医治。那么，神就在他这样的信心里满足他医治他。
接着，我大概简单地分享我本人的经历， 神怎么样带领我去到美国加州的一间事工学校，无须透过祂仆人传递恩高，神亲自在那儿膏抹我。
在2001年我参加了一个经历神的周末特会，我第一次见证神的能力。有人被圣灵充满（被神的能力击倒在地上）。还有些在说方言。见证了这些神的能力之后，我开始感到渴慕以及期待被圣灵充满和说方言。
我开始追踪神恩膏的仆人；参加恩膏讲员举办的聚会和在聚会结束后奔向台前被祷告。主看到我心中深深的渴慕，便开始引领我。首先，他带领我去见一位神的仆人，给于我辅导，好让我能够处理家庭生命中的问题。
处理了第一步之后，主就感动我要去一间在美国加州的华文学院。因着我是受英文教育的背景，同时，我更不认识也不明白华文，这对我来说是难以理解的。无论如何，主要我在还没有领受恩膏之前，去那里清理我的障碍。
靠着神的恩典，祂挪开了一切阻碍我去那学院的障碍。甚至我的主任牧师告诉我不需要到美国去寻求恩膏，就能在新加坡领受得恩膏。
我把一切世界的逻辑与人的智慧抛在一旁， 做出了一个信心的步伐，前往美国的加州。我知道在圣经里，有着好多的例子说到，神超越地祝福那些不靠着逻辑，而愿意顺从祂话语的人。
神是信实的，我知道我的决定是没错的。当服事的时候，那讲员给了我一句话说：主会给你在你自己国家不可能领受到的恩膏。几乎十天已过，切只看见许多的学生得到祝福，但自己什么都没领受到。终于，有一组人前来服侍我，带领我认罪祷告，把我从那些使到我不能领受神祝福的拦阻除掉。
经过那祷告之后，当我在女儿的家时，主亲自探访了我也同时向我显明了我的不饶恕和其他等等的罪。我就流泪地悔改。那是我属灵生命的转折点，这也同时也为我开了一道门，使我能领受那最宝贵与少有的圣火恩膏。我只想要一般基督徒所拥有的，例如：说方言和医治的恩赐。但神却给我超乎我所求所想的--圣火的恩膏，好让神通过这卑微的器皿为基督徒施洗（马太福音3：11）更让主的肢体能得着圣灵的能力以及启动在他们里面的圣灵恩赐。
圣火的恩膏的确是一个大有能力的恩赐，能使人从捆锁中得释放，得到医治，以及使基督徒得着能力，好让在他们的服侍上更有果效。好多基督徒在CKRM领受了许多的祝福，神的火也提升了他们对圣灵带领的敏锐度（罗马书8：14）。
我本身是在意想不到的情况下得着圣火的恩膏。那发生在美国加州的一间训练学校，当时有一场属灵争战，当时神的同在很强，邪灵受不了就彰显了要攻击讲员，敏锐的讲员马上呼召一组大有能力的代祷者出来与邪灵爭战。因着我的无知也不知道那是属灵争战，我以为那些代祷者，正在祷告和寻求恩膏（我听不懂华语）在那些代祷者当中，大多数是前来参加课程的牧师与教会领袖。
不想被忽列，我就在代祷最高峰的那一刻走上台去。就在那个时刻，他们的祷告打开天堂的窗，就有一波大有能力的火降在我身上。在好几分钟内，我整个身体都被圣火充满。隔天，第二波的圣火再次降在我的身上。
于是，对于之前提到那位学生所发问的问题，神虽没透过祂仆人的传递，而直接膏抹我。就如以利沙放下一切，跟随着以利亚，我愿意摆上我的时间和资源，完全相信祂，做出了信心的步伐，前往美国加州。
若我们要以条件，告诉神我只要单单轻松地在自己的家或在自己的教会领受，我们可以一直地等待，却还不能领受到。
世上所有的居民都算为虚无；在天上的万军和世上的居民中，他都凭自己的意旨行事 。无人 能拦住他手，或问他说 ，你做甚麽呢？（但以理书 4：35）。
有一位牧师和我分享，关于想要得到说方言恩赐的五位女士。 除了一位女士之外， 其他的都领受了这恩赐。那位女士便去问这位牧师为什么她没领受到说方言的恩赐。终于，他的答案是因为她有条件向神求，她只要在她家的房间里领受说方言的恩赐。
过后，她对主说她现今已准备好要领受这恩赐，完全无条件地降服于主。但神并没有立刻给她这恩赐。一直到有一天，当她在酒店的门廊等候德士时，她就被圣灵的能力击倒在地上，并且说方言。在场的一群旁观者都感到惊讶。
若我们带着骄傲的态度去向神求，神是不会屈服於我们的。这骄傲是一道障碍，拦阻神想要在我们生命中要给我们的一些东西。祂看的是我们是否有一颗更加渴慕，更加追求的心。 若有一颗渴慕神的祝福的心，那你就不会以条件限制神要怎么做，如：几时做？在哪里？以及什么时候要祝福他人？
神要我们有一颗像雅各的心，与神摔跤，不容祂去，直到神祝福他。我认识一位在美国一间圣经学院的院长。他放弃了工作，以及十八个月无薪水地伴随着一位神的仆人。最后，主赐他医治的恩膏，祝福了他。
一个完全屈服于神的心，会像大卫王的心一样，愿意遵行天父的旨意。主所用的是一个顺服和降服的器皿。
The Lord spoke to me in a dream. In the dream, I saw that I was running on a street with lamp posts hanging with banners on my right. Suddenly a bus drove passed me and so close enough to knock me. However, the Lord protected me from this nasty accident.
When the bus stopped in front of me, I saw a very big word “God.”
Then, my Church cell group member, Bro Thomas sent me a text message, inviting me to come to CKRM Malacca as he had received a confirmation that the Lord wanted me to come.
Thomas, his wife and I left Klang for Malacca on 6th April 2009. On the way to CKRM Leadership Training Centre, Malacca, there were so many banners hanging on the lamp posts. When the vehicle stopped at the traffic light junction, I saw a Toyota car next to our vehicle, with the back screen pasted with a sticker with the word “God.” I then told Thomas that this was the scene I saw in my dream.
On arrival at CKRM Malacca, I excitedly shared the dream with Pastor Paul. Pastor Paul then asked me to open my heart to the Lord. Suddenly the power of God came upon me and I trembled and shake uncontrollably.
It was not the end. During ministry time, the power of God came upon me so strongly which I have never in my own life experienced such strong anointing before. The fire of God came upon me and activated the ‘Roar’ of the Lion of Judah and I was also manifesting soaring like an eagle. Both the pastors of CKRM told me that the Lord is increasing the gift of prophecy in my life. Then I began to minister to a sister setting her free from certain bondages under the anointing of the ‘Roar’ of the Lion of Judah (Amos 3:8, Revelation 10:3).
Praise the Lord for His love & grace that He has chosen me to come to CKRM to be empowered for ministry. Surely the Sovereign Lord does nothing without revealing His plan to his servants the prophets (Amos 3:7). Praise the Lord. Surely He is good (Psalm 73:1). Amen! I am thoroughly amazed by His love to show me precisely what is to take place.
I am encouraged by His word, “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you” (Psalm 32:8). Amen!
Sis Georginia
Footnote: A link to A Reader's Research on the Lion's Roar.
神用异梦引领我去马六甲的CKRM - Sis Georginia
感谢主！祂在梦里向我说话。在梦中, 我看到自己不停的奔跑在一条街上，在我右手旁的路灯都挂着旗。突然, 一辆巴士很靠近地驶过我, 差一点把我撞倒。但是主保护了我, 意外没有发生。当巴士停在我面前时, 我看见一个很大的”神”字。接着, 我接到一位教会小组的组员, Thomas弟兄的电话信息, 邀请我去马六甲的CKRM。他说他已向神求证，是神的心意主要我去。
Thomas弟兄与妻子还有我三个人，在二零零九年四月六日从Klang前往马六甲。在途中, 我看到在我的右手旁，有许多旗挂在路灯上。当汽车停在交通灯路口时, 我看见一辆Toyota的汽车停在我们的车旁, 车后的镜子贴着“God” 。我在这时跟Thomas弟兄说这就是我在梦里见到的景象一模一样。
抵达马六甲CKRM后, 我兴奋地与Pastor Paul分享我的异梦。Pastor Paul接着叫我向神敞开我的心。忽然, 神的大能降在我身上, 使我身体不停战抖与震动
在聚会时, 神的大能几次大大地降在我身上。我这一生从没经历过那么强的恩膏。神的圣火降在我身上,启动了犹大狮子的吼叫（阿摩司书3：8）。同时, 我也彰显如老鹰飞翔。CKRM的两位牧师告诉我,主在增加我启事的恩膏。接着, 我在恩膏下使用犹大狮子的吼叫服侍一位姐妹, 使她从许多属灵的捆绑中得释放。
赞美主的大爱和恩典, 拣选我，带领我来到CKRM来领受恩膏，刚强我的灵，装备我，好让我有能力来事奉祂。
主 耶 和 华 若 不 将 奥 秘 指 示 他 的 仆 人 ─ 众 先 知 ， 就 一 无 所 行 (阿 摩 司 書 3:7)。神 实 在 恩 待 以 色 列 那 些 清 心 的 人 (詩 篇 73:1)！我 要 教 导 你 ， 指 示 你 当 行 的 路 ； 我 要 定 睛 在 你 身 上 劝 戒 你 (詩 篇 32:8)。阿门!
Sis Georginia
Since 14th March 2009, CKRM Leadership Training (SEA) Sdn Bhd has conducted 3 Power meetings in Malacca. By God's grace, some of the brothers & sisters' in Christ from the Klang Valley have been blessed. Their testimonies are posted in the CKRM's website.
In Malacca, God has given me fresh revelation about the Malacca Vision. The Lord refreshed my memory to the year 1994 when my blood pressure shot up to a dangerous level, and I almost died. At that time, I told the Lord that I was not ready to go yet, as there were unfinished works. I was thinking about my own unfinished works. But God preserved my life because of the calling He has in my life.
As a result, I was awarded to hospital. After I recovered, God sent me to the wilderness for 7 years to humble me and to break my spirit. During the 7 years, I encountered nothing but all sort of troubles in my business, health and my personal life.
When I finally came to accept the Lord as my Savoir again in 2001, it took another 7 years to restore my spiritual & physical life (the Lord healed my long suffering hypertension & prostate). I went through trials & tribulations. It was to prepare and equip me for a ministry He is calling me. At the end of the 7 years (2008) the Lord brought my memory back to the prophetic word He gave me in 2003, and the vision He shown me in 2004 about the Malacca Vision.
Sometimes in 2008, the Lord prompted CKRM Singapore to set up a School of Supernatural Ministry in Malacca. The Training Centre is to prepare, empower and equip Christians from S.E.Asia for their ministries. It is to be modelled after Bill Johnson’s Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry in Redding, California (http://www.ibethel.org/)
In September 2008, the Lord prompted Ps Esther and I to hand over the baton of CKRM Singapore to the ‘Joshua Generation.’ As we obeyed and acted upon it, the Lord then prompted us to start writing on a blog as part of the preparation for this Supernatural School.
The purpose of writing in the blog is for the Chinese Church leaders to know the truth due to the controversial and negative comments spread by our discontented ex associates, and for them to understand the ministry. The Lord has called us to set up this special ministry to empower the Body of Christ. Instead of being accepted, we faced tremendous rejection, humiliation, criticism & slanders from the Malaysia & Singapore Chinese Church pastors & leaders who are associated with Agape, USA.
In the beginning, we did not understand the reason. After all, we are in the blessing business and our ministry is of no threat to others, except to the power of darkness. The ministry should be of benefit to the Body of Christ. Only now then do we realize the truth; that is, the evil one is trying to stop us from fulfilling the Malacca Vision.
Below are links to some of the articles, one with translation in Mandarin which I have written concerning the hostilities of the associates. There is also an article written by my co-founder, Ps Esther Chow.
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2009/03/my-season-in-singapore-christian-prayer.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/season-for-me-to-be-at-singapore.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/12/they-hated-me-without-reason-john-1525.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/12/our-friends-across-causeway_10.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/09/what-awesome-encounter-at-agape.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2009/01/blog-post.html
We did not do anything about the Malacca Vision until 1st January 2009, when the Lord commanded us to do so. The ministry in Malacca could be set up so rapidly because God is in control. When we sought Him for direction for a premise to house the ministry in Malacca, the Lord gave one of our leaders a vision with a name to contact in Malacca, which was how CKRM Malacca could have such a beautiful & spacious Sanctuary.
At CKRM Singapore, we will seek the Lord for direction on even the smallest detail. Without Him, we are lost. We look to David as a model for our ministry, always seeking Him.
Even Prophet Samuel could make a mistake when he saw Eliab and thought, "Surely the Lord's anointed stands here before the Lord." But the Lord said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart" (1 Samuel 16:6-7).
We must have the heart of David. David's ability to succeed and achieve spiritual breakthrough are:-
David habitually inquired of God (1 Chronicles 14:10, 14)
David heard from God (1 Chronicles 14:14)
David did as God directed him (1 Chronicles 14:16).
If a highly anointed prophet like Samuel could make such a mistake to judge a person by one's outward appearance, then we are no better.
As in Isaiah 11:2-3, “The Spirit of the Lord will rest on Him --- the Spirit of wisdom and of understanding, the Spirit of counsel and of power, the Spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the Lord and he will delight in the fear of the Lord. He will not judge by what he sees with his eyes, or decide by what he hears with his ears.”
See how important it is for the seven Spirits of God to rest upon the Church so that we will not be like the world to be critical of judging others by human standard.
For now, our new season in Malacca is to do the will of the Father. As Jesus said, "My food is to do the will of Him who sent me, and to finish His work" (John 4:34).
Translation to Mandarin
马六甲的异像
自从14/3/2009,CKRM 马六甲已顺利举行了三次的权能特会。感谢主的恩典，从他们的见证（可上网阅读），我们看到 神祝福了一些从 Klang Valley 来的主内肢体。
在马六甲我也领受新的启示，是关於马六甲事工的异像，有一天神把我的记忆带回在1994年，想起当年我如何与死神擦身而过后又活过来。
记得当时我对神说，我还没预备好，不要带我走，我还有很多工作未完成（我是在想我属世的工作）。但神保守我的性命是因为祂在我的生命有一个呼召还未完成。
我在医院度过了危险，出院后神把我带入旷野，在这七年的旷野生涯，我历尽苦难，走头无路，似乎災难一直跟着我，包括我的身体，我的事业都不断的往下沉，从前敖慢不可一世的我 ，开始学习什么叫谦卑，什么叫忍耐，什么叫恩慈，什么叫温柔。。。。。。。。神正在破啐我的灵。
最后在2001，我接受耶稣为我的救主成为基督徒。神再用七年的时间复兴我（神完全医治了我的高血压，前列腺）我所经历的一切灾难苦楚真是痛苦极了。现在回头去看，原来是神在朔造我，预备我成为祂的器皿。在2008年底，满了七年，有一天神提醒我，在2003年时祂给我马六甲的先知预言，2004 年祂给我关於马六甲的异像。
在2008年的某一天，神感动我说：祂要藉着 新加坡CKRM在马六甲成立超自然事工学校，其模式又如美国加利福尼亚的伯特利超自然事工学校。(http://www.ibethel.org/) 对象是东南亚地区的主内肢体，装备他们成为神家中贵重的器皿。好成为神末日收割粧家的精兵。
在2008年九月神指示 Ps Esther和我交棒给约书亚一代的年轻人，我们顺服，在等候的过程中，有一天神要我写部落格，其目的是让广大的基督社群了解 CKRM 的事工。同时也为这几年来，新马一些与爱修园有连系的牧者对我们的批评和论断来解析。
是神呼召我们进入这特别的事工，但做梦也没想到会面对那么大的反弹，不只没有伸出手来扶持我们，反而到处破坏我们。
自从顺服主的呼召，进入这事工，就面对这一切，从前我们就是不明白为什么？ 因这事工能祝福许多的基督徒，能兴起许多的精兵。那对神的教会来说应该是好事。现在明白了，原来是仇敌在拦阻我进入马六甲回应主对我的呼召。
感谢得胜的主，为我战胜这一切！哈利路亚赞美主！
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2009/03/my-season-in-singapore-christian-prayer.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/10/season-for-me-to-be-at-singapore.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/12/they-hated-me-without-reason-john-1525.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/12/our-friends-across-causeway_10.html
http://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2008/09/what-awesome-encounter-at-agape.htmlhttp://pastorpaulang.blogspot.com/2009/01/blog-post.html
Ps Paul Ang
